Bad...

I've sunken myself deeper than I've thought..much much more deeper....and I think I'll need great effort to pull myself out of it =/ But...guess what..after sooo many years since the last time...I think I'm in L.O.V.E!!! Bad bad bad....there goes my principles...the one I said I'll remain single throughout the 5yrs studying medicine...coz I hate it when studies clashes with social life...I just cant keep everything in balance...ARGH! Every single minute...every single second...I cant help it but think about him...think about the every night we spent together chatting and studying together....I'm D.O.O.M.E.D!!! What will everyone say when what they wanted came true after all?? Not to mention something is just so wrong between us...


I seriously need help here....

W.R.O.N.G

This is just so so so so wrong!!! I really cant explain what has just happened. It just happened too fast for me to do anything...yikes!! This is just unexplainable...and it totally clashes with my principles...AND why me...??? Now I cant sleep while thinking about it...also due to the Kopi O I had during supper just now with Mike and Ed la...caffeine...tomorrow how to go to classes + PBL eh?? @_@

Appetite loss

These few days just sux. Though not totally. The worst thing that have happened is that I'm losing appetite. Reasons unknown though. So now I'm only having one meal per day. And I don't feel hungry at all without my normal meals. Even when I eat, I get full real fast and will start to have the feeling to vomit. Yikes! And so....my weight's decreasing as well...kind of fast too in just one week time...I feel like I'm like a balloon~ *dash underscore dash* Hope this won't continue for long. As long as MA is passed, I'm FREE!!! (just for the time being though) Well...at least just nice to have the MA before my biggie day ^^

Thanks alot to JW & Diana....with Diana's suggestion...we'll be going for a great meal maybe on Thurs next week (haven't decided where yet) since sis probably bringing me to celebrate on Wed instead at Seoul's Garden =D Thx again to them too for the fabulous bag they bought for me!!! *yippeeee*

Urgh...I feel O-L-D~~ *sobz* Bye-bye 十几岁的日子。。。Hello to 二十几岁的日子。。。and can no longer put my age numbers back-to-front...coz no use anymore...I'll only get older *dash underscore dash*


Oh....in these so-not-totally-sux days...Michael-the-most-quiet-person out of a sudden started to talk to me alot...err....I should emphasize...when only there's two of us...coz I tend to talk to others more when there's others around =p I guess this all starts with piano scores...hahaha...so now I'm kind of teaching him piano and also be his companion when playing piano in the practice rooms...he learn his favourite songs based on the scribbles I've wrote on the scores while I played my own classical songs in the other room or the piano right beside him (Seriously, I still prefer to stick to classical stuffs...I do sight reading better on classical songs) BUT....this all also leads to rumours....the favourite gossips among students..duh~ PUH-LEEZ....he's younger than me...and I'm soooo not after kiddos...it seems more like I'm taking care of him....just because we shared the umbrella together on a rainy day & going to classes together doesn't mean anything at all!!! I just cant get rid of the weird looks my classmates giving me these few days..esp those staying in the hostel who always spot us studying together in the cafe...this is just giving me more headaches.....

Lotsa updates!!!

Its been some time since I've last blogging...okieeee...this is what has happened for the past few weeks......

Nov 9 & 11:
- E.O.S exam (MCQ, SAQ & OSPE)

Nov 11 afternoon:
- outing at Midvalley with Jee Wei & Diana...and got my first bday pressie from them both ^^

Nov 12:
Went to Sunway Lagoon with Jee Wei till 3pm...then went on to Midvalley and watched 2012 with her and my sis =D BUT....the worst thing to happen today is....me & JW's hp "masuk water" while playing in the waterpark AND my hp's have a few jammed keys with a conked out battery while JW's hp totally rosak dy....so have to "regurgitate" some money to fix it -.-"

Nov 13:
Results out!!! I PASSED!!!!! Woohooo~~ Then went home in the evening!!!! ^^ Spent one whole week of my semester break at home....lovely~

Nov 16:
Went out to Kbox with Shan & Kevin...miss seeing them & love spending the time with them =)

Nov 23:
Year 1 Sem 2 started!!! We have few Indonesian Padang student who came to join us...well....they seemed ok...hopefully we can be friends in no time =)

Nov 26:
Went to Big Bad Wolf book sale at Amcorp Mall with sis...bought lotsa books....too cheap le the books!!! After dinner...went back to hostel....Michael, Edmund & Dwayne were playing Monopoly in the cafeteria...and after bathing I went to play piano with Michael...after 10 then we spent 2hours in the cafeteria chatting =) =) =)

Day at the library

Insects invading my room again. As usual whenever there's a heavy rainstorm coming. One of the reasons I don't like storms in KL. I don't have any other place where I can hide from these irritating insects *dash underscore dash*

Been spending almost whole day with Jee Wei at the library. After the months of renovation, at least our library DO look like a library now. One floor extra now, with extra chairs and tables, new carpeting (though don't know why they bothered to do so coz it's bound to get dirty REAL soon) AND a lift coming on the way plus with really classic designs now in the library...especially in the newly added floor where they put in the counters....BUT the books..?? I wonder whether they'll get more supplies in or its just all that the usual stuffs....coz the other half of 1st floor's still on renovation..no idea though what were they doing behind all those blocking...sound like something big coming up with all the noise they made today *shrugging my shoulders*

Had lunch at McD with JW. Again I'm there =p We made a deal long time ago to go have a great lunch there when we don't face bankruptcy anymore. LOL. Also planned to go have post-exam celebration together with Diana next Wed right after our OSPE exam in the morning. *grins* Bet anyone going to any shopping mall that day, if you see 3 girls wearing formal wear, do not get shocked coz that's sure to be us ;p

Gonna spend days at the library these few days till Sat. Next Mon's finals. =S *stressed* And I won't be joining WK for the crazy act at McD anymore this week. Need to conserve my energy to memorise everything and not forget any bit of it. Especially not on Sat & Sun.

*yawn*

Just got back from McD. Had the craziest studying habit with WK. Met up at my hostel at 10pm and walked to McD together. Stayed there and studied all the way till 7am just now. Well...I managed to study up my anatomy and physiology Chapter 1 & 2, Biochem chapter 1,2 & 3 and Pathology chapter 1 & 6...that's a great result out of this 9hours. Bet those McD people would have hated us =p But we're going to do that again someday next week. LOL. Now its time to sleep my day away to get back my energy and start studying again in the afternoons. *yawnSssss*

Terrible weather

Its only 7pm now. But the sky outside is as dark as hell. And lightning striking across the sky very frequently. Thunders roaming the whole sky and thundering way from a long long way to my place here. Strong winds blowing, banging the doors of our pantry and toilets, bringing in a breeze of rain. And I wonder....how long will this rain last? I still have my plans to go study at McD with WK at 10pm till tomorrow morning. Hope it won't be spoilt coz I've been trying to substitute my lack of sleep for the past few days today by sleeping almost whole day. I'm tired to the maximum. Panda eyes coming out. And I've to start applying my skin ointment to my eyes so that it won't get swollen and dried again which will always do so whenever I have sleepless nights. @_@

Days before finals...

Had a sleepless night yesterday. Didn't sleep at all the whole night till after MA3 today, which I slept almost whole afternoon. Was raining cats and dogs in the afternoon and its really niceeeee sleeping in that condition =D Then at 8pm went to watch UCSI orchestra concert with Johnny. Urgh...disappointing performance....like what Johnny said: "Heaps on unwanted noises, out of tunes, and incorrect tempo. Only the conductor was awesome." And this really make me feel disappointed towards the music course in UCSI, especially when everyone has been saying before I come to UCSI that UCSI has a great music course. Not only classical music, but also contemporary music. Honestly its not what I've been expected la. I thought the standards could have been higher. Hmm......

Raining again now. Guess will have a cooling night again. Gonna sleep soon coz tomorrow will be going to McD with WeiKit at a weird time ==> 12am till early morning only come back to hostel to sleep in the morning. Main purpose is to get away from the sleepiness at night la. Okie...I know this will be disrupting my entire biological clock..but the more I stay back in hostel I'll be addicted to both my com + my comfy bed =p Guess I'll be having this weird habit with him next whole week.@_@

品冠 一切为了爱

OoooHhhhhh aAHhhhhhh........I SOoooo love 品冠's guitar playing...I'm so wanting to learn guitar since few years back..but then no one can teach me...plus I cant coordinate with so many strings. LOL. Only can tolerate with erhu's 2-strings =p Cant blame me though for having small hands. =(

寂寞之歌 - Lonely

什麼樂章，可以弹奏幾时年？
没有寫曲人，没有演奏者，
更没有滿場衣著隆重的嘉賓，
只有你自己。


當音樂聲嘎然而止，
没有人站起身来拍手歡呼，
没有鎂光灯此起彼落，
更没有人謝幕鞠躬，
只有你自己。


這部樂章，叫作生命。
而寂寞，是生命的主旋律。

摘錄自 藤井树 『 寂寞之歌 』

半人马座流星雨

半人马座流星雨 是南半球夏季观测流星的高峰，出现在每年的1月底至2月中旬，极大期落在2月8日。在过去的纪录里有许多非常明亮，甚至可以成为火球（亮度至少是-3等）的流星，通常都留有持久不散的尾迹。 从少数可信赖的报告中分析，最近观测到在高峰期的ZHR值也只有5甚至更低。但是在1974至1980年间，在数小时的活跃期间，观测到的数值则在20至30之间。 和许多南半球其它的来源一样，我们现在的问题比能答复的更多。因此每个观测机会，和获得的影像或目视的记录都是迫切需要的。辐射点靠近办人马座的α星，位于赤经211°，赤纬-59°。对居住在南半球适居的亚热带地区观测者而言，辐射点在拱极星区域内，并且在夜晚也会在适合观测的高度上。

The long night

Its now 4.45am. But I am still not able to sleep. Turning and tossing on my bed for almost one hour already. Heavy rain is pouring outside my window. But the lightning flashing across my window into my room really scares me. Don't know ever since when I'm terrified of lightnings. I think since I came to KL and i stay on the 4th floor and also coz UCSI's located on top of a hill. By the way, I've came to a conclusion that thunderstorms in KL is a lot more scarier than in Ipoh. =S Ahhh.....now I'm so wide awaken already la..wonder what time I'll only be able to sleep *dash underscore dash* Suddenly felt loneliness in my heart leh..sigh...my 21st bday's coming and I..AM...STILL....SINGLE *sighhhhhh* PLUS my 21st bday will be celebrated in uni this time...again...its right in the middle of classes...sad sad..celebrate with family also would be earlier during the weekend...and there goes my 21st bday =(

