Y can't he jz understand? Y does tat guy keep avoiding my questions even though he's the one who started it? Even asked me to forget bout wat he had said? FORGET IT!!! I'm not tat kind of person who can easily put things down...so i'm gonna ask u till i get the truth out of u!!!
Ok...i noe u said u liked me coz i'm cute..but does tat really makes sense? Hey guys...y all guys are the same? Does being cute makes the 1st choice for u guys?Really guys...jz get over it...cute is not the main point of liking a gal le...Guys...really cant understand these human beings...really different from gals =/ Plus...i'm not really tat cute ok? & oso cute==>ugly but adorable le...tat's the true meaning of it...ARGH!!
I cant get over my frustration!!! I'm DOOMED...by guys....sigh....within months i get two guys over me....torture...!!
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Love Life
As i've mentioned in my previous posts...i mentioned bout a guy who will not give up in chasing me...well...i've rejected him again few days ago..told him straight actually that i cant accept due to the time i need to spend on my studies & oso coz of the promise i've given to myself bout not getting into a relationship during these periods..Tot he'll really give up but proves that i'm wrong -.-"
Few days ago too...another shocking news nearly made me faint..haiz..!! =/ One of my tuition guy fren confessed his feelings for me *fainting* Really cant believe it le...after so many yrs tuitioning together...i've never thought tat something like tat would happen...but guess i jz cant hide from the fact..DAMN IT!! But i jz pretend to be innocent & ask him to gv me a reasonable reason why is he interested in me. Yet he's the one trying to avoid tis matter now...so itz not solved yet until now...he even asked me to forget whatever he has said before...HMPH!! As if i can forget such things SOoo quickly..he really underestimated me le...
Yesterday...discussed with 耀明(Poi Lam High guy) bout our relationship alreadi...concluded that we jz are "neither nomal frens nor couples" relationship...haha..weird huh? But the fact is that i really wanted to accept him in the 1st place cuz after so long my feelings for him really grew stronger...sigh..it actually helps me allot in forgetting Big D...yet i cant accept him due to the importance of my studies...feelings really cant match with the importance of my STPM results...
Today...went out with 耀明 when i went back to AMCCO...it was actually quite a bad luck today cuz early in the morning there's a heavy downpour..we actually planned to go to Parade as he still owes me a meal ever since 2yrs ago...but since its a heavy rain...we hav no choice but cancelled our outing...When its bout 11sth though...sun started to come out & so he came to my school to get me for a drink at the restaurants nearby...Oh man..!! I really love riding a motor le...he fetched me using a motor hehe...but i really not used to hold people on a motor...so i jz hang on to the handle behind the passenger seat=P But it was real nice feeling=D We chatted in the restaurant for bout an hour or more then we head back to skul again while he went off to meet his fren which he's supposed to meet hours ago....hehe=P Happy to noe someone sacrificed & cared so much for me=D
Okla..need to get off here alreadi...i'm actually watching Initial D...watching stages after stages...but since SOMEONE complains tat i din blog much so i jz jot something down...hehe...Adios then!!
~NVR LOSE FAITH TO GOD~
Few days ago too...another shocking news nearly made me faint..haiz..!! =/ One of my tuition guy fren confessed his feelings for me *fainting* Really cant believe it le...after so many yrs tuitioning together...i've never thought tat something like tat would happen...but guess i jz cant hide from the fact..DAMN IT!! But i jz pretend to be innocent & ask him to gv me a reasonable reason why is he interested in me. Yet he's the one trying to avoid tis matter now...so itz not solved yet until now...he even asked me to forget whatever he has said before...HMPH!! As if i can forget such things SOoo quickly..he really underestimated me le...
Yesterday...discussed with 耀明(Poi Lam High guy) bout our relationship alreadi...concluded that we jz are "neither nomal frens nor couples" relationship...haha..weird huh? But the fact is that i really wanted to accept him in the 1st place cuz after so long my feelings for him really grew stronger...sigh..it actually helps me allot in forgetting Big D...yet i cant accept him due to the importance of my studies...feelings really cant match with the importance of my STPM results...
Today...went out with 耀明 when i went back to AMCCO...it was actually quite a bad luck today cuz early in the morning there's a heavy downpour..we actually planned to go to Parade as he still owes me a meal ever since 2yrs ago...but since its a heavy rain...we hav no choice but cancelled our outing...When its bout 11sth though...sun started to come out & so he came to my school to get me for a drink at the restaurants nearby...Oh man..!! I really love riding a motor le...he fetched me using a motor hehe...but i really not used to hold people on a motor...so i jz hang on to the handle behind the passenger seat=P But it was real nice feeling=D We chatted in the restaurant for bout an hour or more then we head back to skul again while he went off to meet his fren which he's supposed to meet hours ago....hehe=P Happy to noe someone sacrificed & cared so much for me=D
Okla..need to get off here alreadi...i'm actually watching Initial D...watching stages after stages...but since SOMEONE complains tat i din blog much so i jz jot something down...hehe...Adios then!!
~NVR LOSE FAITH TO GOD~
Friday, January 06, 2006
Shopping for clothes
Oh man...i really love the times when its near Chinese New Year..y? Coz i can shop for new clothes..hehe=) Went to a boutique near Alfa Omega today with my mum...main mission is to buy new clothes for me..keke...and me & mum need to accomplised it=P
At the boutique...my mum asked the salesgirl to get clothes which are suitable for me...then i grabbed some clothes she got for me & i went straight into the changing room...While changing..the salesgirl keep on stuffing clothes into the changing room for me until the stack of clothes grew higher & higher =O
It was like a fashion show for me the whole time..keke...change into one outfit & came out to show my mum to get her opinion then went back in again for another one...After 45mins of "fashion show"..I finally chosen a pink dress, a pink blouse, another black blouse, a 3-quarter trousers, a mini skirt(ahem...hehe=P) & a long trousers...not bad huh? Guess how much tis all costs? $275...shocking huh? But wat cn u expect more from a boutique? Plus the prices sure are allot cheaper than Parade's & Jusco's le...so cnt complain much=P
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED ; ]
At the boutique...my mum asked the salesgirl to get clothes which are suitable for me...then i grabbed some clothes she got for me & i went straight into the changing room...While changing..the salesgirl keep on stuffing clothes into the changing room for me until the stack of clothes grew higher & higher =O
It was like a fashion show for me the whole time..keke...change into one outfit & came out to show my mum to get her opinion then went back in again for another one...After 45mins of "fashion show"..I finally chosen a pink dress, a pink blouse, another black blouse, a 3-quarter trousers, a mini skirt(ahem...hehe=P) & a long trousers...not bad huh? Guess how much tis all costs? $275...shocking huh? But wat cn u expect more from a boutique? Plus the prices sure are allot cheaper than Parade's & Jusco's le...so cnt complain much=P
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED ; ]
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
2day's 3rd of January...
