Bad...

I've sunken myself deeper than I've thought..much much more deeper....and I think I'll need great effort to pull myself out of it =/ But...guess what..after sooo many years since the last time...I think I'm in L.O.V.E!!! Bad bad bad....there goes my principles...the one I said I'll remain single throughout the 5yrs studying medicine...coz I hate it when studies clashes with social life...I just cant keep everything in balance...ARGH! Every single minute...every single second...I cant help it but think about him...think about the every night we spent together chatting and studying together....I'm D.O.O.M.E.D!!! What will everyone say when what they wanted came true after all?? Not to mention something is just so wrong between us...


I seriously need help here....

W.R.O.N.G

This is just so so so so wrong!!! I really cant explain what has just happened. It just happened too fast for me to do anything...yikes!! This is just unexplainable...and it totally clashes with my principles...AND why me...??? Now I cant sleep while thinking about it...also due to the Kopi O I had during supper just now with Mike and Ed la...caffeine...tomorrow how to go to classes + PBL eh?? @_@

Appetite loss

These few days just sux. Though not totally. The worst thing that have happened is that I'm losing appetite. Reasons unknown though. So now I'm only having one meal per day. And I don't feel hungry at all without my normal meals. Even when I eat, I get full real fast and will start to have the feeling to vomit. Yikes! And so....my weight's decreasing as well...kind of fast too in just one week time...I feel like I'm like a balloon~ *dash underscore dash* Hope this won't continue for long. As long as MA is passed, I'm FREE!!! (just for the time being though) Well...at least just nice to have the MA before my biggie day ^^

Thanks alot to JW & Diana....with Diana's suggestion...we'll be going for a great meal maybe on Thurs next week (haven't decided where yet) since sis probably bringing me to celebrate on Wed instead at Seoul's Garden =D Thx again to them too for the fabulous bag they bought for me!!! *yippeeee*

Urgh...I feel O-L-D~~ *sobz* Bye-bye 十几岁的日子。。。Hello to 二十几岁的日子。。。and can no longer put my age numbers back-to-front...coz no use anymore...I'll only get older *dash underscore dash*


Oh....in these so-not-totally-sux days...Michael-the-most-quiet-person out of a sudden started to talk to me alot...err....I should emphasize...when only there's two of us...coz I tend to talk to others more when there's others around =p I guess this all starts with piano scores...hahaha...so now I'm kind of teaching him piano and also be his companion when playing piano in the practice rooms...he learn his favourite songs based on the scribbles I've wrote on the scores while I played my own classical songs in the other room or the piano right beside him (Seriously, I still prefer to stick to classical stuffs...I do sight reading better on classical songs) BUT....this all also leads to rumours....the favourite gossips among students..duh~ PUH-LEEZ....he's younger than me...and I'm soooo not after kiddos...it seems more like I'm taking care of him....just because we shared the umbrella together on a rainy day & going to classes together doesn't mean anything at all!!! I just cant get rid of the weird looks my classmates giving me these few days..esp those staying in the hostel who always spot us studying together in the cafe...this is just giving me more headaches.....