Experience at the cinema

Went to cinema with sis to watch Cloudy Meatball yesterday afternoon. And had the worst, most horrible, terrifying experience. Well, from the start of the movie, there's a small kid, a Malay kid sitting in front of me, and from the start she keeps on standing on her chair. I'm already short enough, and she's apparently blocked my view. The thing is, her parents didn't even bother about that. Think about it, think of the next person who's going to sit in that very chair that the kid stepped on (who knows what she has on her shoes =S) In the beginning, I just let her be. But this continues on. So I kicked her chair lightly to let her know and so that she'll sit down on her chair to watch the movie. But then I did it twice coz she obviously didn't get the hint. Then......she went to complain to her mum....guess what her mum did..?? Her mum (who sits two seats away from the lil gal) was holding a whole bucket of popcorn AND she threw a handful of it at us!!! What the.......... Its not only me and my sis got that "smack" from the popcorns...even those sitting around us...and that includes those sitting in the row behind us. OK, I only concentrate on the movie and I don't want to make such a big scene. And that's not the end of the story YET. After the movie, that woman keeps on waiting for us both to get up from our seats. But we're not in a rush so we kept on sitting there watching the credits of the movie. That woman...well...I guess she's impatient...came to our seats and shouted: "Kamu tendang anak saya...saya ingin sangat tumbuk awak!" Walao ehhh......BUT that woman came back the 2nd time...guess coz we both didn't react to her...lol....we were both too shocked dy...and this time she showed us her middle finger!! *dash underscore dash* All the time she went out slowly of the cinema...so we became cautious...just in case she's in hiding waiting for us outside to beat us up or what...she's even waiting for us outside the exit to the shopping mall!!! And this is the very 1st time me and my sis were forced to go back inside the cinema we were in and got out through the front entrance (all the cinema staffs were looking at us weirdly though). Just when we thought we got rid of her already...she came running towards us just when we're already going down the escalator...and showed her middle finger AGAIN....lucky though she didn't come chasing us...but she's one big fat and stout woman...with 3 kids too...

This is one big experience for me. Really let me see the ugly side of the reality of the society. I really never think that Malay ladies can be soooo aggressive. This is crazy~~ I didn't do anything worse than kicking your kid's chair and you should be thankful with that. Your way of educating your kid is sooo worse that I doubt that you're ever educated. These people are just so 蛮不讲理!!! People..this is M-A-L-A-Y-S-I-A....a multi-racial country....and the government keep on shouting that slogan "Satu Malaysia, Satu Suara" and also keeps on emphasizing on achieving national integrity?? I really really doubt that. And I think this kind of thing would only happen in Malaysia, never would it happen overseas. Not that I'm being racist, but the way they act really gets on my nerves. And I wonder what kind of education Malaysians get nowadays to produce such GREAT students. I seriously wonder how her kids would grow up to be next time. Poor kids.



p.s: What's so proud about showing a middle finger eh...?? We're both girls wor. We both are not even bothered about that. LOL. No wonder the woman's so mad.
p.p.s: I wonder how the woman's husband think with his wife acting like a crazy maniac. But then, during the whole thing, he didn't even say a word. I wonder...is he a zombie walking around?? =p

我的心声。。。

曲名：Fallin' For You
歌手：Colbie Caillat


I don't know boy
I think I may be fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Wait until I know you better
I am tryin' not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don't know what to
I think I'm fallin' for you

I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me
I am tryin' not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found you
I don't know what to
I think I'm fallin' for you


Knew about this song from Zoo V...and guess it really says the same for alot of gals and even guys...for me too I guess...just don't have the courage to say it out...just in case you cant stand the disappointment when you get the answer you didn't expected to =)

信乐团 - 离歌

信乐团 - 离歌
作词:中文-姚若龙
词-Yoon Il Sang.Kim Gun Mo.Lee Seung
作曲:Yoon Il Sang

一开始我只相信 伟大的是感情
最后我无力的看清 强悍的是命运

你还是选择回去
他刺痛你的心 但你不肯觉醒
你说爱本就是梦境
跟你借的幸福 我只能还你
想留不能留 才最寂寞
没说完温柔 只剩离歌
心碎前一秒 用力的相拥著沈默
用心跳送你 辛酸离歌

原来爱是种任性 不该太多考虑
爱没有聪不聪明 只有愿不愿意

看不见永久 听见离歌

下一站 幸福

原来 爱情从来没有离开过
只是我记得 你忘了
有些人的人生，是直达车 有些人却是慢车，中间总要经过许多站，经历许多人…

有人总是下错站，坐过头，不是错失了窗外风景，就是错过了身旁的人 没有人知道，能陪自己坐到终点站的人，究竟会是谁…. 相爱的人，真的就能一路到达人生的终点站吗？

‘粱慕橙’

一个不知道自己会在哪一站下车，也不敢任意在车上睡着的女孩…

‘任光晞’

却是一个只能坐上由司机专车接送到目的地，无法决定自己人生方向的人

这是一个

关于他们的故事～

another trip to Nilai

Went to Nilai this morning again. Coz it was ZW's bday yesterday. At first promised to go celebrate with him on Sat before his bday, but went back home for mooncake festival so only went today. Spent almost 3hours just on the way to there by bus and train. But then..aiya...its his 21st bday..tak apa la...its not like I'm always going...anyway...he even skipped his class la (although actually after that only knew that his class is cancelled). Oh ya...last thing....HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHU WHEE~~!!!

Lunch outing

Finished PBL early today so went back to hostel and get my lunch. Just when I finished my lunch, JW sms-ed me saying changwai wanna ask me and Diana along for lunch. Since long time never see that guy who ran off to IMU dy plus just finished 2nd modular assessment, so I promised to meet up where CW will be picking us up. We considered for a long time where to have lunch, and finally CW decided on having it in Midvalley. And today's also the 1st time I visited JW's house. Love it!! Also chatted with Ah Pang who's having 4weeks study week. We had lunch at Kim Gary's where me and Diana only had drinks while two others had their lunch. Aww....I sooo miss the time where we chatted non stop...about everything.....miss that CW whose filled with so much humour =) Hope we can have such time together again~~

p.s: I soooo hate coffee yet I still love it...duh~ As long as I don't drink coffee in the afternoons and especially at night...else I won't be able to get to sleep at all...

I'm under stress. Again. And the only way I know how to deal with it is to watch movies non stop @_@ So now I'm watching "Beautiful Life", the famous Japanese drama starred by Kimura Takuya and Takako Tokiwa. Again. And I still cry like hell alot watching it. =p Although next Mon's modular assessment..hope I'm fully prepared for it...and certainly hope my memory won't fail me...*yikes*

Doubts...

I THINK I saw SKL today in the ktm I was riding on my way back from Ipoh to KL. He didn't saw me and I also don't dare to call out to him either as I was wearing a face mask myself. Guess he wont recognise me either. We haven't been exactly close except that we've known each other ever since primary school, if its not for the chinese essay tuition class. It sure has been nagging me since this morning. That weird feeling just keep coming onto me. *sigh*

Watching The Covenant now. Its a 2006 movie. I still remember I watched it in the movies and I keep thinking that I watched it with my sis. Found out that my sis has never watched the movie. And the thing is I don't remember at all who watched the movie with me already. I just wish someone could refresh my memory for me. *sobz* Now there's more to something to bother my mind.

Gonna continue studying after finish watching. Next Mon's 2nd modular assessment. And next Fri I'm going back Ipoh again for mooncake festival.

Perfect pitch VS Relative pitch

I have perfect pitch myself. It runs in the family I should say, so that includes my sister and my brother and my dad. I still remember someone back in choir said that he does not trust that there's such natural talent as perfect pitch and surely not in someone like me (long story back during that time in choir). Even said that's he's a perfect pitch himself and yet he always has to depend on me to give him the right key and the right note during practices. *dash underscore dash* Really cant understand these people. It'll only damage more of my brain cells by trying to understand what's really running in their brains.

Definition

Absolute pitch (AP), or perfect pitch, is the ability to name or reproduce a tone without reference to an external standard.

The naming/labeling of notes need not be verbal. AP can also be demonstrated by other codes such as auditory imagery or sensorimotor responses, for example, reproducing a tone on an instrument. Therefore a musician from an aural tradition, with no musical notation, can still exhibit AP if allowed to reproduce a sounded note.

Possessors of absolute pitch exhibit the ability in varying degrees. Generally, absolute pitch implies some or all of the following abilities when done without reference to an external standard:
1. Identify by name individual pitches (e.g. A, B, C#) played on various instruments
2. Name the key of a given piece of tonal music just by listening (without reference to an external tone)
3. Identify and name all the tones of a given chord or other tonal mass
4. Sing a given pitch without an external reference
5. Name the pitches of common everyday noises such as car horns

Relative pitch

Many musicians have quite good relative pitch, a skill which can be learned. With practice, it is possible to listen to a single known pitch once (from a pitch pipe or a tuning fork) and then have stable, reliable pitch identification by comparing the notes heard to the stored memory of the tonic pitch. Unlike absolute pitch, this skill is dependent on a recently perceived tonal center.

最美丽的第七天

上帝创造天地万物
做了七天的时间
祂将最美丽的事物
都放在世人的面前
所以，人生在世
无论你经历过什么
只要你懂得珍惜
一切都可以是最美好的

Knee pain

My knee pain's back to haunt me!! ITS BEEN FOR 3YEARS!!! Its all really due to the badminton and basketball playing. *dash underscore dash* That's why I wasn't able to run much or even jump while playing these sports. I can't bear the pain again. And that results in me suffering while walking up and down the stairs. Can't even wear high heels. I wonder when all these will end. I seriously don't want to end up undergo surgery to remove the menisci or what. And I soooo miss track-running where me and Ah Ong always compete against each other to see who's the fastest. =(

starting of Hari Raya holidays

I'm sooooo stuck in the hostel now. *sobz* Can only go back home on Sun morning while all my friends are either going back today or tomorrow OR even back in their hometown already. Thanks to "them" the train tickets for today and tomorrow are all sold out. ISH!

