Free Online Color Personality Quiz - Find yourself with ColorGenics

Name: Joanne Ho
Date: 1/25/2010
Colorgenics Number: 13247056

You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.

You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.

Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.

Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

Dreamcatcher

The Legend Of the Dream Catcher
The Ojibwa (Chippewa) believe that night is full of both good and bad dreams. When a dream catcher is hung above the place where you sleep it moves freely in the night air and catches the dreams as they drift by. The good dreams, knowing their way, pass through the opening in the center of the webbing while the bad dreams, not knowing the way, are caught in the webbing and destroyed at the first light of the morning sun. There are many variants to the dream catcher legend, some which say both the good and bad dreams are captured and some which say the good dreams slide down the feather to those sleeping below. Although the Ojibwa are credited as the first people to use Dream Catchers many other Tribes and Native peoples have adopted Dream Catchers into their culture. Even though the designs and legends of Dream Catchers differ slightly, the underlying meaning and symbolism is universal and is carried across cultures and language barriers. Everybody dreams.

http://dreamcatcher.com/


p.s I wonder where I can find one. Read about dreamcatchers from books and always wonder what they are. =)

Bad Day

The first cold war. Period. The longest hours of the day we didn't talk nor look at each other. Today is just NOT my day. Flu + hoarseness of the voice + got 5 times hit on the forehead by the shuttlecock + got a cut on my hand (darn that window!) + HIM = 黑色星期五

p.s Maybe I shouldn't have woken up so early today and left my cozy bed. GAH! I'm a sick person here @_@

Got this from my friend:

当一个男生愿意在任何时间，任何地点弯下腰来为你系松了的鞋带； ­ 当一个男生坏坏地抓着你的手绕着你的校园走了一圈又一圈，只是为了让所有人都知道你是他的女朋友，不要再打你的主意； ­ 当一个男生每天二十四小时开机，只是为了不错过你的每一个电话，不让你在任何一个失落的瞬间感到孤单；男生每天早晨睁开眼就发短信说爱你，每晚睡觉前都不忘和你说晚安； ­ 当一个男生因为你受了苦而像一个小孩子一样号啕大哭； ­ 当一个男生愿意为了你幸福而去拼搏，奋斗，愿意陪你去任何你想去的地方，做你任何想做的事情，那么请你……认真真地去爱他，无论有多少人疼你，你都只有这样一个会傻傻地爱你的他

RawRRrrrrr~~

I WANNA BE BACK IN IPOH!!!! Why is everyone back in Ipoh when I've started classes? Especially those from oversease? *sad sad face* To Ernie, Zoo V, Uncle Jasz, Vshin, YHan, Wei Loong....I SOoooo wanna hang out with u guys....BOO to UCSI!!! BOO to medicine!!! School really sucks now! =( Ms Ernie Foo!!! I'm sooooo jealous at u now...!!! COME TO KL!!!!

BIG mistake

I know. Its a BIG mistake for me to even suggest it...not to mention say it out loud...no wonder his expression can change so fast...and I regretted it straight after I blurted it out! GAH!! And I can see the hurt I brought to him in his face. But lucky everything turns out fine. I'm glad that we talked things out. At least it doesnt affect anything and instead we're stepping another step forward. AND he even told his parents!! That really shocked me coz I never expected things to get on sooooo fast. I can never pick up the courage to do so just like him. Not when even my sis has warned me about dating during study life. Duh~ Anyway, you have my words. I'll never say those words again. Coz I just hate to see the hurt expression in your face too. Not to mention the scary expression and atmosphere when you're not talking. Stress from studies just got into me lately. I know its a lame reason but I'm glad you're forgiving. Let's just work on it!! ^^

开心和不开心其实是在一线之差，最重要是，你可以选择的。

O.M.G

Hallelujah....its 5am now...but I'm not sleepy at all...partly still studying and partly listening to Alvin & The Chipmunks 2's OST...AaNDDDD....I haven't done a bit of my PBL stuffs yet...hopefully its really TT coming in as our facilitator tomorrow...else I'm D.O.O.M.E.D!!! duh~ Oh dear oh dear...is my insomnia's back again? Or I ate too much tonight? Though its really sweet for him to think so much for me. He thought I might be hungry since we had dinner so early. Everyone thought its really a big change for him to suggest going out for supper. LOL. Guess only I know the true reason. =D AND I'm getting bad habits now...haizzzz...supper at the mamak stall, no more studying 24hours per day....though there's good thing too...like not staying in my room 24hours anymore...spent more time in the cafeteria downstairs studying while plugging my ears with my mp3 ^^ Every night when I came back my roommate's almost sleeping already. Bet she's seeing less and less of me. We even talked less already. *sad face* Oh ya...while I'm blogging here...she's fast asleep since few hours ago behind me....hahahaha......

范玮琪 & 张韶涵 - 如果的事

我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思
像风没有理由
轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有
所谓的对与错
不管时间
说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

J.E.A.L.O.U.S.Y

Jealousy is something that shouldn't have existed between partners. Instead trust should substitute jealousy. Without trust, no relationship can be maintained for long. And jealousy could indeed cause worse damage. This has certainly never appeared in my life before. Not until tonight. GAH! No no no...this will surely never ever happen again. You have my words.

IN YOUR EYES Feat.羅志祥 & 杨丞琳

02 IN YOUR EYES Feat.羅志祥 & 杨丞琳
原詞曲：Jeon,Jun Gyu / 改編詞：崔惟楷

祥：你問我 你眼中 我看到什麼
我回答隱形眼鏡 還有一個帥到翻的我
琳：我問你 你眼中 你愛我什麼
你總是釣我胃口 故作神秘愛說不說
男生都這樣 愛耍壞
行為舉止 挑戰我的忍耐
祥：女生才是 有夠奇怪
心裡永遠那麼多 WHY
合：IN YOUR EYES
發現一種東西叫愛（因為愛所以我存在）
IN YOUR EYES
看見生活多麼精采
祥：看著你 我眼神離不開 早被你打敗
合：其實你（你）悄悄變成 我的最愛
MY LOVE IS FOR YOU
祥：吃醋 撒嬌 生氣 耍賴 是你的專利讓你來
琳：疼我 愛我 讓我 為我 這些小事情讓你來
合：只要讓你（我）愉快
就算耍冷下不了台
我全都願意 都是因為愛
琳：我問你 你眼中 透露些什麼
你笑著 保持沉默
讓我期待你的沉諾
男生都這樣 愛耍壞
行為舉止 挑戰我的忍耐
祥：女生才是 有夠奇怪
心裡永遠那麼多 WHY
合：IN YOUR EYES
發現一種東西叫愛（因為愛所以我存在）
IN YOUR EYES
看見生活多麼精采
祥：看著你 我眼神離不開 早被你打敗
合：其實你（你）悄悄變成 我的最愛
MY LOVE IS FOR YOU
祥：請閉上眼睛
琳：壞蛋 你想做什麼
祥：哪有做什麼
琳：你的小計謀 才不可能騙倒我
合：OH 你的眼睛 也累了 該休息一下
就讓我 趁這個機會
靠近你 吻你一下
IN YOUR EYES
發現一種東西叫愛（因為愛所以我們存在）
IN YOUR EYES
看見生活多麼精采（因為有你才會精采）
祥：看著你 我眼神離不開 早被你打敗
合：其實你（你）悄悄變成 我的最愛
MY LOVE IS FOR YOU

A New Life

2nd Semester started. Which also means that I've to work extra hard so that the same thing won't happen again, else I would have to leave everything behind, probably even medicine and go for music instead (euwwwww.....) Yet, I think this is a blessing for me to start everything all over again. At least I get to understand better of medicine, know more friends, have closer relationship with the lecturers, more sociable, AND also to know him! =) Guess I really changed alot this year...oh..I mean last year...hahahaha...ever since July 2009...change in what aspect I cant really say it..but I do sense C.H.A.N.G.E.S...which is good! *grins*

