Finally....after the horrible hot spell Mother Earth put on us for months even after CNY...today is such a nice weather though cooling. Rained the whole afternoon til evening. Bet the people in pasar malam must have suffered. But people will still go pasar malam despite the rain. Someone like me and Michael. LOL. Just to get cakes for his breakfast. (and maybe our supper too =p) And also get Ying Hui's veges which she asked me to. Ended up only getting the cakes but not the veges coz rain got heavier and the vege stalls are not even there yet. So poor she has to go pasar malam at such late hour as she's not even back from there yet now (11.25pm as shown on my computer screen.) Hmm.
Continuing from my previous post, seemed that we failed to get that condo unit. Darn! "Thanks" to that final year music student. Seemed that she managed to find 2 more friends to stay in with her so that she can renew her contract. 5 people here cant even versus them 3 just because that gal has been staying there for 3years. Sigh. What to do. Michael and Edmund have even terminated their hostel stay here since they cant stay for 2 more semesters here. My as well start looking for some place to stay then. And that girl coursemate of mine who started everything? SHE FOUND A PLACE!!!! BUT...the person she's going to stay in with is what we heard a freaky pharmacy student. Well, bless her to stay with a freak. Freaks can just stay together for all I care. Bet she's laughing her head off at us for not able to get a place to stay now after all the arguing and stuffs. I AM PISSED!!!!!!
p.s Bet tonight have to sleep with blanket. Sure gonna be freezing cold. And tomorrow have to wake up for Dr Ogunbanjo's discussion session at 9am @_@ (It's supposed to be study week!!!)
p.s.s Not sleepy yet. Drinking hot milo now. =)
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
我。。。
我没有很想你
我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。
我没有很想你
我只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。
我没有很想你
我只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光。
我没有很想你
我只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么。
我没有很想你
我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们。
我没有很想你
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好。
我没有很想你
我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事啊！
我没有很想你
我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白。
我没有很想你
我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音。
我没有很想你
我只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话。
我没有很想你
我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安。
我没有很想你
我只是睡不着的时候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着。
我没有很想你
我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……
或许想念只属于某一个人，如果两个人都在想念彼此，那一定是一对幸福的恋人。
我。。其实很想你，韩佳洺。
我只是在早上醒来的时候，看看手机，有没有你发来的信息，有没有你的未接来电。
我没有很想你
我只是在上网的时候，首先关注你的空间，看看你最近是不是有更新。
我没有很想你
我只是在聊天的时候，翻阅你发给我的短信，看着你的照片，回忆一下那些美好时光。
我没有很想你
我只是饿了会想你饿么，冷了想你会冷么。
我没有很想你
我只是走在大街上看到男男女女，好希望那一对对里有我们。
我没有很想你
我只是把你的来电调成唯一的铃音，放在我身边，并时不时的看看是否自动关机，是否信号良好。
我没有很想你
我只是在吃小吃的时候，想如果你能和我一起吃，那该是多幸福的事啊！
我没有很想你
我只是在听歌的时候，偶尔会被某句歌词击中，脑中出现短暂的空白。
我没有很想你
我只是想看看你的样子，听听你的声音。
我没有很想你
我只是在别人无意提起你的时候，愣在那里，不知答话。
我没有很想你
我只是在睡前紧握着手机，等待着你的情话，等待着你说晚安。
我没有很想你
我只是睡不着的时候想想你，但是，我不知道我是因为睡不着而想你，还是因为想你而睡不着。
我没有很想你
我只是在每次醒来的时候，第一个想到你……
或许想念只属于某一个人，如果两个人都在想念彼此，那一定是一对幸福的恋人。
我。。其实很想你，韩佳洺。
Caffeine non-resistant
Urgh. Maybe you were right. I should not have taken that cup of coffee. Though its nice having the coffee together with you while we chat. We can do that always. As long as its not before sleeping time. =S Or maybe it has nothing to do with caffeine? Probably its because that I took that 1 hour and a half nap after dinner just now. Now I'm practically wide awake. Spent the time blogging only because I can't concentrate on my antibiotics anymore. Double urgh. Maybe I should have just slept early. But I rather not spend the time turning and tossing and end up having my neck almost sprained like just now. Wonder what time I can finally fall asleep. Caffeine's still not my type. Sigh. Not at night I mean. Though I still prefer coffee to tea. Chinese tea is great but preferrably not english tea. I missed the english tea + creamer + sugar that we drank together during tea time though. *big smiles* (Many thanks to McD for the free creamer + sugar packs. LOL.)