I WANNA GO HOME~~

p.s: To those who're concerned about my allergic and sleepwalking conditions, my skin problems are getting better, just scars left which need a long time to disappear. As for my sleepwalking thing, I don't have a second experience already. Guess its just that day where maybe I'm under some amount of stress. ;p

New invented technique

I just found a new technique of playing badminton in my room when I don't have a badminton racquet and the shuttlecock. I used a toiletroll when I've finished using it as the shuttlecock and the broomstick as my racquet and my room door as the target..thanks to my pathetically small room. LOLZzzz. I wonder what my roommate will say when she knows about it. *wink*

Stupid uni!! We had a long day of almost 9hours straight of no-electricity day. And it's not only our hostel, but the WHOLE uni..so that includes the classrooms. So the students especially the music students like my roommate is forced to stop the classes else they'll be having them in entire darkness (that sounds romantic though =p) Lucky though that I went out from 3-6pm to play badminton with my juniors in Angkasa's MPH. Muahahaha...guess that new technique of mine has some effect...I think I've a hang of it on playing badminton already...at least better than the previous session we had two weeks ago. And now I'm OFFICIALLY addicted to badminton, which its good! ^^ Later I'll go on to swimming...as soon as I get my roommate to go together...I SOoooo wanna have a look at North Wing's newly built swimming pool...and also Blue Ocean Strategy's fabulously-magnificent hall where I only saw pictures of it in the newsletter of UCSI website. Seems that we even have a Steinway grand piano in UCSI now...COOL!!! Just that its in North Wing's Blue Ocean Strategy hall...me and Ying Hui have absolutely no idea why they put it there since the music faculty's in South Wing here *dash underscore dash* Oh...and no-electricity day like yesterday is no big deal...we just had the same thing last week...last week is for 7hours...duh~~ We gave so much money and yet the electricity power's terrible. Seriously we need to hand in petitions and even letters of complaint from the parents so that the uni know how "miserable" they're making our life. PLUS yesterday there's a heavy rainstorm after I got back from badminton session, which makes my stomach have to suffer until 7something when the rain almost stopped and me and YingHui just have to get our books and her laptop to Taizi cafe to get away from the hostel. We stayed there till around 11.30pm after I got the sms from Michael that the electricity's back in hostel. I guess the people working in Taizi probably recognised us both already. LOL. We're there last Thurs too..hehehehe =p

Now I'm hoping that they won't have the same thing again next Thurs..when I come back to KL again after going back home this Sun. And next next Mon's 2nd Modular Assessment =S Hope I can get better results, else Dr. Aishah's gonna screw me. *yikes*


p.s: Special thanks to my juniors especially the guys, Jee Wei and Chap Hoong who taught my how to play badminton and again to Chap Hoong and Jee Wei for dragging me off to play basketball last session =) Oh..and also to Yu Leong la...for teaching me how to shoot basketball last time during orientation. LOL.

Quote of the day

If one person got a zero in his examination, it does not mean that the person has zero knowledge on the course.

*Quoted from Dr. Nelson's lecture on [Data & Information], one of the examples of interval data where there's no absolute zero*

extreme allergic reactions

Recently when I went back to Ipoh, went to consult another skin specialist ==> Dr Henry Foong in Fairpark. My skin problems had gotten worse again coz I've eaten groundnuts without myself realising...ish! Anyway...I went home with two puffy, swollen eyes....and after the swelling has gone down it results into the skin around the eyes "coming out"...and its really a terrible sight~~ The doctor gave me some medicine with ointments and cleanser with moisturiser for bathing and applying. He also suggested that I get a IgE test. Dad got my blood sample and also urine sample to check for the IgE level and also whether there's presence of Helicobacter Pylori coz I had problems with my stomach recently too. My blood test results came out few days after...and seems that my IgE level is 1500IU/dL while the normal level is normally lower than 100IU/dL...that is just soooooo terrifying....and I can't do anything about it except to avoid the foods that lead to allergic reactions...haih~~

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyperimmunoglobulin_E_syndrome

Sleepwalking???

Urgh...had the worst experience ever this morning....At around 6am, I got up from bed, walked out of the room and subconsciously locked the door without bringing along my room key, walked to the toilet and.....by the time I was fully conscious I was knocking on my room door and fumbling with the doorknob....BUT the whole process ever since I got down from my bed I was totally half conscious only...no idea what I was doing till I suddenly realised I was knocking on my door...and the thing is...my roommate's been not back for 2weeks already!!! Okayyy....this is getting kind of creepy =S I had such experience before...but not as serious and terrifying as this....my sis is now worried that one day I'll walk without knowing out of the door and head for the balcony instead..and I stay on the 4th floor *speechless*

戒指

那天刚看了香港剧 【最美丽的第七天】。。好喜欢郑家颖和周丽淇这对荧幕情侣哦～ 迟些就想看 【天幕下的恋人】 和 【翡翠恋曲】。。也是这倆当情侣的港剧 ^^ 【最美丽的第七天】让我哭好多耶……也好感人的……尤其是他们俩的爱情史 *sweet* 里面我最爱的剧情是周丽淇说： “一对男女朋友拍拖时有四枚戒指是男生一定要送给女生的， 那就是： 追、 求、 订、 结……四枚都有不同的意思， 代表着男女经历四个不同阶段， 那这一段感情才够实在” 我也想要～～ XD

The Day

Yesterday was an unexpected day. ZW said he might come visit me on Fri night. And he did!!! Finally~~ Said he'll come early morning...but turned out he woke up late so only reached BTS station around 11.45am. So I went there to pick him up. Went back to uni after that while I took him touring the classes and the library. Then we went off to McD for lunch =) Met Johnny and Hui Shian there. AFter lunch, we went to Midvalley. ZW suggested we watch movies, but the queue's too long plus not much nice movies to watch and also the showtimes are awkward. So we walked around, browsing through guitar shops where I get to see the different branded guitars like Takamine and Martin, and only yesterday I knew there's something called semi-acoustic guitars...lol =p And I finally listened to ZW's guitar playing, which is great! =D We also browsed through clothes shop where we only look for ZW's clothes, from Topman to GAP to finally G2000. Oh well, I'm not the kind of person who'll shop for clothes ;p And so lucky that G2000 was having weekend sales yesterday, so the shirts ZW chose have 50% sales, meaning that from the original price of 100bucks...we can get them at RM50!!! Our eyes gone big after we've done the calculation =O And I realised only some guys will look real good in formal shirts...hehehehe....Anyway, ZW bought 2 shirts instead of one, a blue and a brown one. Nearly targeted on a black one...real sexy one too..but then since bought the two shirts already so the black one will be the next target...LOL =P Oh...and I get to try Krispy Kreme's doughnut...Vanilla Glazed doughnut...first time...thanks to ZW's suggestion...delecious too although I've took some time to adapt to the sweetness of it =) Its darn expensive for one doughnut so we shared one la... We only left Midvalley around 6pm. And the best thing is, I got back to my hostel to find out that there's no electricity!! *dash underscore dash* And according to my neighbour that it has been like that for the whole afternoon already. So maybe its a kind of blessing that I went out with ZW although I'm having my 1st modular assessment on Monday =p By the way, I'm now officially become ZW's shopping partner ^^

vanilla glazed doughnut

Takamine black guitar

I'M SOOO FALLING IN LOVE WITH GUITARS!!!

long lost blog....

Recently didn't blog as much as I did before that la...started classes 2 weeks ago...well..classes are as usual...lectures almost the same...including the slides and the PBL triggers...which's kind of an advantage to us la...lolz...can save more time no need to find informations on the PBL triggers already...hehehehe......and lucky also the lecturers didn't exactly "shoot" at us always expecting us to be able to answer everything lor...(except for ABK...I'm sooooo wanting to kill her with my own hands...really thanks to her I got the lowest marks for PBL...duh~~)

Nothing special happened these few weeks la...except what happened these few days la...nearly had a nightmare of my life...OK..it started with Malaysian Studies...the lecturer told us finals is on next Thurs...so me and my friend went to the Registrar wanting to get the exam token after class...turned out that me and my fren can't get the token COZ OUR NAME AINT IN THE SYSTEM CLAIMING THAT WE'RE NOT TAKING UP MALAYSIAN STUDIES!!!!! Meaning that we won't be able to take the exam!!!! And this also means that the time I wasted travelling to and fro every week for the last 2 months was totally wasted!!! Plus I've already paid the school fees for this too!!!! But the thing is....it's not our fault at all!!!!! To start with, me and my friend are repeating students...so their system may be messed up or something...that I dunno...then when we did our course selection for 1st yr again...our dear course administrator PS told us that we don't have to put in Malaysian Studies in the manually-done course selection form anymore coz according to her our name's in the system already....so we just hand in the form with only our medicine programme subjects written in the form....and somehow I think there must be some kind of misunderstanding or miscommunication between the administrators...ANYWAY......the Registrar then asked us to fill a "Approval for Late-Adding Subjects" form after they've got the whole idea of situation from PS...but we need the Msian Studies lecturer, our school dean and the Finance officer's signatures....and guess what...our MS lecturer is actually a part-timer and he doesn't come to uni often!!! But lucky us though that very day he was in uni bcoz some students want to retake the midterm exam...To get the school dean's signature is the difficult part....me and JW waited for 2days for him to get the signature and also he needs to add a reason...guess the dean's sick of us already la =p OK....finally got the reason and the signatures...went back to Finance....and they told us the reason aint strong enough and we need to pay $100 as penalty!!!! WTH....I mean...this aint our fault....and we even paid for it!!! The Finance then told us actually what we paid excess for school fees...and I go frus!! I told them off that if you knew that we've paid excess...you should have told us earlier...and we wouldn't have to end up in this situation....and they go like....there're soooo many students how would we expect them to call each one one by one if they paid excess...?? So I told her back....if thats the case...once a student didn't pay up...you guys are just sooooo persistent and so quick in calling School of Medicine...then looked up for my friend's mentor asking the mentor to contact my friend!!!! GAH!~~~ What happened next is one of the finance officer which's a very nice lady then secretly told us we should ask the dean to write a stronger reason: "Please waive fees and it's not the student's fault". Well....this reason works and we don't need to pay for the penalty!!! WooHOo~~~ So me and my friend are able to get the exam token on Monday =D The number of times we both travel from the Finance and the Registrar in Block A to my school office in Block C 4th floor is uncountable already...Oh...forgot to mention one thing...the best thing is that PS (my course administrator who started everything) resigned!!! Else she would have dealt everything already and not causing us so many trouble *dash underscore dash*

In conclusion, private universities only know how to "makan duit"...paid school fees in excess you also should let us know so that we knew there must be something wrong...hey....the excess aint a small amount leh....and I've keep comfirming with the Finance that is it that amount of money I need to pay up...my name has long been not in the system....and you should know that at the time I paid up!!!! Stupid "money-greed" private unis~~~

Another Transformers 2...