Oh man...now i'm bored over the holidays...BORED! BORED! BORED!!! Tat's onli 1 word to describe it..BORING holidays!! Really dunno how am i gonna stand it for the next 2months or more X(
Luckily i'm gonna start my piano class again tis coming Fri after months & months of not touching the piano due to torturing SPM...learning driving too...i noe its late but it really matters to tat i'm born in December =.=" But anyway...happy enough when i FINALLY can drive!! YAHOO!!! But 1st lesson's enough to embarass me di...hehe...knocked down a pole when i reversed too fast while learning the 3 penjuru thing...keke=P How lucky tat there's no one who i noe at the place i was learning driving...else it'll be spread all over the place...then my image'll be RUINED!!! NO WAY i'm gonna let tat happen!!
Oh man....how i wish the driving instructor will fix the time faster...else i'll be dead of boredom at home...alwiz in front the com or the TV or jz lie on my comfy bed brooding over books X( Guess i better get over my post competition blues...else i wont be able to face my erhu for a LOOonng time...haha...now it's even nauseous to see it=P Really can't face it alreadi...but i've to face it again sometime to cure my boredom...& also to show those lousy judges how wrong they are to kick me out of the preliminary round..i'm gonna KICK THEIR ASSES!!! I DON'T CARE!!! No way i'm gonna lose to a bunch of lousy erhu players again!!!
Anyway...i've succeeded in expressing my frus in tis blog...thx to it else i'll end up hitting my pillow=P Ok then..sick of facing the com alreadi...need to get off9 now...Adios everyone!!
~NVR LOSE FAITH TO GOD~
Luckily i'm gonna start my piano class again tis coming Fri after months & months of not touching the piano due to torturing SPM...learning driving too...i noe its late but it really matters to tat i'm born in December =.=" But anyway...happy enough when i FINALLY can drive!! YAHOO!!! But 1st lesson's enough to embarass me di...hehe...knocked down a pole when i reversed too fast while learning the 3 penjuru thing...keke=P How lucky tat there's no one who i noe at the place i was learning driving...else it'll be spread all over the place...then my image'll be RUINED!!! NO WAY i'm gonna let tat happen!!
Oh man....how i wish the driving instructor will fix the time faster...else i'll be dead of boredom at home...alwiz in front the com or the TV or jz lie on my comfy bed brooding over books X( Guess i better get over my post competition blues...else i wont be able to face my erhu for a LOOonng time...haha...now it's even nauseous to see it=P Really can't face it alreadi...but i've to face it again sometime to cure my boredom...& also to show those lousy judges how wrong they are to kick me out of the preliminary round..i'm gonna KICK THEIR ASSES!!! I DON'T CARE!!! No way i'm gonna lose to a bunch of lousy erhu players again!!!
Anyway...i've succeeded in expressing my frus in tis blog...thx to it else i'll end up hitting my pillow=P Ok then..sick of facing the com alreadi...need to get off9 now...Adios everyone!!
~NVR LOSE FAITH TO GOD~
痛苦...
依稀的依稀......如此的令人悵網...
迷惘的就像蜘蛛絲肆無忌憚的網著一個帶著面具的骷驢頭.......面無血色的半吊著...
就像半死去的心....略涼的一大半......
就是硬是要說著有那麼那麼的傷感
有那麼那麼的激動 .... 卻要硬是假裝的不在意 好像真的是那躲浮雲...漸漸逝去
然後...漸漸隱沒在天際線...放肆在漫天的彩霞裡........
浮雲卻還是浮雲
任你
抓也抓不勞...它還是移動著----通往著你為知的未來...
就當做沒發生嗎?
還是
假裝不再意的留下最後的眼神呢?
我究竟還是離開了
徒留那一眼的悵網 留在六月份的天空
我終是知道
那苦
是要嚐的
然而
那又如何呢?
是我自己選擇的
痛
就痛到底吧..........
六月份的天空
我看你苦
到也不苦
就是看我怎麼看你........
迷惘的就像蜘蛛絲肆無忌憚的網著一個帶著面具的骷驢頭.......面無血色的半吊著...
就像半死去的心....略涼的一大半......
就是硬是要說著有那麼那麼的傷感
有那麼那麼的激動 .... 卻要硬是假裝的不在意 好像真的是那躲浮雲...漸漸逝去
然後...漸漸隱沒在天際線...放肆在漫天的彩霞裡........
浮雲卻還是浮雲
任你
抓也抓不勞...它還是移動著----通往著你為知的未來...
就當做沒發生嗎?
還是
假裝不再意的留下最後的眼神呢?
我究竟還是離開了
徒留那一眼的悵網 留在六月份的天空
我終是知道
那苦
是要嚐的
然而
那又如何呢?
是我自己選擇的
痛
就痛到底吧..........
六月份的天空
我看你苦
到也不苦
就是看我怎麼看你........
我的"老公"
我的"老公"嘛..姓二名胡 =D
小時候本來与"他"根本沒接觸過..只是因我姐是彈琵琶的而只認識琵琶..卻一直以來只把琵琶當成朋友..還好從未開始過一段難舍難分的感情..不然後果不堪..呵呵=P
自從進了華樂團..就開始認識了二胡..本來大家常常不理睬對方、什麼事都大吵大鬧的..可是漸漸的..我們倆之間的感情已演變至不能沒有了對方的地步=P 甚至偽了比賽而与"他"糾纏了几個月..實在可悲啊!! *裝死*
現在比賽完了..人性大多數都是貪新厭舊的..所以由于之前糾纏太多..搞得我已對他離開十尺遠了=P 我也不想的耶..可是兩夫妻每時每秒都見面..任何人不悶死才怪耶!
唉..世事無常啊!! 看來遲些我需收拾心情再面對他了..夫妻一場嘛..不好偽了比賽而鬧得天翻地覆吧? 嘻嘻=P 不然我這"老公"就會告吹的咯..
