人事無常...

你只需要花一分钟注意到一个人；
一小时内變成朋友;
一天讓你爱上他;
一但真心爱上...
你卻需要花上一生的时间将他遗忘;
直至喝下那孟婆湯...

在日常生活中，
就算最要好的朋友也會有磨擦，
我们也許會因這些磨擦而分開。
但每當夜阑人静时，
我们望向星空，
总會看到過去美好的回憶。
不知為何，
一些瑣碎的回憶，
卻為我寂寞的心灵带来無限的震撼...

iT aLL dEPeNDs oN FATE~~

On 22nd of Dec..i've jz compete in the 華樂 solo competition (獨奏賽)....oh my....there was 60 contestants & the competition between us all is real tough.....yet i alreadi knew the result b4 it was announced...& it proved tat i was right...Well..although i got nothing in the solo competition...but i know i've learnt ALLOT throughout the whole practice period...my perfect pitch hav improved allot since then...& also i've learnt how important concentration when doin something is...& i'll certainly remember these lessons thoughout my whole life...Since i've tried my very best...i've nothing to complain already....but i'm sure to try out again in the coming competition..need to show those lousy judges no matter wat..HMPH!!!

Well...in group competition (合奏賽)...our skul AMC (聖母女中) sent 2 teams to compete...the A team are all seniors while B team are all juniors...it seemed unfair but we're actually trying to give them some experience & also to improve their teachniques as we really din press them too hard to get anything la...so the outcome finally comes out....both team din get into the finals but A team got a consolation prize while B team got nothing....itz quite sad but since we've tried our best...there's really no point crying over it as wat i've been telling my juniors...Getting a prize doesn't mean everything...it's wat u've learnt throughout this competition tat means everything...if u've done ur best...the satisfaction will be enough to last u a lifetime alreadi...


Okla...need to drop off here alreadi...blog next time la...wish me luck in next time's solo competition then...hehe =P Adios~~



~~GOD BLESS~~

~eRHu~

~mY eRHu 二胡~

Hehe...tat's my erhu....bought it since i'm in F1 when i jz joined Chinese Orchestra...although it looks old..but its still in good states...hehe...tat shows how hardworking am i =P plus it costs much oso le...RM1880 leh....originally from China ger...Well...gotta face my erhu for the next whole month...goin for a national solo competition held in Penang on 22nd of Dec....sigh...scared le...so many rivals...60 contestants leh...onli for the strings group (拉弦組) onli...if included plucking group (彈撥組) & woodwind group (吹管組) oso got 200 over contestants alreadi le...aiks!! My adrenaline's starting to pump alreadi...so stress oso with everyone having confidence in me tat i'll make it to the finals...yet i really don't have the confidence....sigh....HELP!!!

~GOD BLESS~

~mEMoRiES oF tHE pASt~

~Me & big D~

Continued...


24/12/2004 till 1/1/2005...
I was goin on a trip to KunMing, China with my parents on this day....we're actually leaving at bout 3sth am...so i cant actually sleep b4 tat...probably too excited or too miss him...cuz my parents wont let me bring my hp along in case it got lost...btw..with their hp is enough alreadi actually...so while my parents are sleeping b4 we're leaving for the trip...me & big D chatted on the hp from 12sth am till 2am...haha...i noe tat's kinda long & we even chatted till our phone's got hot from the heat & my hp even out of battery alreadi...hehe...ended up continue chatting with my hp charging...hehe=P Anyway...our secrets nearly revealed when my mum suddenly opened my bedroom door when i was jz hanging up...phew! Tat's was close....then I jz left for my 8-day trip...During our chat...when i hanged up...he said "I Love You" to me for the 1st time...but i was too shocked & i jz din answer him....i feel quite bad but there was nth more i can do since we're leaving alreadi...

January...
Not long after i came back from the KunMing...big D left for Bali with his whole family...those days were torturing cuz although he had his hp with him...yet cuz of Digi's roaming..he cant sms me...so 1 night i jz called him using my house phone...he was extremely happy judging from his voice...told me he was having dinner beside the sea at tat moment...then when his parents noe its his "fren" who phoned him...asked for my help to phone to his grandma to tell her they're safe at Bali alreadi since they cant call out at all...but i asked Big D's fren to do tat since i dun hav the guts to do tat hehe=P & during this trip..his mum & aunt got to noe bout me alreadi when they accidentally found out my nametag in his wallet...then they started addressing me as "何小姐" (in canto)...hehe=D Lucky his mum din object bout tat....keke..

Throughout Feb, March, April & Mei...
Nothing much happened actually...jz alwiz meet each other for lunch b4 tuition & did go out once or twice for movies....& sms-ed each other whole day long...hehe=P

27/5/2005...
Few days b4 this very day...my parents found out tat the phone bill is full of 1 hp num's voicemail num...tat was actually mine..but since i bought tat num secretly without my family knowing jz for him...so they dunno who's num is tat...even suspected someone steal our phoneline...i cant bring myself to confess oso...then 1 day they even said in front of me tat they've reported to the police bout it...i was scared to death...not knowing actually they're jz trying to lure me...luckily i wasn't tat stupid to get lured...but i was still scared....then to avoid me & big D from getting into any troubles...i decided to break up with him...plus his attitude had made me feel tat i wasn't cared anymore..even my frens oso persuaded me to do tat...so i really did it...after 9months of relationship i finally broke it...he din even try to ask me for a 復合..but really din care much bout it alreadi...


After we've broke up..i never regretted for the decision i've made...because i believed tat God has his own reasons for wanting me to do tat...& i'm glad i made it...cuz after that my results improved miraculously...from having a GPK 4..i got GPK 2.4 for my trial...i was extremely happy..!! So...now both of us are jz normal frens...alwiz telling each other problems & talked crap all the time lor..hehe=P & i was satisfied with this kind relationship...


~GOD BLESS ME~

Mum's bday

~fReNZ 4eVA~

Hey...long time din left any post alreadi after finishing SPM....busy watching VCDs that i've missed before this all the time...hehe....plus preparing oso for my erhu solo competition that's having end of yr...scary le...60 contestants plus itz opened to all ages...oh gosh!! So many rivals...hard to imagine if i can even get into the preliminary round...sigh...-.-" real afraid bout it....sigh....dowanna think bout it yet guess i still need to face the fact....

Ok..back to the main topic...tomoro...erm i mean...today hehe..since now its alreadi 1.28am is my mum's bday...YAY!!! 4th of Dec...& 5 more days is my bday....keke=P Anyway....jz now we had barbecue at our own house celebrating my mum's bday & oso an early celebration for my bday...hehe=D Nice le...we had sausages, fish, ham & chicken wings..& tell u wat...every ingredient is prepared by my mum...she's the BEST cook ever le..!! No restaurants food can beat her's...i'm totally confirmed of tat...hehe=P Yummy the food...too bad i had gastric jz now with no reason...so the whole time i'm eating i onli feel my stomach pain...gosh!! Wat a disaster...but eating those delicious stuffs really worth the pain haha=D We even ate cakes that we bought at Casuarina jz before the BBQ....7 slices of 4 different flavours...oh man...tonight was fantastic!!! Then when we gave my mum her bday present...she was overjoyed...cuz we gave a whole set of stuffs concerning foot massagin...which's her favourite thing..but that present nearly made me bankrupt...$78 leh...-.-" Even though we divided between me, my eldest bro & my older sis...yet the amount's still shocking...hehe...but actually its the heart that counts la...money's not the important thing anyway...

Okla...need to go back to the movie i'm watching halfway alreadi....i'll write more later....tat's all for now then...ADIOS!!!