What a day~~ Had classes til 11am. Followed by PBL til 1pm. Had exactly the same trigger as what I had last year. Caused me to be in a dilemma. Am I supposed to talk like I supposed to so that I can get my full marks? Or should I not talk so much and let my juniors talk more instead? This is just soooo getting on my nerves. ESPECIALLY when we got ABK today as our facilitator. What a nightmare~ *dash underscore dash* Supposed to have Q&A session in the afternoon as a replacement for Fri's session, but seems that Aishah's still sick so its being cancelled again and postponed to this coming Friday instead. And how coincidence it is that I sms-ed Zoo V during PBL asking whether he's coming to visit me at UCSI or not and he told me he's going to meet up with Vshin instead at Midvalley. Oh well, that tempted as I'm not in my best mood today. Had insomnia yesterday and PBL session really pissed me off especially after seeing ABK. So went off to Midvalley after PBL and dressed up. Both were having lunch at McD when I reached and after that we went for movies ==> Transformers 2 after great consideration choosing between Harry Potter and Transformers. It's still as great as the 1st time I watched it. =) After movies, dinner! AFter dinner, Zoo V said he need a pair of formal clothing for his presentations. We went to Jusco to buy him a shirt and a pair of pants. Vshin had his eyes on a pair of cool slim greyish silverish tie instead after I suggesting it to him. Lucky for them its currently Jusco sale, so the stuffs are quite cheap. Oh well, this is the 1st ever experience of mine to choose clothes for guys besides my dad and my bro. Should I say lucky these guys? =p Darn tired....gonna nap now a bit before waking up and continue with my studying.....


p.s: This is the 2nd time I'm not able to get on a KTM due to the terribly-stuffed "sardine cans" *duh~* KL people are just sooooooo darn crazy during the busy traffic-jam hours...not only on the roads...but also on the railway tracks....

Anime craze~~

I FINALLY found the whole Full Metal Panic! anime and Full Metal Panic Fumoffu on Youtube!!! I still remember many many years back when my bro let me watch that anime....the 1st anime I watch....I still can remember how funny and cool it is....have been searching for a long time ever since I have my own computer and got to know how to download stuffs on my own....so now I managed to find them!! As nice as ever....and I just LOVEEEE that crazy main actor guy ^^

A New Start and A Change

Started classes this week. Everything's just introduction to the topics we need to learn in this year. The juniors are great! No one's from Ipoh or even Perak...the nearest is from Cameron Highlands ==> Frankie OK...the guys are especially great coz the girls seldom mix with us....guess coz we're not that close yet...or maybe guys are better to mix with...there's Johnny (cute chubby guy), 光耀, Lin Hui, Melissa, Jie Ying...others still not sure what's their name yet...hahaha....especially the girls...they all look quite alike especially coz all of them apply makeups to class *dash underscore dash* (oh ya...unlike us COMMON seniors...no idea what's the reason behind all the makeups...simple makeups is acceptable...but mascara???) And I'm now spending more time with my friends then shutting myself back in hostel....which I think is a good change...and they too think its great for being able to drag me out from my hostel...LOL =p Hopefully someone'll come pick me up for supper tonight as promised by ah Pang ^^ Speaking of ah Pang...when we were having lunch together just now....I mentioned about how YL nvr spoke to me already ever since I got my results and how disappointed I am about him since we've known each other for so many years....and really thanks to ah Pang for telling me that I knew now I've made a great big mistake and misunderstanding about him....seemed that he just dunno what to say to me and afraid that I'll misunderstand for whatever he says....oh well....he should have told me straight about that!!! Or at least greet me or what instead of treating me like an invisible person...duh~~ Haizzz.....guess I seriously need to confront him someday...just talk to him instead of waiting for him to start talking to me again...Well....at least I knew that my intuition wasn't wrong in the 1st place....just that I couldn't believe for what I saw with my own eyes...luckily that ah Pang and Thomas and Chap Hoong asked him about that and he told them...and when I expressed my anger to Pang she just told me what he said....He just duno how to express himself....scared of being awkward....what a guy~~~

Joke of the day...

什么花在炎热的天气时是冷的、冷冻的天气时是温热的？
答：豆腐花 （呵呵 =p）

Starting of a brand new year...

Gonna start my classes next Mon...everything's the same from the start...except the system is totally different this year....with no more every week Formative Assessments....and ended up with only 3 tests this semester..after each module taught...Ok...anyway....saw my juniors on Mon when I went to the computer lab trying to do my course selection...there're only 25 of them..which is considered very few of them if compared to my batch where we had about 45 of us from the start...and also if compared to the new batch of pharmacy students where they've 60 of them!! Crazy dudes....sooo many people studying pharmacy...I wonder will there be anymore places for them to work by the time they graduate...In those 25 juniors of mine...most are girls...and the guys..?? Sigh...too bad for me...gonna be a boring sem with no leng chais AT ALL!!! =p All either too nerdy or...err.....not good-looking la..AND all of them are one year younger than me...no way I'm going after a kiddo...not up to my standards....hahaha....but what I'm gonna do in class is not too see leng chais la...lol...I'll be sitting in front of the class upon the request from Dr Aishah...oh dear....hope I won't be caught dozing off while sitting in front of everyone =S Besides me, there'll also be JW, CW and Jeffrey...oh well....4 seniors among the juniors..I wonder how this year will be....and no way I'm gonna fail again this time...and won't have the chance to...coz IF I really do..guess either my dad'll kick me to overseas or even kick me to study music (definitely NOT my choice!)

Joanne Ho

Almost forgotten that I've a nickname given by Liew Min aka Sa Po Min back during the CO period ==> 猪安何....a direct chinese translation from Joanne Ho...which eventually she and my juniors short-formed it to 猪!! *dash underscore dash* So last time you can always hear someone yelling that over the room or even over the field....best-nya.......till even my family knew about it when once I met my junior in a shopping mall *walao ehhh*

冷笑话。。

1. 人在什么时候想喝汽水？
答： 孤单的时候，因为。。。当你孤单你会想“汽水”（起谁）

2. 蜘蛛侠是什么颜色？
答： 白色！因为“是白的man”嘛~

3. 什么动物最色？
答： 无尾熊！因为它整天抱着树干。。

4. 哪个皇帝瞎的？
答： 康熙，因为 cant see~

5. 一个洋人夹在两个印度人中间，你会想到什么？
答： OREO饼干

6. 咸蛋、茶蛋跟臭蛋一起考试，哪个会作弊？
答： 咸蛋！因为“咸蛋超人“ = 咸蛋抄人

7. 蛋糕跌倒了，谁会鼓励他起来？
答： 猪！因为朱古力蛋糕

8. 年轻人和老太婆发生一夜情后，年轻人死了，为什么？
答： 他喝了过期的奶~

9. 哪个历史人物跑得最快？
答： 曹操！因为“说到曹操，曹操就到”~

经典照片

~Dad & Mum~

This was taken UNNOTICED by my couz sis during my piano convocation...lol....where she was sitting beside my parents...they were soooo engrossed in chatting that they never realised that their pic was taken till my couz bro just sent me this picture ^^

An emo post

Am going back to KL for good this Friday...2 more days away although I just came back from KL today afternoon....okay..long story cut short...I bought the return ticket last Fri so still have to come back today...and since most probably will be having 2 classes per week..my as well go back earlier...its almost 2weeks away to the starting of my classes anyway...better still to keep away from home...or should I say my parents...I seriously need freedom and the relieve of stress which I can't find those from home anymore.....sigh~

Darren's back in town....under quarantine at the moment...and Leng told me they'll be going to KL someday...then we can meet up then! =) Too bad though I didn't get the chance to meet up with my ji muis back here in Ipoh...time is just not right...next time I guess....Going back to KL also gives me the chance to meet up with Zern who got back from Hong Kong and is currently working in KL...somewhere...no idea where...but she's free during the weekends...and can meet up with Zoo V too...he still owes me a free playing of Howie Day song with his own guitar....hahahaha....and he still hasn't came to visit me at UCSI..YET!!! I've spent my money and time to get to INTI...but that stingy uncle just wouldn't do so...1st he's lazy and 2nd he's stingy!!! *blerrr*

Currently feeling hopelessly helpless....hope there's someone's shoulder I could lean on and cry...but the only thing I can find for now is my pillow...and it's already drenched with my tears....

Dilemma

Been facing the dilemma since I know I've failed my 1st year's finals and I would need to repeat the whole year again or risk getting kicked out of uni that I'll be repeating my year together with a bunch of juniors sure-to-be younger than me and most probably be meeting my juniors from Form6 coz there's already two juniors sms-ing me on enquiries to study medicine in UCSI *dash underscore dash* but now have finally come to accept the fact la...I just have to ignore that dilemma...the most important thing is to study and pass the finals!! I'm also under the pressure mainly from my parents and also from myself....the money for the school fees (it aint small amount for medicine course)....the one year wasted compared to others who will be able to graduate after 4 more years where I still have 5years to go....and I feel the difference between myself and my own high school buddies...and also my parents pressurising me without themselves knowing....like my dad complaining once that he won't be able to retire earlier as what he had initially planned..and my mum complaining alot that she will have to work double as an insurance agent...haizzzzz..........Okay...I may have to accept the truth...but I seriously need time to pass the barrier and heal the wound...guess it'll take a loonnnggg time.....

Yikes! I haven't been meeting up with any of my high school buddies...only with my tuition mates...and I'm going back to KL sooner before my classes start so that I can concentrate more on my studies...home equals to heaven for sleeping and eating =p Not to mention also to get away from home because of some reasons....which only zoo v and ern know about it.....Being away from home also means I can meet up with friends in KL without my parents knowing...else they'll have a big fuss over it....*oOpS...sHhhhh.......hehehehe*

Hopefully...

Hopefully its mere infatuation....hopefully...

Or am I thinking too much?

Or just because I don't want to accept the truth?

I hope that it's just me having too much thoughts.

I couldn't bear the thought of it anymore....