小時候本來与"他"根本沒接觸過..只是因我姐是彈琵琶的而只認識琵琶..卻一直以來只把琵琶當成朋友..還好從未開始過一段難舍難分的感情..不然後果不堪..呵呵=P
自從進了華樂團..就開始認識了二胡..本來大家常常不理睬對方、什麼事都大吵大鬧的..可是漸漸的..我們倆之間的感情已演變至不能沒有了對方的地步=P 甚至偽了比賽而与"他"糾纏了几個月..實在可悲啊!! *裝死*
現在比賽完了..人性大多數都是貪新厭舊的..所以由于之前糾纏太多..搞得我已對他離開十尺遠了=P 我也不想的耶..可是兩夫妻每時每秒都見面..任何人不悶死才怪耶!
唉..世事無常啊!! 看來遲些我需收拾心情再面對他了..夫妻一場嘛..不好偽了比賽而鬧得天翻地覆吧? 嘻嘻=P 不然我這"老公"就會告吹的咯..
Monday, January 02, 2006
生命中的每個人。。。
如果你很愛很愛一個人，
可是難免有時候會受你所愛的人的氣，
你可能會很氣很氣，
但是不論如何氣，
不要去爭論嬴 、爭面子，
要記得，不論如何，
自己都不要做一個後悔的人，
寧可讓一步，
只因你內心深處明白，
他是一個值得你愛的人。
一路上，我遇到很多人。
他們曾帶給我歡樂、哀愁和痛苦；
讓我喜歡他們、討厭他們，
甚至怨恨他們。
走了一段路后，當我回頭看看他們時，
卻發現他們不知何時，早已失去蹤影。
這時，心裡很想對他們說：
謝謝你們曾陪我走過一段路。因為你們，才有現在的我。
一個噴嚏，不需要噴得好遠，也可以傳播惡毒細菌；
一份工作，不需要薪金優厚，也可以做到沒命；
一個男人，不需要好帥，也有權利嚐不同枕遍人；
一個女人，不需要天使樣貌魔鬼身材，也可以淫亂不堪；
一個吻，不需要糾纏交葛輕輕柔柔的，也可以很深情；
一份開心，不需要長篇大論短短一句，也可以很溫暖；
一個知己，不需要天天見面心深聯繫，也可以很長久；
一對夫妻，不需要每天浪漫手牽手，也可以感受到愛。
這個地球不會因你失去了一份工、失去了一單大生意、失去了貴重錢財、失去了自己愛的人、失去了愛自己的人、失去了一段感情、失去了一些未開始的感情、失去了一絲盼望.........而停留。
世事無常、順逆難料，唯獨是生命物價...
可是難免有時候會受你所愛的人的氣，
你可能會很氣很氣，
但是不論如何氣，
不要去爭論嬴 、爭面子，
要記得，不論如何，
自己都不要做一個後悔的人，
寧可讓一步，
只因你內心深處明白，
他是一個值得你愛的人。
一路上，我遇到很多人。
他們曾帶給我歡樂、哀愁和痛苦；
讓我喜歡他們、討厭他們，
甚至怨恨他們。
走了一段路后，當我回頭看看他們時，
卻發現他們不知何時，早已失去蹤影。
這時，心裡很想對他們說：
謝謝你們曾陪我走過一段路。因為你們，才有現在的我。
一個噴嚏，不需要噴得好遠，也可以傳播惡毒細菌；
一份工作，不需要薪金優厚，也可以做到沒命；
一個男人，不需要好帥，也有權利嚐不同枕遍人；
一個女人，不需要天使樣貌魔鬼身材，也可以淫亂不堪；
一個吻，不需要糾纏交葛輕輕柔柔的，也可以很深情；
一份開心，不需要長篇大論短短一句，也可以很溫暖；
一個知己，不需要天天見面心深聯繫，也可以很長久；
一對夫妻，不需要每天浪漫手牽手，也可以感受到愛。
這個地球不會因你失去了一份工、失去了一單大生意、失去了貴重錢財、失去了自己愛的人、失去了愛自己的人、失去了一段感情、失去了一些未開始的感情、失去了一絲盼望.........而停留。
世事無常、順逆難料，唯獨是生命物價...
Friday, December 30, 2005
人事無常...
你只需要花一分钟注意到一个人；
一小时内變成朋友;
一天讓你爱上他;
一但真心爱上...
你卻需要花上一生的时间将他遗忘;
直至喝下那孟婆湯...
在日常生活中，
就算最要好的朋友也會有磨擦，
我们也許會因這些磨擦而分開。
但每當夜阑人静时，
我们望向星空，
总會看到過去美好的回憶。
不知為何，
一些瑣碎的回憶，
卻為我寂寞的心灵带来無限的震撼...
一小时内變成朋友;
一天讓你爱上他;
一但真心爱上...
你卻需要花上一生的时间将他遗忘;
直至喝下那孟婆湯...
在日常生活中，
就算最要好的朋友也會有磨擦，
我们也許會因這些磨擦而分開。
但每當夜阑人静时，
我们望向星空，
总會看到過去美好的回憶。
不知為何，
一些瑣碎的回憶，
卻為我寂寞的心灵带来無限的震撼...
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
iT aLL dEPeNDs oN FATE~~
On 22nd of Dec..i've jz compete in the 華樂 solo competition (獨奏賽)....oh my....there was 60 contestants & the competition between us all is real tough.....yet i alreadi knew the result b4 it was announced...& it proved tat i was right...Well..although i got nothing in the solo competition...but i know i've learnt ALLOT throughout the whole practice period...my perfect pitch hav improved allot since then...& also i've learnt how important concentration when doin something is...& i'll certainly remember these lessons thoughout my whole life...Since i've tried my very best...i've nothing to complain already....but i'm sure to try out again in the coming competition..need to show those lousy judges no matter wat..HMPH!!!
Well...in group competition (合奏賽)...our skul AMC (聖母女中) sent 2 teams to compete...the A team are all seniors while B team are all juniors...it seemed unfair but we're actually trying to give them some experience & also to improve their teachniques as we really din press them too hard to get anything la...so the outcome finally comes out....both team din get into the finals but A team got a consolation prize while B team got nothing....itz quite sad but since we've tried our best...there's really no point crying over it as wat i've been telling my juniors...Getting a prize doesn't mean everything...it's wat u've learnt throughout this competition tat means everything...if u've done ur best...the satisfaction will be enough to last u a lifetime alreadi...
