Disappointed~~

Guys....i really am disappointed with u guys....sigh....one has broken my heart last year June...the excruciating pain still remains in my heart till now...one has made me happy & yet confused since last year's Sept even till now....one has made my mind gone crazy last year's Dec....but given up after my rejection (Phew..that's a GREAT relief...)
So...the conclusion is...

I'VE LOST TRUST OVER GUYS ALREADY!!!!!

Guys are really hopelessly mundane human beings....sigh...what am i going to do in my social life...huh?? *scratching my head* ( but my brain's still blank =S)

p/s: Hmm....seems that i've met allot of guys huh?? Socializing with them seemed to be the difficult part....haiz...

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Men Are Hard To Be Pleased

The problems with GUYS:

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him; If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him; If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN; If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE; If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't LOVE him, he tries to POSSESS u; If u LOVE him, he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't make love with him, he says u don't LOVE him; If u do he says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your problems, he says u are TROBLESOME; If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him; If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.(Bullshit!)
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u cannot be TRUSTED; If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are a BAD girl; If he SMOKES, he is a GENTLEMEN.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK; If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL; If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!!& sooo hard to please!!!!!
If u DISTURB him when he doesn't need you, he says ur BOTHERING him; If u don't want to BOTHER him, he says ur UNPREDICTABLE. (Ain't that supposed to be saying that GUYS are unpredictable??)
If ur LONELY, its ur own problem; If he is LONELY, u have to ACCOMPANY him. (Is that fair at all for us girls?)


Sigh...guys are really hard to understand...humans are complicated enough...but guys really add more to the complication =/ Guys out there...i'm sorry to say this...but MOST guys really acted like what i've stated above...mind you...only MOST...not ALL ;P

Busy busy once more...

Hm...long time didn't post anything since the day i got JPA interview...Ern came back from Aussie & left already after almost 1 week's time...& starting April i've gone for tuitions already even though i haven't really decided what to choose...Bio, Chem & Addmaths tuition arousing me =/ For the whole week i'll only be home in the afternoon on Tues & Wed...& for Mon & Wed nights i'm still having my japanese class which i've started with mum since before Chinese New Year...

Yesterday matriculation's results are out alreadi...as predicted i'm not getting it considering my dad's job...so relying on JPA scholarship...praying real hard so that i can get it...sigh =S I really wanted to get that scholarship...Why?? Firstly...so that i can fly far far away from Ipoh & most important from HIM...cant bear to break one more guy's heart...Secondly...my dad's gonna retire in few yr's time & i dun wanna waste too much time & money in achieving mine & dad's dreams...Allot of my frens actually asked me y i wanted to fight with those who REALLY need the scholarship seeing that my dad can actually afford me to anywhere i want no matter local or even overseas....sigh....really cant understand them...they're maybe jealous at me...but it really doesn't mean that rich families cannot apply scholarships right?? I think its really unfair for them to have such thoughts...BAH!!!

Cant believe that some guy frens of mine described me as UNPREDICTABLE??? Wat da.....!!!! Hey guys out there...don't u noe females are meant to be BORNT unpredictable?? If not...we gurls are surely to be bullied by u bullies....& our lives will probably be at risk EVERY SECONDS!!! Duh~~~ Whatever i think or do...some guy frens of mine will give their 1st impression about me is that i'm unpredictable...great....go on with THAT then guys....u noe wat....some guys out there really SUX!!! There's only one thing to describe guys ===> HARD TO BE PLEASED + UNDERSTAND Hmph!!!!!

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Phew....RELIEVED!!! =D

Phew!!! Really thanks to Yih Chew le...he's a guy fren of mine who's studying medic course in Russia now...knew him thru HuiShan (if i'm not mistaken)....knowing him is a fortune too...hehe....coz he's a JPA scholarship holder...& since i'm applying it too....i got lots of tips from him =D

Well...few days ago on Tues...i jz went for my JPA interview at the Pejabat Tabung Haji Perak...Before i went in to the room...i was full of confidence that i do very well...but then by the time i've finished the interview which's a group discussion...i've lost my confidence...almost COMPLETELY!!!! Oh man...that really SUX!!! I was thinking..."man...i dun have any chance at all competing with those others..." But...really thanks to Yih Chew le...he jz told me that the interview doesn't count much in the marks....phew!!! He oso told me bout his own story that he oso thinks like me last time coz he got quite low marks...& yet now....he's in Russia alreadi....studying medic as what he wanted...

Is that luck?? Or is it really his hard work?? No matter what...i'm gonna get my fingers crossed....i really wanted that JPA scholarship...& if possible...get tot go to Russia...as long as i can flee from Ipoh...that's enough alreadi actually....

MAN!!! I'm still not sure about my future....aiks!!


~PEACE OUT===jOaNnE~