HolidaySSSSssss

Just went to Fraser's Hill last Sat and stayed overnight there. Main purpose is to celebrate dad's birthday which is actually today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! ^^ and also to celebrate Father's Day, which's this coming Sunday. We always celebrate these two events together as they're so near together every year. Anyway, had the MOST memorable time we ever had in Fraser's Hill! *dash underscore dash* (learnt this from zoo v..lolz) Sure...Fraser's Hill has been getting more and more developed since the last time we've been there, which's actually last year's Dad's birthday too...and the number of travelers are increasing as well....and this caused us unable to book the usual hotel that we always go to. We landed up instead in another hotel...quite old one...lack of management too...but famous because its the place where the rare beautiful birds congregate ==> Jelai Gunung Resort Unexpectedly on our way out of our house, my eldest uncle called up to ask whether we're going to KL on Sunday, and when we told him of our plans on going to Fraser's Hill...he said he'll probably be joining us..and he sure did! Arrived not long after we've arrived there..and he and his family stayed two rooms away from ours. And such coincidence my youngest couz bro has the same birthday as my dad..so we had a double bday celebration la...my mum made a homemade Japanese cheese cake while my aunt bought a chocolate cake from a cake shop as they decided in a hurry to come to Fraser's. Had a fabulous time eating in our room the cakes, the biscuits my mum made as well and the kaya puffs we bought. Then pressie time!! Dad was sooooo happy with the champagne me and my sis and bro gave....the shirt mum gave and the encyclopedia on orchids my sis grabbed from a warehouse sale =D HOWEVER......the night was soooooooo long...we were all attacked by mozziesss.....especially my sis...and the room was sooo stuffy and hot without no sign of any air-con or fan or whatsoever...we're forced to open the door to the balcony and the window but that gave chance for the mozzies to feed on us =S We're soooo lack of sleep by spending most of the night beating mozzies....I managed to sleep in the end with the blanket over my head without bothering about the heat anymore....but even though I'm already unconscious...I still automatically slap my whole body whole night through my sleep (my sis told me so) My uncle's family practically sleep while having the lights on the whole night...too much mozzies flying around....And the conclusion? This will be the 1st and the last time we're gonna stay in this hotel...better to stay somewhere where there's air-con in the room then go for natural air...natural cool air = mozzies!!!

So looking forward to the trip to Sungai Kelah's hot spring this coming Sat...will be going back to UCSI by Fri morning's train to attend the Msian Studies replacement class on Sat morning while listening to some groups' presentations...then maybe my uncle will drop by to fetch me and my sis to Sg Kelah...This time the trip is totally sponsored by my uncle...where we'll be staying in a rented bungalow...private one....where we'll be having a private hot spring by ourselves!!! *woohoo* Though the bungalow cost about $800 for 4persons....and additional people will be charged $80 per person *holy cow* My sis's right...I definitely need to go for this trip...as a treatment for my poor skin conditions...my skin problems just not totally recovered...scars everywhere too =( HOT SPRINGGGGG~~~

Steamboat gathering =)

Just had a steamboat gathering with my bunch of tuition friends...almost the whole gang of us appeared...hahaha...me, Jean, Yean, Ah Pao, Vic, Kar Meng, Wei Kit and Chew Kit....ate till about 3hours long...chat til non stop..eat til non stop too...hahaha....actually talk nonsense more le...lolz....everyone didn't change much la...which's good since our relationships remained the same...still as close as usual...I'm just sooo glad that I still have this bunch of friends around =) Waited for about 2hours though for Vic to come all the way from Kampar as he ended his class only at 8pm...He arrived only about 10pm and so we left at about 11.30pm....and its the latest hour ever that I got home!! =p The BEST record ever....lolz...nearly got a scolding from my parents tim....Before the steamboat, me and Jean and Wei Kit and Kar Meng even went to watch Terminator Salvation together before meeting with others for the steamboat...not a bad movie...but too bad 17 Again is not showing in Ipoh cinemas...ish! Will be watching it with sis back in KL on Monday though...hehehe......

Early-morning call =)

Just had a one-hour chat with Ern...so so so so soooo happy when I heard her voice...was wondering who'll be calling at such an early hour...We chatted like old times....and lucky her call is free...else we wouldn't have the chance to do so....I sooooo darn miss her le......A call from USA thousand miles away is just such a surprise for me...especially during this time where I needed support from someone like Ern....thanks ALOT dear!! ^^ I felt alot better talking to you...telling you everything from my studies to my family problems...sooo nice to know that you're always around for me whenever I needed you...and DO please update me more in the emails la....I feel sooo lost knowing nothing much about you...others asked me about you I also don't know much about you...

STUPID MALAYSIAN STUDIES!!!

Stupid lecturer...stupid Malaysian Studies!!! If not for you...I wouldn't have purposely travel to-and-fro from Ipoh to KL although the time needed is not as half as bad as those who came from JB and Penang...but still...it still wastes alot of my time!!! If not for you...Wei Kit wouldn't have to come all the way from Penang just to accompany me to class...he was in Penang celebrating his friend's bday which's on Sunday night..and early Monday morning he took the bus straight to KL...arriving only in the late afternoon...and turned up the class is cancelled!!! That is just sooooo....last minute!!! Now I felt soooo guilty for troubling him so much...even asked him to change the bus ticket yesterday when he accidentally bought the 4pm bus...duh~~ So ended up we spent the whole afternoon in the library with me studying while he sit quietly opposite reading his crime novel...then went off to McD for dinner because he so wanted to eat fastfood...after that went to Pudu together...waited for almost one hour there too because we were there early...haiz....all the time wasted just because of MS.......but Wei Kit's real nice la...unbelievably nice..LOL =p Even Ern was asking me why was so nice out of a sudden since we've known each other since form2...

p.s: This is the 1st ever time I sat in the bus with a guy..err...a close guy friend...caused me to unable to sleep comfortably...lol...and yesterday is one of the nights I slept early if compared to the last 2 nights where I was having insomnia and can only sleep around 5am....

败犬女王

唷。。终于追完了台湾偶像剧《败犬女王》了！！总共21集耶。。也是今天才刚播完。。就被我从Youtube上下载了。。呵呵 =p 结局真不错。。有够感人的。。而且差不多每个主角配角都各有眷属。。算是开心的结局啦。。再说单无双和鲁卡斯真是一对度过了重重困难才能在一起的，差8岁的姐弟恋。。是个不同风格的偶像剧啦。。因为很大的可能性蛮多人不能接受男生比女生小这么多的现实吧！小8岁耶。。。对我而言，要照顾我的男生绝对不能比我小。。要大过我也最多能大我3岁吧！蛮高要求喔。。可是世界上能被封上“好男人”这个代号的男性实在是越来越少了。。开始怀疑好男人全都消失到哪去了。。搞得我现在人已接近21岁了。。却还是孤伶伶一个人的。。嘴里说暂时不想管感情生活。。可是说实在的有时候真希望有个人一直陪在我身边。。有什么事随时都可以找他倾谈。。什么事都可以找他分担。。好想有个人一直呵护着我。。也好知道有个人会无时无刻支持着我。。随着年纪的增长，对很多事的想法都改变很多了。。。

我朋友说得对。。之前我的那段感情其实也真的不能算是男女朋友的关系耶。。九个月里说是拍拖。。可是真不能相信我们连牵手的阶段都还未到耶。。那。。这个就算是我生命里一个小小的、只是在我生活中偶然路过的点缀吧！好想拍拖哦～～ 只可惜我生命中的白马王子似乎还未出现的。。最好就不要等我五年毕业后都还是单身的咯 >.<

Just knew from looking at his Friendster page that he'd broken up with his gf...I don't know how should I feel..relieved..?? Or happy..?? Okay...the latter is quite impossible...being friends aint supposed to be like that...but whatever is it...I'm glad that he had started to keep in contact with me already despite the few months of misunderstandings between us...Oh well...hopefully we can resume the friendship la by the meeting-up next Fri =)

Everything Everyone has changed...

Went out with my tuition gang yesterday night...at first there's about 7 of us...but somehow ended up only with me and 2 other guys, Vic and KM, cuz WK went off to Penang to celebrate his fren's birthday..Pei Pei sick already...Pei Sin and Kar Yan weren't sure but anyway they didn't turn up la...so the initial plan of going for steamboat changed to Yeolde English...

OH well..KM's the same as usual...he keep mentioning that he just broke up with his gf...while keep on hinting...like he so wished I'll go out with him especially for movies when I mentioned I'll be going to the movies with WK in KL later...like he so wished that he can go to my house for once...and like he start touching my hair...and that really gives me the goosebumps! Even Vic noticed that too le....haiz....so I really cant imagine how obvious is his actions and the way he talked...Anyway...what shocked me the most is when Vic arrived...He sat down...dug into his pocket and got out 2 handphones (rich guys are like that...KM too has 2 handphones...more handphones growing moulds at home =p)..PLUS a packet of cigarette and the lighter..my mouth goes..."O-M-G!!! Victor Loke!!! You're smoking?? Ever since when??" That is what i call unbelievable....As you ages...the mindset changes as well...and it all depends on the friends you mix with actually...so like when I told them I never went clubbing ever since I'm in KL...they're the one feeling unbelievable...to them...clubbing is the only activity you HAVE to do once you're in KL...else you can't consider yourself as a KL people...hmm......weird thinking of theirs...

We chatted and chatted from 7.30 right until around 10pm when Vic's friends called him for another round of his own Scout gathering...Glad that I still have such friends...and seriously I do mix better with guys...hahaha...guess they treat me more like a buddy than as a girl...we've known each other for too long...especially Vic...since standard2 wor...Even glad that we'll be meeting up again next Fri with even more people...of our own gang...the twins, CP maybe if he's going and willing to see me again, and WK...too bad Hsi Yu cant attend....and cant contact Sarah and Ah Pao....its nice to meet up with everyone....I soooooo miss the time we met up the year before last where we can chat for hours....

如果我们之间有1000步的距离

你只要跨出第1步

我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

付出真心　才会得到真心

却也可能伤得彻底

保持距离　就能保护自己

却也注定永远寂寞

YAY!!! =)

Was just mentioning about Patricia Cornwell in my previous post...and now I'VE FOUND EVERY BOOK OF HERS!!! Muahahaha...it'll take some time to finish those I bet...even downloaded the Shopaholic Series =) Ohh....I'm sooooo happy!! Even though they're only e-books...but poor people like me wouldn't have enough money to buy the whole set la...guess my sis'll probably get a heart attack even if I did...lolz...she really cant stand crime writers...unlike me that I'm more interested in the laboratory investigations and medical stuffs mentioned in her books....