Duh~ The weather's still hot even though there's heavy rain both in the afternoon and in the evening just now. I missed the cold wind and weather last night. =[
Duh~ The weather's still hot even though there's heavy rain both in the afternoon and in the evening just now. I missed the cold wind and weather last night. =[
How To Be A Better Couple
10 steps to enjoying each other better...
1. Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn your partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give your girl a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnight with the help of a few facials or treatments!! And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so you would have to do with what your guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what you are. There is more to your partner than what meets the eye.
2. Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not your favourite pastime or mode of resolving issues, but you know what? This works with the girls. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to express yourself better so that your partner understands what you're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When you stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.
3. Do stuff together.
Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve yourselves in some shared activities; something both of you enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or just strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccer with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if your girl asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If you're spending more time with your friends rather than with your partner, it's a warning sign that you're drifting apart!!!
4. Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, you shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks you to keep your room tidy. There's got to be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.
5.Show your love
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume every now and then, even if you have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that you care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear (like for decoration purposes), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows you can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.
6. Respect each other.
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is you love to laugh at. Ask yourself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.
7. Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Girls: Do not bring up the happy things about you and your ex to your guy, it would just make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that you had with your previous relationship or mention about her in your every other sentence as it would make ur girl feel unhappy and she might think that you are saying all this because you are getting back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.
8. Sit on your jealousy.
All of us go through spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but do not translate that insecurity into jealousy. If you are going through your partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, you know something is wrong - with YOU!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads through the relationship before finally killing it. Trust your partner; Love has to have trust in it.
9. Keep your commitments to each other.
If your partner is standing you up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If you are in a relationship, make your partner your priority and don't disappoint them if you can help it. It is really terrible when someone promises to take you to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Do not make promises you can't keep. If your partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to you, you may just lose him/her.
10. Be honest.
Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing your feelings clearly, though not being bitingly cruel. When you are hurt, just say so. And when you are angry, tell him/her, without getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it at all!
1. Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn your partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys-there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give your girl a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnight with the help of a few facials or treatments!! And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so you would have to do with what your guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what you are. There is more to your partner than what meets the eye.
2. Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not your favourite pastime or mode of resolving issues, but you know what? This works with the girls. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to express yourself better so that your partner understands what you're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When you stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.
3. Do stuff together.
Make an effort to do things together. Do some sports or involve yourselves in some shared activities; something both of you enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or just strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccer with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if your girl asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If you're spending more time with your friends rather than with your partner, it's a warning sign that you're drifting apart!!!
4. Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, you shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks you to keep your room tidy. There's got to be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.
5.Show your love
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume every now and then, even if you have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that you care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear (like for decoration purposes), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows you can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.
6. Respect each other.
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is you love to laugh at. Ask yourself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.
7. Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Girls: Do not bring up the happy things about you and your ex to your guy, it would just make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that you had with your previous relationship or mention about her in your every other sentence as it would make ur girl feel unhappy and she might think that you are saying all this because you are getting back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.
8. Sit on your jealousy.
All of us go through spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but do not translate that insecurity into jealousy. If you are going through your partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, you know something is wrong - with YOU!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads through the relationship before finally killing it. Trust your partner; Love has to have trust in it.
9. Keep your commitments to each other.
If your partner is standing you up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If you are in a relationship, make your partner your priority and don't disappoint them if you can help it. It is really terrible when someone promises to take you to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Do not make promises you can't keep. If your partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to you, you may just lose him/her.
10. Be honest.
Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing your feelings clearly, though not being bitingly cruel. When you are hurt, just say so. And when you are angry, tell him/her, without getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it at all!
-Miss call-
A 'Miss Call' does not only mean an unanswered call. It can have other tons of meanings..
They can be:
-How are you?
-Are you okay?
-I'm thinking of you..
-I'm missing you..
-What are you doing now?
-Are you free now?
-I wonder if you are okay..?
-Just for fun..
-Can you talk to me?
-A 'please'..-reply of yes or no..
-I'm bored...
That is why..you must always miss call a person when you think of him/her, so that when you miss call the person, she/he will feel secure or know that you are caring about him/her.
As for me, I would rather people to miss call me. That way I know that they still remember me as their friend.
When u feel lonely or sad, the phone beside u rings, or beeps, or vibrates. It might be your friend, who can cheer you up, who might even lend you a helping hand, give you a shoulder to cry on.
A friend 'miss call' me when they are bored...
A pair 'miss call' their love to tell them that they miss them..