Okla...need to drop off here alreadi...blog next time la...wish me luck in next time's solo competition then...hehe =P Adios~~
~~GOD BLESS~~
Well...in group competition (合奏賽)...our skul AMC (聖母女中) sent 2 teams to compete...the A team are all seniors while B team are all juniors...it seemed unfair but we're actually trying to give them some experience & also to improve their teachniques as we really din press them too hard to get anything la...so the outcome finally comes out....both team din get into the finals but A team got a consolation prize while B team got nothing....itz quite sad but since we've tried our best...there's really no point crying over it as wat i've been telling my juniors...Getting a prize doesn't mean everything...it's wat u've learnt throughout this competition tat means everything...if u've done ur best...the satisfaction will be enough to last u a lifetime alreadi...
Okla...need to drop off here alreadi...blog next time la...wish me luck in next time's solo competition then...hehe =P Adios~~
~~GOD BLESS~~
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
~eRHu~
~mY eRHu 二胡~
Hehe...tat's my erhu....bought it since i'm in F1 when i jz joined Chinese Orchestra...although it looks old..but its still in good states...hehe...tat shows how hardworking am i =P plus it costs much oso le...RM1880 leh....originally from China ger...Well...gotta face my erhu for the next whole month...goin for a national solo competition held in Penang on 22nd of Dec....sigh...scared le...so many rivals...60 contestants leh...onli for the strings group (拉弦組) onli...if included plucking group (彈撥組) & woodwind group (吹管組) oso got 200 over contestants alreadi le...aiks!! My adrenaline's starting to pump alreadi...so stress oso with everyone having confidence in me tat i'll make it to the finals...yet i really don't have the confidence....sigh....HELP!!!
~GOD BLESS~
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
~mEMoRiES oF tHE pASt~
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~Me & big D~
Continued...
24/12/2004 till 1/1/2005...
I was goin on a trip to KunMing, China with my parents on this day....we're actually leaving at bout 3sth am...so i cant actually sleep b4 tat...probably too excited or too miss him...cuz my parents wont let me bring my hp along in case it got lost...btw..with their hp is enough alreadi actually...so while my parents are sleeping b4 we're leaving for the trip...me & big D chatted on the hp from 12sth am till 2am...haha...i noe tat's kinda long & we even chatted till our phone's got hot from the heat & my hp even out of battery alreadi...hehe...ended up continue chatting with my hp charging...hehe=P Anyway...our secrets nearly revealed when my mum suddenly opened my bedroom door when i was jz hanging up...phew! Tat's was close....then I jz left for my 8-day trip...During our chat...when i hanged up...he said "I Love You" to me for the 1st time...but i was too shocked & i jz din answer him....i feel quite bad but there was nth more i can do since we're leaving alreadi...
January...
Not long after i came back from the KunMing...big D left for Bali with his whole family...those days were torturing cuz although he had his hp with him...yet cuz of Digi's roaming..he cant sms me...so 1 night i jz called him using my house phone...he was extremely happy judging from his voice...told me he was having dinner beside the sea at tat moment...then when his parents noe its his "fren" who phoned him...asked for my help to phone to his grandma to tell her they're safe at Bali alreadi since they cant call out at all...but i asked Big D's fren to do tat since i dun hav the guts to do tat hehe=P & during this trip..his mum & aunt got to noe bout me alreadi when they accidentally found out my nametag in his wallet...then they started addressing me as "何小姐" (in canto)...hehe=D Lucky his mum din object bout tat....keke..
Throughout Feb, March, April & Mei...
Nothing much happened actually...jz alwiz meet each other for lunch b4 tuition & did go out once or twice for movies....& sms-ed each other whole day long...hehe=P
27/5/2005...
Few days b4 this very day...my parents found out tat the phone bill is full of 1 hp num's voicemail num...tat was actually mine..but since i bought tat num secretly without my family knowing jz for him...so they dunno who's num is tat...even suspected someone steal our phoneline...i cant bring myself to confess oso...then 1 day they even said in front of me tat they've reported to the police bout it...i was scared to death...not knowing actually they're jz trying to lure me...luckily i wasn't tat stupid to get lured...but i was still scared....then to avoid me & big D from getting into any troubles...i decided to break up with him...plus his attitude had made me feel tat i wasn't cared anymore..even my frens oso persuaded me to do tat...so i really did it...after 9months of relationship i finally broke it...he din even try to ask me for a 復合..but really din care much bout it alreadi...
After we've broke up..i never regretted for the decision i've made...because i believed tat God has his own reasons for wanting me to do tat...& i'm glad i made it...cuz after that my results improved miraculously...from having a GPK 4..i got GPK 2.4 for my trial...i was extremely happy..!! So...now both of us are jz normal frens...alwiz telling each other problems & talked crap all the time lor..hehe=P & i was satisfied with this kind relationship...
~GOD BLESS ME~
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Mum's bday
~fReNZ 4eVA~
Hey...long time din left any post alreadi after finishing SPM....busy watching VCDs that i've missed before this all the time...hehe....plus preparing oso for my erhu solo competition that's having end of yr...scary le...60 contestants plus itz opened to all ages...oh gosh!! So many rivals...hard to imagine if i can even get into the preliminary round...sigh...-.-" real afraid bout it....sigh....dowanna think bout it yet guess i still need to face the fact....
Ok..back to the main topic...tomoro...erm i mean...today hehe..since now its alreadi 1.28am is my mum's bday...YAY!!! 4th of Dec...& 5 more days is my bday....keke=P Anyway....jz now we had barbecue at our own house celebrating my mum's bday & oso an early celebration for my bday...hehe=D Nice le...we had sausages, fish, ham & chicken wings..& tell u wat...every ingredient is prepared by my mum...she's the BEST cook ever le..!! No restaurants food can beat her's...i'm totally confirmed of tat...hehe=P Yummy the food...too bad i had gastric jz now with no reason...so the whole time i'm eating i onli feel my stomach pain...gosh!! Wat a disaster...but eating those delicious stuffs really worth the pain haha=D We even ate cakes that we bought at Casuarina jz before the BBQ....7 slices of 4 different flavours...oh man...tonight was fantastic!!! Then when we gave my mum her bday present...she was overjoyed...cuz we gave a whole set of stuffs concerning foot massagin...which's her favourite thing..but that present nearly made me bankrupt...$78 leh...-.-" Even though we divided between me, my eldest bro & my older sis...yet the amount's still shocking...hehe...but actually its the heart that counts la...money's not the important thing anyway...
