To Ms Ernie Foo...

Ern, Me and Fishy ^^

Dear Ernie, thanks alot for taking the pics and uploading them!! =) I did bring my camera along that day...but guess I forgotten about it lying in my bag =p ANYWAY...that's not the main point...the main point is...I'm going back Ipoh this Saturday and I'm certainly dragging you out of your house and we must go crazy-ing before you leave...I can't go out everyday also btw...just ONE day will do...where we go play bowling (YIKES! Now you mentioned it I'm starting to itch to play it...its a looonnngggg time since I last played it...) and also most certainly we're going for a movie...no matter what movie...as long as its nice....coz I really don't know why we can end up not going for any movies together for the 13years we've known each other...I really don't understand why...NOT EVEN ONCE!!!! -.-' So....remember and DO try to keep your promise okay? Uncle Jason knows how to get to my house...so I don't mind if you guys find one night and drop by my house to drag me out go yumcha ^^ (No need to worry about my mum...she's less strict on curfew stuffs...and I'm allowed for night outings...especially where there's someone with the name FOO SZE-EN!!! =p)

The good lecturers gone...

Haiz...1st is Dr. Roland...our last PBL facilitator...and the best....now its Dr. Mehboob Khan...*sobz* But I wouldn't blame them...who wouldn't go for a better offer...like Dr. MK...he's being promoted as a professor in MAHSA College while if he continues to stick here...he'll still be just an associate professor...but...really do miss him le....he really taught me lots of stuffs...and taught me to learn alot...Dr. Roland too who went to Uniten...he's the one who started us to REALLY brainstorm during PBL..which always lead us to headaches whenever we finished our PBL last sem...which's a good sign...where we always have to crack our head + brain to answer his questions....Awww...I'm sooooo gonna miss them~~

AMCCO glory ^^

Hmm...what should I say...CONGRATULATIONS to AMCCO for bringing glory again!! They participated in 21st Century Chinese Orchestra Festival (二十一世纪国际华乐节) which I've participated in it myself when I was back in..err....form 4..?? Anyway...this really surprised me...not that I looked down on them...but seriously their attitude really doubted me when what I saw the very last time I went back to coach them...and ITS their attitude that made me swore never to go back to my alma mater and teach them no matter how they asked me to...I detest the teacher advisor...I detest the headmistress...however I reaaaalllly missed the times me and my friends and juniors and seniors had in CO...also missed Mr Lim, the coach..and surprisingly Ms Tai...haha..unexpectedly..but really do...especially when we've this really sux teacher advisor =p And CO really brings me lots...and I really do mean LOTS of sweet and bitter memories...and not to mention also let me get to know more friends from schools all over the countries...AWwwww.....why didn't UCSI have a CO...?? I seriously wanna organise a CO here...but don't think it'll get any response la...who else would wanna learn the traditional culture of Chinese nowadays eh...?? Haiz...think I better give up that idea...dun think I'll have the time either..2nd sem now is getting hectic...we're learning more stuffs...more into it...and more practical later....which I prefer practical than theories (who wouldn't anyway...?? =p)

Okok...these are the AMCCO's results...
大合奏A队：金牌奖
大合奏B队：银牌奖
阮齐奏：银牌奖

江南丝竹A队：铜牌奖
江南丝竹B队：银牌奖

二胡齐奏A队：金牌奖
二胡齐奏B队：银牌奖
二胡齐奏C队：银牌奖
二胡齐奏D队：铜牌奖

Too bad I didn't get to attend the competition even though its held in Genting...which's VERY near from my place here...almost 30mins of bus ride...but the time the competition was held I was back in Ipoh plus in between is my mum's bday...I so so so so miss CO activities~~

My 20th Birthday =)

FINALLY~~~ as Huey Leng and Zhu Whee had said...its my 20th bday!! Haha...why..?? Coz I've been cocky for very long already since they're all 20 already while its still not my bday..till today...and its the 1st bday I had for these 20years that I didn't get to have it back at home...and instead I'm STUCK back here in KL...sobz...coz its also the 1st day of my 2nd sem here in UCSI...and without realising it...time really flies...there goes one semester....5 more months to my 1st professional exam that determines whether I can continue with 2nd year...anyway...back to my BIG day...I've loads of friends wishing me..which I really thank all of you...esp my best-est friend Ernie who sms-ed AND also called just now, ji muis like Xinyu and Huishan and Ah Ong and Huey Leng and Pheak Zern whose far away in Hong Kong and purposely go on9 to wish me ^^ not to mention also some great buddies like Zoo V, Vee Shin, Ah Chaw from India, kai gor Wei Yao from Germany, kai gor Wei Yang, kai jie Wei Theng, Wei Loong, Yew Ming, Pin Jun, Jia Ji, Heing who called from UK and a whole lot more which I really really appreciate it =D Oh...and also my coursemates...whoaaa...they're the one who surprised me...I really didn't expected that coz I thought only a few of those who always go onto Facebook that knew about my bday...but what they did really MADE ME BLUSH!!! Awww~~~~ Today before our PBL starts...they just gathered around outside of our small, pathetically tiny room and the whole of them just sang Happy Birthday song to me =D No presents or any celebration which I really don't care...its really the thought that counts..and that really melts my heart~~ I also need to thank Ernie, Xinyu, HuiShan and Zhu Whee who hung out together with me (except HuiShan coz she had her own plans) on Fri...and we really had a memorable day...LOL...thanks for the necklace from Ernie way from Australia, necklace also from XinYu and HuiShan and also the two cds from UNCLE Zoo V =P But most I've to thank is my family who celebrated my bday earlier before I came back to KL on last Sat...mum made a fabulous cheese cake..and we invited my aunt to my house....where we ate the cake, ate fried mee that we "da bao" while drinking chinese tea...niceeeee~ Aww......I SOoooooo miss home...but never mind...next Sat I'm going home again...haha...for 2weeks of holidays of Xmas and New Year ^^ Come to end this...I would love to thank everyone again for remembering and wishing me bday~~~

ERN'S BACK!!!

ERNIE'S BACK IN MALAYSIA!!!! YIPPEEE~~!!!!

Speechlesssssss

What?!? Now my OWN sister thinks that I have a boyfriend....GREAAAT!!! And why does she suddenly thinks so? Coz HEING CALLED!!!! Omigosh~~~ I was studying while listening to the radio using my handphone...while waiting for my dear sis to leave my com to me...then suddenly my hp rang...I looked at the screen with a surprised look...coz there's no number indicated on the screen...anyway...I just pick it up thinking maybe its Ernie calling from somewhere...and that someone on the other end of the line seemed to have difficulty listening to me while I have the same situation here...and when finally I heard her voice...I was like....HUH?!? Is it really her..?? She's in Scotland leh!! THen when she asked me if I know who's she...I KNEW it's her...and so we chatted...for about 5-10mins....mentioned about Ernie too...and we've promised to keep in touch....on the phone....basically is she calling me up la...OK...come to the main point...when I walked back into my room...I told my sister that my friend called up from Scotland...she said like..."WHOAAA...who's ur friend so rich to call from soooo far...he wanna pikat u is it?" And I was like.."huh?? My friend's a girl la...." And she keep on asking me who's she...so I told her the truth...my 2yrs older senior...but not in chinese orchestra...and we were QUITE close...not TOO close though..so I was also wondering why did she called me...and when she asked me what's her name...I was getting pissed off...I mean...its my privacy and she's my friend....why would you wanna know...its not like you know every friend of mine...so I jz told her off saying: You wouldn't know her ger la...." Then she came up with her own conclusion that I have a boyfriend and thats why I was being secretive -.-" What the..............

Bro's convocation

Bro's convocation went on real well...only that we're always rushing for time coz our hotel's around 30mins from Putrajaya International Convention Centre where my bro's convocation is held...but...finally...he HAD his convocation and that's a relief for everyone of us =)

Oh oh...we had lunch that day after my parents picked me up on Friday at Midvalley's Little Vietnam...Vietnamese cuisine which my bro havent eaten before...and trust me...everyone seriously loved that when they've 1st eaten it ^^ Anyway..after lunch...went to Jigsaw Puzzle World...the place I fell in love since the 1st time I went into the store few years back...the only store besides Pet World la...lol...and got my 2nd bday present ==> a jigsaw puzzle!! =D I don't care if anyone thinks I'm still a kiddo for wanting a jigsaw puzzle...but I really miss my kiddo time where I seldom get to play with a jigsaw puzzle where dad seldom buys for us...he always get us books or cds for our presents...which we cant blame him for that..hehehe....anyway...this jigsaw puzzle will gonna end for years...its a 2000-piece jigsaw puzzle...and also its the tiniest pieces of puzzle in the world...hahaha...but the picture's nice...give people a calm and relaxing feeling...and picture of that puzzle will have to wait...coz it's back in Ipoh now....asked my parents to take back instead so I can start on it when I'm back in Ipoh for my mid-term break ^^

Late at night

Ahh....I so so so love chinese tea....thanks to my dad he bought me chinese green tea (in sachets) and the BIG packet of Ipoh Town White Coffee and the packet of Milo that I bought myself when I passed by the 7-Eleven outside my uni few months back....these really accompany me during my late night of studying...I just cant resist not drinking hot drinks at late late nights...cant drink coffee though late at night...else it'll be a sleepless night...I already have too much experience of that 0.O

Oohh...forgotten to mention...without knowing myself...this IS my no. 200 post...whoaaa...imagine that I've blogged sooooo much already...looking back at my posts...its no wonder..I started my 1st blog post back in Form5....bitter memories during that year when I broke up with my 1st ever bf...but those are memories already...and so now I look forward to my Mr. Right (IF there is..lolz....) Still prefer to be single though while looking around..hehehe =p Too bad believes me though that I wont be looking for anyone for these few studying years...sigh...OK....seriously...I'll let you guys know when THE day comes...you guys just need to have more patience ^^ I give my blessings to those who have found their Mr. Right...Ern, XinYu, Leng and Ong...I'm soooo happy for you guys le~~~ (Uh oh...sounds like I'm the only one who's single =S) But who bothers....hahaha...I LOVE being single...and that makes me S-P-E-C-I-A-L...ngek ngek ngek =p

Lovely weekend ^^

Woohoo~~~dad and mum and bro and sis coming to get me tomorrow!!! Finally can free myself from this hostel room of mine...I'm gonna get suffocated by the tons of kg of books...gonna get suffocated by facing my computer everyday (tried not to everyday too =p) and the daily routine of study...study...study!!! Haiz.....oh well....at least I still have these few days to spend with my family...going to stay at Sunway Pyramid tomorrow night....going to spend every single minute with my family...and going to attend my bro's convocation at Putrajaya Convention Centre...YAY~~~ ^^


Counting down to tomorrow morning when my parents come pick me up after they're done with my bro's rehearsal and we'll be going off for lunch somewhere AND to pick up the flowers me and my sis had booked for my bro...OKla....although those flowers really scraped my wallet....5 stalks of sunflowers and that costs me 80 bucks!!! Not to mention my dear sis who's almost bankrupt already...so she's still owing me the money...while I've to scrape the money from my bank account...NOW who's getting poorer....man....I still have 4 and a half years to go and that's my pocket money leh -.-' AND I'm certainly getting poorer after we've bought mum's bday present...there goes $72 from my wallet already....*sobz*


p.s I really need to save up the money on food...I spend too much for my 1st sem now...darn!