A father 'miss calls' to his son/daughter which means take good care..
A teacher 'miss call' his/her students to wish them luck in their exams/tests..
A single 'miss call' can make one's day a bright one if one knows the meaning of a 'miss call' =)
They can be:
-How are you?
-Are you okay?
-I'm thinking of you..
-I'm missing you..
-What are you doing now?
-Are you free now?
-I wonder if you are okay..?
-Just for fun..
-Can you talk to me?
-A 'please'..-reply of yes or no..
-I'm bored...
That is why..you must always miss call a person when you think of him/her, so that when you miss call the person, she/he will feel secure or know that you are caring about him/her.
As for me, I would rather people to miss call me. That way I know that they still remember me as their friend.
When u feel lonely or sad, the phone beside u rings, or beeps, or vibrates. It might be your friend, who can cheer you up, who might even lend you a helping hand, give you a shoulder to cry on.
A friend 'miss call' me when they are bored...
A pair 'miss call' their love to tell them that they miss them..
A father 'miss calls' to his son/daughter which means take good care..
A teacher 'miss call' his/her students to wish them luck in their exams/tests..
A single 'miss call' can make one's day a bright one if one knows the meaning of a 'miss call' =)
Friday, March 26, 2010
令人头痛的这几天
These few days are just not right. Today's M.A went fine though I guess. I did not dare to look at the answers nor listen to what Dr Aishah said when she was discussing the questions and answers right after assessment today during Q&A session. Just blocked my ears off with fingers plunged into my earholes. I just cant bear to suffer depression whole day. Blerrr. No way I'm gonna spoil my day like that. Though cant go for badminton session today coz its all fully booked is just bad as well. Hopefully can go tomorrow.
What happened for the past few days just gives me headache, although it has nothing to do with me at all directly. Indirectly, yes, coz it has something to do with Michael. I just cant bear others to treat him badly just because he doesn't fight back much. Unlike me who people just don't dare to mess around with me. Lol. And because of this incident, someone just got mad at me coz she thinks I blamed her for everything. But it IS coz of her! If not for her being so selfish (Mike called these kind of people = fishmonger, coz they SEL"L"fish..hehehe) and also being so insisting, I would not have done so. And she speaks of being unfair to the person who found the unit first-handed. Talk about unfair. If the world is ever fair, people wouldn't fight, there's no court and sure there would not be war. And talk about people-who-are-not-concerned-please-leave-the-discussion. If not for I controlled my temper, I would have scolded her or even slapped her hard on the face. Just that I have not done such thing before coz I still have some respect to others. Speaking of it, then what's with having those who're really NOT CONCERNED and yet stand on her side doing there doing the talking as well when they know only bits here and there? And you might be thinking that I'm so good-tempered. You are just messing with fire. I just don't show it easily until you really provoked me. By the way, "my dear"...I helped Mike so much because he's my bf! And now you're mad at me. As if I care. I wouldn't have cared the least even if you don't talk to me. Now I just feel like puking seeing you. (though I wouldn't want to treat my gastrointestinal tract badly just for you) And I got criticised on the meeting minutes today by YOU?? I'M PISSED OFF!!! If you're so darn great, try switching post with me. I'm just glad to do that. And if you're so pissed of with me, try confronting me and have eye-contact with me instead of pretending to be guilty and looked as if I bullied you. Stop spreading the news that I bullied you mostly and made you homeless. Its your own fault for not finding a confirmed place to stay in before terminating your hostel stay. That is called stupidity. Plus its also your own fault for not finding others to stay in with you while relying everything on others to do the job for you. Who do you think you are? You might be a princess back at home, but you're a nobody here. And when you don't get the things you wanted, you just mark that as unfairness. And for those people who believed in you, may they believe coz I don't care what those people think about me if they listened to only one side of the story, especially from someone like you. Only those who knows me well that I care whether they believe me or not. People may believe you just because of your fake enough innocent, sweet look on the outside. But somehow one day those who believed you would know what you really are on the inside. Evil enough? Ying Hui's right. Such thing would only happen in movies or drama series. And Jee Wei's right too. Its just impossible to imagine that there's such an evil person on earth. Especially when the person's just among us. Brr....
