~mEMoRiES oF tHE pASt~

~Me & big D~

Continued...


24/12/2004 till 1/1/2005...
I was goin on a trip to KunMing, China with my parents on this day....we're actually leaving at bout 3sth am...so i cant actually sleep b4 tat...probably too excited or too miss him...cuz my parents wont let me bring my hp along in case it got lost...btw..with their hp is enough alreadi actually...so while my parents are sleeping b4 we're leaving for the trip...me & big D chatted on the hp from 12sth am till 2am...haha...i noe tat's kinda long & we even chatted till our phone's got hot from the heat & my hp even out of battery alreadi...hehe...ended up continue chatting with my hp charging...hehe=P Anyway...our secrets nearly revealed when my mum suddenly opened my bedroom door when i was jz hanging up...phew! Tat's was close....then I jz left for my 8-day trip...During our chat...when i hanged up...he said "I Love You" to me for the 1st time...but i was too shocked & i jz din answer him....i feel quite bad but there was nth more i can do since we're leaving alreadi...

January...
Not long after i came back from the KunMing...big D left for Bali with his whole family...those days were torturing cuz although he had his hp with him...yet cuz of Digi's roaming..he cant sms me...so 1 night i jz called him using my house phone...he was extremely happy judging from his voice...told me he was having dinner beside the sea at tat moment...then when his parents noe its his "fren" who phoned him...asked for my help to phone to his grandma to tell her they're safe at Bali alreadi since they cant call out at all...but i asked Big D's fren to do tat since i dun hav the guts to do tat hehe=P & during this trip..his mum & aunt got to noe bout me alreadi when they accidentally found out my nametag in his wallet...then they started addressing me as "何小姐" (in canto)...hehe=D Lucky his mum din object bout tat....keke..

Throughout Feb, March, April & Mei...
Nothing much happened actually...jz alwiz meet each other for lunch b4 tuition & did go out once or twice for movies....& sms-ed each other whole day long...hehe=P

27/5/2005...
Few days b4 this very day...my parents found out tat the phone bill is full of 1 hp num's voicemail num...tat was actually mine..but since i bought tat num secretly without my family knowing jz for him...so they dunno who's num is tat...even suspected someone steal our phoneline...i cant bring myself to confess oso...then 1 day they even said in front of me tat they've reported to the police bout it...i was scared to death...not knowing actually they're jz trying to lure me...luckily i wasn't tat stupid to get lured...but i was still scared....then to avoid me & big D from getting into any troubles...i decided to break up with him...plus his attitude had made me feel tat i wasn't cared anymore..even my frens oso persuaded me to do tat...so i really did it...after 9months of relationship i finally broke it...he din even try to ask me for a 復合..but really din care much bout it alreadi...


After we've broke up..i never regretted for the decision i've made...because i believed tat God has his own reasons for wanting me to do tat...& i'm glad i made it...cuz after that my results improved miraculously...from having a GPK 4..i got GPK 2.4 for my trial...i was extremely happy..!! So...now both of us are jz normal frens...alwiz telling each other problems & talked crap all the time lor..hehe=P & i was satisfied with this kind relationship...


~GOD BLESS ME~