Crumbling under my weak knees...haiz...

Sigh...my knees are getting worse day by day...now cant even stand straight for long...it'll start crumbling below me after some time...& walking up da stairs is worse...the pain is getting more & more obvious...last night also got scolded by Ern already for not consulting the doctor for the operation...but i'm really scared of any operations...give me the creepy feeling of something bad will happen after that =S

Hm....gonna have my 2nd house practice on Wed...kinda looking forward to it...hehe...coz mebe i've full confidence i can get thru the 100m running...to me its nothing already since i've passed the 200m one last week...kekeke...jz gotta pray my knees wont trouble till after i've finished my running & the high jump...love them!! =D I've a feeling though tat me & Ah Ong will get to be chosen to represent our house in running during Sports Day...hmm...guess gotta think about it already IF really got chosen...1st is to see who'll be our competitors 1st...2nd is to consider about my knees....if i hurt it anymore scared it'll worsen...sigh...dunno...i love running...love the feeling of "flying" on the field...love the spirit of competing with others...ohmigosh!!! I'm obsessed already....aiks!! But no matter wat...i still love it~~!! ;p

Never ever got the chance to run in a real competition before also...as in inter-house one...thx to "mama" la our chance got ruined during my F5 yr...we've confidence we can get into the finals & at least have the chance of running in da stadium...then thx to her COURAGE to stand out in da 1st place saying she wanna be one of da representatives of my class...she slowed us down in the start...then no matter the remaining 3 of us wanna catch up also no use already...jz 1 place behind...ish!!!! Remembering about it also still pisses me off~~~ @_@ So....tat's y wanna have a go at competing in a REAL inter-house competition...jz hope my knees wont fail me...


Haiz...piano exam results are not out yet...worry worry...sigh...hope i'll be hearing good news when i'm home these few days...i dowanna go thru it anymore more a less wasting thousands of money for the exam fee again -.-"

黑色星期六

Today really unlucky lor...haiz...walked to General Hospital to send in the letter concerning looking for a doctor as a speaker for our medicine course during Career Day after my choir practice finishes at 12pm....then when i reached there after 30minutes of walking only i realised all my time & energy are wasted...coz the office is closed on Saturdays & Sundays....ARGH~~!!!! Stupid government law to have the 5-workdays law....lazy is what that can be used to describe them....ish!!! Now i've to go AGAIN next week during weekdays to send in the letter....sigh...shouldn't have been such a kind course supervisor to send the letter myself....dun care already....going to send my assistant or any other members in my course to send the letter....i'm enough of this already!!! Coz of walking too much...my knee injury oso came back already...worsen tim....haiz....i dowanna go for any operation le....horrible feeling i have....sure more probs with my legs after operation....sigh....Anyway, after leaving GH with disappointment & GREAT frustration....i'm also got drenched by the rain...lucky its not that heavy but still enough to make me wet...so forced to take a cab to go Parade to spend my time there while waiting for tuition at 2...& unexpectedly the taxi driver flirted with me....ohmigosh...!!! Wat kinda society is this nowadays...?? Why cant i jz have a peaceful ride in a public transport without strangers harassing me?? -.-" Ok...this will be the only & the last time for me to get into a cab ALONE....no more such thing happening...once is enough to end me a grief experience....ish~!!! Really hate getting flirted la...say i'm cute & stuffs yet still charged me so expensive....hahahaha =P Okok...kidding kidding...rather to pay more than getting harassed by some old guy....haiz....now i'm really speechless already.... @_@

Long lost me~~~

Wow...its been MONTHS since i've last posted any blogs...cant blame me...bad internet in my area here....frustrating over it but cant do anything le....haiz....anyway....latest news....Ern's back in Ipoh already....have been out with her for dunno how many times di....met up with him oso dunno how many times di till i mau vomit di....hahaha....& i've started Upper 6 for 2 weeks di...1 more day to go to end this 2nd week....yesterday jz had my house practice by the way....i'm in the yellow house AGAIN....same as wat i'm in during my primary school days...& we had 200m run yesterday.....crazy Sam Tet....memang bullying us gals la...but lucky my running hasn't gone worse di since one whole year never had any sports (except for mountain climbing sometimes which doesn't really count coz i din go regularly....lazy me =P)....so got to get 1 mark for my house...happy happy =D Coz they limited the time to 40seconds...which at 1st i'm kinda worried yet confident i can finish the run in the limited time...& i really did it!!! =D