Anyway, everything started from a mere misunderstanding. And it was all forgiven. Thought that it is all solved when they gave up the case. Thought we would have won in the argument. Thought we could have shown her some colours. Lol. And now, thanks to the final year music student who has-a-piano-and-insisted-on-staying-in-the-middle-room, our plans are all messed up again. There goes the 3hours of talking and discussing back in Secret Recipe. Bet the staffs there would have been cursing us that day. LOL. And sure they could have recognised us dy. (probably even ban us from stepping into Secret Recipe next time =p) Anyway, everything just have to be left till those moving into the unit to meet up with the owner on Sunday morning. Hope everything goes fine. I sure feel bad chasing the girl out. But its kind of inconvenient to have medicine students staying with a music student who needs to practise piano. Especially when both faculty are having exams at the same time. Wow. I wouldn't want to imagine that.
For now, we just have to pray hard that things go as smoothly as we wanted. *fingers crossed* Plus, start concentrating on preparing for finals. Its just a mere 2weeks time away. =S Pray pray pray~
p.s 哇。。好久没在blog里骂人了。。而且写了蛮长的耶。。嘻嘻 =p 可是。。这家伙真有够讨人厌的。。。没办法咯～
p.s.s To those who believed every word she says and stood on her side: May you realise and have the taste of her true colours. May you regret in believing in her. Coz I believe that these kind of people would get what they should get in the end eventually. 坏人自然有坏报应。Wish you luck guys!
p.s.s.s I know I sounded really pissed off. Believe me. Its not worth it all to be mad at such a person. May us continue in such situation so that I would not fall into your evil trap one day.
What happened for the past few days just gives me headache, although it has nothing to do with me at all directly. Indirectly, yes, coz it has something to do with Michael. I just cant bear others to treat him badly just because he doesn't fight back much. Unlike me who people just don't dare to mess around with me. Lol. And because of this incident, someone just got mad at me coz she thinks I blamed her for everything. But it IS coz of her! If not for her being so selfish (Mike called these kind of people = fishmonger, coz they SEL"L"fish..hehehe) and also being so insisting, I would not have done so. And she speaks of being unfair to the person who found the unit first-handed. Talk about unfair. If the world is ever fair, people wouldn't fight, there's no court and sure there would not be war. And talk about people-who-are-not-concerned-please-leave-the-discussion. If not for I controlled my temper, I would have scolded her or even slapped her hard on the face. Just that I have not done such thing before coz I still have some respect to others. Speaking of it, then what's with having those who're really NOT CONCERNED and yet stand on her side doing there doing the talking as well when they know only bits here and there? And you might be thinking that I'm so good-tempered. You are just messing with fire. I just don't show it easily until you really provoked me. By the way, "my dear"...I helped Mike so much because he's my bf! And now you're mad at me. As if I care. I wouldn't have cared the least even if you don't talk to me. Now I just feel like puking seeing you. (though I wouldn't want to treat my gastrointestinal tract badly just for you) And I got criticised on the meeting minutes today by YOU?? I'M PISSED OFF!!! If you're so darn great, try switching post with me. I'm just glad to do that. And if you're so pissed of with me, try confronting me and have eye-contact with me instead of pretending to be guilty and looked as if I bullied you. Stop spreading the news that I bullied you mostly and made you homeless. Its your own fault for not finding a confirmed place to stay in before terminating your hostel stay. That is called stupidity. Plus its also your own fault for not finding others to stay in with you while relying everything on others to do the job for you. Who do you think you are? You might be a princess back at home, but you're a nobody here. And when you don't get the things you wanted, you just mark that as unfairness. And for those people who believed in you, may they believe coz I don't care what those people think about me if they listened to only one side of the story, especially from someone like you. Only those who knows me well that I care whether they believe me or not. People may believe you just because of your fake enough innocent, sweet look on the outside. But somehow one day those who believed you would know what you really are on the inside. Evil enough? Ying Hui's right. Such thing would only happen in movies or drama series. And Jee Wei's right too. Its just impossible to imagine that there's such an evil person on earth. Especially when the person's just among us. Brr....
Anyway, everything started from a mere misunderstanding. And it was all forgiven. Thought that it is all solved when they gave up the case. Thought we would have won in the argument. Thought we could have shown her some colours. Lol. And now, thanks to the final year music student who has-a-piano-and-insisted-on-staying-in-the-middle-room, our plans are all messed up again. There goes the 3hours of talking and discussing back in Secret Recipe. Bet the staffs there would have been cursing us that day. LOL. And sure they could have recognised us dy. (probably even ban us from stepping into Secret Recipe next time =p) Anyway, everything just have to be left till those moving into the unit to meet up with the owner on Sunday morning. Hope everything goes fine. I sure feel bad chasing the girl out. But its kind of inconvenient to have medicine students staying with a music student who needs to practise piano. Especially when both faculty are having exams at the same time. Wow. I wouldn't want to imagine that.