Okla...need to go back to the movie i'm watching halfway alreadi....i'll write more later....tat's all for now then...ADIOS!!!
Thursday, November 24, 2005
W+H+Y = WHY???
WHY??? Why do I still think about him? Its already 5months..& yet….i still cant let it go…sigh…wat a torture…jz tis night all those memories jz pop out of my head when I was tryin to concentrate on my Bio…great moment to choose…sigh….I really cant think of any reasons y I still cant let it go…he has let me down loads of times & he loves another gal now….but me….i’ve nothing from him & yet I sacrificed allot for him..in fact kinda too much….sigh…HELP!!!! Help me to get rid of these memories so tat I wont suffer anymore…sigh….I'm really am mad at my ownself...promised myself not to involve in any love lifes...& yet....haiz....I really cant think of any reasons WHY i still can think of him...
Tis are the mEMoRiES oF tHE pASt~~~
1 day during the hols in 2002...
Went to my best fren, Ern's house with another fren, Fish...at her house three of us used Ern's com to on9...came to know this guy, D who's been Ern's fren not long ago onli...so me & Fish planned to play a joke on him...we made up a story saying i'm a gal from Kalimantan, with a name Sarikwani (we din think too long to think up tat name...haha=P) & tricked him saying i'm Ern's pen pal who's jz came to M'sia for the hols & staying at Ern's house for the time being...tat guy really believed our joke...tot it can last long enough...too bad it onli lasted tat one day...cuz some fren of mine told him that we're playing a joke on him...great fren...but tat was how special way we start to get to know each other...
Throughout F3 & F4...
Seldom contacted each other...but did chat with each other in MSN & thru SMS since i've got my 1st handphone after PMR from my parents...we're jz normal frens at that time...sometimes telling each others probs we had in our clubs..me in Chinese Orchestra & he's in Leo Club...
on 9/9/2004...
Few days before that...suddenly hav the urge to ask him wat did he treat me as throughout the period we've known each other...he told me he treated me more than a normal fren...Then on tis day...he finally confessed his feelings...& "BOOM!"....we're couples...
on 26/11/2004...
Went out with him & Ern after our phys tuition...can considered as our 1st date since my mum's a strict mum..hehe...Tis day i had my 1st game of snooker after getting a short lesson from Ern & big D...after having a game which i din get any balls into the hole=P...Ern purposely dumped me with him & went home...i din even noe b4 tat...so big D & me went for a movie.."The Forgotten"...after the movie we went off to KBox to join his gang of frens who's alreadi there...then for that almost 1hr i sat in the room with 4 guys...wow...scared man...but i trusted his frens...hehe...
on 9/12/2004...
Today's my 16th bday...can considered as my happiest during my 16yrs cuz i'm a Dec baby so seldom i can celebrate it with my frens...but this day big D celebrated with me...1st we went to hav a game of snooker again where this time i managed to get a ball into the hole..hehe..then after that we got onto a bus ride to Jusco jz for a movie...haha...but tat's the 1st time i've ever been on a public bus cuz my parents loved me too much ;) We had spaghetti b4 the movie...then after the movie..got into a taxi & went to the Secret Recipe beside Syuen Hotel for my bday cake...hehe=P Had an oreo flavour & a marble cheese cake...then tat's the end of my bday celebration...how sad=( but really had a great time with him =D
Tis are the mEMoRiES oF tHE pASt~~~
1 day during the hols in 2002...
Went to my best fren, Ern's house with another fren, Fish...at her house three of us used Ern's com to on9...came to know this guy, D who's been Ern's fren not long ago onli...so me & Fish planned to play a joke on him...we made up a story saying i'm a gal from Kalimantan, with a name Sarikwani (we din think too long to think up tat name...haha=P) & tricked him saying i'm Ern's pen pal who's jz came to M'sia for the hols & staying at Ern's house for the time being...tat guy really believed our joke...tot it can last long enough...too bad it onli lasted tat one day...cuz some fren of mine told him that we're playing a joke on him...great fren...but tat was how special way we start to get to know each other...
Throughout F3 & F4...
Seldom contacted each other...but did chat with each other in MSN & thru SMS since i've got my 1st handphone after PMR from my parents...we're jz normal frens at that time...sometimes telling each others probs we had in our clubs..me in Chinese Orchestra & he's in Leo Club...
on 9/9/2004...
Few days before that...suddenly hav the urge to ask him wat did he treat me as throughout the period we've known each other...he told me he treated me more than a normal fren...Then on tis day...he finally confessed his feelings...& "BOOM!"....we're couples...
on 26/11/2004...
Went out with him & Ern after our phys tuition...can considered as our 1st date since my mum's a strict mum..hehe...Tis day i had my 1st game of snooker after getting a short lesson from Ern & big D...after having a game which i din get any balls into the hole=P...Ern purposely dumped me with him & went home...i din even noe b4 tat...so big D & me went for a movie.."The Forgotten"...after the movie we went off to KBox to join his gang of frens who's alreadi there...then for that almost 1hr i sat in the room with 4 guys...wow...scared man...but i trusted his frens...hehe...
on 9/12/2004...
Today's my 16th bday...can considered as my happiest during my 16yrs cuz i'm a Dec baby so seldom i can celebrate it with my frens...but this day big D celebrated with me...1st we went to hav a game of snooker again where this time i managed to get a ball into the hole..hehe..then after that we got onto a bus ride to Jusco jz for a movie...haha...but tat's the 1st time i've ever been on a public bus cuz my parents loved me too much ;) We had spaghetti b4 the movie...then after the movie..got into a taxi & went to the Secret Recipe beside Syuen Hotel for my bday cake...hehe=P Had an oreo flavour & a marble cheese cake...then tat's the end of my bday celebration...how sad=( but really had a great time with him =D
To be continued...