Okla....cant crap much la....gotta study again...jz got to on9 after such LONG time so was busy awhile searching for my own stuffs....but now....gotta go studying again....Upper6 is no more happy happy time....so u'll oso be seeing less of me anyway...ciaoz~~


Piano exam's result will be out anytime....scared scared =S God bless me~~~

Past exam

Finally we've finished the finals....hmm....results out already also...not as good as what i've expected...but still bearable i guess....jz hoping now that i wont get kicked out of B2...too many months we've been together & sure it'll be tough to be separated....especially with my gang....haiz~~~

Anyway...had a fun time today....skipped maths tuition this time -.-" We watched The Covenant...there's me, fishy, huey leng, jia yee & Samuel....hahaha...he's the only guy....but he shud consider himself lucky le to have 4 gals hanging around with him wor...kekekeke =P At 1st also dowan to do like that...at 1st tot of watching movie then only go tuition...maybe late but at least we attended tuition...but unluckily after we watched movie already it was raining too heavily even for us to get to the car...so we jz abandon the "go to tuition" plan & jz hang around at Parade....so...poor Samuel went along with us to get crazy in Popular...haha....we keep laughing like mad over everything while he cham lor....ohohohoho...then after that even had...err...lunch + dinner (lunner...???) at Easy House....kekekeke =P

In conclusion.....really had a fun time even though the movie's story line quite blur...1st time broke record that i nearly fell asleep while watching movies -.-"

Haiz...

Sigh....wont be able to on9 much for the next few days di...will be having my last 4 papers next Mon & Tues...then after finals gotta concentrate on my piano already...jz knew today that i'll be having my piano exam on either 25, 27, 28 or 29 of Nov....& in my opinion i'm not ready YET =S
So....gonna work hard on it...when i've succesfully passed this LLCM...i'm FREE luu~~!!! =D

6th Form Night

Hmm...today was a big success la in our drama....despite the quarrels we had the past few days...our drama went well....my erhu playing was fabulous...hehe....allot of people praised with lotsa applause when i walked up to the stage when playing erhu =D Our main actor ==> Vee Shin (my class monitor) oso got Best Actor Award...man...it was unbelievable....hahaha....but we were happy anyway even though we din get Best Drama Award as we oso felt that F1 really did allot more better than us....Was very tired with sore feet coz have been running almost whole night busying with the props...but i felt that it was worth it la...considering i got to take pics with lotsa ppl...including Chee Pun...which he said he'll take the pic that i took with him & sombong with Darren -.-" PLUS now i'm hebat with wearing high heels already....hahaha...wearing high heels which is 4 inches high is such tough job...but i can even run in it now....ohohohohoho~~~
Happy happy luu~~~

Bad day...

Man....today's one bad day....well...as usual me & Fishy became the "bad guys" of L6B2....thanks to Vee tat he oso thinks so even though he has totally no idea of wat happened...BAH~~~

Ok....it started that those Indian dancers...those 6 of them...5 of them boycotted Xuan JUST coz that she wanna set her hair...when 5 others decided not to set their hair as their costume is too tight & feared by wearing it will make their hair look untidy...& THAT's the reason they got into an argument for the past few days -.-" such TINYyyyy matter....ish!!

Okie...so then...our drama's main actress TSW stood up today & said the matter gotta be solved today....so she asked the whole class to sit together & started to find a solution to this prob...Oh ya...forgotten to mention that yesterday we oso did have a meeting but no outcome...BUT this morning Xuan personally called See up & told her she've decided not to set her hair...so....i was thinking that...good....no more troubles lor....but who noes....tat TPM suddenly said she dowanna dance alreadi coz she cant afford to partner with Xuan...MY GOSH!!! Wat kinda ppl are these?? I really cant understand how immature they are....absolutely out of my imagination...ish!!!

