I BELIEVE

I Believe...
That just because two people argue,

It doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue,

It doesn't mean they do love each other.

I Believe...
That we don't have to change friends if

We understand that friends change.

I Believe....

That no matter how good a friend is,

They're going to hurt you every once in a while

and you must forgive them for that.

I Believe...

That true friendship continues to grow,

even over the longest distance.

Same goes for true love.

I Believe...

That you can do something in an instant.

That will give you heartache for life.

I Believe....

That it's taking me a long time

To become the person I want to be.

I Believe...

That you should always leave loved ones with Loving words.

It may be the last time you see them.

I Believe....

That you can keep going long after you think you can't.
  

I Believe....

That we are responsible for what we do,

no matter how we feel.

I Believe...
That either you control your attitude
or it controls you.


I Believe...That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.


I Believe....
That my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
  
I Believe....
That sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down
will be the ones to help you get back up.


I Believe...
That sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry,
But that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.


I Believe....
That it isn't always enough,
to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I Believe...
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.


I Believe....
That our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
But, we are responsible for who we become.


I Believe...
That you shouldn't be so eager to find
Out a secret.
It could change your life Forever.


I Believe....
Two people can look at the exact same
Thing and see something totally different.
  
I Believe...
That your life can be changed in a matter of
Hours by people who don't even know you.


I Believe...
That even when you think you have no more to give,
When a friend cries out to you - 
you will find the strength to help.


I Believe...
That credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.


I Believe...
That the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.


I Believe...
That the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything;
They just make the most of everything they have.

When 5 Medic + 1 Biotech people gets crazy together.

It was pure random. A badminton playing session between me, Michael, Jee Wei and Jee Hsiung ended up discussing about outing plans to Berjaya Times Square, and maybe also Pavilion on the next day. Planned to have breakfast together at McD before meeting up but everyone just refused to leave the cosy bed and so we only meet up at almost 10, together with Diana and Dwayne for the shuttle bus.

Had lunch at Sungai Wang at T-Bowl Restaurant. Interesting design of toiletries for the tables, with toilet bowls as chairs and even the plates and noodles bowls, and even with showerheads as lamps. Lunch was OK. Then JW, Diana and Dwayne left us for their movie back in Times Square. So the 3 of us were left to shop around for clothes (basically its just them both guys shopping, and I'm the shopping partner) in Parkson. And although empty-handed, we even spent almost half an hour just look for the right entrance to get back to Times Square. Failing to do so led us to go around the corners and even went to the extent of seeing BB Plaza and Lot 10 which is nearby. Lols. Upon returning to Times Square, at the same time, those 3 movie "kaki's" also finished the movie. And we walked around with just one purpose: Find a nice place to sit and rest our sore feet plus something cooling to drink, most importantly something cheap as well. Thus, randomly picked 欢喜地 where only me and Jee Hsiung ordered as others think the drinks are not considered cheap. After that, went down to Cold Storage to buy drinks. We left Times Square after that on LRT, and after that public bus once we reached the KTM station near UCSI.

Thought that the trip just ended like that. But certainly things ain't as easy as we thought so. Lols.

The bus we hopped on was actually a mistake. We ended up being kicked out of the bus and asked to wait for the other bus that will bring us back. Except for Jee Hsiung who went down earlier due to our different location of homes. Big mistake of ours for being lazy just to walk across the overhead bridge. Hahahahaha. Although we have reached to an agreement of not letting Jee Hsiung know about it, whom we said "bye-bye" happily to when he had to get down the bus earlier, somehow Michael let the cat out of the bag. I can still remember how he laughed at us until his face was reddened. *embarrassing*

Really glad to have this bunch of friends where we can hang out together and get crazy over simple, silly things. Lols. Sure do hope we can do this kind of things often. *smiles*  I just hate to get back to my previous uni life where I spent the whole day hiding in that snail shell of mine. =p

20.10.2010

Today is certainly a "memorable" day for me. Haiz. First for don't know what reason, I have this moody feeling. Again. And it just doesn't leave me. Till just now. Where I resulted crying over the phone with Michael, uncontrollably, till it scares him I guess. Sorry dear for messing your day. Yours went on smoothly as you wished where it has been bothering you for the past few days. While mine comes with a clumsy stumbling down the stairs, where now I get an ugly + extremely painful bruise on my right hip bone on the back with another one on the back of my left ankle part. And the best part is, my clumsiness just have to appear in the library, though I've to be a BIT thankful that only 2girls downstairs who saw that embarrassing scene, AND I was wearing a knee-length skirt at that time -.-" 

Argh. Hope I'm not falling into the pool of depression. These symptoms showing depression just haunts me. And I'm even starting to worry about March's finals, thanks to the lecturers who constantly reminded me (and other repeat students) about passing it, much more like do-or-die even though I passed my 1st semester examination and yet to them its not enough without extra extra hardwork. Aiks! But a phone call with him with his comforting words kind of pulled me out of that horrifying pool again. And I certainly hope I don't fall into it too often. I hate myself too for being too quiet and start to stressed out over things. That time during the holidays is terrible enough without someone who I can convey to and the only thing I can do is to hide under the blanket forcing myself to sleep and think no more, only to wake up the next day feeling terribly stupid for making myself so stressed and depressed.

Michael's right! I should think and imagine more about the food they'll be serving for the BBQ party! Lols. Sure its nice to think of food. Though not too nice to where all my food supplies are not here with me. =(  I'm hungry~  

Happy - by Secrets In Stereo

I wanna be
next to you
and watch you while you sleep

holding you
lost inside
every breath you breathe

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy


one minute more
a thousand years
it's all the same to me

cause i'm incomplete
and i need you more
with every breath i breathe

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy

i try to let you know
but my words get tangled up
and every time i find that i'm
outside looking in

can't let this moment go
when you're the only one
that makes me feel the way i feel inside

lately i'm falling for you
lately i'm falling for you

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy