Bad day...

Man....today's one bad day....well...as usual me & Fishy became the "bad guys" of L6B2....thanks to Vee tat he oso thinks so even though he has totally no idea of wat happened...BAH~~~

Ok....it started that those Indian dancers...those 6 of them...5 of them boycotted Xuan JUST coz that she wanna set her hair...when 5 others decided not to set their hair as their costume is too tight & feared by wearing it will make their hair look untidy...& THAT's the reason they got into an argument for the past few days -.-" such TINYyyyy matter....ish!!

Okie...so then...our drama's main actress TSW stood up today & said the matter gotta be solved today....so she asked the whole class to sit together & started to find a solution to this prob...Oh ya...forgotten to mention that yesterday we oso did have a meeting but no outcome...BUT this morning Xuan personally called See up & told her she've decided not to set her hair...so....i was thinking that...good....no more troubles lor....but who noes....tat TPM suddenly said she dowanna dance alreadi coz she cant afford to partner with Xuan...MY GOSH!!! Wat kinda ppl are these?? I really cant understand how immature they are....absolutely out of my imagination...ish!!!

So...we started our discussion lor....me & Fish at 1st jz kept quiet coz its really not our business to interfere...plus our temper's bad enough & we dowanna make matters worse...but then those 6 gals started to "dig" the old incidents out...& they argued more & more instead of settling the latest situation...so i jz suddenly tell them off by saying that they shud focus on the latest situation & stop being so immature in their thinking....then out of a sudden...TSW stood up from her chair...flung her bottle (mark this...its those non-plastic bottle) at ME & FISH....then pointed at both of us & asked us to SHUT UP coz its NONE OF OUR BUSINESS!!!! ARGH!!!! She'd really got on my nerves la..in d 1st place she asked ALL of us to gather & find a solution & now she asked us to SHUT UP!!!! Man....lucky i controlled my temper....i calmed Fish down....else we would have burst up & it'll be World War 3 alreadi....aiks~~!!! However....finally...we cant stand it anymore & we jz bolted out of the classroom & cried silently...jz cant stand it as the others felt that its US BOTH that made them got into the argument....we're jz neutral...& yet....we're the bad guys again =/

They did solve the prob AT LAST....but guess the relationships between us both & our classmates not too good di...especially with the gals....but i really dunno where we both have gone wrong....sigh....

Tiring days...

Ooofff....these few days really hectic lor...didn't have classes coz busy preparing for the drama that we'll be performing on this Sunday night for the 6th Form Night...man.....tiring le...everyday stayed at skul till very late...then after tat went for mountain climbing coz its impossible to ask my mum to fetch me all the way back home..so forced to go lor...sigh...tired le~~~ Yet happy le coz our drama is startnig to get to be complete success luu....including the props...hehe...i'm in charge of it le besides fishy & Qian =P

Okla...need to go di...gotta study for my last 4 papers tat'll be on the 30th & 31st....aiks~~!!

Joanne = Jo = Johnny??

Shoots~~!!! Now i'm stuck with the "Johnny" Ho....real THANKS to my "fabulous" maths teacher...jerk..!!! Useless teacher who cant even teach or even do simple maths...not to mention dun even noe how to pronounce Joanne...ish!! He called Joanne Liao "Johnny" & sure i kena oso...GRRRR!!! yet alwiz act clever...one day...i'm sure...one day u wont be able to stand that long in front of the blackboard trying to figure to do the questions....oh well....u'll probably jz get one of our papers & copy the answers & workings on the blackboard....BAH~~!!! One day...we'll get u out of our class & go STRRAIGHT back to ur afternoon class where u can still trick those lil kiddies...hmph!!!

Well...okla...i dun blame Soon Soon though for calling me Jo la....its hard to differentiate between double Joanne in class anyway...plus alot of my close frens been calling me Jo for short...so....dun mind la...but that idiot jerk maths teacher really had got on my nerves!!! He deserves the treatment he got from us...especially from me....wakekeke...good that i'm the 1st person to boycott....hey no...."girlcott" him =P I'm ever SOoooo bad....ohohohohoho~~~

Happy happy...