Sunday, November 20, 2005
pARtinG iS tHe HaRD3st tHIng tO Do iN Lif3~~
Today...is the day i finally made the biggest decision....& with this decision i lost the opportunity to get into a relationship again...sigh...but i noe...i've made the right decision after all....i really cant get myself to accept him...his confession came as a BIG shock...we've known each other in Chinese Orchestra practices for almost 3yrs...but i never hav known that he's been liking me for 2yrs...gosh...when he confessed his feelings to me...i was like..."huh??"....& now after so many months of struggles in my heart...i finally noe the right answer to this relationship...& that is i've to concentrate more on my studies...no more love life for me for the next few yrs...& tat's a promise to myself...if i need to be a doctor..i jz needa sacrifice something & that's love life....anyway...there's no perfect relationship at this times...so wat for looking for one when i noe there's none? By the way...i jz hate parting with anyone...frens,family etc....sigh...parting's the saddest & the hardest thing happening between relationships...& i jz cant bear to have any partings anymore...so guess we jz remain frens..better to put it that way....So..YewMing...guess we jz be normal frens...i would not wanna break the promise i've made to myself...& oso sorry to hav let u down since u've done so much for me...anyway...i really appreciate them allot...thanks allot!!
To Ernie alias Sze-En.....we've been best frens ever since Std.1 until now we're in F5...it has been 11yrs of frenship alreadi...& i never hav regretted knowing u...Although during our years we may hav quarrelled..but i'm glad tat we made thru it until our frenship still holds on until today....Sigh..too bad we still hav our own future path to go on...but i'm sure to miss u lots...especially if we're in a different country...but never ever forget me...Joanne Ho alias Piggy...hehe=P....cuz so many yrs of frenship is real hard to gain...& i really appreciate u for alwiz beside me no matter in watever situations...thanks oso for lending me ur shoulder to cry on, ur ears to listen me out...really missed the times when we chat on the phone for hours...ERNIE..ur really my BEST FREN!!! Love ya lots!! ; ]
To XinYu...altho u may not hav the chance to read this...but i hope to convey whatever i wanna say to u thru tis blog....We've been in the same class for yrs...& oso sitting beside each other for 4yrs alreadi...U may not hav ernie's patience in listening me out...but i really appreciate u for supporting me in every decisions i made...thanks allot buddy...u oso did mean allot to me...Really missed the times when we laughed together over other ppl's matters...haha=P Sometimes we may hav fights or arguments...but its a miracle that most of the time we tend to get on the same idea...hehe=P Sorry if i've offended u sometimes...but i'll never forget u...may our frenship lasts...We may be classmates again for the next 2yrs in F6...but after that we need to get on to our futures alreadi...but muz alwiz remember me...k? I'll never forget u...my dear fren...
To Darren...although we're fated not to be couples...but i never regretted knowing u as a fren...really cant forget how we met....keke=P "Hi...I'm from Kalimantan.My name's Sarikwani."...remember this? Hehe...Anyway...no matter wat happened in the past...jz wipe it off...yet i'll alwiz keep those sweet+sour memories in my heart...Never had the chance to say thanks to u oso for making that 9months of mine so colourful (although it had affected my studies=P)....i'm truly sorry oso if i've misunderstand u over some matters or even scolded u for nothing...but i'll never forget u my dear fren...i'll miss u oso when we go on different pathways....but dun u ever dare to forget this "cute" fren of urs...hehe=P plus never forget to send me an invitation to ur wedding in future wor...hehe=P May our frenship will be long-lasting...mISs yA & Lov3 yA ; ]
To my CO members & juniors...although we may have misunderstandings between each other...but i really appreciate the moment when we made our concert a success...& oso the memories...i'll never forget u guys & sure to go back to help out whenever i can...jz remember that i've been an AMCCO member..& i'll alwiz be...jz practise hard & dun let us seniors down...Miss ya & Love ya lots guys!!!
To Ernie alias Sze-En.....we've been best frens ever since Std.1 until now we're in F5...it has been 11yrs of frenship alreadi...& i never hav regretted knowing u...Although during our years we may hav quarrelled..but i'm glad tat we made thru it until our frenship still holds on until today....Sigh..too bad we still hav our own future path to go on...but i'm sure to miss u lots...especially if we're in a different country...but never ever forget me...Joanne Ho alias Piggy...hehe=P....cuz so many yrs of frenship is real hard to gain...& i really appreciate u for alwiz beside me no matter in watever situations...thanks oso for lending me ur shoulder to cry on, ur ears to listen me out...really missed the times when we chat on the phone for hours...ERNIE..ur really my BEST FREN!!! Love ya lots!! ; ]
To XinYu...altho u may not hav the chance to read this...but i hope to convey whatever i wanna say to u thru tis blog....We've been in the same class for yrs...& oso sitting beside each other for 4yrs alreadi...U may not hav ernie's patience in listening me out...but i really appreciate u for supporting me in every decisions i made...thanks allot buddy...u oso did mean allot to me...Really missed the times when we laughed together over other ppl's matters...haha=P Sometimes we may hav fights or arguments...but its a miracle that most of the time we tend to get on the same idea...hehe=P Sorry if i've offended u sometimes...but i'll never forget u...may our frenship lasts...We may be classmates again for the next 2yrs in F6...but after that we need to get on to our futures alreadi...but muz alwiz remember me...k? I'll never forget u...my dear fren...
To Darren...although we're fated not to be couples...but i never regretted knowing u as a fren...really cant forget how we met....keke=P "Hi...I'm from Kalimantan.My name's Sarikwani."...remember this? Hehe...Anyway...no matter wat happened in the past...jz wipe it off...yet i'll alwiz keep those sweet+sour memories in my heart...Never had the chance to say thanks to u oso for making that 9months of mine so colourful (although it had affected my studies=P)....i'm truly sorry oso if i've misunderstand u over some matters or even scolded u for nothing...but i'll never forget u my dear fren...i'll miss u oso when we go on different pathways....but dun u ever dare to forget this "cute" fren of urs...hehe=P plus never forget to send me an invitation to ur wedding in future wor...hehe=P May our frenship will be long-lasting...mISs yA & Lov3 yA ; ]
To my CO members & juniors...although we may have misunderstandings between each other...but i really appreciate the moment when we made our concert a success...& oso the memories...i'll never forget u guys & sure to go back to help out whenever i can...jz remember that i've been an AMCCO member..& i'll alwiz be...jz practise hard & dun let us seniors down...Miss ya & Love ya lots guys!!!