So...we started our discussion lor....me & Fish at 1st jz kept quiet coz its really not our business to interfere...plus our temper's bad enough & we dowanna make matters worse...but then those 6 gals started to "dig" the old incidents out...& they argued more & more instead of settling the latest situation...so i jz suddenly tell them off by saying that they shud focus on the latest situation & stop being so immature in their thinking....then out of a sudden...TSW stood up from her chair...flung her bottle (mark this...its those non-plastic bottle) at ME & FISH....then pointed at both of us & asked us to SHUT UP coz its NONE OF OUR BUSINESS!!!! ARGH!!!! She'd really got on my nerves la..in d 1st place she asked ALL of us to gather & find a solution & now she asked us to SHUT UP!!!! Man....lucky i controlled my temper....i calmed Fish down....else we would have burst up & it'll be World War 3 alreadi....aiks~~!!! However....finally...we cant stand it anymore & we jz bolted out of the classroom & cried silently...jz cant stand it as the others felt that its US BOTH that made them got into the argument....we're jz neutral...& yet....we're the bad guys again =/

They did solve the prob AT LAST....but guess the relationships between us both & our classmates not too good di...especially with the gals....but i really dunno where we both have gone wrong....sigh....

Tiring days...

Ooofff....these few days really hectic lor...didn't have classes coz busy preparing for the drama that we'll be performing on this Sunday night for the 6th Form Night...man.....tiring le...everyday stayed at skul till very late...then after tat went for mountain climbing coz its impossible to ask my mum to fetch me all the way back home..so forced to go lor...sigh...tired le~~~ Yet happy le coz our drama is startnig to get to be complete success luu....including the props...hehe...i'm in charge of it le besides fishy & Qian =P

Okla...need to go di...gotta study for my last 4 papers tat'll be on the 30th & 31st....aiks~~!!

Joanne = Jo = Johnny??

Shoots~~!!! Now i'm stuck with the "Johnny" Ho....real THANKS to my "fabulous" maths teacher...jerk..!!! Useless teacher who cant even teach or even do simple maths...not to mention dun even noe how to pronounce Joanne...ish!! He called Joanne Liao "Johnny" & sure i kena oso...GRRRR!!! yet alwiz act clever...one day...i'm sure...one day u wont be able to stand that long in front of the blackboard trying to figure to do the questions....oh well....u'll probably jz get one of our papers & copy the answers & workings on the blackboard....BAH~~!!! One day...we'll get u out of our class & go STRRAIGHT back to ur afternoon class where u can still trick those lil kiddies...hmph!!!

Well...okla...i dun blame Soon Soon though for calling me Jo la....its hard to differentiate between double Joanne in class anyway...plus alot of my close frens been calling me Jo for short...so....dun mind la...but that idiot jerk maths teacher really had got on my nerves!!! He deserves the treatment he got from us...especially from me....wakekeke...good that i'm the 1st person to boycott....hey no...."girlcott" him =P I'm ever SOoooo bad....ohohohohoho~~~

Happy happy...

Hehe....good....my classmates decided to use me to play erhu in our drama already...finally...they're found a suitable part to stuff me in =D

Ooo yea...we'll be goin bowling alley again this Wed before the rehearsal...hehe...guess we're addicted to it...real thanks to yu leong's suggestions tat day la...but this time we'll be dragging the guys along....hehehe...muz show some real bowler skills to us beginners le...ohohohohoho~~~ PLUS guys are our financial outlets le...muahahaha =P I'm SOoooo bad...but cant help it le....keke...that's wat guys are for ma if they're with gals...gotta be gentlemen...ekekeke ;p I noe i'm bad la....hehe.....i'm a BULLY for guys....hahahahahaha~~~

爱情...

香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害
不要轻易说爱
许下的诺言就是欠下的债

老鼠对猫说我爱你
猫说你走开
老鼠流泪走开
谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪

其实有一种爱情叫做放弃
风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险

女人善变的是脸
男人善变的是心

在爱情的世界里
没有谁对不起谁
只有谁不懂珍惜谁

遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开
要记得抓紧爱情
而不是抓伤彼此的感情

~不要忘了真爱难寻~

Bowling 2nd time

Fuiyoh..2day finished 2nd day of the torturing finals...sigh...its...haih...undescribable...but only one word...BAD!!! Today's chem...sigh....dun mention...really THANKS to fatso Chua...such difficult questions...bio...hmm....okler...maths not bad not bad...English & PA also can gua...Sigh....really dunno y...i felt that i've prepared well & enough & yet...suen already...guess i've to work double harder during the holidays so that i wouldn't suffer more next yr during my preparations for STPM...

Anyway..supposedly we (me, fishy, jiayee, huey leng & teh yu leong [our driver] ) to attend chem tuition 2day after skul at 2...but then coz we're too stress already for the past few days including these hectic exam papers these few days...we cant resist the temptation for going for a movie...hehe...but with the condition we've to be at the tuition centre by 4 la since we've never told our parents PLUS my mum sure wont allow me to skip tuition...So....off we went to parade~~ ;p

However...we din get to watch any movies since there's no suitable time that'll get us to be exact on time at the tuition centre waiting for our cars...so...at 1st thinking of not skipping tuition anymroe & jz go lunch...but the Easy House memang terrible le...2 o'clock di & yet not one of dishes are out yet =.=" So....finally we jz made our mind to take our own sweet time & REALLY skip tuition...wakekeke >.<> BOWLING VALLEY!!!!

Man...!! I dun care...!!! My bowling techniques really improved tremendously...ohohohohoho....dun ask me why though since the last time i played was with Ern & THAT was terrible =.=" Anyway...we played 2 games & it ended that i got 59 marks!!! Same as Yu Leong!! Wakeke....highest marks tim....including that i even cleared once....muahahahaha~~!!!! Ernie dear...ur in big trouble di~~~ Muz compete with u once ur back di ;p That's a deal luu~~~ & now i'm IN LOVE with BOWLING already!!!

BOWLING RULEZ~~~ =D

Late at night...

Endless nights of staying up to study...i'm bashed!! Stressed!!! Not to mention lonely....last time still got ms Ernie accompanyin me coz she's the onli fren i have who also spend the night studying away...but now..?? Sigh....how come guys dun stay up as late as me huh..?? Else i wont be tat lonely le...but its good oso la...coz i get to concentrate on wat i'm studying instead of busy pressing away on my hp...hehe....Ohhh...how i wish this exam would end fast so tat it wont torture me anymore...& i'm looking forward to the camps i'll be having in the holidays & oso Ernie coming back PLUS the double party we're going to hold =D Dreaming away.....ohohohoho....

Sigh...

Sigh....now i noe wat's the feeling of rejection...& i felt stupid to mention watever i've done....i shouldn't have been so rush in this 1st place...but i seriously need some answers after such a long time....its already 1yr & 23days already....& i feel its the right time to get things right...but wat i did i get in the end?? Rejection!!! Sigh....he said its his time & my time to concentrate on our studies & we shouldn't waste it..which i think whatever he said is true...i've also been thinking along tat line long time ago ever since i rejected him...but the loneliness tat has been surrounding me lately made me feel more attached to him & i'm kinda desperate for more attraction...but guess its not the right time yet....

He's right...guess we'll jz have to let time do the job while we get on our life...FULLSTOP!!! I'm really sick of relationships di....SAVE ME~~~

GOSH~~!!!

Shoootsss....i've been in quite a bad temper these few days.....yesterday ended up scolding vee....AIKS!! Someone's gonna kill me already =.=" Sorry Ern....but when u noe wat has happened...u wont be mad at me (i guess...) But honestly....i din really scolded him la..its jz like some sort of...err....lecturing?? Jz asked him to speak out about something la....not to be so irresponsible considering he's oso a class monitor for goodness sake....& yet some gals who saw me "scolding" him scolded me for scolding him =S I'm confused.....But its lucky he listened to me (hehe...probably out of fear ;p) & everything ended good yesterday =D PLUS i did apologise to him face-to-face for being too harsh on scolding him ;p

Shoootssssss...!!! (once more....but longer =.=") 2day also dunno wat happened...but the only thing i noe is that i was being flirted by a bunch of Form 4 guys!!!! My GOSH~~!!! I was walking back to school to attend Counselling meeting after having lunch in parade when a bunch of F4 guys who i suppose are quite naughty bunch of guys called my name.....i wasnt thinking clearly & was still thinking who's calling me...then i look up as they're sitting on the wall...when i saw them...i was way CONFUSED coz i dunno who the heck are they!!! =/ Then they wave their hands at me....i was too shocked for words & my hands jz lift but din move at all....then one of they guys shouted: "I'll have the chance to succeed in pikat-ing u!!" I was like...huh...??? Then i jz gave a weak smile & walk off QUICKLY~~~ MAN!!! When was i tat famous huh...?? Terrifying experience i've ever had this time....euw~~made me scared of stepping into Sam Tet anymore in case i meet those guys AGAIN...AIKS~~!!!