Hehe....good....my classmates decided to use me to play erhu in our drama already...finally...they're found a suitable part to stuff me in =D

Ooo yea...we'll be goin bowling alley again this Wed before the rehearsal...hehe...guess we're addicted to it...real thanks to yu leong's suggestions tat day la...but this time we'll be dragging the guys along....hehehe...muz show some real bowler skills to us beginners le...ohohohohoho~~~ PLUS guys are our financial outlets le...muahahaha =P I'm SOoooo bad...but cant help it le....keke...that's wat guys are for ma if they're with gals...gotta be gentlemen...ekekeke ;p I noe i'm bad la....hehe.....i'm a BULLY for guys....hahahahahaha~~~

爱情...

香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害
不要轻易说爱
许下的诺言就是欠下的债

老鼠对猫说我爱你
猫说你走开
老鼠流泪走开
谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪

其实有一种爱情叫做放弃
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险

女人善变的是脸
男人善变的是心

在爱情的世界里
没有谁对不起谁
只有谁不懂珍惜谁

遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开
要记得抓紧爱情
而不是抓伤彼此的感情

~不要忘了真爱难寻~

Bowling 2nd time

Fuiyoh..2day finished 2nd day of the torturing finals...sigh...its...haih...undescribable...but only one word...BAD!!! Today's chem...sigh....dun mention...really THANKS to fatso Chua...such difficult questions...bio...hmm....okler...maths not bad not bad...English & PA also can gua...Sigh....really dunno y...i felt that i've prepared well & enough & yet...suen already...guess i've to work double harder during the holidays so that i wouldn't suffer more next yr during my preparations for STPM...

Anyway..supposedly we (me, fishy, jiayee, huey leng & teh yu leong [our driver] ) to attend chem tuition 2day after skul at 2...but then coz we're too stress already for the past few days including these hectic exam papers these few days...we cant resist the temptation for going for a movie...hehe...but with the condition we've to be at the tuition centre by 4 la since we've never told our parents PLUS my mum sure wont allow me to skip tuition...So....off we went to parade~~ ;p

However...we din get to watch any movies since there's no suitable time that'll get us to be exact on time at the tuition centre waiting for our cars...so...at 1st thinking of not skipping tuition anymroe & jz go lunch...but the Easy House memang terrible le...2 o'clock di & yet not one of dishes are out yet =.=" So....finally we jz made our mind to take our own sweet time & REALLY skip tuition...wakekeke >.<> BOWLING VALLEY!!!!

Man...!! I dun care...!!! My bowling techniques really improved tremendously...ohohohohoho....dun ask me why though since the last time i played was with Ern & THAT was terrible =.=" Anyway...we played 2 games & it ended that i got 59 marks!!! Same as Yu Leong!! Wakeke....highest marks tim....including that i even cleared once....muahahahaha~~!!!! Ernie dear...ur in big trouble di~~~ Muz compete with u once ur back di ;p That's a deal luu~~~ & now i'm IN LOVE with BOWLING already!!!

BOWLING RULEZ~~~ =D

Late at night...

Endless nights of staying up to study...i'm bashed!! Stressed!!! Not to mention lonely....last time still got ms Ernie accompanyin me coz she's the onli fren i have who also spend the night studying away...but now..?? Sigh....how come guys dun stay up as late as me huh..?? Else i wont be tat lonely le...but its good oso la...coz i get to concentrate on wat i'm studying instead of busy pressing away on my hp...hehe....Ohhh...how i wish this exam would end fast so tat it wont torture me anymore...& i'm looking forward to the camps i'll be having in the holidays & oso Ernie coming back PLUS the double party we're going to hold =D Dreaming away.....ohohohoho....

Sigh...

Sigh....now i noe wat's the feeling of rejection...& i felt stupid to mention watever i've done....i shouldn't have been so rush in this 1st place...but i seriously need some answers after such a long time....its already 1yr & 23days already....& i feel its the right time to get things right...but wat i did i get in the end?? Rejection!!! Sigh....he said its his time & my time to concentrate on our studies & we shouldn't waste it..which i think whatever he said is true...i've also been thinking along tat line long time ago ever since i rejected him...but the loneliness tat has been surrounding me lately made me feel more attached to him & i'm kinda desperate for more attraction...but guess its not the right time yet....

He's right...guess we'll jz have to let time do the job while we get on our life...FULLSTOP!!! I'm really sick of relationships di....SAVE ME~~~

GOSH~~!!!

Shoootsss....i've been in quite a bad temper these few days.....yesterday ended up scolding vee....AIKS!! Someone's gonna kill me already =.=" Sorry Ern....but when u noe wat has happened...u wont be mad at me (i guess...) But honestly....i din really scolded him la..its jz like some sort of...err....lecturing?? Jz asked him to speak out about something la....not to be so irresponsible considering he's oso a class monitor for goodness sake....& yet some gals who saw me "scolding" him scolded me for scolding him =S I'm confused.....But its lucky he listened to me (hehe...probably out of fear ;p) & everything ended good yesterday =D PLUS i did apologise to him face-to-face for being too harsh on scolding him ;p

Shoootssssss...!!! (once more....but longer =.=") 2day also dunno wat happened...but the only thing i noe is that i was being flirted by a bunch of Form 4 guys!!!! My GOSH~~!!! I was walking back to school to attend Counselling meeting after having lunch in parade when a bunch of F4 guys who i suppose are quite naughty bunch of guys called my name.....i wasnt thinking clearly & was still thinking who's calling me...then i look up as they're sitting on the wall...when i saw them...i was way CONFUSED coz i dunno who the heck are they!!! =/ Then they wave their hands at me....i was too shocked for words & my hands jz lift but din move at all....then one of they guys shouted: "I'll have the chance to succeed in pikat-ing u!!" I was like...huh...??? Then i jz gave a weak smile & walk off QUICKLY~~~ MAN!!! When was i tat famous huh...?? Terrifying experience i've ever had this time....euw~~made me scared of stepping into Sam Tet anymore in case i meet those guys AGAIN...AIKS~~!!!

Sigh...how am i gonna face BOTH of them???

Sigh...once again....but worse this time...now few of classmates including shan are some sort of talking bout me & vee....man!!! Cant they for once stop all these & let me have some peace?? I'm tired of all these nonsense when me, ern & vee noe PERFECTLY well its impossible to have anything happening between me & vee...I dont need to have anything worse than losing a best friend & making my way thru the year facing vee in my same class IF anything like that happens..which i strongly emphasize once more IT WONT HAPPEN!!! Jz because he helps me to carry the desk & he's interested in me?? GOSH!!! Sigh....i'm bashed~~~dun talk to me about ANYTHING on relationships anymore....tired~~~

People's description about ME =D

Well..few days ago...i got to receive a sms from my ex-classmate who's now studying in Petaling Jaya...The message went like this: "Describe me in ONE WORD....just 1!! & send this msg around to 10 or more frens & u'll be surprised/amazed by their answers..." So...i did wat the msg asked me to do & i send to those close frens of mine...

These are their answers:
Hui Shan: Cute
Wei Yao: Cute
Wei Yang: Hardworking (hm...am i?? ;p)
Chee Pek: Short, ganas & gila (which i dun deny any of these =D)
Vee Shin: Caring ( =O when was i ever caring huh...???)
Yu Leong: Amiable =>
Darren: Serious & hardworking
Yik Hoe: Exact (coz i alwiz correct the choir's pitch ;p) & courteous (courteous..?? Tat's way too high for a compliment bout Joanne Ho here >.< )
Kar Meng: Cute
Pheak Zern: Funny
Fishy: Loud (Hehehe....i TOTALLY agree about it ;p)
Wei Kit: Smart (??? He's kidding ke?? Sigh...)

Depressing moments...

Sigh...i jz cant get it why no one trusts me that i can sing?? They jz NEVER give me a chance to do so...& for sure i cant prove to them...& yet they've considered me as someone who cant sing =/ This is so saddening...they even said i'm able to get into choir jz becoz i can play the piano well & not coz of my voice...that's why they're sure i can get to be the pianist without sweat....they dun even care the hell how i feel...they even said i'm the MOST unneeded, 不关事 person in choir when Ah Pon suggested my name to join the singing competition...SIGH~~~ [ These bunch of people are a few gals from my OWN class....including fishy :'( ...imagine tat....]

