Sigh...i jz cant get it why no one trusts me that i can sing?? They jz NEVER give me a chance to do so...& for sure i cant prove to them...& yet they've considered me as someone who cant sing =/ This is so saddening...they even said i'm able to get into choir jz becoz i can play the piano well & not coz of my voice...that's why they're sure i can get to be the pianist without sweat....they dun even care the hell how i feel...they even said i'm the MOST unneeded, 不关事 person in choir when Ah Pon suggested my name to join the singing competition...SIGH~~~ [ These bunch of people are a few gals from my OWN class....including fishy :'( ...imagine tat....]
Then...here's another case...well....there's a choir performance on next Sat for the leo function...at 1st i tot they dun need a pianist & i'm supposed to sing...i started to dread coz i wont be able to attend the practices due to tomoro's VAD 7 trip plus extra piano lessons on Thursdays....but 2day onli i get to know that they're still using a pianist instead of singing accapella...& they din even ask whether i'm REALLY available anot & they straightaway chose the 2nd pianist who's a F4 guy...ARGH!!!! Another bunch of idiots who NEVER cared for how others feelings are...especially those L6 gals....i jz dunno why....but i've a strong feeling they never like me...probably coz firstly i was never a choir gal until this yr...& secondly probably coz i'm too close to those ex-seniors *shrug* who noes wat they're thinking...but its not my fault that i'm having good relationships with those ex-seniors right?? SIGH~~~really dun understand...
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