Sigh...how am i gonna face BOTH of them???

Sigh...once again....but worse this time...now few of classmates including shan are some sort of talking bout me & vee....man!!! Cant they for once stop all these & let me have some peace?? I'm tired of all these nonsense when me, ern & vee noe PERFECTLY well its impossible to have anything happening between me & vee...I dont need to have anything worse than losing a best friend & making my way thru the year facing vee in my same class IF anything like that happens..which i strongly emphasize once more IT WONT HAPPEN!!! Jz because he helps me to carry the desk & he's interested in me?? GOSH!!! Sigh....i'm bashed~~~dun talk to me about ANYTHING on relationships anymore....tired~~~

People's description about ME =D

Well..few days ago...i got to receive a sms from my ex-classmate who's now studying in Petaling Jaya...The message went like this: "Describe me in ONE WORD....just 1!! & send this msg around to 10 or more frens & u'll be surprised/amazed by their answers..." So...i did wat the msg asked me to do & i send to those close frens of mine...

These are their answers:
Hui Shan: Cute
Wei Yao: Cute
Wei Yang: Hardworking (hm...am i?? ;p)
Chee Pek: Short, ganas & gila (which i dun deny any of these =D)
Vee Shin: Caring ( =O when was i ever caring huh...???)
Yu Leong: Amiable =>
Darren: Serious & hardworking
Yik Hoe: Exact (coz i alwiz correct the choir's pitch ;p) & courteous (courteous..?? Tat's way too high for a compliment bout Joanne Ho here >.< )
Kar Meng: Cute
Pheak Zern: Funny
Fishy: Loud (Hehehe....i TOTALLY agree about it ;p)
Wei Kit: Smart (??? He's kidding ke?? Sigh...)

Depressing moments...

Sigh...i jz cant get it why no one trusts me that i can sing?? They jz NEVER give me a chance to do so...& for sure i cant prove to them...& yet they've considered me as someone who cant sing =/ This is so saddening...they even said i'm able to get into choir jz becoz i can play the piano well & not coz of my voice...that's why they're sure i can get to be the pianist without sweat....they dun even care the hell how i feel...they even said i'm the MOST unneeded, 不关事 person in choir when Ah Pon suggested my name to join the singing competition...SIGH~~~ [ These bunch of people are a few gals from my OWN class....including fishy :'( ...imagine tat....]

Then...here's another case...well....there's a choir performance on next Sat for the leo function...at 1st i tot they dun need a pianist & i'm supposed to sing...i started to dread coz i wont be able to attend the practices due to tomoro's VAD 7 trip plus extra piano lessons on Thursdays....but 2day onli i get to know that they're still using a pianist instead of singing accapella...& they din even ask whether i'm REALLY available anot & they straightaway chose the 2nd pianist who's a F4 guy...ARGH!!!! Another bunch of idiots who NEVER cared for how others feelings are...especially those L6 gals....i jz dunno why....but i've a strong feeling they never like me...probably coz firstly i was never a choir gal until this yr...& secondly probably coz i'm too close to those ex-seniors *shrug* who noes wat they're thinking...but its not my fault that i'm having good relationships with those ex-seniors right?? SIGH~~~really dun understand...

9/9 - The day i'll always remember

Today is 9/9. Once more. 2 yrs ago of this date...i had the most joyful day ^-^

Hmm....I still miss some memories la ;)
1. The 1st time i played snooker.
2. The times i rode the public bus with D.
3. The ONLY time i went to his house + his study room
4. The times we watched movies.
5. His voice. But DEFINITELY not his looks =P
6. The hours we spent chatting away on our handphones till our ears are hot...hehe...

Uhh...too much...hehe...but wat's past is past....& i sure dun regret.....glad + relieved with my decision too...kekeke....so jz posting this post for fun ;p

The Interview With God

Cool website =) Inspiring too....& this accounts for my weird MUET teacher who one day suddenly comes in during his class with his laptop & opening short movie clips that made us laugh till our stomach aches....& some inspiring ones too including this one....which leaves the most impact in my heart =D I'M IN LOVE WITH GOD~~~