My family ^^

Ok...for those who always said that they haven't seen my brother before even though knowing me for so long...that's my bro standing behind my parents in the 2nd picture....aww....he's not smiling....so cant see the resemblance between me, him and my sis...lolz....These pictures were taken when we were holiday-ing on Fraser's Hill...and its also to celebrate dad's bday...and that cake was made by mum...imagine that...we carried that cake way from home up to there...haha...we take turns to put on our laps...but YUMMY chesse cake ^^

My 1st bday present

That's me wearing my NEW cap and sitting on my roommate's bed while my sis keep insisting on taking this picture (oops..!! sorry Ying Hui...but ur bear's in the pic too ;p)

27days to my 20th bday....finally....and unavoidable...i'm TWENTY!!! Old-nya......but seriously no one would believe so I guess....hahaha....even my roommate doesn't know that I'm 2years older than her if not for me telling her so....Okok...cut the crap....I've been wanting a cap for many years already....and since my sis asked...so told her what I wanted...and poof~~!! She bought me one....haha...bought it at The Mines...walked a few stores already and finally set my eyes on this one...its plain and simple....and its easy-to-wash kind of material....ok...I'm satisfied with it now....lolz...and I LOVE it!!!

1st sem PBL group

(Standing from left to right: Dexter, Yu Leong, Karin, Pang, Naresh

Sitting from left to right: Lee Keng, me, Nicholas)

(At the back from left to right: Pang, Nicholas, Naresh, Dexter and Yu Leong

In front: Lee Keng (left) and me)

Proudly presents ==> My 1st sem PBL group...GROUP D!!! Its our last day together...next sem most probably we'll be divided to separate groups...or maybe we'll remain together..nobody knows....but sure gonna miss the time we had together crazy-ing and ahem..."discussing" about anything from food to places to ***...hahahaha...too bad Karin left already before we managed to ask her to come back and take picture together...8 crazy people...4 guys and 4 girls...once bind together leads to forever friends and coursemate ^^

Wat Dr. Opabola said....

What Dr. Opabola said yesterday during our Community Medicine lecture is interesting....

"Girls, listen to me...God gave you breasts...use them wisely...ur breast are for breastfeeding ur babies...NOT for ur husbands or boyfriends....if ur husbands or boyfriends want milk...just go to Giant supermarket buy milk....and if they want something to suck on...go buy the baby-sucking thingy...AND please please DO NOT put silicon into your breasts...they're not

MULTI-PURPOSE!!"

Oh...goodness....I soooo love Opabola's words...hahaha...and I totally agree with him.....and I'm starting to love his lectures second to Mehboob's....he's sooooo cute...

Change of perspective

Just watched 27 Dresses...managed to somehow persuade my sis to buy the pirated one (SsHhhh.....hehehehehe) after zw introduced me that movie...he's such a craze over Katherine Heigl...anyway...I kind of agree with him ever since I 1st watched Katherine's acting in Knocked Up...OK...my main point is not writing about Katherine...its...well...I think I'm really changing my way of thinking about L-O-V-E...guess probably I'm watching too much of these love movies..anyhow I just can't believe "Love At 1st Sight" stuffs already...duh~~ how would anyone like anyone just at that one glimpse...without knowing each other at all...most probably not even names...they just need HIS friend to introduce HIS friend's friend (the GIRL) to HIM...and poof~!!! They're IN LOVE!!!! Yeaaahhh riiiightttt.........But if the relationship between two really close friends of the opposite sex suddenly progress to boy-girl relationship...that's sound kind of awkward too...I dunno for those out there...but for me...its REALLY weird~~~ Imagine u both from calling each other names as friends...to calling "Dear", "Hubby", "Darling", etc....that's so like...I dunno...to me its seemed weird...or maybe I just haven't get to know more and experience more...so.....dunno~~~ I know I'm kind of contradicting here....we certainly need to know each other better to be couples...but on the other hand....too close of a relationship between opposite sex really give me the creeps when these two become couples...i wonder how they address each other at the start IF they really become couples..lolzzzz

Me, my roommate and my roommate's sis

Me and my roommate

Me and my roommate's younger sis..SHhhh...she's actually one head taller than me ;p And ohh yeahhh....i looked fat!! Most of them are arm muscles...mind you....blerrrr..............

FLU!!!!

Argh~~!!! I HATE FLU!!!! Greeaattt.....thought should be a healthy me since this few days I've been sweating like a pig even in my own hostel room...stupid global warming is really putting its effect on us all~~~ Yesterday even have the weirdest bath ever...no water supply in our stupid hostel + the hot weather...caused me and my roommate with her sis to walk over to the next block to get water...oh ya...with 3 buckets...awww~~~ We're lucky that there's no one who recognised us...and lucky also that we knocked into my roommate's coursemate on our way back..so he helped us to carry one of the buckets...yeahhhh....me and my roommate jz shared that 3 buckets of water la @_@ Ah...speaking of my roommate...her younger sis came to stay here for 2 nights...6yrs younger than me...but taller than me (OK..i skip that part =P) OK....its fun having her around...although I'm quite sorry that for those 2 nights she had to suffer abit coz of me sleeping late...sorry ya~~~

Loneliness

No classes for this whole week....but I've chosen to stay back at hostel here to study for my midterm exam which is 26days away...and somehow I felt a tinge of loneliness somewhere deep within my soul...sometimes I just need someone here who's near me to always care for me, or just let me know he's always there for me is already more than enough...distance is not a problem for me...but the understanding between two hearts and moral support (better still physical support ;p) meant much more...but I just cant seem to find Mr. Right yet...what to do...KL no handsome dudes...lolz...and my Ipoh frens who're here with me are not Mr. Rights for me...some too close to me to be impossible that our friendship will develop into anything more complicated...while some is really not up to my taste (oops...am I aiming for too high?) Nah...I really cant bear to choose him la...he can never understand what I say...hahahaa...it'll be really a laughing stock la if I chose him...although my coursemates have thought from the start that we're couples....YEAHHHH RIIIGHTTTT~~~~ What I mentioned in my previous post was right...People in University can never understand the PURE friendship between a girl and a guy...when they click together too much people will just refer them as C-O-U-P-L-E-S~~~ So....I wasnt actually kidding la when I said its impossible for me to get into any relationship la for these 5yrs...believe me...although I feel lonely sometimes when I get tired of studying my stack of books...but I feel more tired trying to care for others...really really tired...once experience is more than enough......

上了大学才知道,原来。。。。‏

01.上了大学才知道，两个天天在一起的人不一定是朋友，有可能什么都不是。

02.上了大学才知道，从来不要和别人争论什么，因为那是没有结果的，无论谁对谁错。

03.上了大学才知道，手机是有事的时候用的，并不是为了交流感情。

04.上了大学才知道，真心对一个人好不一定有回报，而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的。

05.上了大学才知道，很多东西是可遇而不可求的，很多东西你只能拥有一次。

06.上了大学才知道，恋爱不一定是真心的，有可能是利益关系，有可能是攀比心理。

07.上了大学才知道，原来中学老师教的是那么好，那么负责任。

08.上了大学才知道，很多时候自己遇到不开心事，千万不要渴望别人同情，大多数人会采取冷漠回敬的。那样会更让人家看不起。

09.上了大学才知道，有很多东西是不属于你的，你使劲强求会遭天遣的。

10.上了大学才知道，生活是有很多不公平的，你一定要正视，相信实力和群众的眼睛。

11.上了大学才知道，人的性格可以差异到如此之大。

12.上了大学才知道，一个人要自己对自己好，因为真正关心你的人很少，有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照顾自己。

13.上了大学才知道，课程会在你不经意间，拉下很多，期末考试前不一定能补回来。

14.上了大学才知道，钱用的是那么快，用钱的地方是那么多。

15.上了大学才知道，从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人，放弃你留不住的人，不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人。

16.上了大学才知道，自己一定在乎自己的自尊，因为你的自尊在别人眼里根本不算什么。

17.上了大学才知道，不要心情不好的时候对周围人发脾气，渴望他们谅解你，人家不是你的父母，现在你可以明白父母对自己多么重要。

18.上了大学才知道。即便有人对情感看的无所谓，你一定要坚信，人之间的感情，有可能会令所有东西无法超越的，但记住，只是有可能。

19.上了大学才知道，会遇到许多自己看不惯的人或事，但那与你无关，别人爱咋整随他便，别生不该生的气，不值。

20.上了大学才知道，许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出，但请留住回忆。

21.上了大学才知道，会遇到很多诱惑，无论别人怎么样，你是你，你有你的原则和底限。

22.上了大学才知道，会有人很讨厌你或者和你过不去，但是他爱怎么样就怎么样，我们要大度，不和小人计较，但前提是你正确。

23.上了大学才知道，很多人无法理解男女之间的朋友关系，在一起就一定是恋人，不是恋人就一定不能在一起。

24.上了大学才知道，学习要刻苦，因为凭聪明就能应付大学科目的人是风毛翎角。

25.上了大学才知道，原来时间一空闲下来是那么无聊，丝毫没有中学的充实的感觉。

26.上了大学才知道，太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己。

27.上了大学才知道，对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝越来越少。

28.上了大学才知道，可以不把所有人当朋友，但千万不能把一个人当敌人，至少可以当同学。

29.上了大学才知道，玩你能玩的起的，玩不起的千万别玩，不然会输的什么都没有的。

30.上了大学才知道，快乐常常来自回忆，而痛苦常常来自于回忆与现实的差距。

31.上了大学才知道，原来上课，吃饭，上自习常常得自己一个人。

32.上了大学才知道，有很多人的想法与做法你无法理解，或是根本不知道他在想什么，千万别在那揣摩或者瞎猜，那样会让自己累，既然人家要保持神秘感那就让人家保持去啊，自己又不是占星师。

33.上了大学才知道，每个人都是带有“地方特色”的。

34.上了大学才知道，别人请客吃饭或着自己请别人吃饭都是很平常的，甚至请一个不怎么熟的人都是有可能的

35.上了大学才知道，每个人都是认为自己的家乡最好，无论他的家乡贫穷或富裕。

Soooo miss home.....

