GOSH~~!!!

Shoootsss....i've been in quite a bad temper these few days.....yesterday ended up scolding vee....AIKS!! Someone's gonna kill me already =.=" Sorry Ern....but when u noe wat has happened...u wont be mad at me (i guess...) But honestly....i din really scolded him la..its jz like some sort of...err....lecturing?? Jz asked him to speak out about something la....not to be so irresponsible considering he's oso a class monitor for goodness sake....& yet some gals who saw me "scolding" him scolded me for scolding him =S I'm confused.....But its lucky he listened to me (hehe...probably out of fear ;p) & everything ended good yesterday =D PLUS i did apologise to him face-to-face for being too harsh on scolding him ;p

Shoootssssss...!!! (once more....but longer =.=") 2day also dunno wat happened...but the only thing i noe is that i was being flirted by a bunch of Form 4 guys!!!! My GOSH~~!!! I was walking back to school to attend Counselling meeting after having lunch in parade when a bunch of F4 guys who i suppose are quite naughty bunch of guys called my name.....i wasnt thinking clearly & was still thinking who's calling me...then i look up as they're sitting on the wall...when i saw them...i was way CONFUSED coz i dunno who the heck are they!!! =/ Then they wave their hands at me....i was too shocked for words & my hands jz lift but din move at all....then one of they guys shouted: "I'll have the chance to succeed in pikat-ing u!!" I was like...huh...??? Then i jz gave a weak smile & walk off QUICKLY~~~ MAN!!! When was i tat famous huh...?? Terrifying experience i've ever had this time....euw~~made me scared of stepping into Sam Tet anymore in case i meet those guys AGAIN...AIKS~~!!!

Sigh...how am i gonna face BOTH of them???

Sigh...once again....but worse this time...now few of classmates including shan are some sort of talking bout me & vee....man!!! Cant they for once stop all these & let me have some peace?? I'm tired of all these nonsense when me, ern & vee noe PERFECTLY well its impossible to have anything happening between me & vee...I dont need to have anything worse than losing a best friend & making my way thru the year facing vee in my same class IF anything like that happens..which i strongly emphasize once more IT WONT HAPPEN!!! Jz because he helps me to carry the desk & he's interested in me?? GOSH!!! Sigh....i'm bashed~~~dun talk to me about ANYTHING on relationships anymore....tired~~~

People's description about ME =D

Well..few days ago...i got to receive a sms from my ex-classmate who's now studying in Petaling Jaya...The message went like this: "Describe me in ONE WORD....just 1!! & send this msg around to 10 or more frens & u'll be surprised/amazed by their answers..." So...i did wat the msg asked me to do & i send to those close frens of mine...

These are their answers:
Hui Shan: Cute
Wei Yao: Cute
Wei Yang: Hardworking (hm...am i?? ;p)
Chee Pek: Short, ganas & gila (which i dun deny any of these =D)
Vee Shin: Caring ( =O when was i ever caring huh...???)
Yu Leong: Amiable =>
Darren: Serious & hardworking
Yik Hoe: Exact (coz i alwiz correct the choir's pitch ;p) & courteous (courteous..?? Tat's way too high for a compliment bout Joanne Ho here >.< )
Kar Meng: Cute
Pheak Zern: Funny
Fishy: Loud (Hehehe....i TOTALLY agree about it ;p)
Wei Kit: Smart (??? He's kidding ke?? Sigh...)

Depressing moments...

Sigh...i jz cant get it why no one trusts me that i can sing?? They jz NEVER give me a chance to do so...& for sure i cant prove to them...& yet they've considered me as someone who cant sing =/ This is so saddening...they even said i'm able to get into choir jz becoz i can play the piano well & not coz of my voice...that's why they're sure i can get to be the pianist without sweat....they dun even care the hell how i feel...they even said i'm the MOST unneeded, 不关事 person in choir when Ah Pon suggested my name to join the singing competition...SIGH~~~ [ These bunch of people are a few gals from my OWN class....including fishy :'( ...imagine tat....]

Then...here's another case...well....there's a choir performance on next Sat for the leo function...at 1st i tot they dun need a pianist & i'm supposed to sing...i started to dread coz i wont be able to attend the practices due to tomoro's VAD 7 trip plus extra piano lessons on Thursdays....but 2day onli i get to know that they're still using a pianist instead of singing accapella...& they din even ask whether i'm REALLY available anot & they straightaway chose the 2nd pianist who's a F4 guy...ARGH!!!! Another bunch of idiots who NEVER cared for how others feelings are...especially those L6 gals....i jz dunno why....but i've a strong feeling they never like me...probably coz firstly i was never a choir gal until this yr...& secondly probably coz i'm too close to those ex-seniors *shrug* who noes wat they're thinking...but its not my fault that i'm having good relationships with those ex-seniors right?? SIGH~~~really dun understand...

9/9 - The day i'll always remember

Today is 9/9. Once more. 2 yrs ago of this date...i had the most joyful day ^-^

Hmm....I still miss some memories la ;)
1. The 1st time i played snooker.
2. The times i rode the public bus with D.
3. The ONLY time i went to his house + his study room
4. The times we watched movies.
5. His voice. But DEFINITELY not his looks =P
6. The hours we spent chatting away on our handphones till our ears are hot...hehe...

Uhh...too much...hehe...but wat's past is past....& i sure dun regret.....glad + relieved with my decision too...kekeke....so jz posting this post for fun ;p

The Interview With God

Cool website =) Inspiring too....& this accounts for my weird MUET teacher who one day suddenly comes in during his class with his laptop & opening short movie clips that made us laugh till our stomach aches....& some inspiring ones too including this one....which leaves the most impact in my heart =D I'M IN LOVE WITH GOD~~~