Men talks are just so scary. And currently I'm experiencing one. Just hope that it won't lead to a fight. *scary*

The forever wonderful memories of AMC

Friends adding colours to my life

Got a call from ZW yesterday. Seems that he's having a one-month semester break now. So before he's going back to Ipoh, he's coming over to Cheras to look for me~!! *smiles* Though we haven't really fixed up a time, but sure hope we managed to meet up la. Long time never see. Not even during my own semester break when he was not free at all that time. And seriously, those G2000 shirts are going to mould in my room soon. Urgh. And ZW, are you really serious about jam-ing in the music rooms? Erm, sorry to say, but its been a long time since I last touched the piano keys. Lols.

Besides that, when I was on MSN yesterday, Fishy chatted with me on MSN, telling me that she'll be coming down to KL with JiaYee next Mon for a few days, and will be staying with Ah Ong. Told her maybe we can meet up if they get to come to Cheras's longest pasar malam which is so coincidently right outside my campus. Hehehe. Hopefully they'll make it. *more smiles*

Guess what, the clock on the com says 6.38am, and I've been awake for about and hour. Got awakened by the cold of the early morning. And can't go back to sleep anymore. So the only way is to blog. Lols. Later gonna check up on my books on male reproductive system anatomy. *yawn*

"Almost" abandoned blog

One month ago it says was my last post. And since then,

Classes on endocrine system has finished last week. Starting on reproductive system this week.

Had my first Modular Assessment yesterday, which I think its not quite good, think my memory's running out of me *sad face*

Got onto The Star newspaper on the female football fans interview, thanks to my roommate =) I'm famous now. Lol.

Joined a few of church's fellowship's activities and outings.

And also having junior orientation starting this week, where we'll be meeting with the juniors first time today after our only class.

Anticipating.

Celebrated Mic's friend's birthday at Pizza Hut as well. Became first-class paparazzi by glimpsing something about one of our dear lecturer. Lols.

Worst of all, happened something I dreaded most and still it happens to me. Feels as if I'm in one of those Taiwanese dramas that I always watched. But then, its real life. And I can't avoid it nor ignore it. Not when I still have to face him each and everyday.

I just feel like a complete fool.

What is yours WILL be yours

BUT

What is NOT yours will never become yours

not even if your force the change of the destiny.

And my heart broke the moment the realization of rejection hits me. Hard. Very hard. That my heart can only bleed quietly without you knowing. And yet still can act normal in front of you. What an act. And its just a pathetic act.

This is just so not me. And you're the one who changed everything about me. How ironic.

Fresh new start

Woke up early this morning even though classes no longer start at 8.30am. Had an early shower. Plus woke up with both eyes swollen and pillow's soaking wet. Wonder what I had done last night in my dreams. Or is it that I fell asleep while crying? Haiz.

Now gonna study awhile before going off to look for the course administrator.

Starting of another year.

2nd year. Tomorrow's first day. Starting with PBL 1st session and Endocrine System. Arghhhh. No more Diana around with us as well coz she didn't make it to 2nd year with us. And also days without him staying in hostel anymore. No more staying overnight at his place as well. Less time seeing him for sure. But more time for me on my studies I guess. Weird is, I'm famous in the hostel now. Everyone was asking why I'm alone already, without him around me, and some also asked why long time never seen me since I was having that one-and-a-half-month holiday, and that includes the security guards and the laundry guy. Lols. Bet my roommate also misses me coz I was spending the last few nights in his condo although I was back in KL on Wed. =p And true enough, seemed there'll be lots of changes ever since he made up his mind to shift out of the hostel. I just wonder. And I seriously dread classes starting so early. Urgh!

Thanks to him, I think I'm losing weight. Try not to if you're walking everyday few times from the hostel to the condo to-and-fro. Sometimes even running. And I especially hate walking up the slope of UCSI. Duh~ Not to mention I've lost my appetite these few days. Mum and Dad!!! I'll go back to my fit form in no time, no worries I won't end up as a fat woman!! Lols.