Yea...I know this sounds stupid when Ipoh's just 205km from KL...or maybe nearer since UCSI's quite near to the city centre...but seriously I just miss home....miss my family...miss my sweet, comfy bed...miss my friends back in Ipoh...miss mum's home-cooked food....miss my dogs...apparently EVERYTHING!!! And I won't be going back for a month more till after my exam....need to concentrate more on my studies...and its really time to prepare for my midterm exam which will be on 24th of Nov...thanks to Lee Keng...its 32days away....awww.....time's running short...and I SERIOUSLY seriously need to STOP procrastinating...ahhh...what a word...PROCRASTINATION~~ I've biochem, anatomy, physiology, embryology, pharmacology, microbiology and behavioral science to cover up...so....next week's whole week Deepavali I'll be spending here in my hostel....luckily I'll still be having my roommate around...and also her sister who's probably be coming here for Wed's Cheras famous, longest pasar malam ^^ Oh oh...and mum said that maybe she and dad coming to see me next weekend again =) And also I'm looking forward to my dear bro's convocation...which will be actually few days before my exam...oh well..I'm certainly not going to miss this event...after soooo many years....this is what we've been waiting for....as long as I bring my whole load of books along to the hotel to stay with my family le ;P


P.S: I soooo wanna a cap...Nike cap in blue or beige is perrrrfect....hahaha...but weird request for my bday present to my parents ><

Selangor one-day trip ^^

Asking why am I free enough to go for a Selangor one-day trip when I still need to study for this Fri's FA as well? Well...I was actually pulled along by my sis to go look for the way to get to Holiday Villa Hotel Subang from Putrajaya....which will be the route we've to take during my bro's convocation in Nov...whoaa....we go all the way from Putrajaya, go by Sunway city, passed by the quite famous IOI Mall and Summit USJ when we went to the wrong side of Subang, go by Sunway University College and Sunway Pyramid and Sunway Lagoon and Sunway Resort and its condominiums...basically everything in Sunway city coz we kept thinking that the hotel's in Sunway coz that's what was mentioned in the website...but ended up it's in Subang Jaya itself and just beside Sheraton Hotel....OK...now come to the part where we FINALLY come to the hotel...MAN!!! It's REALLY really a 5-star hotel...it really "live" up to its name....the beauty and the size is really jaw-dropping.....not to mention the price also later when we're gonna pay for it...thanks to my uncle la though that we'll be getting a corporate rate...else we'll be sure not to waste money staying in such a place although its nice and all.......whoaaaaa.......rich people place...ouch to my parent's wallet~~~ Whoaaaa....imagine...my bro will be having his convocation dinner in this hotel too....oooooo~~~~~

STUPID ME!!!!!

ARGH!!! Cant stand my stupidity and blurness....went to the toilet AND left the room key in the room!!!! with my empty, growling stomach too -.-" Caused me to walk all the way down the hill to the guardhouse at the main entrance to get the guard back to the hostel...and get the spare key for me...good thing that I didn't get scolded..and even got a ride on the motorbike of the guard....hehehehe...sooooo long time I haven't ridden on a bike already....the very last time was in form6 when Brian fetched me to GH for counselling club's stuffs...haiz.............

Yippeee~~!!!! Parents coming to see me afterwards...counting down to their arrival...2hours to go~~~ ^^

Poor KM~~

Poor KM...only got to hear today from Wei Kit that he REALLY does have a gf...oh well..I just cant understand why he would wanna hide that from me...unless........okay...I don't wanna think about that again...anyway...this newest gf of his...GOSH!!! I heard of guys who are control freaks over their gf's like my ex...but a QUEEN CONTROLLER?!?!?!

What QUEEN controller does:
1. Deleted KM's friendster account
2. Deleted all his MSN's contacts leaving her's only...poor thing.......
3. AND she's a hair designer...which means she designed KM's hair too...making him unrecognisable for me already -.-"
4. Last thing...haiz......why does KM have to find a girl with the same surname as me...?? Or he still cant let go meh......ISH!!!

PERFECT Friday and Saturday

Today's a nice day....Saturday...had FA 8 yesterday....hopefully i'll pass it...yesterday night went to UCSI's concert choir...didn't intend to go at 1st...but my roommate's singing also...my as well I go support and also to listen to the chamber choir la as UCSI is famous for its music course...Well...its way up to my expectations....not bad...and I love it!! Its been such a long time since I've ever get involved in choir stuffs...and the chamber choir's accapella is AWESOME~~!!! Next time I should go more la....its not like I get to go often since on my 3rd yr I'll be leaving to Terengganu campus...and THAT means NO piano + NO music = NO LIFE =( But at least we do still have the sea....ahhh~~~~ Plus I got to meet Ah Ong's bro already...FINALLY~~!!! And also Jeanie...they're both in the chamber choir which I kind of expected...Kinta Music School's students aint bad at all...also bumped into Wei Kit and Christina (urgh!) Oh...speaking of Wei Kit...need to mention this...on Thurs..my roommate came back from her coursemate's bday party and she mentioned a guy who also joined them...her description was: An Ipoh guy, 20yrs old, pharmacy student and he studied form6 at a school named A something....When I heard that...1st thing popped into my mind...I asked her back: "Is he a guy who's very fair and skinny with quite long hair?" She looked back at me...shocked look...and said: "AND his name's Wei Kit?" BINGO!! He's my fren...hahahaha....we both laughed like hell...the world's really small eh.....and my roommate said that next time she'll bring me out for lunch together with her coursemates since they'll sure to ask along Wei Kit's fren and his fren is sure to bring him along...and since I know him...its fine that I tag along ^^


Back to today...went to Midvalley...main thing is to look for the CD for Zhu Whee and also to get my printer ink la..I'm desperately needing it as I always need to print out my PBL information...and I asked Wei Kit to accompany me....nice of him to do so since he's a freak at studying =P But in the end...after searching high and low in the record stores there...didn't managed to find the CD...printer ink too expensive and which I decided to ask my sis to buy it back in Ipoh instead...and SO we ended up having lunch at Domino's....and ended up him asking me about me and my ex's stuffs...I still don't understand why is he that interested over my history, my past...hmm.........That guy's drove me crazy...taking the KTM this time is his 3rd time...1st time getting into Midvalley and 1st time eating at Domino's after being in KL for some time already -.-" I seriously need to drag him out from his books sometimes...IF I'm free myself that is...hehehehehe.....AND I found out stuffs that I dunno about him even though we've known each other for almost 8yrs...

1. He doesn't eat vegetables = he's a CARNIVOROUS And so I finished up the whole bowl of salad...and he said I'm the 1st person he ever knew who loves vegetables -.-"
2. He LOVES to watch horror movies....euww.........that makes ME out of his list if he ever asks me for movies...SURE to watch horror movies...
3. He was in the last class during his form1 and form2...UNBELIEVABLE!!! SPM get 9A's and STPM good results?? And now able to study pharmacy?!?!
4. Oh well...he's a lonely guy and keep on complaining about his lifeless life with everyday every hour every minute every second studying studying studying
5. He freakingly love cheese...which we added extra cheese to our pizza...and THAT means we've to pay more for it -.-"
6. He's a really heavy eater...that's terrifying for a skinny guy like him.....
7. He can't understand why I love football and anime like what normally only guys love those....lolz
8. Last thing..NOW he has a new name given by the music students on Thurs that day when they 1st meet him ==> DARREN....LOLZZZZ He almost fainted coz the name's the same as my ex, Big D...lolz



p.s: I miss chocolates~~~

STOMACH

Jz woke up...dozed off while studyin...woke up to find I'm terribly hungry....GOSH!! I'm actually getting a slight gastric pain....sleeping really uses the most energy and leads to fast digestion even though I had 3 slices of pizza + a bowl of mushroom soup + a bowl of salad + a piece of cinnastick for lunch today...or maybe its because I skipped dinner yesterday?? Hmm........aih...its darn dark outside already..impossible that my stomach can stand waiting for dinner any longer anyway...stuck with instant noodles le then.......

Wat a lecturer....

What's wrong with Dr Sundaresen eh..?? I really don't understand him...ONLY for his lecture...no one is allowed to do anything INCLUDING drinking water or going to the toilet..yeahhh...i can understand its impolite to the speaker....but this is kind of over....aint it...?? AND we're already 20 for goodness sake....today's even worse...our DEAR class rep has "diarrohoea" (dunno is it for real or not...anyway...that's not the main point here)....so he just abruptly stood up..told the lecturer he's having diarrohoea and just ran out of the room....ohh....you just cant imagine Dr Sundaresen's face...he's really looked pissed off...and the next thing is he just grumbled about us being not disciplined and shut off his com and just WALKED OUT OF THE ROOM!!!! This kind of thing I only remember seeing it during my secondary school days when our class just went out of control until the teacher got mad and she just went out of the room but somehow she forgave us la...and oh well...I did that once too during my teaching career coz my class just got too noisy for me to teach anything....but excuse me....we're not uncontrollable...its just that one of us need to go to the toilet...and you're mad at that? Or else what...u want Steven to do his business on his seat...?? -.-"

Bye bye kai gor~~

Ooohhh....i'm sooo honoured..!!! My dear kai gor remembered of me...even called me when he had just boarded the plane back to Germany to bid farewell although we're not really that...err...good relationship of kai mui and kai gor..me seriously not that type who'll depend everything on kai gors..but....LURVE YA Wei Yao!!!! =D U take care urself ohhh......gambate ne~~~

My CUTEEE lecturers ^^

I have about 14 lecturers..where most of them are foreigners...Pakistanian, Indians, Malays, Nigerians, from Myanmar....and some of them are really nice and easy to mix around with us students...okie...there're particularly two of them which are really good with me...Dr Mehboob Khan from India and Dr Nelson from Nigeria...and funny things often happen between me and these two lecturers...


This is the situation that happen between me and Dr Nelson:

One day, I was in the office looking for my mentor Dr Anupama to get my 1st FA's results. I found her office with her door closed. So, I tried to look through the glass door to see whether she's in or not. Apparently the glass door is covered with paper up till the height where its way too high for me. So the next thing I did was to jump, jump and jump!! And still cannot see...and suddenly a voice appeared behind me.....

Dr.Nelson: Joanne, what are you doing? (with Nigerian slang)
Jo: Err...sir....can you please look for me whether Dr Anupama is in or not? (duh, jumping la...what else..??)
Dr. Nelson: (after looking) No, she's not in. Well, cant you see for yourself?
Jo: Err....hehe...I'm not tall enough... (-.-' if i can see for myself, I wouldnt be asking you right?)
Dr. Nelson: Ohh....then you have to grow taller then...
Jo: ................... while smiling embarassly..............



Another situation between me and Dr Mehboob Khan.

