Hey...tis my 1st time blogging here...still in da middle of my SPM trial...but its weekend so gotta relieve stress abit le hehe=P passed 5days tho...still got 6 more days..sigh...torturing...tonight gotta start my daily routine again neway...study, sleep & eat...guess tat's da life of a student=S
Well...to start with tis...2day seemed to be a memorable day for me...last year on this day,9/9 is a start of a new relationship w/ someone...but tis day of tis year 2005...we've broke our relationship...mark tis...not jz normal boy-gal relationship...but itz oso an end to our almost 4yrs of friendship...time really flies...unexpectedly....itz 1yr alreadi...
Well..how do i noe tis person?? To tell the truth..our way of getting 2 noe each other seems to be indifferent & special compared to those normal ones...ours starts in the Internet..but it also starts w/ a naive guy w/ a naughty gal full of pranks (note tat..tat's me=P) It started when me & my buddies played tis guy a joke when i was at my fren's house playing her msn...told him stories tat i'm from Kalimantan & here in m'sia for holiday..& guess wat...he gobbled in every word without realising wat he's eating..great huh...but our prank lasted 2days onli as another fren of mine told him da truth hehe=P our frenship started like tat & continued for bout 3yrs...On 9/9 last yr...our realtionship proceeded to a higher stage & tat's when he confessed his feelings & we're couples for 9months...
Anyway...i'm a FREE gal now..YAY!!! Available mode again hehe=P Guess i'm harsh tho to make da decision of ending our frenship..cruel too...but guess tat's da onli way of mine to brush tis guy away from my mind...its really terrible to keep caring for other ppl's feelings le especially those who u really cared...& thus cause throuble on ur own self...& tis really happened to me=( My studies dropped as tis's 1 of da factor..another 1's i dreamt too much=P but wat i've decided really lightens allot of my burden..PHEW!!!! Though...thx 2 tis person i've learnt lots of stuffs w/out my family knowing=P such as playing snooker, bus rides...(ya..really san ba le...haven ride in a public bus b4=P) Its really a "success" tat till now none of family know bout tis...managed to hide da truth from them for 9months...great huh...
Well...really appreciate the frenship & the time we had together no matter as normal frens or couples..yet its hard to continue for any longer...guess we're really not meant for each other...but anyway...as we're not on speaking terms alreadi...wanna wished him ere tat he's happy w/ his new love life & good luck in everything....
Anyway...gotta end here...needs to do addmaths...leave here then....i'll continue after i'm back from SPM trials..which means bout 2weeks from now...at da meantime...ciaoz then...