Then...here's another case...well....there's a choir performance on next Sat for the leo function...at 1st i tot they dun need a pianist & i'm supposed to sing...i started to dread coz i wont be able to attend the practices due to tomoro's VAD 7 trip plus extra piano lessons on Thursdays....but 2day onli i get to know that they're still using a pianist instead of singing accapella...& they din even ask whether i'm REALLY available anot & they straightaway chose the 2nd pianist who's a F4 guy...ARGH!!!! Another bunch of idiots who NEVER cared for how others feelings are...especially those L6 gals....i jz dunno why....but i've a strong feeling they never like me...probably coz firstly i was never a choir gal until this yr...& secondly probably coz i'm too close to those ex-seniors *shrug* who noes wat they're thinking...but its not my fault that i'm having good relationships with those ex-seniors right?? SIGH~~~really dun understand...

9/9 - The day i'll always remember

Today is 9/9. Once more. 2 yrs ago of this date...i had the most joyful day ^-^

Hmm....I still miss some memories la ;)
1. The 1st time i played snooker.
2. The times i rode the public bus with D.
3. The ONLY time i went to his house + his study room
4. The times we watched movies.
5. His voice. But DEFINITELY not his looks =P
6. The hours we spent chatting away on our handphones till our ears are hot...hehe...

Uhh...too much...hehe...but wat's past is past....& i sure dun regret.....glad + relieved with my decision too...kekeke....so jz posting this post for fun ;p

The Interview With God

Cool website =) Inspiring too....& this accounts for my weird MUET teacher who one day suddenly comes in during his class with his laptop & opening short movie clips that made us laugh till our stomach aches....& some inspiring ones too including this one....which leaves the most impact in my heart =D I'M IN LOVE WITH GOD~~~

Bio Trip at Cameron Highlands

Fui yoh..!! These 2 days real hebat lor...jz got back from Cameron where we had our bio trip this afternoon...had quite some good results la =D Got quite a lot of bugs & insects for our BIG project....hehehehe ;P

Okie...to start with....yesterday morning me & a gang of frens (including Fish, Ah Ong, Chim, YiQian & Vee) got crazy that we've planned earlier to have breakfast together at Old Town White Coffee Restaurant before meeting others at the bus station to get the bus up to Cameron...It IS crazy considering we've to meet at 6.45am while the bus leaves at 8am =.=" Anyway...we get to eat breakfast then walk to the bus station which's quite near la...then we're off to Cameron after waiting 15minutes late for the remainin people to arrive...

In Cameron...we've went to 7 places for the MISSION IMPOSSIBLE to be achieved....kekeke...the Butterfly Farm, Rose Valley, Cactus Valley, BOH tea garden, Jabatan Perhutanan & etc...(practically forgotten 2 more places already =P) We're terribly exhausted after these hectic trips & so we went back to our sweetie apartment to rest after getting loads of insects of different kinds =)

When we're back to our apartment...we went back out again for our dinner of steamboat...man...those 3 tallest guys of our class actually sit back & wait for us to serve them...coz they dont even noe how to make steamboat....HOW GREAT!!! Then from then on all the guys are not considered by us as guys di...but dah "naik pangkat" become 女人...while we remain as sweet 女生...muahahahahahaha!!! After dinner...we all went to the pasar malam...got loads of food...then head back to our apartment for a BIG party =D

Way back in our apartment...after bathing, dealing with our capture of insects...then my gang of frens & some guys (those 3 guys again =/）started playing "cho dai di"....wakekeke =P Okie...even though few yrs ago almost everytime whenever i went Fish's or Ern's house both of them'll teach me how 2 play..but i alwiz forget how after each time...sorry la but i've short memory prob ;p But now technique dah improved pun...kekekeke...Then me & Fish had a cup of coffee each coz we've planned not to sleep at all whole night....ended up its not onli us who's that crazy....kekeke....so we whole gang played cards plus the boys took turns play cards + chinese chess...we gals dunno how 2 play so we jz stuck to cards =D So....in the end...we all slept around 4am somethin...me & Fishy even became guards of the living room...wakekeke =P

