Driving here i come...

Phew...its been a long time since i've last wrote my blog...kinda busy la actually lately...busy driving la =P Anyway....i've passed my driving test last Friday lu....hehe....yesterday jz got my driving P license while today got the P stickers....gonna stick it soon on the Tiara tat i've claimed...wakeke...too bad i cant hav the Kancil (it's auto=P)...but i rather to have the Tiara rather than no car to drive=P

Sigh...frens hav been asking me whether i've any idea bout when's SPM results are releasing...oh man...i'm starting to freak out whenever i think bout my results =/ really dunno wat's i'm gonna expect...hopefully i can get full A's so tat i can apply for JPA scholarships then i can fly to overseas to studies....i dunno...i jz hope i can leave Ipoh as far as i can...tis place really leave me sad memories...& i really wanna dump them here forever without me alwiz remembering bout them...but even i'm really leaving...i'll make sure tat the guys who cared for me will be the last ones to noe...i really hate to hurt anyone...but i've to be cruel to keep my promise...its the only way i guess....

I'm going NUTS!!!

Oh my gosh!!! I'm really not thinking straight lately...sigh...i shouldn't have been thinking bout him!!!! He's my junior's brother...plus he's my kindergarten classmate...I JZ SHOULDN'T HAVE!!!! ARGH!!! Wat's happening to me??? I know i go for tanned skin guys & he's really those tanned skin types...but i jz shouldn't have....I dun quite know him..& dun mention bout getting close relationships...Wat's going on in my mind? I cant believe this....

I DON'T CARE!!! I'm really keen on keeping my promise & tat's wat i'm going to do....he's not going to be on my mind for long...& now i'm dead hoping he won't misunderstand my actions...whatever i do i'm jz treating him as a normal fren...DEAD NORMAL!!! Whether or not i'm thinking bout him...it doesn't hav any concern on the actions i made towards him...

Missing you Ern...

Sigh...its alreadi more than one week Ern's left for Aussie...really missed her allot!!! Really cant help it with the almost 12yrs of frenship...haiz...she's the one who alwiz cares bout me & hears me out no matter i'm in high or low states...there's no other best fren tat can take over her place...not any guys too...hehe...guess she's TOO good for me to compare to any guys=P But its all da truth....

No matter how much i missed her....i still wish her luck in her studies....& alwiz give her the utmost support she need in tat foreign place so far away from her hometown...

Ern...MIZ YA!!!