AMC F5 Graduation Song
告訴我
真心是 我想达给你的讯息
你说不想回复 只要永远感受这份心意
过去的日子里 我们储存了不少记忆
若把它好好整理 会是感人的一部电影
我知道我不懂事 走过的路途由你牵引
你知道你不坚强 软弱的夜里还有我陪你分担忧愁
*告诉我 请你现在就告诉我
说你一路一路都很珍惜我
告诉你 今天我就要说出一切 你让我中学生涯色彩更眩丽
知心是你想溶化给我的温暖
我说我想和你 一起走到最后一幕
未来的日子里 我们储存的不会消逝
若停留在这瞬间 我们会拥有不灭默契
我不再懵懂无知 剩下的路途我会坚持
你不像昔日软弱 独自的夜里你不会再向忧郁低头
*Repeat
别哭泣 过了今天
我们依然会有许多的交集
我们不会分开
只要有你在我心中
我知道你在耳边轻轻唤我别放弃
Friday, November 18, 2005
sOoo FISH~~chased by cat =S
YAY!!!! 6 papers gone di....phew...itz real torture these 4days...missed my daily afternoon nap jz to return school for more papers....aiks....anyway....now itz kinda free cuz the next paper'll be on next Tues...Moral...& Wed addmaths...hmm..hopefully by Wed my mind'll be functioning well enough so that i wont fumble thru my addmaths...really happy to get my 1st A though for addmaths during trial...hehehe=P
Guess wat...today really so "fish" le...aiks...got chased by a cat wor...walau...tat was like....embarassing man! But itz really not my fault le...thanks to my mum's fabulous cooking though keke=P Today during my lunch break before having Phys 3rd paper..my mum took lunch for me....& she made "yim guk gai"...man..tat was heaven to me...yet it causes trouble to me too =S seems tat cat got attracted to the smell haha...then chased all around the canteen...lucky there's not much people around else i'll be making a total fool of myself...hehe=P
Sigh....2day's Thurs alreadi...seems that i've promised "him" tat i'll give him an answer by tonight..but guess i've to break tat promise since i cant bring myself to think bout tat problem...YET....not in this SPM war thing....so...guess "he" really hav to have more patience waiting....else jz quit...i dun mind really...considering i'm not those kind of person who relys on love life to continue their living...after my last experience...i've learnt that guys really cant be trusted....JERKS are the best word to describe them...although i noe there maybe good guys out there...but really cant wipe off my bad impression towards them le...hehe=P too bad for the good guys tho...keke...
Okla....needa go off for now...parent's coming back soon...tat's all for now then...Adios!!!
GOD BLESS ME~~~
Guess wat...today really so "fish" le...aiks...got chased by a cat wor...walau...tat was like....embarassing man! But itz really not my fault le...thanks to my mum's fabulous cooking though keke=P Today during my lunch break before having Phys 3rd paper..my mum took lunch for me....& she made "yim guk gai"...man..tat was heaven to me...yet it causes trouble to me too =S seems tat cat got attracted to the smell haha...then chased all around the canteen...lucky there's not much people around else i'll be making a total fool of myself...hehe=P
Sigh....2day's Thurs alreadi...seems that i've promised "him" tat i'll give him an answer by tonight..but guess i've to break tat promise since i cant bring myself to think bout tat problem...YET....not in this SPM war thing....so...guess "he" really hav to have more patience waiting....else jz quit...i dun mind really...considering i'm not those kind of person who relys on love life to continue their living...after my last experience...i've learnt that guys really cant be trusted....JERKS are the best word to describe them...although i noe there maybe good guys out there...but really cant wipe off my bad impression towards them le...hehe=P too bad for the good guys tho...keke...
Okla....needa go off for now...parent's coming back soon...tat's all for now then...Adios!!!
GOD BLESS ME~~~
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
nO MoR3 SEJARAH!!! YAY!!!
Phew...i'm so happy that the Sejarah exam days are over =D too bad in F6(tat is if i'm studying F6...but most probably will) we still hav P.A(Pengajian Am) which is something more or less like Sejarah =S Then tat time i'll sure be screaming all over again....but for now...i dun hav to face Sejarah alreadi for months...wakekekeke =P & tonight i can start by burning my 2years of Sejarah textbook alreadi....haha(jz kiddin la..better to sell it to the old newspaper man...at least can get money=P)
Anyway...jz got back from skul...free from torture of hours..finally....had the opportunity to on9 awhile b4 continuing back to the BORING books again since tomoro having maths exam..note that...not addmaths...haha..so can relax abit la...onli having addmaths next Wed...
Oh Man..i'm quite happy with my Sejarah....at least i noe i wont fail tis time...hopefully not a miserable C again...getting an A is better =D Happy with my BM papers yesterday too...thanks to my tuition teacher that she had taught us well especially in the Sastera part..i'll surely appreciate her whole stack of notes...& oso the karangan topic on pembentukan sahsiah...wow...tat was like heaven to me when i saw that question...if not because she forced us all to go fpr extra class, we wouldn't hav discussed on tat question in groups...& if not for her, i surely wouldn'y hav noe the points & for sure cant do it....i'm happy to say that i'm lucky to hav tuitioned there for 9yrs...9yrs man...tat's long....hehe...hopefully i can get an A for my BM too la...
Anyway....tat's all for now...need to get back to my Maths revision alreadi....else i wouldn't hav enough time for my Physics on Thurs....Adios then!!
GOD BLESS~~
Anyway...jz got back from skul...free from torture of hours..finally....had the opportunity to on9 awhile b4 continuing back to the BORING books again since tomoro having maths exam..note that...not addmaths...haha..so can relax abit la...onli having addmaths next Wed...
Oh Man..i'm quite happy with my Sejarah....at least i noe i wont fail tis time...hopefully not a miserable C again...getting an A is better =D Happy with my BM papers yesterday too...thanks to my tuition teacher that she had taught us well especially in the Sastera part..i'll surely appreciate her whole stack of notes...& oso the karangan topic on pembentukan sahsiah...wow...tat was like heaven to me when i saw that question...if not because she forced us all to go fpr extra class, we wouldn't hav discussed on tat question in groups...& if not for her, i surely wouldn'y hav noe the points & for sure cant do it....i'm happy to say that i'm lucky to hav tuitioned there for 9yrs...9yrs man...tat's long....hehe...hopefully i can get an A for my BM too la...
Anyway....tat's all for now...need to get back to my Maths revision alreadi....else i wouldn't hav enough time for my Physics on Thurs....Adios then!!
GOD BLESS~~
Sunday, November 13, 2005
I HATE SEJARAH!!! Help....
Aiks....at 1st didn't quite wanna write anything cuz wanna concentrate more on my studies...but....sigh...guess my frustration got over me...
