~sPeEChLESs~

HELP~~~!!! Can anyone please jz give me a hand & pull me out of confusion??? I've made myself a mess now....sigh....Why cant i just stop thinking about him when i've made myself a promise for not getting into a relationship these few years?? BAH!!! I REALLY SUCKS!!! Even i've told everyone that knows him that i dread seeing him...yet....i dont know le....jz keep wanting to get his attention....ISH...!!!! Can anyone jz tell me what do i ought to do?? ='(

...I'M CONFUSED...