"Kay Scarpetta" series:
(In chronological order)
Postmortem (1990) ISBN 0-684-19141-5
Body of Evidence (1991) ISBN 0-684-19240-3
All That Remains (1992) ISBN 0-684-19395-7
Cruel and Unusual (1993) ISBN 0-684-19530-5
The Body Farm (1994) ISBN 0-684-19597-6
From Potter's Field (1995) ISBN 0-684-19598-4
Cause of Death (1996) ISBN 0-399-14146-4
Unnatural Exposure (1997) ISBN 0-399-14285-1
Point of Origin (1998) ISBN 0-399-14394-7
Black Notice (1999) ISBN 0-399-14508-7
The Last Precinct (2000) ISBN 0-399-14625-3
Blow Fly (2003) ISBN 0-399-15089-7
Trace (2004) ISBN 0-399-15219-9
Predator (2005) ISBN 0-399-15283-0
Book of the Dead (2007) ISBN 0-399-15393-4
Scarpetta (2008) ISBN 0-316-73314-8
The Scarpetta Factor (Due for release 2010)

Andy Brazil/Judy Hammer series:
Hornet's Nest (1997) ISBN 0-399-14228-2
Southern Cross (1999) ISBN 0-399-14465-X
Isle of Dogs (2001) ISBN 0-399-14739-X

Post-Mortem by Patricia Cornwell

These few days found a very old novel in the whole collection of books...from what my sister told me the book was actually a birthday present from my mum to my dad many many years back..the book is Post-Mortem by Patricia Cornwell..

Patricia Cornwell (born Patricia Carroll Daniels June 9, 1956) is a contemporary American crime writer. She is widely known for writing a popular series of novels featuring the heroine Dr. Kay Scarpetta, a medical examiner.
In 2002, Cornwell claimed to have solved the mystery of the Jack the Ripper murders by accusing noted painter Walter Sickert, though her conclusions and methods have been widely criticized.

Plot summary

Five women with apparently nothing in common had been brutally murdered, limbs tied and strangled, always on a Saturday pre-dawn morning. The serial killer, originally dubbed a "Mr. Nobody," moves undetected through a paralyzed city, leaving behind a gruesome trail of carnage but few clues. However, he had a weakness - he leaves behind strong traces of boron based industrial handwash paste.
Initially, Dr. Kay Scarpetta, Chief Medical Examiner for the state of Virginia, and Pete Marino, homicide detective at the Richmond Police Department was at a loss of how to track this killer. In the end, Dr. Kay Scarpetta had a guess that he could be someone who had a strong body odour, and he regularly washes himself, even at work.
They then decided to release a false report to the press about "breakthroughs" in investigations, describing the killer as a regular man on the street, who is very conscious about his own body odour due to a birth defect.
During the course of the investigations, after going through the details of the victims' life, Dr. Kay Scarpetta realised that despite one of them being an African-American woman, the way she speaks sounded like a white woman. This caused Dr. Kay Scarpetta to deduce that only a 911 operator has the required information to stalk down his victims, as every 911 call that came in, the address and details of the occupants in the particular place was revealed, and he only chose women living alone.
Her hypothesis was correct, but it resulted in her almost being the sixth victim, as she was a regular caller to 911, due to work commitments and the need to be involved in investigations.
One Saturday morning, the killer apparently showed up at her home. As the killer moved away to get something to tie her up with she reached and grabbed the pistol under her pillow, just as Pete Marino barged into the room and shot the killer. Later, Dr. Scarpetta realized that her .38 was not loaded.
Marino had realized that Dr. Scarpetta might be the next victim and had staked out her home. Which was the reason he was able to show up and save her when the killer showed up.

Okay...the story line IS gruesome...but I'm somehow addicted to the way she writes...and I seriously learnt alot about medical investigations especially laboratory work...Too bad I only have one of her books...others guess have to search for the E-books le...

I miss the times...

I miss the times when we fight over anything during class, even slamming each others with files and books plus you getting hit by my erasers.

I miss the times when we walked over to our friend's house to get her to tuition.

I miss the times when we lepak at the field, reluctant to go for tuition even in the middle of our tuition class.

I miss the times when me and my friends tried to make things right for you and my other friend.
I miss it when you first gave me my nickname. Nobody ever calls me by that nickname now.

I miss the times when you and others gave me bday presents.

I miss the time when you sent that bookmark through your club straight to my classroom.

I miss the time when you're there for me at the Chinese Orchestra competition, when even he ain't there for me. You and Vic did a great deal for me just by being there to support me.

I miss the times when we can spent hours on the phone chatting away even if we talked crap =p

I miss the time when you first stepped into the state library just because of my influence to ask you to study.

I miss the times when you willingly fetch me everywhere when I asked you to, even to fetch my friend home on my behalf.

I miss the times when we watched movies together.

I miss sitting in your old washed-out yet functionable car.

I miss the time when we almost have the chance to bump into each other in Genting where you're working there and I was there holidaying.

I remember myself crying for the 1st time during tuition just because of your wrongdoings and without any reason I'm being involved resulting me being blamed by Cikgu.

I remember the day where you confessed your feelings.

I remember the day where you start to ignore my phone calls and sms-es when I needed you most.

I'll forever remember the day when you told me through SMS to keep on with my life and keep off yours just because you have a girlfriend.


And yet, you've chosen to betray our long-term friendship. Honestly, you and Vic are the only guys that I've ever known for so long...almost 12years long of friendship....You've chosen your gf over our friendship and I really hate that!! Friends are forever friends and cannot be kicked away just because you've a gf plus I'm a girl that may arouse your gf's jealousy. Friendships cannot be measured that way. If you treat friendship that way, I would have not befriended you.
Times passed. I learn to forgive and forget. I hope you will cherish our friendship and learn to know that whatever has passed is forever the past. Look forward to you future and appreciate your present gf, but please do not forget about our friendship.

Love Phantom by B'z

My favourite Japanese band ==> B'z Known about them from my bro...and I finally found someone who likes them too!! Never knew that Uncle Jasz also loves B'z till we mentioned about that once ;p


B'z (ビーズ) is a Japanese hard rock duo, comprising Tak Matsumoto (松本 孝弘, Matsumoto Takahiro, composition, guitar) and Koshi Inaba (稲葉 浩志 Inaba Kōshi, lyrics, vocals).

They have released 41 consecutive #1 singles, 23 #1 albums, and sold more than 77 million records in Japan alone. Under the recommendation of Steve Vai, B'z were the first artists from Asia to have their handprints and signatures put up in the Hollywood's RockWalk.

年年有今日 by 古巨基

This is my favourite song too...by Leo Ku 古巨基..my favourite Hong Kong singer of all =) They did it soooo well...and Justin Lo's cool as well ^^

Viva La Vida by Coldplay

This is my favourite song of all =) Thanks to Zoo V I got to know about Coldplay....downloaded ALL their albums...and that's how I got to know about this and LOVE it!!! Zoo V thinks I'm addicted to it...lolz....until I've searched high and low for the piano score and I finally found it last week!! ^^ Don't ask me why I love it though...its not the lyrics but the melody I guess....Coldplay's songs really cool though...especially when Violet Hill's used almost at the end of the movie Night At The Museum 2 =D

Back in KL...

I'm once more back in KL...just for a few days la actually...just because of stupid Malaysian Studies today afternoon...And Heing called up last night after I sent a sms of bday wishes to her...ended up us chatting for about half an hour...She wanted to go to pasar malam when she comes back from UK...and such an coincidence right in front of my dear uni is the pasar malam...but where's she gonna stay after that? So she asked whether she can stay in my room...hmm...I guess I need to deal with that..the guards downstairs and my roommate...hope my roommate wont mind...but the main thing is...ME!!! I was shocked when she suggested that...I mean...err...not that I don't want to let u sleep at my place..but seriously we aint that close...ok...this IS weird~~ I wonder how I'm gonna handle that....hopefully she wont mind that I thought so...

Persistent guys

Ohh...I seriously can't stand these persistent guys...one is enough to keep my busy by rejecting non stop..but two..?? @_@ I simply smelled danger when KM called me up...asking me at 1st whether I'll be free on Tues or not for the steamboat gathering with my other tuition mates as well...really missed seeing them...the crazy stuffs we did together...only a few managed to go la...anyway...somehow the conversation goes on to he just broke up with his gf...I was nearly going to ask like, "Er...does that have anything to do with me..??" But I somehow changed my mind about that...I just don't want to hear something I don't want to...he can be soooo persistent according to Wei Kit who's his close buddy...and lucky he doesn't know also that Wei Kit's half on my side...so he tells me everything...lolz...oh please please please...may he just get off my butt and go on with his life...get another girl!! You are seriously not my type and you're not even in my list..what happened last time was just a mistake...maybe I made you did that mistake but it wasn't intentional..u just thought too much....


Spotted this in Ying Hui's blog...she had been telling me to watch this on youtube but somehow I forgot about it...teeheee~~ Here's it...

The Four Finger Pianist - Lee Hee Ah

Amazing with her full will and determination to play piano with just 2 digits on each hand while we lucky ones have full ten fingers...

A whole new start...

I haven't been telling much people about this...and I also have no idea how to tell this to those especially my close buddies...probably image problem...anyway...I failed my 1st year finals!! I was supposed to be kicked out of UCSI if they're following the old rules...but the examination board had a meeting and they agreed to let me and 3 others have a chance and repeat our year...the whole year....haiz...and that means I'll be wasting one more year...yet as my sis told me..treat this year as a gift from God where I can spend my 1st half of year revising my whole 1st year's stuffs until I really had a grasp on it...then start on 2nd year stuffs so that I won't be so stressed when I reach 2nd year...And why did I failed? I did work hard...except that guess my studying method gone wrong during my 2nd sem coz i did quite well in my 1st sem...plus guess the stress got the better of me when I was worrying dead that I don't have enough time to do everything...and even when I wanna do planning...I was dead worried that I won't have time to finish up everything for my finals...so guess everything just gone topsy-turvy...haiz....what's done is done...I cried that whole day when I got my results till my eyes got swollen like hell...and my parents extremely disappointed till they keep asking for my assurance that I really wanna study medicine...even keep asking whether I wanna change to study other courses...but the thing is...this had never crossed my mind coz I've been wanting to be a doctor since I was a kid...partly influenced by my own dad...but mostly is because I'm really interested in it...

So...Fishy, Leng and Ong...although I promised you guys that we'll meet up once we all get back to Ipoh...but I don't think that's a good idea...not during this period...sorry ya.....and sorry also for not telling you guys face-to-face...but guess I'll graduate one year later than u guys lor then...