ARGH!!! I HATE SEJARAH!!! I repeat...i really(100x) hate sejarah!!! Hope the day i dread comes fast & leaves fast...which is i still have 2 more days to go...sigh...wat a torture...i dun care..after the sejarah 2nd paper...i'm gonna dump everything related to it....wanna burn but obviously cant hehe=P Sigh..studying sejarah really makes me sick...wanna vomit...aiks...2 whole books of F4 & F5 stuffs plus a whole stack of essay questions awaiting me....great..i'm gonna faint tomoro...lucky i've covered 7 babs of F4...good work...tomoro night...erm..i mean TOnight i've to brood over my tuition teacher's karangan notes...else i'm goin to be dead in Mon's 1st BM paper...hope its not tough....
GOD BLESS~~
ARGH!!! I HATE SEJARAH!!! I repeat...i really(100x) hate sejarah!!! Hope the day i dread comes fast & leaves fast...which is i still have 2 more days to go...sigh...wat a torture...i dun care..after the sejarah 2nd paper...i'm gonna dump everything related to it....wanna burn but obviously cant hehe=P Sigh..studying sejarah really makes me sick...wanna vomit...aiks...2 whole books of F4 & F5 stuffs plus a whole stack of essay questions awaiting me....great..i'm gonna faint tomoro...lucky i've covered 7 babs of F4...good work...tomoro night...erm..i mean TOnight i've to brood over my tuition teacher's karangan notes...else i'm goin to be dead in Mon's 1st BM paper...hope its not tough....
GOD BLESS~~
Saturday, November 12, 2005
~rELievED~
Hey..after 2days of streamyx breakdown...i finally have the chance to blog...really frustrated at it tho...but anyway..jz have to accept the way it is la...sigh...
Hm...the chinese paper...its also the 1st paper we all f5's had for our SPM is not tat tough....for me la i guess....hehe=P the most happiest thing is that i got that question asking bout "han yu pin yin" correct after all =D I remember that during the exam..i spend allot of time figuring whether i should choose A or C...tough decision...tat time really hope that i had a chinese dictionary beside me...but finally i put my bet on A...which i keep thinking on my way home whether i've made the right choice..when i reached home...quickly i dashed to look thru the dictionary...& when i found out i got it correct...wow...i was like in heaven..keke....& my sis jz looked at me in a dazzed look when i suddenly jumped & yelled "YEAH!!"...haha=P
Sigh..still lost at what decision i should give to "him"....confused....sigh...even tho he told me he'll wait no matter how long...but i cant bear to keep this issue dangling in midair anymore...its not fair for him & even me....spoils my studying mood....even tho my best fren told me i should wait till after exam...but cant make myself to do that...so probably giving my answer soon i guess...
Sigh....actually wat's LOVE? I really dont quite understand wat's this feeling is...& how a person noe whether he or she is in love or wat....blur...hope anyone can jz help me with this....sigh....really having a blank mind....
Well....need to leave this blog alreadi...sleepy...need to have a fresh mind tomoro to start my history for the 3rd time if i'm not wrong...hopefully i'll be able to memorize everything..cant bear to get another C6 for my history....Its all for now then...i'll blog after next week's 4days continuous torturing=S Adios...
Hm...the chinese paper...its also the 1st paper we all f5's had for our SPM is not tat tough....for me la i guess....hehe=P the most happiest thing is that i got that question asking bout "han yu pin yin" correct after all =D I remember that during the exam..i spend allot of time figuring whether i should choose A or C...tough decision...tat time really hope that i had a chinese dictionary beside me...but finally i put my bet on A...which i keep thinking on my way home whether i've made the right choice..when i reached home...quickly i dashed to look thru the dictionary...& when i found out i got it correct...wow...i was like in heaven..keke....& my sis jz looked at me in a dazzed look when i suddenly jumped & yelled "YEAH!!"...haha=P
Sigh..still lost at what decision i should give to "him"....confused....sigh...even tho he told me he'll wait no matter how long...but i cant bear to keep this issue dangling in midair anymore...its not fair for him & even me....spoils my studying mood....even tho my best fren told me i should wait till after exam...but cant make myself to do that...so probably giving my answer soon i guess...
Sigh....actually wat's LOVE? I really dont quite understand wat's this feeling is...& how a person noe whether he or she is in love or wat....blur...hope anyone can jz help me with this....sigh....really having a blank mind....
Well....need to leave this blog alreadi...sleepy...need to have a fresh mind tomoro to start my history for the 3rd time if i'm not wrong...hopefully i'll be able to memorize everything..cant bear to get another C6 for my history....Its all for now then...i'll blog after next week's 4days continuous torturing=S Adios...
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
LiFe's cOmpLICat3D~~DrIveS m3 tO CRAZY!!!
Okie..this is the 2nd time i'm blogging..waited for bout half an hour for my brother to sleep 1st b4 i've da chance to blog anything...& in tat half an hour i've finished doin SBP's Sejarah paper...not bad..after so much effort i've put on it..
As wat i've mentioned in my blog title..things are really getting complicated now in my life...studies, frens, & even love life..sigh..wat can i say much bout it...i still dun hav the guts to accept the guy...after wat has happened in the past..time just cant wipe out memories tat one had for 9months..sigh...nor it can wipe out feelings...
My best fren's right...wat's love? Whatever tat happened in the past really make me think for now...i'm really lost...studies stressing me up till now i'm facing problems of imsomnia =S plus i tend to jz fire up at someone as i'll keep having bad moods when i'm stressed up...sigh..itz a bad thing as i'll tend to lose frens with the way i'm getting on...but thanks to Ern & "him" for keeping me accompany & guiding me thru my life's path during this pre-exam period...else what would hav happened to me....
Lastly...love ya guys out there who cared allot for me=)
As wat i've mentioned in my blog title..things are really getting complicated now in my life...studies, frens, & even love life..sigh..wat can i say much bout it...i still dun hav the guts to accept the guy...after wat has happened in the past..time just cant wipe out memories tat one had for 9months..sigh...nor it can wipe out feelings...
My best fren's right...wat's love? Whatever tat happened in the past really make me think for now...i'm really lost...studies stressing me up till now i'm facing problems of imsomnia =S plus i tend to jz fire up at someone as i'll keep having bad moods when i'm stressed up...sigh..itz a bad thing as i'll tend to lose frens with the way i'm getting on...but thanks to Ern & "him" for keeping me accompany & guiding me thru my life's path during this pre-exam period...else what would hav happened to me....
Lastly...love ya guys out there who cared allot for me=)
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