We were having our PBL, which is actually group discussion la...anyway...we had finished the discussion...so before the prof left...I asked him whether is it possible to bring forward Fri's PBL in the afternoon coz I've to leave early for my 10.50am bus back to Ipoh...

Jo: Sir, is it possible to bring forward the PBL on Fri to maybe Thurs afternoon or Fri early morning?
Dr. MK: Why?
Jo: Coz I've bought the 10.50am bus ticket to go back to Ipoh.
Dr. MK: What la....Ipoh's just half an hour from here...
Jo: Huh?!?
Everybody in a shocking state for a few seconds...then Nick realised what was he referring to...
Nick: Sir, its IPOH...not Jalan Ipoh in KL...this Ipoh is in Perak state..which will take about 2 and a half hours to get there from KL...
Dr. MK: Oh...really? Oh..okayyy.....Well, I don't have any problem if u want to bring it forward...I'm ok with any time...just let me know after you guys have decided..
Jo: Thanks, sir.
After discussing, everybody agrees to change to Fri 9am.
Jo: Er..sir..one more thing....is it ok if I do it 1st on Fri and then I just ciao?
Dr. MK: .........................this girl ar......
Dr. MK: I've a story to tell all of you which is actually a story in our Indian language...but I wasnt referring to you ya (telling me). Ok..there's this person who gives his finger, but this other guy wants his arm instead..guy A gave his arm, guy B wants his shoulder instead...Guy A gave his arm, guy B wants his whole body instead...
Jo: ...................(aint it obvious that you talking about me..??)
Dr. MK: ........whole body instead.....like this girl here la....
Then the next thing he did is rolled up his pile of papers and just beat my head with that.......
Dr. MK: Asked for one thing already she wants more....the next thing she'll be asking me whether I can drop her off at the KTM station....
Everybody was already laughing like hell....including me......
Jo: No la....thats all I'm asking la....LOLZ
Dr. MK: Really or not?
Jo: Yeahh........(nope..I wont only ask you to drop me at the KTM station...I'll ask u to fetch me straight to Pudu =p)

p.s: This the 1st time I got beaten by my lecturer =p

Hanging out with buddies back in IPOH!!!

Was back in Ipoh since last Friday...HOME SWEET HOME~~~ For once...I really slept like a PIG back here compared to the sleeps I had back in campus...what a relief........Not to mention also the heavenly food in Ipoh...mostly mum's home-cooked food...SUPERLICIOUS!!!!!

Today was the 1st time I'm out with my friends ever since I'm back in Ipoh...or I should say...ever since I left for KL...pathetic....haiz....but the chances of me coming back kind of slim with my every-2-weeks assessments (now changing to every-week assessments @-@)...and even if I come back that'll be like only one and a half days in Ipoh...so i'll just spend the time brooding at home...in my air-conned room...on my soft, comfy bed ^^ Okie..back to the topic...well...basically I was out with Jason and Zhu Whee as promised and as planned days ago before I was even back here...then Hui Shan asked me out too...with Xuan...so I jz combined both....hahaha...meaning I'm out with Jasz, Zw, Shan and Xuan...which they (Jasz pair Zw & Shan pair Xuan) actually know each other but not as well as I do with each pair la...

Details: Started with me go meet up with Jasz and Tim in foodcourt where they're having lunch since Xuan's not in Parade yet...actually JZ woke up at 2pm -.-" Then...we walked around aimlessly...well...U cant expect anything from us 3 where we don't need anything particular and I'm not those fashionable girl who goes crazy on clothes + cosmetics + girly stuffs la...so....we just walk around...and somehow uncle Jasz thought of buying a necklace...without a pendant type since he had pendants back home dy...so...me and Zw accompanied him la...gave opinions also...and while he's choosing...Shan called saying Xuan's on the way and we're to meet in Popular...GreeAATTT...FINALLY!!! And after he'd bought it...back we go to Popular again...the place where we spent half an hour before that o.O

Xuan and Shan not much changes la...but it's really amazing to see them...its been like months since I've seen them...my fault also la...I'm the one always missing the chance of meeting them when I had the chance >< And meeting up in Popular eventually leads to yumcha at Kopitiam Junction...and chat chat chat there we go...basically just us 3 gals la...LOLZ...while the 2 guys got bored and just watch the pool game shown on the TV....guess they jz have to tolerate with us la....hehehehe...chat leads to taking pics together....and...OMG!!!! I just to have to hide that embarassment when we self-take pics @-@ But its nice...hahahhaha.....I just seldom have the chance to do so in KL since I don't always mix with my coursemates....BUT there's one thing I regretted....I DIDN'T GET TO TAKE PICS WITH ZW & JASON!!!!!!!! =( Silly me...absent-minded me to keep the camera straightaway after taking few pics with the girls....sobzzzzz~~~ And and and....zoo v's bday's on this Sat...and I didn't even think of celebrating earlier 2day....sighz...and the cake shop's just few stores away......GAH!! However....it is still a memorable day for me which I'll remember it during the torturing days in KL =) Thanks Jason, Zhu Whee, HuiShan & Xuan for making my dayyyyy =D



P.S: Sorry ya Zhu Whee...will replace the celebration when I get back next time la...just make sure u leave some free time so that me, u and Jason can go out together again..and next time...don't just go lepak la...we go play bowling or watch movie le ;p

tiring day~~

Whoaaa.....now I finally know how HUGE is the stupid KLCC...2day I walked almost whole afternoon just to find the stupid foodcourt...coz there's two of them...and this is the 2nd time I'm in KLCC...plus me alone this time...tat uncle la...havent finish his work so I've to go to KLCC...sit in the foodcourt alone + read my lecture notes + listening to my mp3 (where the battery conked out in the middle of B'z song -.-") while waiting for him to come meet me up...Finally....he's done...as HE says...but actually not yet but he ciao dy anyway...and asked me to meet him at the main entrance...gReATTT!!!! I've no idea at all whichever's the main entrance...the only entrance I've been to is the entrance leading straight to MPO box office...so...walked around again looking for the right entrance...walk walk walk~~~ Finally saw him after he called me and got to know whichever entrance I'm at...gave me shock though seeing him....or I should say his hairstyle...SHORT!!! Only I know that he shaved his head like zoo v's not long ago and now growing steadily....lolz....now he looks more like a kiddo...LOLZ~~ =P Ok...met him..gave him the bus ticket and I got the money....and we went off to the LRT station masing-masing...I was praying sooooo hard that there'll still be UCSI bus left...but guess I'm praying not hard enough..by the time I reached BTS station...the last bus had left...so I'M STUCK!!!! Haiz....wasted another RM5 and took a cab back to my hostel instead...but he didn't stop directly in front of my hostel...so used my remaining energy to climb up the hill + climbed up to 4th floor 0.O Ahh....all of these adds on to my poor rumbling stomach which I didn't had breakfast + lunch today...HUNGRY + TIRED = getting thinner and thinner~~~ which I dunno is that a bad or a good thing that I should be happy of since I've been wanting to keep myself slim ><

Woohoo~~~~

Friday's coming!!! YAYYYYY!!!!!! Home hOmE HOME~~!!!!!! Going back home this Fri....for 9days!!! Ahhhh...home sweet home......miss home...miss my family...miss my doggies..miss my frens back in Ipoh...miss my comfy bed....miss Ipoh food...miss Mum's homemake food...and miss days without classes where I can sleep ALL I can.....!!!!! Hehehehehehe ^^

Thurs havin FA....studying antibiotics name now...after FA need to go to KL Sentral to meet up with Uncle Jason...that guy ar....in the end still need to get back to Ipoh by bus la...and luckily Vshin got extra ticket that he misbought la...else dunno how's he gonna get home...or else stuck here for 1week lor =P Too bad he can't accompany me to Pudu on Fri =( so after PBL I jz leave for Pudu straight myself lor...alone~~~

Outing at Midvalley, 20th of Sept

Wheeeeee.........had a fine time meeting up with Vshin and Ah Khor yesterday....although we didn't do much la...except for searching around for Harvey Norman in stupid huge Midvalley...and also bought my eggs for my meals...plus had lunch at Little Vietnam...but meeting up with frens is really nice =D They both didn't change much la....still THAT tall...really weird with me walking in between them...-.-'

Yippeeee.....Grace's maybe coming back on 14th of November...hopefully can le...then can go out during that time...before my midsem exam too...must persuade lazy zoo v to come to KL le...

OHH!!! I CANT BELIEVE THIS!!! LINCOLN SEOW'S STUDYING LAW IN LONDON!!!!! HE??? LAWYER??? GOSH~~!!! Ernie Foo...can u believe that Lincoln that we've known since std 6 and someone u've despised before is actually studying LAW??? Ohh goodness...I'm soooooo speechless now~~~

WeirdoS....

Aww...what's happening around here....there're LOADS of weirdos staying on the same floor as me here.
1. My neighbour, a Nigerian who always brings her friends up here into her room and sleep overnight, WITH her roommate inside. GOSH!! I cant imagine how the hell they ALL stuff inside...each room's not big at all!! Really pity her roommate who's an Indian...can imagine her always saying: "WHY!!! WHy am I so pitiful to stuck with this Nig even though we've almost the same skin colour!!!!!" =P

2. I really don't understand the Nig's living style. I'm not being racist okay. But its REALLY weird when they LURVE to cook during really really late at night...and its always....spaghetti!! They'll jz pop in the whole bowl...yupz...whole bowl of it (disgusting looking though) into the microwave...10mins later...get into the pantry...take it out...mix in somemore stuffs (goodness know what are they) and in pop it into the microwave again...GROSS!!!!!

3. Oh...oh....there's more...for this Sept intake...out of a sudden there're a bunch of Indonesians moved in here....goodness know what're they studying here...its jz our neighbouring country anyway -.-' OK..anyway....they've the same living style as the Nig's...and man...I can never stand them while they're bickering away in their Indon language in the pantry....they LURVE to chat that....yak yak yak all the time...and with LOUD voices too...as if they wanna everyone to know what they're talking about (but seriously nobody can understand)

4. People on my floor LURVES to stand or sit somewhere...or i should say...ANYWHERE...the staircase...balcony....they can even walk up and down the corridor while talking away on the hp...the thing is...its always late at night...after midnight!! Jz imagine me always getting the shock of my life when u see someone standing there....as still as a statue....at the staircase...looking down to nowhere...EUW!!!!

5. People on this floor LURVES to bathe late late....okay..."that" people is actually me la...lolz....so OTHER people gets their shock =P But I cant help it la...I always have the urge to finish what I'm studying....and by the time I finish...its already very late and I havent even bathed!!! =P

6. People here also LOVES to let their door hang open WIDE~~~ So...whether ur room is tidy...or messy like hell...or with ur panties thrown all over the place...anybody passes by can see everythinggggg.......cant stand it!! Haizzzz.........

7. Those who always get into the pantry...really cant imagine how in the world do they use the sink...IT IS ALWAYS STUCK!!!! So....there're be flooding of the sink....and remnants of food floating around~~~ *vomit* OH yeah...the fridge....u wont be able to imagine how PACKED it is...all kinds of food....that day me and my roommate opened it even we found that there's a canned food...think its sardine...and its OPENED!!!!! It is placed on the side of the door...tilting on its side...gross gross GROSS!!!!!!!!




Ohh....why am I stuck with all kinds of people...but I love this hostel..at least if I were to sleep late...I'll only need 5mins time to run down to my classroom....which is the block of building opposite my hostel ^^ AND that's scientifically experimented and proved...coz I've tried it before =p Lucky also I've a normal enough roommate...lolz.....

FRIDAYS~~~

LURVE LURVE LURVE~~~~ Can sleep + eat all I can + watch Youtube clips that I've downloaded...but later tonight have to continue to study again luuu....for next week's FA...hope I'll do better le...have to change my study strategies also...

Aww....Ern....when exactly are u coming back?? I soooo looking forward to see u...with Jason and Zhu Whee if possible....then we can go lepak lepak + get crazy all the way ^^

Microbiology sux!

Culture About Health and Illness sux!

Politics of Health Care Delivery suxxxx!!!!

Pray hard for my FA~~~

Finally~~~

YAY!! Exam ends again..for this week la...haiz...but starting this week it'll be FA for every week...bacterias jz finished memorising...now have to start on antibiotics..........
@-@

Speaking of Heing...well...in the end I didn't get to go meet her...was busy studying for FA....and 2nd thing is...lazy~~~ =P Yupz Ern...me and Heing have been chatting on msn and sms-ing for 2yrs or more already actually...sorry that I didn't get to mention to u...NOT that I don't want to...So....to Heing...really sorry le...promised so many times already but still didn't get to let u see how I look like...lolz....will la...next time when u come back for holiday from Scotland la and when u drop by KL...

YAY~~!!! Tomorrow going out to meet up with Veeshin and Ah Khor at Midvalley...too bad Yu Leong cannot join us...hope tomorrow's a nice day =)

LURVE FRIDAYS~~~

The day has FINALLY come....

Aiks~~!!! Now i'm dreading for what's gonna happen tomorrow....IS the day....where Heing finally get to know how I look like ever since she left AMC...she never knew although we've been sms-ing and msn-ing all the while...haizzz....kinda regretted that I agreed to meet up with her...but as promised la...have to fulfil the promise...and she's also leaving for Scotland on Fri already...better la...better to let her know who's one of the culprit who sprayed her all over with water when she bullied Ern =P Cant imagine how can me and Fishy dared to do so to the gang of famous tomboys back during our time....HOW DARE WE!!!! Ern's fault le.......but luckily Heing never remembered such incidence...lolz...I did reminded her though...now hoping tomoro wont come~~~~ One is because of her la...wonder how much has she changed...Second is...FA's on Fri!!!! AIKZZZZ~~~~ Cracking my brainie with bacteria names now......last week drugs NOW bacterias @-@

Cucumber + milk = POISON???

My sis jz mentioned to me today....if u eat cucumber TOGETHER with milk....u'll get a terrible stomach ache...which what I found browsing through that that's quite true...because cucumber is considered as a citrus fruit and when you combine it with milk, it reacts and makes the milk sour and poisonous...and adding on to the gastric acid secreted by the stomach...that'll be DOUBLY ACIDIC...GOSH~~!!! though maybe it's a good way of skipping class =p but I rather not do that...dont want to ruin my health with my already weakened stomach PLUS getting expelled...lolz.....

Hm...went to watch The Other Boleyn Girl with sis jz now at GSC Midvalley...movie's not bad...although there're LOTS of "cut" scene as this movie was rated "18" in USA....only in Msia was it rated "U"....gRREattttttt~~~ Anyway....I should recommend anyone who goes to Midvalley to try this very restaurant with really great food...prices not bad oso la for KL standard..that is IF u feel ok with Vietnamese cuisine...the restaurant's name is Little Vietnam..on 3rd floor of Midvalley Megamall...which is the same floor as GSC...U should really really try the vermicilli thing found on the menu...which is the famous food found in Vietnam....its really nice...also IF u dun mind eating a PILE of vegetables ;p

Ahh....Heing's leaving for Scotland this Fri...really amazing that we can chat for...err...almost 2yrs already...and she never knew how I look like although I'm always sticking with Ern back in AMC...only me know how she looks like...how cant I be when she's friends with the most famous tomboy senior during my year....and she's also friends with ern...PLUS something happened which I still remember made me and Fishy go crazy hiding from her that time....LOLZ.....Anyway...Heing's coming to KL on Wed...so we'll be going out yumcha and let her see how I really looks like la instead of seeing from the pics only as promised LONNNGG time ago =p

Veeshin had also asked us out for yumcha this Sat...that means gonna meet with my some of my former form6 classmates (Ah Khor, Lobak, maybe Yit Kuay, etc..)...HAPPY~~~ =D

Wed 10th of Sept at 11.15pm

*SOBZ* Downstairs on Astro Sports channel is the football match between Liverpool and Chelsea....my FAVOURITE CHELSEA~~~~ Not to mention oso my fav football player Michael Ballack...and I'm STUCK up here on 4th floor in my hot, stuffy room with pharmacology, autonomic nervous system and microbiology....stupid stupid stupid FA tomoro afternoon!!! But hopefully I'll get better results this time...my eyes are already SWOLLEN from having insomnia for the past few nights....haizzz....pity my roommate though coz need to suffer...sorry Ying Hui~~

Too bad tomoro's schedule's packed too....until 3.30pm only class ends...after that have to go to Pudu bus station to buy bus ticket for Hari Raya holiday with Wei Kit accompanying me....IF there're tickets left that is...else I'll be stuck here...unless my parents come down from Ipoh to fetch me..which I wouldn't like them to do so...sweet of Wei Kit ler since he's not planning to go back home during Hari Raya actually ^^


Yawnnnnnn.....so so sooooo wanna sleep.............but still have microbiology and stupid PBL to prepare @-@

YIPPEE!!!!!!

FINALLY~~!!! Managed to chat with Ernie on Skype this afternoon...miraculously she's on9...and luckily she's in some place where she can use Skype (she mentioned the place but I cant get a hint what was the name of the place she was saying) Anyway....she has webcam...so...saw her face...lol...misssss her lots le...can listen to her voice oso...for FREE!!! The best part is ==> she maybe coming back to Msia in few weeks' time!!! YAY~~!!!!!! But no cheers for her going to USA next year for the wholeeeee year....sobz....but still hope for the good of her la in California...niceee place...



2nd thing...Uncle Jason's decided to change to UCSI here and study wor....woohooo........another Ipoh "lang" here...and he's going to get his car soon...which means......ngek ngek ngek....driver driver =P But happy also la...more frens coming....hehehe...

To MISS GRACE FOO: Jz kidding about ur weight okay? Dun take it seriously ya....and hope to see u soon....try to fix the date in Oct la....then i can go jemput u at KLIA and we can go crazy in KL with Jason and maybe Zhu Whee if i managed to pull him here....lolz

rumours...

Ooo....now I cant stand my coursemates...seemed that there's a bunch of them have a BIG misunderstanding about me...haiz....including some in my group discussion group...BIG DEAL~~~ Thought that this kind of thing will not happen in uni anymore...but still....What in the world makes them think that Yu Leong's my bf ehh...?? Ohh...I'm gonna go crazy at this rate...well...people out there...he's the only one I'm close with in the whole class coz he's the only one from Ipoh...PLUS he's my form6 classmate...not to mention i've known him for years already la since we're both in the Chinese Orchestra...performed together before in concerts and competitions oso la...and one more thing...I memang mix better with guys if compared to gals la...aiyohh.......wat the heck ar....2day even worse...it was supposedly to be a happy day for me coz Wei Yao came to look for me...he's on his year end break from Germany...bought me the candle cups I want also =D...so in between the classes break I went to the KTM station to pick him up...walked him through the whole uni to have a look...then go for lunch where he asked yu leong along also...AFTER lunch...we were already late coz a bit of rush there...so we were both late for group discussion...but I went in 1st coz yuleong went to check on his car...when I go into the room...they start to ask me where's he...so i jz answered "he's coming..."...AND when yuleong came in...they all start to ask...where in the world we went dating.... -.-''''' OH GOSH!!!!!! Haiz....seriously dunno wat else can I say...its all jz a misunderstanding...and we're perfectly innocent...we know we're perfectly NOT for each other...so I jz tend to ignore others la...watever they say is non of my concern...let them be....they'll know someday that they're wrong....someday~~~
Aihzzzzzz~~~

Meeting up with Adrian is happy...too bad we din managed to take pic together....and he's going back to Germany in Oct already....gonna miss him la although we're really not THAT close...but he's really niceeeee.....hehehe...nice kai gor......

New hairstyle

Yay yay!! I got a new hairstyle again...lolz...ok...its short once more...and its REALLY new this time...no more boy-cut style like I always have during secondary school...kekeke....and the 1st reaction I got from my family is that....CUTE!!! Today went for classes oso I got the same reaction from the gal frens...C-U-T-E!!! Okay...someone define cute....Cute = ugly BUT adorable...hmm...I know la..I looked alot childish with this hairstyle la =P But cant help it....its REALLY tooo hot here in KL....so took the chance to cut my hair short when i went back to Ipoh last Fri...during those few days me in Ipoh also stuffed myself with LOTS of food...hehehhee...nicey nice~~~ sooo miss homemade cooking by mum...start to miss home oso....but thinking of we're going to Melaka 2weeks later during National Day is really a niceeeee thought =D

Beijing Olympics Opening Ceremony

These are some fabulous photos that I found on some other websites...China really made us chinese people from the entire world proud!! Cheerzz CHINA~~!!!

stadium in Beijing - "bird nest"

These are photos of the opening ceremony...

Fireworks and torch lighting ceremony

Beijing Olympics 2008

Woohoo....so happy le get to watch the whole opening ceremony of this year's Olympics that's held in Beijing...hehehe...coz we've Astro here at UCSI hostel...happy~~~ =D Too bad my family don't have Astro at home although there's live telecast in TV1 and RTM2...but they're slow le...lucky though that my roommate recorded it...so can borrow from her...someone's oso good enough to upload the whole thing in Youtube...NICE~~~!!! The people in China are really really great le....they put in whole effort....and seriously they have great creative mind to put up this spectacular opening ceremony....especially when its directed by the famous movie director Zhang Yi Mou....walao ehh....nothing to say...everybody's seriously "jaw-opened" when we were all watching it in the common room...but the most syok thing is that all of us watching together are actually of people from different countries....so lots of shouting happened around during the team marching....Nigerians, Irans, Middle Easterns, Saudi Arabians, and of coz....us MALAYSIANS!!! We sure shouted also for China...cool lehh.....really worth it to watch although I dont think i'll have enough time to finish my whole biochemistry for next Fri's assessment...haiz.....that's why didn't go home this weekend also la...mainly coz wanna study...but lucky I stayed also...hehehe =D Gosh gosh gosh~~!!!! Cant miss the closing ceremony then le...sure as amazing as this...24th of August....!!!

The 10 Worst Ice Cream Flavors Ever (An Obituary)

I love ice cream. It’s the only dessert that when I eat it, it somehow gets into my stomach and pushes all the other food out of the way to make room for more. I’m convinced that if I were ever in a sitcom-style situation in which I were trapped in an ice cream warehouse, the paramedics would find me dead in the morning, stomach ripped open like the fat guy in 7, face down in a puddle of pralines and cream.
Thus it is with great sadness that I report to you the death of one Irvine Robbins, without whom we’d have to choose from a measly 15.5 flavors at our local Baskin.
Oh well; making it to 90 is quite a feat for a guy who spent his life constantly surrounded by cookie dough.
And in the interest of honoring the man, I think it’d be a good time to point out how crucial his life really was. Without people like Irvine, there’d be no filter between the vast uncharted territory of ice cream flavors and those 31 gleaming tubs in the ice cream parlor. There would be no one to delineate what is delicious and what is sacrilege.
And lest you think such delineation is unnecessary, I’d like to direct your attention to:

The 10 Worst Ice Cream Flavors Ever

10. Wasabi Ginger
First of all, it actually burns your sinuses, like eating wasabi. Whatever points that earns for accuracy, it immediately loses for unpleasantness, which is the same reason jelly belly samplers always have jalapenos left over. And surprisingly, this flavor is from Cold Stone, the kind of class act you wouldn’t expect to make such a rookie mistake. For shame. What am I supposed to mix in, chunks of fish?

9. Fish
What am I supposed to mix in, wasabi? I actually saw a guy on Iron Chef make this when the ingredient of the day was fish. When the judges asked him why the hell he would do that, he said he was “just curious.” You know, that’s the same rationale Mengele gave at the Nuremberg trials. In case you didn’t guess, he lost the title Iron Chef and was driven from Kitchen Stadium by an angry mob.

8. Black Licorice
Hey, I know! Let’s take a “candy” that everyone hates and use it to fuel an ice cream flavor equally disgusting and black as the night! Then lets all stab ourselves in the face with our letter openers!

7. Wheat
The retarded cousin of green tea ice cream, wheat manages to be even closer to tasting like dirty ice. The hint of grain suspended on a thin bed of shit will make you wish you weren’t the kind of ignorant tool who buys wheat ice cream.

6. Pit Viper
Yes, eating it makes you badass, but is it worth it? I haven’t been able to determine whether this ice cream is flavored like the venom of the snake (incredibly deadly) or from the actual meat (incredibly putrid), but either way I’d rather prove my manliness by forcing the angry viper into the ice cream maker than by actually eating some.

5. Raw Horseflesh
IT IS WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE. MOVING ON.

4. Tomato
“Ketchup” would probably be a better descriptor, once you add in the liquid component. It makes me wonder if anyone’s ever made a whole ice cream burger by putting ketchup ice cream and mustard ice cream onto some beef ice cream between two layers of wheat ice cream. Then I wonder whether a situation could ever arise in which I am expected to eat something like that. Then I wonder if I have enough aspirin in the house to kill myself.

3. Charcoal
This one is a standout if only because it’s the only item on the list that you would never eat normally, and yet are expected to eat just because it’s ice cream. That’s like me dropping my car keys into some Rocky Road and expecting you to choke it down. And on top of everything, this stuff even coats your lungs with carcinogenic coal dust. Now you too can live the life of a miner!

2. Viagra
It’s ice cream that’ll make your dick hard. I’m not sure what the flavor is like, but at least it’s got that built-in endorsement going for it. On the other hand, it takes a pretty smooth operator to break off foreplay long enough eat an entire scoop of ice cream. That, and I’ll bet it makes free ice cream day at the little league game really awkward.

1. Salad
Look ice cream makers; this isn’t “cute” or “funny.” We eat ice cream because we’re not eating salad. The two are mutually exclusive, and tossing some cucumber into the vat doesn’t make it healthy. It just makes it the most retarded thing you could ever try and market to fatties. And by doing the exact opposite of what we want, you have officially made the worst ice cream flavor ever. Worse than charcoal and raw horse flesh. That, my friends, is something to be proud of.
So thank you, Irvine Robbins, for a life dedicated to shielding us from the horrors of the ice cream world. And for the record, eight out of ten of those flavors are from Japan, so if you want to solve this problem once and for all, you know who to bomb.

crazy day

crazy...cRAZy..CRAZY~~!!! Gosh...!! Had a crazy day today...after PBL discussion today..went with my sis to UKM's medic campus library by KTM and monorail coz only the medical books are available there instead of at the main campus's...main point is....the place is darn far from my uni...approximately one hour of travelling to get to that place...borrowed 4 extreme thick + heavy books that I need to photostat....after that...even I did alot of persuading NOT to go....my sis keep insisted of going to the bookstore and buy the remaining textbooks...which is...err....5 books..?? Crazy la...we only walk on foot...carrying 9 heavy books...I really have no idea how I managed to got back to uni in 1hour time again...and those 5 books i bought?? Costs me RM469....i'm practically broke dy la...and stupid Sam Tet havent banked-in my cheque for me....there're 1400 over there leh...ish~~!!

And now...although i'm extremely exhausted...still have assignments to do...which i'm not planning to finish them...too much...maybe copy answers tomoro during discussion la....luckily got zoo v to teman me chat la...and he intro-ed alot of nice songs for me also...lolz....with him keep scolding me crazy for downloading albums and albums of lifehouse and coldplay =P not to mention also the soundtracks of famous nice movies....hehehe...well...tats not crazy....its a fabulous way to save money....download for FREE~~~ =P

*SOBZ* Sis's going back to Ipoh tomoro..i so so so miss home...but cant go back...assessment's on next Fri...and I havent finish studying yet...if go home sure no one studies la...so...better to shut myself in the room and study all I want....GAMBATE~~~

fear...

I so so so dearly hope my intuition aint correct...his every action...his every words...seemed to pinpoint at me...and he always do like putting his hand on my shoulder or hand whenever he talks to me...maybe i'm a bit perasan la...but...for what i noticed...he doesnt do that to other girls...not even her who he had known longer than he had known me...and today in library he even keep asking innocent questions like whether i've bf before or not...now available or not...even asking what i'm planning to eat for dinner...and these questions he asked when my gal fren has left...and left me with him and another guy who has a gf already...ok...I dun care what he's thinking....but today I've stated clearly that I won't get involved in any relationship in this whole 5yrs...study is the most important thing now...no time for all these anyway...i'm starting to get the stress from studying...so don't give me any more troubles like this la~~~ I'm TIRED~~~~ and FEAR of commitments....we MAY be best friends...but definitely not anything closer than that...FULLSTOP!!!

Bad sleep day

Ahh....sleepless night again...havent experienced it since I was here at UCSI...probably effects from the coffee I had just now during dinner -.-' Serves me right!! Haiz...should have known that caffeine still have effects on me...giving me insomnia...tomorrow sure to wake up late...or else abnormal sleeping pattern again which i'll be waking up real early tomoro...and that results in more and more PANDA EYES @-@ But its good too la...at least I studied alot...downloaded whatever I want...chatted with zoo v and vshin...and played Spider Solitaire until I'm great at it...lolz =P Those were what i've done for the past few hours after I was back from church + dinner with Ee Ling...really amazing how can I even memorise everything while doing...ahem....THOSE things also ;p Two more chapters to go for next week's formative assessment....then tomoro start all over again PLUS read up the additional notes I copied during lectures...hope I've sufficient time...but nothing is there to bother my studies anymore le...

*Thank you God for leading me this far. I pray that God will bless me through my FIRST formative assessment. Bless me with confidence and more time for studies. In Jesus name I pray. Amen*

Church service

1st time went to church today after SOOoooo many yrs...yeahh...almost 10yrs I haven't been to church...and after LOADS of persuading from ernie, jason and zoo v...hehe...finally got persuaded by my senior here...he was my senior way back in form 6...didn't actually know him that time but got to know him here since he was my medicine course senior....anyway...he's leaving for Russia next month already....

Anyway....back to main point...went to church today...his church actually...very near my uni...Gospel Esplosion Presbysterian Church (GEPC)...and service's from 5-7pm...well...overall it's not bad...but I kinda prefer the traditional ones...where they don't use rock band to perform the songs...but guess its difficult to meet that kind of church nowadays already la...except for my sis's church in Kajang la...but that's like SOooooo far...anyway...new experience la...not bad for the 1st time..at least I have my senior with me...and...sure...guess I just stick to this church la...fine with me once I get more used to it...AND...must must remember to bring along my jacket next time I go....so darn cold there...my lips almost went whitish blue again like what I had during PBL last week....BRRRRrrrr~~~

new life in uni ==> UCSI

Me currently studying at UCSI...Doctor of Medicine programme....all together 5yrs...but it'll be 2yrs here in KL campus and last 3yrs at Terengganu campus where we'll be visiting hospitals there...sounds cool....but tensions coming up already although its only the 1st week...3rd week we'll be having our 1st assessment =S Last week was orientation week...not bad for the orientation as the seniors are great...but hurt my knee again on Sat when we played station games...and yet we won 1st prize considering the fact that we also had the least members in our team besides my knee giving me trouble again =D For 1st prize we got 70 bucks...so naturally we divided the money between us 3...hehe....

Ah...forgotten to mention one thing...i'm not alone in UCSI...i've my classmate with me too....Teh Yu Leong...my 2yrs classmate back in form6...and he's also my senior's lil bro...so basically i've known him almost ever since form2 la when we joined Perak Chinese Orchestra together and participate in performances...I've also Wei Kit, my tuition mate since we're in form1 studying here....but he's in pharmacy la...so not much chance to meet each other...but at least i know he's here so i dun feel that lonely anymore la..

Haiz....assessment's coming up next next Fri...hopefully i'll do ok in that...But what made me REALLY happy is that...I'M GOING HOME THIS FRIDAY!!!! So so so so miss everything in Ipoh....most is my parents...then my home....my lovely cosy bed...my friends who're still in ipoh...would really love to hang out with them...but i still rather accompany my parents more =D YEAY~~~~~~

20th March 2008, Friday

Went to watch Kung Fu Panda with zoo v and wei kit today....and yeahh..sounded like a weird gang huh...i know wei kit and zoo v...but they don't know each other at all....hahaha...its kind of lucky Jason didn't join us...else it'll be kind of awkward...my fault le...but me really lazy to go out so many times le =P Kung Fu Panda's real nice though....lolz....laughed like hell....and the OST's great....cheers to Hans Zimmer and John Powell~~~

YAY!!! Germany had burnt Portugal yesterday...so Germany's be playing the semi...gonna see who'll win tonight's match...either Croatia or Turkey....but i root for Croatia...and sure it'll gonna be an interesting match IF Croatia's against Germany again during semi....whoa.......Germany cannot lose!!! Yesterday's match too bad cant watch on free tv le...sure muz be interesting...Germany won by 3-2...1st goal by Schweinsteiger, 2nd goal by Klose and 3rd goal by BALLACK!!! GERMANY RULEZ~~~~~

Leaving Ipoh in 2weeks time

Yeahh.....confirmed going to UCSI and study medicine....miracle really does not happen on me....I was offered a course in a local university, UMS...but it aint the course I wanted...they gave me Pengeluaran Ternakan...guess its something to do alot with poultry...lolz...I'm more interested in treating patients than to find ways of hatching chickens, cows, goats, etc...rather spend more money studying in a private uni than to study something I've completely no idea what's it all about and no interest in it all....So...will be leaving for UCSI on the 6th of July...which is about 2weeks from today...Ahh...will miss Ipoh so much...family..frens..food (wakekeke =P)...Have been meeting up with friends these few days as all of us will be leaving for uni...we went for movies, karaoke and stuffs...Tomorrow will be going for Kung Fu Panda with zoo v, wei kit and maybe jason....this uncle jas still have not make up his mind whether he's able to make it tomorrow -.-'

ARGH~~!!! So emo now...40 more minutes to the match between Germany and Portugal....and I CANT WATCH IT!!!!!! Stupid free tv....why don't they show live telecast of the match....only shown on ASTRO....and we don't have ASTRO at home...sobz~~ GERMANY RULEZ~~~~!!!!! Muz burn Portugal!!!! Ballack, Podolski, Klose, Lahm, Lehmann will surely burn Ronaldo!!!!

sleepless nights...

Aww...shucks...!! Went to Kopitiam with parents just now for a late dinner....ate a bit only before that before the seminar starts...went to accompany my mum and spend one hour listening to a seminar which I don't understand most of it...lolz...the talk is organised by Pacific Mutual Fund...so its mainly on Malaysia's economy growth and talked about fund strategy...its a miracle I didn't actually drop from drowsiness...just spend the time trying to figure out what's the speaker talking about only...Anyway...back to the Kopitiam part...i drank coffee!!! Gosh!!! Gonna have a sleepless night tonight again...apparently I cant drink caffeine before sleep...I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SLEEP!!! @-@ Already been having sleepless nights for almost a week...haiz...guess I'm really worried about getting into uni la...scared of adaptation...scared of social life...sure will be lonely if going to UCSI...plus studying medicine there...even if zw comes to join me also that'll will be months later...and different course too...and most important....i'll miss home loads!! Not to mention ipoh food...friends...family...my pets...EVERYTHING!!! Sigh...this year alot of my friends from overseas also coming back...wei yao from Germany coming back in August...he'll be bringing back the candle cups that he purposely bought for me when I requested for them...hehe...so will be meeting up with him if that is possible....then it's my dearie Ernie coming back end of this year...FINALLY~~!!! Hopefully I'll be in Ipoh that time...sure wanna meet up with her the most...haven't been seeing for years...almost....hahahaha...only got to hear her voice only la...which is only few months once when she called me or I called her...haizzzz~~~ Ipoh too much things for me to miss le~~~~~

cute sms

This afternoon while I was dreaming away...my junior sent me a sms which I think its very funny...

小强去面试，经理给他填写应征表格，经理看后当场吐血，董事长更是晕倒。

应征表格

姓名：父母取的
年龄：不小了
身高：很高
体重：蛮重的
居住地：家里咯
电话：Sony Ericson 牌
电子邮件：朋友帮我申请的
上班时间：越短越好
应聘职位：一位
学历：如果毕业的话，有高中学历
语言能力：我很爱吹水
兴趣：赌博
生日：还没到
经历：刚来的时候，他妈的！踩到狗屎
曾任职位：小学有当过童子军
已婚或未婚：还在找个有钱的


Walao eh....imagine if I'm the one filling this form...wakekeke...sure die already...lolz...Hmm...should try it out next time when i'm filling out for my resume when applying for jobs =P

postponed.... =(

Sobz....my godmother just told us that the Hatyai will be postponed....hopefully it wont be after I got into uni....I sooooo wanna go Hatyai...food...fOoD...FOOD~~!!! Pray pray pray~~~~

Ahh...bro and sis coming back this Fri...then Sat we'll be going up to Fraser's Hill....staying overnight till Sun coming back down...to celebrate both Father's Day AND also my dad's bday which is on next Mon....Yeay!! Going to play archery and horse-riding there...wakekekeke =D

A godmother and two more godbrothers ^^

Ooo...i've a godmother now....hehehehe...she wanted to actually seeing that she always wanted me to be her daughter-in-law since I was a kid and got to know her son....but now her son has a gf...by the way...me and her son never got along well la...not that we're not on good terms or what...just that we don't talk much at all...or i should say....less than 3times..?? And since her son also agreed to that...and well...i've two more godbrothers now (him and his younger bro) other than Adrian and Edmund...wow.....hahahaha...at least there're more people caring for me now ^^

Ooo...zw will be having his last exam paper tomorrow...i wonder how he did for his papers la...and duno what had he thought up of for his decision on changing course....how I wish he can get out together on Thurs though...i so so so wanna watch Kung Fu Panda....heard from my sis that it's nice....btw..the movie's soundtrack songs are composed by Hans Zimmer...ooo....i soooo lurve Hans Zimmer's songs...alot of the Disney movies are composed by him...cool~~~

Ah...dear ernie will be leaving for U.S this Sunday....another thousand more miles further away from me....and for 2weeks internship there....i'll be so so so miss her....lucky there's still something call Facebook and email which is something we used to contact each other than sms-ing...misssss~~~~~~~~

2nd Hatyai Trip

WOohoO!!!! Going for a 2nd Hatyai trip...this time not going with my uncle anymore...instead with my mum's friend...or should I say...my foster mum ("kai ma").....hehehe....she just called up asking us whether we wanna go or not...and this time is 3days 2nights leh...wow!! I'm gonna grow fatter eating so much...but nice....something for me to remember before going off to uni....hehehe...aww...the roasted piglet!!! Lurve it!!! =p But this time only me and my mum going la...dad needs to work while my sis's back in Kajang studying...she need to attend to her lab works and stuffs la...well...hopefully will have a fun time there =) "Kai ma" so nice to me le...hehehe =D but i really do hope she'll stop teasing me about not being her daughter-in-law la...haiyoh...really paiseh if let her dear son heard about that....he has a gf already le....already met up with both family's parents also...don't drag me into this already la...be your "kai lui" ok with me already......

Ooo...ernie's leaving for U.S this Sunday...wish her a safe journey and hope she'll have a good time there too la...sooo envy her la for being able to go to U.S....grr~~~ kekekkeke ^^

Walao....got news from my co juniors yesterday...miraculously...both the junior and the senior groups got gold medal in their consecutive group competition leh...felt relieved la...well...at least...they have some results....but I sure doubt that they'll ever thank me la....not that i expected that...only they'll only remember me as the VERY-fierce ex senior....hehehehe =p (fuiyoh...i lecture a bit already saying that i'm fierce....i wonder if I scolded someone till she cries again....what impression will they have about me then leh...?? ;p)

Current mood: Feeling less frustrated...but still feeling disappointed coz i never expected such thing to happen due to our 11yrs long-time friendship...disappointed~~~

The Moment of Understanding...

He had been not answering my calls for the last few months...didn't sms much as we did last time also...and even if i called he asked someone to pick up the phone instead...i had been wondering the whole time what had I done that he suddenly treated me so cold...no signal...nothing! And he didn't try to explain even i've asked him loads of times...Today finally i got the answer...which is the answer that i've well expected to get from him...gosh...women's intuition is so always right...i threatened him to tell me the reason or else i'll keep on pestering him till he change his hp number i also don't care...and...well...he got a gf already and now in a relationship...if I've to guess...my guess is the girl is LSP...duno..another intuition =p And he asked me to get on with my own life...cheh...as if i'm not....who needs him anyway....he's the one who started all these first giving me all the shocks...and now he had to be the one to stop all these things and give me a good explaination...and...he did! Oh....i'm soooo relieved...at least I don't have to spend the time cracking my brain thinking what i've done to make him mad or what....and guess what....i'm back to being a single....woohooo~~~~!!! AND believe me...I AM getting on PERFECTLY FINE with me life...as if I'm missing you and wishing that we'll getting into a relationship..?? Such faaattttt chance...if so...we would have started way back those years la~~~ Ah...in case you've forgotten...let me refresh your memory...i've been single for years okay? Not as if i don't live well throughout those years...U even no brain than co's teacher advisor....ISH!!!

Kids and parents AND teacher advisors nowadays...

Last Friday went back to AMC with Liew Min to teach the co juniors...they'll be having competition this Saturday and Sunday in Penang...and because one of the juniors that i still know asked me for help...else i wouldn't have gone back to teach already coz i really cant stand the members' AND the teacher advisor's attitude...anyway....lectured them a bit on their attitude and their manner towards music...taught them ways to practise to achieve better results....well...at least this time i didn't scold nor punished anyone until they cry (which i did scolded one of them once till she cried =p) I know...its not my stand anymore to scold them anymore la...i've graduated 3yrs from AMC already....so....just did what i can la...Liew Min keep controlling my temper though...hehe...after that went to watch Narnia (my second time) with ah Min...1st time watching movie with her though...at least we have the same interest in everything...so i was never bored whenever i go out with her....

HOWEVER....

This happened today...my senior told me that there's one junior's parents complained to the teacher advisor that there's ex senior who punished her daughter...which we still don't know which ex senior she's referring to since there's a few of us who went back on different days....there's not all...the parents said that we punished her daughter by 体罚...which's something very serious....because not even teachers dare to use that kind of punishment on students if they can solve by using other resolutions....so how dare even us as students dare to use it on the juniors..?? Is the parent exaggerating?? Or is it the teacher advisor listened wrongly and tried to put all the blame onto us seniors?? No....we seniors came to a conclusion is that the teacher advisor's no brain...she just don't use her brain when she talks...and she never cares about co...even doesn't attend any of the committee meeting...ahh...i so don't know what's the purpose of putting her in charge of co since she doesn't do anything..err...practical before...except fot putting the blame on others while she herself always "shake legs" in the air-conditioned staffroom...