Cool arrangements...

Found this in basically every friend of mine's blogs...and I find this really amazing...wonderful dad too to arrange this specially for his dear daughter =)

LLCM Graduation photo

Okla...this is only one of the photos...the one beside me is my one-year younger couz bro...it was taken using my couz bro's hp by his friend...and was taken before the ceremony where we were all waiting outside the hall for them to prepare everything and let us in...other pics are either in my dad's camera...mine was not used at all...or they're in my couz sis's camera....will be getting the developed photos though from them later ^^

My dear nephew =)

See this picture? He's my eldest couz bro's first-born son...Hoo Jay Renn!! Cute huh...Coz my couz bro stays in Klang...so we seldom have the chance to meet them la...and we only managed to meet this kiddo here 2weeks ago when we went to visit my couz bro after my piano convo...He's just soooooo cute ^^ Oh...anyone if possible...do go to www.mix.fm, under the heading Interest, go to Baby Idol and vote for this cute nephew of mine, Hoo Jay Renn...thanks! =D

To Ernie Foo...

Ern's not missing Malaysia...
Ern does not miss me...
Ern does not miss me...
Ern does not miss me...
Ern does not miss me...
Ern does not miss me...
Ern does not miss me...
Ern does not miss me...
Ern does not miss me...
Ern does not miss me...
Ern does not miss me...

Ern's not mentioning me in her blog anymore...
Ern's not email-ing me anymore...
Ern never replies my sms-es...
Ern didn't drop comments in my blog already...
Bad Ernie...
Never seen Ern on9 for a long long long time already...
I don't know alot of updates about Ern...
Its been such a long time I didn't see Ern...
I MISS ERNIE FOO~~!! *sobz*

1st Malaysian Studies class

Today just had our 1st 3-hours Malaysian Studies class...and I really can't stand that lecturer...seemed that he's a part-timer and currently teaching at German Malaysian Institute (never ever heard of it at all...he said its a MARA institute)..and he's a chinese-malay mix...but the thing I can't stand him is that his way of teaching is soooo like teaching secondary school kids...he doesn't even treat us like uni students...which's kinda sad...and for that whole 3-hours...what he did is showed us a presentation by a group of students about aborigins in Malaysia...and just 2 slides with no more than 10 sentences per slide...and he just elaborated...its more like he's teaching us Form1 and Form2 Sejarah...everything he talked in class just now is what we learnt 8years ago -.-'' Ahh..cant stand la....and 2weeks later we've to start doing our presentation already....and that's just in the middle of our year-end break!! ARGH~~~ Plus its impossible for us to skip this Malaysian Studies le...any skipping of more than 3 classes meaning we're barred from the exam...ish.....meaning I seriously need to come back every week just for this class...lucky Wei Kit has promised that he'll purposely accompany me come back and be an illegal sit-in for this class although he'd already taken it last sem ^^

Some of my friends have been urging me to get a bf soon...but after that experience...I'm kinda scared of getting myself committed into any relationship...I'm only hoping for an eternal relationship...that's what I always hoped for...so....just have to wait la till my prince charming appears ;p

Exams...

One more week...just one more...to my finals...my 1st Professional Exam...which also meant if I don't do well in it I'll be kicked out...sighz....stress is creeping into my daily life already...my sleeping habit has gone topsy-turvy...meals still ok...and thus I think my skin problem is coming back -.-' Whatever la....at least later I'll have about 1 month's holiday back in Ipoh...too bad though that we'll be starting our 2nd year one week earlier...which means I won't be able to celebrate dad's bday this year =( Have to celebrate it earlier then...

Finally at this time of the day the Internet's normal...when everyone's must be dreaming away while I'm still fully awake...hahaha....just have to finish that stupid Guyton physiology book...just few more chapters...For the past week...so many things happened...

First, its my Licenciate piano convo last Sat held at Legend Hotel...my whole family was there to support me...including my bro who's working in Penang =D Thames Valley University even put up a congratulatory ad in The Star...hehe...the whole list...It amazed me to see so many foreigners coming from all over the world to receive the award..its a once-a-two-year thing....and you sure cant miss it! Even the few girls sitting beside me are from Singapore...few more girls sitting in front of me from Sri Lanka...saw a Jap guy too when I was paying up for the photos...and the most touching and amazing thing that happened during the piano convo was there was this girl who's actually blind and she was awarded LLCM same as me...she even performed a song improvised by her ownself which's a mixture of Chinese Love Songs...AMAZING!!! After she ended her performance...all of us graduates even stood up and clapped extra hard for her...its all her determinance that pushed her to this point which I really admired that =) My dear couz bro's there too...but he's getting his ALCM instead...and people around must have thought he's my bf...lolz...coz he just loves to take my pic...don't ask me why though...hahahaha....
After the convo ended around 3pm and after we took loads of photos especially with my dear piano teacher...we went off to Klang to look for my other couz bro who just had a baby few months ago...that nephew of mine is just SOooooo cute~~ But that also means I'm getting older...with all these nieces and nephews I'm going to be called Aunty already =( But the worst news is I'm going to be a great aunt soon once my niece have her baby....haiz~~
After spending some time at my couz bro's house...went off to Subang airport to meet my eldest uncle to have dinner together....seemed that my 2nd uncle's family and my piano teacher are there too...so we all had dinner together...seafood ==> MY BELOVED =D And just known from mum today that we actually ate around RM1000 that day...OMG!!! And it was treated by my eldest uncle as he had promised me so he will as a treat for me getting my Licenciate....Thanks alot uncle!! ^^

Second, my theory teacher is PREGNANT!!! Wonderful news and shocking too as she's already 40 something years old with 4 children already...but this time she's having a baby boy...which's quite a change from her 4 kids who are all girls...soooo happy for her =D And she and her husband didn't even realise she's pregnant until its already 5months pregnancy...

Lastly, on last Sunday afternoon...my neighbour's daughter who's actually deaf and had mental problems since birth did something shocking...once her parents are out of the house...she got out of the 2nd floor window from the back and walked on the roof all the way to the front of the house and just jumped off!! Landed with a loud BUMP on the yard...and sooo lucky that my parents are at home...coz normally on Sundays we have the habit of going outstation mainly for food and leisure...and so quickly my dad went over and gave her 1st aid while waiting for the ambulance to arrive....seemed that she broke her leg at the thigh *oUcH*...but she didn't even whimper...not to mention didn't even cry....and lucky she didn't fall onto the porch...else I think it'll be worse....now she's ok already after a few hours of major surgery that involves getting out the whole thigh bone and put in a nail to reconnect the broken part...This incident still gives me goosebumps remembering how mum described everything to me...even mum had a nightmare about it....

Lousy Internet!!

Thanks to the lousi-ness of my wireless connection back in the hostel..I'm now officially stuck in this computer lab trying to do all the stuffs I wanted to...from downloading Youtube videos to searching for informations on my PBL topic to checking email (it's amazing how not getting online just for a few days can lead to an almost-exploding inbox) to browsing through the neverending Facebook and Friendster...I must have seemed evaporated from Earth...not to mention how long I haven't been signing-in into MSN...lolz...all I can do to keep in touch with mua frenz is via sms...aiks! Besides the lousy internet...my com kena virus last Wed...of all the virus I could have got I got Trojan virus -.-' and resulting me spending those few days burning and burning and burning the PILES of files in my com...used up to 24 blank DVDs...lolz...all burn double copies...terrifying huh~~ =p But anyway...now its fine already...bought my dear CPU all the way to the computer shop to reformat it...and completely changing it from Vista to Windows XP...FINALLY!!! I can't stand Vista keep on giving me unwanted problems...and Vista's too unstable to support each and every programmes...and that includes my wireless software...oh well...at least everything's fine now....

Okie le...one more month to go till finals...and I'm still not yet halfway through...sad case =( Exam date impossible to be post-poned....and I'm stuck with Malaysian Studies even after my finals...which I've decided to travel to-and-fro just to attend that 1day 3hours classes....GREAT~!!! BOO to Malaysian Studies!!! And there goes my end-of-year holiday.....

-Praying hard that I'll pass my finals so that it won't result into me being kicked out of UCSI-

Dermatologist visit

Went to consult a dermatologist today about my skin problems that have been persisting for about 3months already...dad had given me lots of medicine to try to cure it but no use...and so last resort to visit the specialist...This Dr Chew was actually my Jap teacher's sis...and her clinic's right beside Institute Yeoh where I had my PA tuition during form6...Anyway...after consulting her...found out that I'm actually having a skin disease ==> Atopic Eczema...where i'm having sensitive skin problems...started out when I had that allergic towards metal....then it just got aggravated by sunlight, stress, fatigue and lack of sleep...and also the inheritance rate is very high...got it from my mum's side...my mum, my aunt and my grandmother all have skin problems....oh well....so now I've to apply medicine, eat antibiotics and antihistamines plus using special cleanser for bathing...and I'm not allowed to drink milk and eat nuts...not advisable to kena sunlight...so have to wear long sleeves or a sweated whenever I go out under the sunlight...haiz.....it has recovered alot already...but hopefully it'll heal faster la...I'm getting so bothered with this skin problem of mine...

What I found about this skin problem...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atopic_dermatitis

Memories....

Went for lunch with mum and dad at a restaurant near my housing area here....and suddenly mum popped out a question,

Mum: Hey, do you remember this restaurant's boss? He looked so much older already...Oh...and do you remember his son who's the same age as you...??
Me: Huh..?? Oh...HIM!!!
Then my mum got so excited once she knew I remembered that guy...
Mum: Ya ya....you remembered him right? I still remember that last time he liked you...
Me: *utterly shocked* WHAT?!? You still remembered that..?? That was...like...donkey almost 10years ago la..."
Mum: Yeah...I still remembered that...me and dad just came here the other day and we were mentioning about it and sure we had a good laugh about it....hahahaha...I wonder whether he still can recognise you...
Me: I guess not...its really had been too long already...I almost forgot about it if not for you to remind me....and guess I won't be able to recognise him la since I've forgotten how he looked like already...