FYI, I'M IN UNAVAILABLE MODE NOW!!! *Shhhhh....* No telling my family. Not even my sis and my bro. Coz even my sis has warned me about dating during study life...and that includes university life. *sighhhhhh* That's what being born in a extremely strict family. I still remember the times from primary school to form 5 where no guys can ever call me up. Else mum will have a fit over it. Oh well..... My coursemates knew about it now too as we're letting everyone know about it now. Though not too officially. I mean...I'm not those kind of person who'll go around blasting and boasting around about having a bf...duh~ So...I'm just letting everything go naturally. No pressurizing. No burden. I've got enough pressures from the upcoming finals in few weeks' time and also the 3weeks-once-assessments. Its just plain sweet. *BIG smiles* Though I'm adapting myself to this new thing which I haven't been able to pass through the barrier even ever since Big D. Trying trying and trying. I just need time. ALOT of time. Yea yeah....Fishy, Ah Leng, Ah Ong, Shan & Ah Min....guess I owe u guys an explanation now, right? =p Wait till I go back Ipoh next time okay? LOL.

the good old days....

Just found these pictures back in my stack of cds...hehehehe

~Ern & Jo~

Me, HueyLeng & XinYu

Ah Ong & me

The CO gang - 零零家族

The crazy gang of 5s2'2005

My 2weeks holiday =D

Just had the most happening holidays ever since I started uni....in only these 2weeks ^^


1. 21st of Dec 2009: Hang out with my CO gang aka "zero zero family". Everyone was there except for ah Eu who's still in Vancouver. Its nice to be out again with everyone...talk crap only while updating each other with recent stuffs...LOL....but the feeling's still there...everyone still appreciates the time when we fight together back in CO. *big smiles*

2. 24th till 26th Dec 2009: Went to celebrate Christmas with family and my uncle's family in Cameron Highlands. Stayed 3days 2nights in a bungalow big enough to stuff everyone of us in and yet enough privacy from outsiders and the forever-traffic-jamming roads up AND down Cameron. Convenient enough where we can just walk a few miles and lo-behold! THE MARKET'S JUST THERE!!! We can just grab some fresh veges and cook up some simple enough meal using the induction cooker that we brought along. Also went up all the way to the top of Gunung Brinchang where there's this Mossy Forest as they called it where its high up enough for the mosses to thrive there. Its almost 10 degrees celcius up there. Even my ears gone numb from the cold stunging wind.

3. 27th till 28th Dec 2009: Its gonna be mum and dad's wedding anniversary tomorrow!!! Plus dad has this free stay voucher at Clearwater Sanctuary Golf Resort in Batu Gajah..thanks to MMA (Malaysian Medical Association)....though I've forgotten for what reason he got it...anyway....we used it on their wedding anniversary...and since I'm still here and around...I get to go too!! LOL Played my 1st time golf...oh well..I hit the grass more than the ball...and some balls just gave me a dull "ploop" into the water short distance away...but 1st time freshies...just don't expect too much =p Also managed to ride the tandem （双人脚踏车）where they're renting there...my parents managed to get one....and there we go in turns where my dad's the main person cycling...my mum forgotten how to cycle and I never been able to learn cycling since a kid. Sigh. Went fishing just behind our room where its facing the lake with dad, had fun with it and got the chance to spot some really gigantic monitor lizards swimming around in the lake (euwwww.....)

4. 29th Dec, Tues: Hang out with Ern, Vshin & YHan....the 3 people that I know who have hyphens in their names (oh WOW!!) We had lunch together at the famous "dai shue geok" in Pasir Putih after Vshin picked me up from Parade while waiting for YHan's arrival there. After lunch, head off to Parade. Never planned to do anything special and suddenly these 3 giants just walked into the bowling arcade. Argh! I haven't played bowling for like 3years ever since the very last time I played is during form6. Oh well...the scores not as good as last time but still bearable and I improved during the 2games...though I can never beat the guys' scores. And oh yeahh....ERN GOT ME MY PRESSIES!!! A sexy blouse which I wonder when I will have the chance to wear it and a postcard that she got when she visited the Grand Canyon PLUS a glass cup with the words "I LOST MY ASS IN VEGAS" *giggles* That's NOT all. Went home and a bigger surprise came during dinner. Dad suddenly remembers and tells me that I got a christmas card from a friend from UK. Was wondering who but these shouldnt appear in my mind since I only have one and only friend who's currently in UK. Heing!!! Thanks for the xmas card ya~!! Appreciate it alot! =)