We woke up at 5.30am for another round of insects-hunting...memang "gan zheong" lor...& yet we (me & Fishy) are as bersemangat as anything....OMG~~!!! Next time i noe wat i'll do to get myself not to sleep at all....coffee WORKS!!! Anyway....its way too early so we din get anything at all except for a real good exercise...help to lose pounds we've gained the day before ;p After tat everyone jz went back to the apartment...some went back for their beauty sleep...but doinks like us went for cho dai di once more...hahahahaha =P We're practically obsessed already ;] Then we checked out at 11.30am...went for lunch...walked around town after that & finally get on our bus back to Ipoh luu....

Sad to have such short trip....yet its satisfying since we got together closer to each other...especially for the opposite sex....However...we 女生 got influenced by those 女人alreadi..saddening lor....now we're full of quotes like "gan zheong" (紧张 in canto), LMDY = lam mm dou yeh, 有机会的... (canto), jaa dou (乍到), nei mou bik ngor arr... (你不要逼我啊...), etc...OH NO!!! I dowan get into the Sam Tet trend di la...hahahahaha...but got in good relationships with all the guys already =D Now we're merged with the guys group di oso...good good...haha...sama-sama help & provide ;p Now me & Fish each got a nickname di...haha..thx to those guys la...scared of insects pulak...while we both dah pro la...catch & deal without gloves & no dilly dally like them...so Fish's now 猛姐no.1 while me 猛姐no.2 + 凶姐=D

Sis convocation

Yesterday's my sis's convocation...& i've missed my last bio test to attend her convo =S But its not something i'm dreading actually....coz i get to have extra time to study my bio which is still my fearmost subject....kekeke....PLUS i get to have a replacement test next Monday even if it means i've to purposely go back to school for that paper since the holiday has started....but dun care la...i can get to relax myself, eat until i get fat then onli start studying & get my test done in that 1hr & 30mins as fast as possible =D

Now i know being the convocation's centre attraction is something both awful feeling & yet a feel of relief of getting away from universities & MOST from the tiring examinations plus the joy. Its awful when u got to walk around wearing that gown & that mortar board where u've to spent LOTS of time getting them pinned to ur hair (or should i say to the head??) so that it wont fall off (me & my mum BOTH did for my sis) & not to mention trying to balance it while walking...then after the ceremony's over u've got to walk around the whole place looking for friends to take pics with as remembrance....walau...!!! Tat's the most awful part....people are all over the place...& thinking of looking for even a person?? My gosh..!!! I've experienced that with my sis as i'm "honoured" to be appointed as her camera girl...& try imagining me wearing a almost 4 inches high heels walking around with her?? =/

Yet....now i onli realised it that i LOVE getting flowers =D Besides being camera girl....i was also asked to hold the bunches of flowers my sis got from me & my parents & also her frens....man...i jz feel REAL happy enough even though i noe its not me who's getting it...hehehehe ;) So....no matter what....next time during my convo....i SURE mau bunches & bunches of flowers =D I dont care whatever flowers i get...as long as they're not chrysanthenums for sure....preferably lilys & roses =)


I LOVE FLOWERS~~~

GOSH~~!!!

Man...when fishy started saying about it....i nearly fainted...She...in my opinion at that time...is definitely OUT OF HER MINDS!!! She muz be crazy even to think of such thing...GOSH!!! For goodness sake..!!! He's my best fren's ex bf...not to mention is u fishy's good buddy's ex bf la....ur saying that according to ur survey that he's interested in me??? That's definitely out of the question..!!! N-O W-A-Y!!!! Your survey is definitely down the drains...Even if he does (he better not...i'll probably punch him in the face...& if he ever does...he's sure got his head knocked to insaneness)...i sure wont do such thing as to ever betray my own best friend...no matter how many dozen times nutcracker Ern said about me & him getting together...I rather get together with an ugly fatso than to be a betrayer...