I'm pretty disappointed that such things would happen on us ex seniors...this shows that the time and energy spent on teaching the juniors were all wasted since some of them don't even show some appreciation...they just think that we seniors SHOULD go back to teach them...coz we're seniors!! Yeah...we should teach our juniors...but seriously...we've all graduated for like..3 or 4 yrs...and you still expect us to go back as you think that's our duty PLUS you still have seniors STILL in school AND also a fabulous erhu teacher?? Went back to teach already and complaints came...The most frustrating thing is that the teacher advisor told the juniors that:

1. We seniors should't be punishing the juniors in any

sort of way (which we didn't at all)

2. The juniors should not need to listen to what we seniors

said to them

WHY??

Because we EX seniors are OUTSIDERS!!!

Ahh...that is SOooo brilliant of her to say such thing...finally...something practical from her mouth..yet still no brain...still putting the blame on us...these things we're outsiders...but when come to they need donations...she'll be saying: "Hey...ur ex senior...you should donate more to help your juniors, you know? bla bla bla..." ISH~~!!!!

Anyway...my senior's going to Penang with them...so she'll look for a chance to explain things to her that we ex seniors really didn't do any punishment on the juniors and certainly we had never done that AND will never do that...but if i ever get to know that the junior who made the complaint comes from erhu group....she's gonna suffer alot...tortured by me....MUAHAHAHAHAA~~~~~~~~~~

爱情..可信吗？

我已经越来越不相信爱情了...更不相信人人所说的"天长地久"...因为对我来说...这世界上可信的男人已经少之又少了...真的不明白男人的头脑是怎么想的...嘴边常挂着 "我会爱你一生一世"....可是做的却是另一套...就因为婚后与妻子的感情淡了...就可以搞婚外情了吗?这是什么烂理由啊!!! 所以啊....我已经不再相信"永恒的爱情"这回事了...再说...男人最爱发誓的...可是当你把"誓"字拆开来...就变成了==> 打折的言语...那男人们发誓时...根本就是空口说白话....怎样值得我们女人去相信...怎么敢把自己的一生交给一个男人呢? 连我最相信的人都会做出对不起自己的妻子的事....真的让我对爱情的观念更迷惘了...我姐常跟我说...有男生追的时候就去追求这难得的机会...可是难道要练习我的心脏...让我一次又一次受到伤害吗? 我却宁愿自己一个人度过这一生...也不想以要依靠男人才能活的烂理由来折磨我的感情....一次的回忆已经足够我带着它走下我的人生了....总之...我妈说得对...在这个年纪就有了男友根本算不了什么...要有男友要明智地选....不要到头来后悔的反而会是自己...我可不想在读书期间想这些东西...免得毁了我的前途....到时候可真的要靠男人来养活我....

Hatyai Trip ^^

Last Fri had a trip to Hatyai with my family (except for my bro la since he's extremely busy with his work)..although the time we had there was short..only stayed for one night...but we really had a great time...not shopping (we don't approve that and we never like it!)...but our favourite pastime...EATING!!! Muahahahaha...gosh...i really have no idea how much food have i stuffed into my not-very-big stomach...and still can keep eating non stop from the moment we stepped into Hatyai =p We visited lots of places...especially buddha temples...which we're not interested in it...but anyway took lots of nice pictures of them...and also get to eat some food which cant be found anywhere else here in Malaysia...weird food combination...but nice =) On Saturday night...we ate all the way down a street all the time...from beef noodles to "yu piu" to all sorts of kuihs to a whole roasted piglet to all kinds of salad which includes the most famous kerabu salad(mango salad) to...err...ahh!! the mango rice...YUMMY!!!!! ^^ The kerabu salad caused us to eat in pain...because of the Thais chili padis...whoa...darn hot...till we drank don't know how many glasses of iced water...even the waitress also laughed at us when we asked for the water...but tell you what...Thai foods are HEAVEN~~~ how I wish I can go again...then go eat eat EAT~~!!! =P

Well...pics maybe i'll post later..or not post...IF I'm too lazy to do so...kekeke...AHH!!! I soooo miss Hatyai food!!!

Free~~!!!

Hehe...last Fri's my last day plus its also Teacher's Day...quite unexpectedly i received quite a number of presents...but honestly...i still prefer those presents given by the Poi Lam kids...at least they give it with their heart...although these presents are all expensive stuffs la...but all i mind is the heart that counts..not money and the price of the presents...if these students can afford these presents...its better if they donate the money to the victims of the earthquake in SiChuan le...the presents i received also consider OK already le if compared to some other teachers...some of them even get cakes (1KG type which costs almost $60) and even red wine!!! Omigosh!! I really got a shock when i see these kind of presents on the teachers' tables...anyway...its really a BIG relief that i'm teaching there anymore...too much stress from students and staffs...guess no one will miss me also la...they never believe in my teaching ability anyway coz i never do spoon-feeding to the students like what EVERY teachers in this school did...so....been spending this whole week with the same routine ==> sleep..eat..sleep =p Tomorrow..or i should say tonight midnight will be going to Hatyai with my parents and sis for holiday tim...hehe...food...fOoD...FOOD!!!! Muahahahahaa...i'm gonna be fatter le ^^

Last day of teaching

yAY!!! Tomorrow's my last day of teaching at Sam Tet primary school...almost 2months there already...but to me...its not such a satisfying teaching experience as what i've experienced back at Poi Lam primary school...its such a difference between top schools and those not-too-top schools as what society nowadays categorized them...the attitude of the students AND the parents are so much of difference...haiz....i really prefer to teach co-ed schools than teaching these naughty school boys that gave me sore throat almost everyday for yelling at them...and i broke my principle of not using on the cane..aiks!! I so so so hate using the cane...to scare them..?? ==>OK! but to cane them..?? ==> NOT OK AT ALL!!! But i also caned them very light only la IF compared to those crazy teachers...yucks...cant stand them la...as if whacking the students is such a pleasure to lepas geram on the students...AND also...the staffs....they're treating me as if i'm...err...an alien from outer space...?? As i've said...i've been there for almost 2months...yet only 2 or 3 teachers know wat's my surname....yupz...my SURNAME...not to mention only ONE teacher knows my christian name -.-" brilliant huh..they're way so not friendly..unlike those teachers in Poi Lam who are so friendly and helpful...but anyway...its such a relief leaving this school la...too many things happened...concerning the students' results and parents looking for me everyday...there're even 7 of them come looking for me yesterday @-@ too many stress...i can take it...but i just rather leave la...the teacher's coming back anyway...its my time to leave la actually...i jz wanna stay with my job in peace....and i always feel that as long as i've done what i should do...i don't care much about how others think la...Btw...tomorrow's Teacher's Day...i wonder whether i'll be receiving any presents..?? =p IF i get alot...other teachers'll sure be having sour grapes coz they always doubted about my teaching ability...and IF i don't get any...aiya...get or don't get also don't mean too much to me la anyway...i still appreciate those presents i got from those kiddos back in Poi Lam....hehehe =D

Helpless~~

I feel terribly helpless nowadays...there's stress from work...which i get surrounded by students' parents almost everyday coz of their precious sons' terrible Malay results...well...i'm their Malay teacher...so they assume that its my responsible when their results drop...and by the way, I'm a new, unexperienced teacher which i'm only teaching them while their actual Malay teacher is on leave to care for her newborn baby...PLUS these two std3 classes i'm teaching are GOOD classes...its what they say the two top classes among all the std3 classes..so....their parents just cant believe it when their sons' didn't get the results that expected...but apparently...its not my fault as what came out in the exam is what i've taught them 2weeks before the exam...and i've already told them the main points to study....although i keep feeling that its not fault and I don't have to care so much about it...but it's really stressing when parents' keep coming to you all day long...haiz........

And few weeks ago on a Saturday, 26th of April...this is the day where me, my sis and my mum escaped from Hell's gate...I'm not exaggerating here....but its the truth...It happened when we're on the highway on the way to a place near Taiping where my sis wanted to get some fish samples from the mangrove area there...then while driving...suddenly the car went totally out of control...it zigzagged from left to right lane and the steering wheel cant be controlled....me sitting in the back while my mum's in the passenger seat...what i remember clearly is when my sis was trying to control the car...the cars zoomed past us while avoiding us and luckily no car collided into us...there was even a bus that we somehow narrowly escaped. At last...our car bumped into the cement divider...grazed a bit of the side of the car...and stopped parallel to the divider although its right in the middle of the road. Three of us quickly grabbed our stuffs and jumped out of the car...ran to the opposite of the road to wait for help. There's a bunch of malay motorists on the opposite of the road where they came to ask us about our situation and even helped us ran to the phone nearby to call for PLUS. After about 10mins of waiting...and called PLUS already...suddenly this superbike knocked into our car...he jz bumped a bit la anyway...and while he was trying to regain his balance...there's one dark-coloured car knocked straight into him...man....the next scene is gross...this motorcyclist flew high up into the air and fell flat on his face...then a 2nd car came from behind and crashed into the superbike (without the rider as he was already on the road)...the superbike glided for a few hundred metres where it finally stopped beside the road and burned instantly...The rider unfortunately died instantly with his back of the skull badly crushed and his face badly smashed...it was SUCH a nightmare...for the next few hours we spent our time at the Taiping police station where my sis gave her police report and did some tests for urine and blood...while me and my mum spend the time relating whatever happened again and again to the police...THE THING IS...NO ONE SAW THAT STUPID DARK-COLOURED CAR!!!!!!! That car jz did the hit-and-run thing and probably during the confusion...no one saw it except me and my sis...my mum didn't dare to see so she didn't see the whole accident at all...so...the inspector's kind of suspicious about what we see until i spotted the blue paint on our car where the car hit us...and finally there's some clue to what they should be looking for...ahh...i missed out one point...that motorcyclist appeared to be from the royal family...haiz...big deal....now praying that we don't have to attend court...it'll be so much of a trouble...Well..although we do feel guilty as it was really part of our fault that the motorcyclist died...but...looking at another point...if its not him...then it'll be the 3 of us...God really guided us that day...and thank God for his blessings for us...else we wouldn't be alive to see those people we treasured...

Another thing which i nvr told anyone...not even Sze-En in Aussie...i really feel helpless in my family recently...for a few months already actually...everyday there seemed to be a time bomb where it'll explode suddenly without any warning...and when it explodes...it'll be World War 3...my sis's studying in KL while my bro's in Penang working...i'm the only one at home...sometimes i really feel like escaping to KL to stay with my sis temporarily...or even quit studying....coz i fear that whatever i fear most will happen when i'm not around with my parents...i rather stay at home...but....haiz....i really dont know what i should do...I'm just so so scared every single day...and i don't know who should i say all these to...except to put them down in this blog...dear Ernie...ur too far from me although you really would sure to be the 1st one i'm going to share with....