5. 1st of Jan 2010: 3rd time hanging out with friends this holiday...and this time with Jason & Zoo V!!! Someone's free already and so managed to pull him out to get out and yumcha together before I go back. Lucky for that sms I sent this afternoon. Thanks also to the nice planning else I wouldn't have been able to get out of my house. Not to mention also Jason's willing to drive all the way to my place here to pick me up. I know exactly how far is Pasir Putih to First Garden. =p But no choice since my mum's being so strict. Blerrrrrr~ Went to Ipoh Oldtown Kopitiam near Ipoh Padang where we drink and eat while updating each other with stories of our own...especially our own social life. This sounds like old times when we 3 musketeers go for movies together especially right after my school back in form 6. 3 weird combinations yet appreciate each other's companies. Even Ern asked me what we always talk about since uncle Jasz is such a quiet person while me and ZW can talk about everything. ONLY sometimes though. Managed to take pics with them! Thanks to Zoo V to remind me to get my camera out with me =)

6. 3rd of Jan 2010: Going back to KL *sad face* By train by myself since parents wouldn't want to go onto the roads with schools reopening the next day. But...teehheeee....will be meeting up with Michael at Bandar Tasik Selatan station to go back to UCSI together by taxi....can save up the taxi fare too =) That's the main reason why I chose the 10.50am train =p NOW I've something to look forward when going back to KL especially when there's the next assessment coming up on the very next Monday after I go back to KL. Duh~ sleepless nights coming up!



Heard something funny that day on the radio. Someone called in and said something: "My new year resolution for this year is....I resolved to NOT make any new year resolutions!!!" Hahaha...how true =) Coz somehow no matter how many new year resolutions you made..most of the people just cant manage to achieve even one of them. LOL.

Bad...

I've sunken myself deeper than I've thought..much much more deeper....and I think I'll need great effort to pull myself out of it =/ But...guess what..after sooo many years since the last time...I think I'm in L.O.V.E!!! Bad bad bad....there goes my principles...the one I said I'll remain single throughout the 5yrs studying medicine...coz I hate it when studies clashes with social life...I just cant keep everything in balance...ARGH! Every single minute...every single second...I cant help it but think about him...think about the every night we spent together chatting and studying together....I'm D.O.O.M.E.D!!! What will everyone say when what they wanted came true after all?? Not to mention something is just so wrong between us...


I seriously need help here....

W.R.O.N.G

This is just so so so so wrong!!! I really cant explain what has just happened. It just happened too fast for me to do anything...yikes!! This is just unexplainable...and it totally clashes with my principles...AND why me...??? Now I cant sleep while thinking about it...also due to the Kopi O I had during supper just now with Mike and Ed la...caffeine...tomorrow how to go to classes + PBL eh?? @_@

Appetite loss

These few days just sux. Though not totally. The worst thing that have happened is that I'm losing appetite. Reasons unknown though. So now I'm only having one meal per day. And I don't feel hungry at all without my normal meals. Even when I eat, I get full real fast and will start to have the feeling to vomit. Yikes! And so....my weight's decreasing as well...kind of fast too in just one week time...I feel like I'm like a balloon~ *dash underscore dash* Hope this won't continue for long. As long as MA is passed, I'm FREE!!! (just for the time being though) Well...at least just nice to have the MA before my biggie day ^^

Thanks alot to JW & Diana....with Diana's suggestion...we'll be going for a great meal maybe on Thurs next week (haven't decided where yet) since sis probably bringing me to celebrate on Wed instead at Seoul's Garden =D Thx again to them too for the fabulous bag they bought for me!!! *yippeeee*

Urgh...I feel O-L-D~~ *sobz* Bye-bye 十几岁的日子。。。Hello to 二十几岁的日子。。。and can no longer put my age numbers back-to-front...coz no use anymore...I'll only get older *dash underscore dash*