So...Conclusion: NO NO NO~~~!!!! I'M NO BETRAYER~~~

Treasure your life

After what has happened in the past few days with all those fatal tragedies....tat ended up with allot of people in terribly sad moods....i start to realise how treasurable is our life...never really take the effort to appreciate whatever i have....jz take everything for granted when one day u'll be living & yet the other day u'll appear in heaven...one can never fix your own destiny no matter how great or powerful you are...you jz cant fight God's fate....My mum's right actually...i shouldn't be mad at anything even with small tiny matters...realised that my temper has grown worse starting this year...probably from stress or unhapiness...?? I'm also not sure of it myself...i jz hope to be my ownself once more...the happy-go-lucky, always laughing my head off gal who able to bring happiness to others...but recently i jz grown gloomy....rather to be alone & not join with big groups especially dont really enjoy being in a party when i remember clearly last time i was described as a sociable person compared to my bro....sigh...i hope this surely wont worsen to be psychological sickness....I just wanna live life to the fullest & be happy as my ownself...the original ME...!! And also get some new year resolutions so i can be fully well prepared for next yr's BIG day -- STPM....okok...i noe myself that the lazy worm in me still havent the intention of leaving yet...but trust me...when the time comes i wont be a lazy bum anymore...jz cant stop my dream from coming true as a doctor....

~LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST~

A plain normal NOBODY

Sigh...yea...I didn't say much about it to anyone....not even my own best fren...but i'm jz plain unhappy...tat's all..really dunno wat's the reason...jz have the kinda feeling that my circle of frens is getting smaller & smaller ever...is it my own hallucination?? Or maybe it has became the truth?? Is it caused by my own attitude?? Or had i overdone everything?? Really have lost my mind on that la...yet i'm perfectly sure my attitude of dealing with frens have never changed...i'm still the same Joanne as ever...yet i jz cant get to mix around with more frens jz like wat i've always succeed in doin it for the past few years...& I always feel neglected...& i'm always left out in whatever activities or discussions...those ppl I mixed with hav their own frens anyway...& I am a real nobody...& I'm sure I'm not that kind of person like those gals...I need time...yet no one give me time to mix around...great feeling tat is huh...?? No one cared for me & wat I get in return is NOTHING..!!! Sigh...I'm under stress with LOTS of unhappiness...I really dunno wat to do anymore...

~I'M A NOBODY~

UNHAPPY Choir Farewell

Sigh....wat i say only is that this farewell seemed to be the most unhappy one i ever had in my life...i jz feel that i'm a left-outer & a nobody in choir...during the whole night i never ate the buffet (its my dinner actually), played any games or get crazy together with them....i jz busied myself by holding cameras & not to mention taking a few pics with some of them la....but that's all i did....yet nobody cared whether i did anything with them....pn tong is exceptional la....others?? As if they'll care....Even the organizing committee....they NEVER tell me whatever is going to happen....the whole programme & bla bla bla....& i'm as blur as ever even though i'm one of the O.C....it was embarassing when others non-O.C asked me questions about the whole programme....& obviously i am sad too....i feel neglected, left out, not being cared....great feeling is tat....plus those girls obviously are not my type....they wore....my gosh...!! EXTREME formal for a farewell party ONLY...& they criticised me for being too casual wear....GREAT!!! I'm wearing a blouse & a skirt....wat MORE do they expect?? Excuse me la dears...its only a FAREWELL PARTY....not that its a wedding or huge functions....Expect me to wear something that i show everything from top to toe?? IDIOTS...!!! Even asked me to change....the heck i care..!!! They're jz plain idiots....Ok...i did feel guilty as i'm Hoe's dance partner to see him wearing SOooo formal (well....at least MORE formal than mine)...& i sure sense the unhapiness in him as he compared normal + plain me with other beautiful + elegant gals...but tat's wat i can do since i never get to go home with my PRS test till 4pm somethin...so dun get angry with me after i've apologised allot of times...u wanna get mad i oso dun care already..!! I jz dont feel happy in any of the clubs i joined....counselling pun macam tu...archery too...but at least a BIT better....VAD 7 going to be one of those too....Man..!!! I really dunno how i can stand such F6 life for the next 1 yr & 3 months...sigh.......