And yeahh...I just remembered today that this guy...spectacled guy...Loh Yi Soon (I think it's spelled like that...never know...hahaha)...knew him through Mental Arithmatic class that I attended for years during my primary school days...talked to him not more than 10 times...and how I got to know that he liked me...?? Thanks to my dear niece who was his classmate...and somehow I think he told her and so she told me...but oh well...those are just puppy love...omigosh~~ We were just kiddos that time...and that's why I never really care about that much....at that time I was only concentrating on preparing myself for Arithmatic competitions where I won year by year....for 3years....I still remember that fatty who always got 2nd prize while I got 1st....hahahahaha....his frustrated look..LOLZ.....till the last year I competed...I got lazy that time and was also preparing for UPSR...so I got 2nd instead and he happily FINALLY got his 1st prize....poor guy =p

心理测验

Found this in one of the emails my friend sent me....really interesting....anyone can try it out...although the answers are quite weird...hahaha...but u've to choose them on 1st intuition...and its quite accurate!! (for me at least...)

1、哪种情况你能接受呢？早上醒来后，突然发现...

A、发现自己全身赤裸睡在通往学校的路上。
B、隔壁睡着全身一丝不挂的怪老头。

My answer: A

【解答】∶你对异性的要求
A、你希望他能尊重你心里的感受。当你发生事情需要帮忙时， 他能够在身边守护你、温柔地对待你。发现你光着身体睡着了，马上帮你披上衣服并温柔地对你说「会着凉唷！
B、你是个很重视外表的人，你希望你喜欢的他懂得如何装扮自己，而且必须很有品味，跟他走在一起要不失你的面子， 最好大家都能对你露出钦羡的眼光，这样的你小心遇人不淑。

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2、你会选哪一种男女朋友？

A、一年只能与他相会5分钟。
B、一年里他分分秒秒都待在你身边。

My answer: A

【解答】∶
A、你选择了一年只能相聚５分钟的情人，天啊！？你真是如此冷漠的人吗？ 其实不然，你如果喜欢上一个人，会愿意与他一起奋斗， 即使再苦也心甘情愿，你是个很重感情的织女。
B、连上厕所也要心爱的他陪伴在你身旁，外表看来好象感情很浓密，但这其实不过是表面罢了。当你单恋他时热情如火。但正式交往后热情马上就冷却了，可以说是非常善变的人。

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3、想成为童话故事中的哪位女主角？

A、大家叫都叫不醒的睡美人。
B、最后被大野狼吃掉的小红帽。

My answer: A

【解答】∶你的失恋型态为何？
A、你的个性相当内向，即使你已经将告白情书写好了，还是不敢寄出去。 结果准备送他的巧克力都放到过期了。只敢远远地看着他，整天胡思乱想。再不行动的话，真的要失恋了。
B、只要你喜欢上某人，绝对会马上告白，而且还整天跟着他， 甚至自告奋勇要照顾他的生活起居。也不管对方对你是何种感觉， 只要自己喜欢就放手做，这样小心会被对方讨厌。

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4、如果你会选哪一个？

A、吃食人鱼大餐。
B、让食人鱼请客。

My answer: A

【解答】∶遇人不淑的可能性
A、你是个头脑相当清楚，不容易被旁人左右的人。社交能力佳。 个性也非常随和，马上就能跟任何人打成一片，不过， 你绝对不会让自己掉进危险的环境里，很懂得要如何保护自己。
B、当有异性要追求你时，你的外表也许会故意装成一副有所矜持的样子。但其实你的心里早已非常雀跃。等对方再灌点迷汤，你就会飘飘然，最后完全忘了自己的立场而任人摆布。

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5、你宁愿选择以下哪一种情况？

A、每次男朋友只要看着你的脸，就会噗嗤大笑。
B、你只要一看到男朋友的脸，就会忍不住要捧腹大笑。

My answer: B

【解答】∶阻碍恋情的情结
A、你对自己很没有自信，你是不是经常在问自己「怎么可能会是我。 对于爱情的态度相当消极，就算有喜欢的人也不敢向他告白。其实每个人都有他自己的长处，你要乐观一点。
B、你是个个性好胜、又自信满满的人，根本不把与你相同年龄的男孩子放在眼里，总觉得他们很幼稚，其实你有一点恋父情结倾向，会喜欢上老师或学长。将来会和年长男性谈恋爱。

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6、你们第一次约会的时候发生了什么事情？

A、他的裤子掉了。
B、你的裙子掉了。

My answer: A (Lolz)

【解答】∶约会时发生的失误状况！
A、你是不是每次约会时，都不知道该穿什么衣服好呢？他喜欢红色但今天你的幸运色是蓝色....，每次都犹豫半天，还是做不了决定。所以每次约会都迟到，小心哪天他不等你了。
B、你是个相当自我的人，从来不在意他人的感受。明知他喜欢复古的打扮，你却将自己打扮成庞克女郎赴约，让他觉得好失望。如果你再这样下去的话，他可是会离你远去的喔～

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7、以下两种情形，你会选择哪一种？

A、一个星期都动弹不得。
B、整整失眠一个星期。

My answer: B

【解答】∶你是自由恋爱派？还是相亲派？
A、你是属于相亲派，因为你很怕麻烦，觉得靠自己找对象不保险，万一被骗了，受伤的人是自己，透过相亲的话至少能掌握对方的状况与家世背景，遇人不淑的可能性就可降低。
B、你是标准的自由恋爱派，认为只有自己才最清楚自己喜欢什么样的人，你会努力地寻找人生伴侣，就连睡觉作梦时也在想这件事。一旦发现理想对象马上展开行动，掳获他的心。

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8、你会选哪个？

A、你上厕所时被他看到了。
B、他上厕所时被你看到了。

My answer: B

【解答】∶找出你的色情程度
A、只要一看到杂志上的色情报导，或是看到电视上的一些亲热镜头。你就会不自觉地脸红害羞。在异性眼中的你是个纯情派，但其实你早就有过这些亲热体验，只是不说出来罢了。
B、随着年龄的增长，你对于这方面的事会更加感兴趣。你会看相关杂志、书籍吸收知识，所以难免会被人误以为你非常好色。但其实你只是知道而已，却从未有过这方面的经验。

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9、一定要选其中一个当男朋友的话，你会选谁？

A、身高40公尺的超人。
B。身高15公分的一寸法师。

My answer: A

【解答】∶会跟什么样的人结婚呢？
A、你的未来老公，应该是个值得依赖的人，个性稳重、能保护软弱的你，他的年纪应该会大你很多，且事业有成，足够让你拥有幸福安稳的生活。
B、你的未来老公会是个可爱的大男孩，有点小任性，喜欢向你撒娇，你就象他的妈妈一般地对他照顾的无微不至，他的年纪应该是比你小。

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10、如果你是一个合成的人，你会选择下列哪一个？

A、大猩猩的脸，藤原纪香的身材。
B。松岛菜菜子的脸，企鹅的身材。

My answer: B (yerrrr....weird combination)

【解答】∶你是个花心的人吗？
A、你是个好色女，当男性追求你时，虽然嘴里说不行，但是你的手却紧紧握着他的手。就算结婚了，若有人想追求你，还是会移情别恋。
B、在其他异性面前你的态度都是非常自然，可以跟他们谈笑风生，难免会让人以为你是个花心少女。其实你的心中只有他，不会变心。

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11、你会选择下列哪一种录影机？

A、只能快速放映的录影机。
B、只能慢速播放的录影机。

My answer: B

【解答】∶你会在何时结婚？
A、你是超积极的行动派，只要找到意中人，就会马上摒除所有的障碍，只想跟他生活在一起，很有可能在２２岁左右就嫁为人妇了。
B、你是属于小心谨慎派，就算已经有了心上人，也不会马上急着结婚。你认为必须等到彼此了解后再谈婚事，因此可能会错过好机会。

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12、如果一定要给男朋友吃其中一种的药的话，你会让他吃以下哪一种？

A、一吃就会放屁放个不停的药。
B、一吃就会流鼻涕流不停的药。

My answer: B (ngek ngek ngek =p)

【解答】∶将来你会是怎样的太太？
A、你是先生的开心果，每天都会为家人制造出许多欢乐，虽然你的个性有点迷糊，不过会是一个惹人疼爱的好太太。
B、你有一点阴险，表面上对先生好象唯命是从，但却经常在背地里骂他是大笨蛋，这样的你很有可能成为恶妻唷！

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13、你会选择哪一个？

A、被吸血鬼吸血。
B、喝吸血鬼的血。

My answer: A

【解答】∶夫妻吵架是什么状况？
A、你是个相当固执的人，一旦吵架了，就一整个星期都不跟他说话，也不会做饭给他吃，甚至连正眼也不会看他，就象梅雨季一样，会继续冷战好久好久。
B、你们一旦吵架了，家里一定是杯盘满天飞，满地都是碎玻璃，你还会大声对骂，不过暴风雨马上就过去了。骂完后就将东西收拾一下，就好象没事发生般。

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14、你宁愿选择下列哪一种很糗的情形？

A、站在隔壁班同学的面前大喊「给我麦香鱼和小可！
B、在麦当劳柜台前大喊「我要台北到高雄的自强号两张!

My answer: A

【解答】∶你的小孩个性如何？
A、你将来小孩的个性非常的乖巧、服从，不过就是有点太内向了，总是给人软弱好欺负的感觉。
B、将来你的孩子非常活泼好动，对你来说，教育孩子的工作会相当辛苦，你经常要扯着喉咙骂他们。

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15、你会选择哪个游戏玩？

A、在火山岩浆中冲浪。
B、撑遮阳伞从高空降落。

My answer: B

【解答】∶你们的休闲活动是？
A、你们都喜欢运动式的休闲活动，平常会相偕去打打网球、游游泳或开车兜风，很喜欢做户外的休闲活动。
B、你们两人都喜欢室内休闲活动，假日一到就相偕去听演唱会或音乐会，有空时就一起去看个午夜场电影。

如果。。。

如果他当时坚持下去保护爱情，
如果我当时没有坚持武装自己，
只因为怕再度受心理上的创伤，
结果是否会有什么不一样吗？
还是，
我们俩只注定当一生的朋友，
或是，
我们情深缘浅呢？

可是，
如果世界上什么事都由“如果”开始，
那就不会有贫富悬殊的情况发生在世界各地，
也不会有人自杀或被杀，
所以。。。
如果一开始就知道是这样的结果，
该没有人会愚蠢到想改变结局吧！

现在后悔已为时已晚，
但也从未为了自己的决定而后悔，
只好默默祝福他能幸福。。。


慧妍

Moon River cafe, Kinta Riverfront

As I've mentioned in my previous post, this place is directly behind St Michael Institution of Ipoh...guess alot people still have no idea about this place's existence...but everyone should try it out la...althought the service's not too good...so the best thing is ==> try it out on a day where there won't be alot people going there too....lolz