Oh....in these so-not-totally-sux days...Michael-the-most-quiet-person out of a sudden started to talk to me alot...err....I should emphasize...when only there's two of us...coz I tend to talk to others more when there's others around =p I guess this all starts with piano scores...hahaha...so now I'm kind of teaching him piano and also be his companion when playing piano in the practice rooms...he learn his favourite songs based on the scribbles I've wrote on the scores while I played my own classical songs in the other room or the piano right beside him (Seriously, I still prefer to stick to classical stuffs...I do sight reading better on classical songs) BUT....this all also leads to rumours....the favourite gossips among students..duh~ PUH-LEEZ....he's younger than me...and I'm soooo not after kiddos...it seems more like I'm taking care of him....just because we shared the umbrella together on a rainy day & going to classes together doesn't mean anything at all!!! I just cant get rid of the weird looks my classmates giving me these few days..esp those staying in the hostel who always spot us studying together in the cafe...this is just giving me more headaches.....

Lotsa updates!!!

Its been some time since I've last blogging...okieeee...this is what has happened for the past few weeks......

Nov 9 & 11:
- E.O.S exam (MCQ, SAQ & OSPE)

Nov 11 afternoon:
- outing at Midvalley with Jee Wei & Diana...and got my first bday pressie from them both ^^

Nov 12:
Went to Sunway Lagoon with Jee Wei till 3pm...then went on to Midvalley and watched 2012 with her and my sis =D BUT....the worst thing to happen today is....me & JW's hp "masuk water" while playing in the waterpark AND my hp's have a few jammed keys with a conked out battery while JW's hp totally rosak dy....so have to "regurgitate" some money to fix it -.-"

Nov 13:
Results out!!! I PASSED!!!!! Woohooo~~ Then went home in the evening!!!! ^^ Spent one whole week of my semester break at home....lovely~

Nov 16:
Went out to Kbox with Shan & Kevin...miss seeing them & love spending the time with them =)

Nov 23:
Year 1 Sem 2 started!!! We have few Indonesian Padang student who came to join us...well....they seemed ok...hopefully we can be friends in no time =)

Nov 26:
Went to Big Bad Wolf book sale at Amcorp Mall with sis...bought lotsa books....too cheap le the books!!! After dinner...went back to hostel....Michael, Edmund & Dwayne were playing Monopoly in the cafeteria...and after bathing I went to play piano with Michael...after 10 then we spent 2hours in the cafeteria chatting =) =) =)

Day at the library

Insects invading my room again. As usual whenever there's a heavy rainstorm coming. One of the reasons I don't like storms in KL. I don't have any other place where I can hide from these irritating insects *dash underscore dash*

Been spending almost whole day with Jee Wei at the library. After the months of renovation, at least our library DO look like a library now. One floor extra now, with extra chairs and tables, new carpeting (though don't know why they bothered to do so coz it's bound to get dirty REAL soon) AND a lift coming on the way plus with really classic designs now in the library...especially in the newly added floor where they put in the counters....BUT the books..?? I wonder whether they'll get more supplies in or its just all that the usual stuffs....coz the other half of 1st floor's still on renovation..no idea though what were they doing behind all those blocking...sound like something big coming up with all the noise they made today *shrugging my shoulders*

Had lunch at McD with JW. Again I'm there =p We made a deal long time ago to go have a great lunch there when we don't face bankruptcy anymore. LOL. Also planned to go have post-exam celebration together with Diana next Wed right after our OSPE exam in the morning. *grins* Bet anyone going to any shopping mall that day, if you see 3 girls wearing formal wear, do not get shocked coz that's sure to be us ;p

Gonna spend days at the library these few days till Sat. Next Mon's finals. =S *stressed* And I won't be joining WK for the crazy act at McD anymore this week. Need to conserve my energy to memorise everything and not forget any bit of it. Especially not on Sat & Sun.

*yawn*

Just got back from McD. Had the craziest studying habit with WK. Met up at my hostel at 10pm and walked to McD together. Stayed there and studied all the way till 7am just now. Well...I managed to study up my anatomy and physiology Chapter 1 & 2, Biochem chapter 1,2 & 3 and Pathology chapter 1 & 6...that's a great result out of this 9hours. Bet those McD people would have hated us =p But we're going to do that again someday next week. LOL. Now its time to sleep my day away to get back my energy and start studying again in the afternoons. *yawnSssss*