For now, we just have to pray hard that things go as smoothly as we wanted. *fingers crossed* Plus, start concentrating on preparing for finals. Its just a mere 2weeks time away. =S Pray pray pray~
p.s 哇。。好久没在blog里骂人了。。而且写了蛮长的耶。。嘻嘻 =p 可是。。这家伙真有够讨人厌的。。。没办法咯～
p.s.s To those who believed every word she says and stood on her side: May you realise and have the taste of her true colours. May you regret in believing in her. Coz I believe that these kind of people would get what they should get in the end eventually. 坏人自然有坏报应。Wish you luck guys!
p.s.s.s I know I sounded really pissed off. Believe me. Its not worth it all to be mad at such a person. May us continue in such situation so that I would not fall into your evil trap one day.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
有人说。。这样的女孩很真。。也有点傻。。而我~就是这样的女生 =）
有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，
在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，
并喜欢一咋一呼的说：“滚，滚蛋，坏蛋，笨蛋”。
不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，
大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。
这一种女孩子不谈恋爱，只在姐妹间游荡
即使有不错的朋友，她还是无奈的笑笑
其实她只是在不能确定自己付出的前提下
不会接受，因为不想伤害。
这一种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时，
也会幻想，也会羡慕，
幻想着将来自己的恋爱
该是多么的帅气，多么的温柔，多么的甜蜜
这一种女孩子，
喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹，大呼小叫。
即使没有男朋友，
在她的世界里，也有她的骄傲！
这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁，
朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事
其实她只是感觉累了，
她只是需要一个拥抱。
这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。
她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛，
不要认为她放肆，
她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。
这样的女孩子恋爱的时候
喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。
不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，
其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！
这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛，
如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，
她一定会狠心的离开你。
不要怪她太绝情，
她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，
她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！
这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，
大声的笑，放声的闹。
当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”
她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。
哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。
若你遇到了这样的女孩，
如果你们是朋友，请原谅她平日的不理不睬，
其实她只是不会社交，不敢打扰，
你想想你的每一次邀约，她拒绝过你。
如果你喜欢上她，请你不要说出来，
因为她很幼稚，你会吓跑她。
原谅她的冷漠，
她只是怕伤害你！
若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。
她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。
她只是想静静的看着你，
当你的观众，仅此而已。
如果你们已经在一起了，
请你好好珍惜她。
这样的女孩子、太傻，
请你别让她受伤。
这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，
她有她的梦想，她的希望。
一个如花儿般的女孩子，
她时而快乐，时而忧伤；
时而郁闷，时而疯狂；
时而邪恶，时而善良；
时而脆弱，时而坚强！
你可以说她傻，也可以骂她笨，也可以说她冷，
但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，
希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子！
在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，
并喜欢一咋一呼的说：“滚，滚蛋，坏蛋，笨蛋”。
不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，
大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。
这一种女孩子不谈恋爱，只在姐妹间游荡
即使有不错的朋友，她还是无奈的笑笑
其实她只是在不能确定自己付出的前提下
不会接受，因为不想伤害。
这一种女孩子偶尔看到街上的情侣时，
也会幻想，也会羡慕，
幻想着将来自己的恋爱
该是多么的帅气，多么的温柔，多么的甜蜜
这一种女孩子，
喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹，大呼小叫。
即使没有男朋友，
在她的世界里，也有她的骄傲！
这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁，
朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事
其实她只是感觉累了，
她只是需要一个拥抱。
这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。
她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛，
不要认为她放肆，
她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。
这样的女孩子恋爱的时候
喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。
不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理，
其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！
这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛，
如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，
她一定会狠心的离开你。
不要怪她太绝情，
她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，
她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！
这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，
大声的笑，放声的闹。
当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”
她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。
哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。
若你遇到了这样的女孩，
如果你们是朋友，请原谅她平日的不理不睬，
其实她只是不会社交，不敢打扰，
你想想你的每一次邀约，她拒绝过你。
如果你喜欢上她，请你不要说出来，
因为她很幼稚，你会吓跑她。
原谅她的冷漠，
她只是怕伤害你！
若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。
她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。
她只是想静静的看着你，
当你的观众，仅此而已。
如果你们已经在一起了，
请你好好珍惜她。
这样的女孩子、太傻，
请你别让她受伤。
这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，
她有她的梦想，她的希望。
一个如花儿般的女孩子，
她时而快乐，时而忧伤；
时而郁闷，时而疯狂；
时而邪恶，时而善良；
时而脆弱，时而坚强！
你可以说她傻，也可以骂她笨，也可以说她冷，
但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，
希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子！
Saturday, March 20, 2010
勇敢爱
勇敢爱
词:Mr Mars 曲:陈炯顺
唱:阮经天 石周靓
(男)我的孤单就像 冲浪板
心跳随着海浪 游荡
(女)我的等待总是 没答案
不想这样 浪漫的滋味 令人期待
(合)难忘又可爱 喔
(合)喔啦啦啦啦啦 别等待
错过爱 不会再来
(男)想不通 搞不懂 心跳加快
你爱丫爱丫 在不在
(合)喔啦啦啦啦啦 别走开
喜欢要 大声 表白
(女)天空的彩虹 也亮起来
(合)让我们 勇敢去爱
[01:08.28]
(男)原来爱就好像 冲浪板
浪漫随着波涛 起航
(女)而快乐本来就是 很简单
把美好珍藏
回忆的滋味 难以忘怀
(合)酸甜又可爱 喔
Nightmare
Bad nightmare. Caused me to wake up suddenly at 4.30am. Unable to sleep again til almost 6am. But the turning and tossing gave me a restless sleep. The feeling of having that horrible dream still stays in my mind. Or I should say stuck to it. Urgh. I hate the feeling and hope it wont bother me anymore. I hope I could have called him, but I rather let him sleep. Because of me, he starts to be deprived of sleep. I know my biological clock's gone haywire but that has become a habit that started ever since my high school life. Argh. Do please give me a peaceful sleep tonight.
怎麼開始忘了
林隆璇&张芸京 - 怎么开始忘了
琴键那么重 我用技巧去弹奏
情绪那么浓 我该用什么去快乐
明明到最后 在我失去了以后终于懂得
追梦若是片宽阔天空 只是我从没抽离过
吉他那么重 我亦无力去弹奏
不想做什么 谁能陪我轻唱那首歌
不是我不懂 拥抱之后总是难以去承受
那些认真的美好 都一闪而过
怎么开始忘了我 还能微笑
怎么开始忘了我 还有心跳
那些黑色的玩笑 没有受伤不会好
我们还在找 自己的生存之道
慢慢释怀才能 让自己变好
朦胧的话只是 无聊的暗号
流言传来传去 不知何时平息
该如何去面对 那不重要
p.s 从电台知晓这首歌的。。好好听哦～ 尤其张芸京还是个女生耶。。
Friday, March 19, 2010
Seniors' Farewell Party
After finishing our M.A on Mon morning, which also means after few days of stressful nights, we went for our usual weekly badminton session. Had a great time smashing opponents while partner-ing with Michael. =) And somehow, after badminton session, when we're about to leave for dinner, everything just came up suddenly with all the singing together as a performance for the seniors' farewell party. And so...there comes the nights of practising until 11pm for 2nights, with the combination of 3 guys and 5 girls always in a music studio learning the songs. Not to mention those few days waking up early just to have breakfast at McD with Mike. Thanks to the free breakfast vouchers! *big smiles* I just loooveeee having breakfast just with him =)
Seniors' farewell party's on Wed night. And miraculously, and also thanks to Ying Hui's help, I managed to borrow an erhu from her friend. I seriously miss my "precious" back at home =( Anyway, on Wed morning, again we met up at 8am @_@ Went to McD together with the whole gang, spent one hour on breakfast and chatting, then went back to Block C to start practising and preparing for the decor. Miserable us to keep searching for rooms to practise on the keyboard and erhu and also our singing. And we seriously attracted attention. Lol. People passing by the doors would stick their head to the glass panes and listen to us either singing or the musical instruments. Guess no one had ever seen something such as the erhu huh. Even Bernard and Nadia asked how on earth something with only 2 strings could produce such nice music. Well, that is what I was always asked since 9years ago.
The night was a success! At least this is what I think. Well, at least I contributed. Unlike last time when I was more like an outsider of the class where the only thing I do is to go for classes then run back to my room straight after class without getting myself involved in anything. Guess that big change made my mum accepted what I did without the usual grumbling.
The most incredible thing that even shocked myself is that my singing voice has gone up an octave higher pitch. And thanks to my perfect pitch, I was appointed to be one of the lead singers of the group. And it was a wonderful experience being able to perform on stage together with Michael, especially he's another of the lead singers too. =)
Songs we (me, Michael, Billy, Melissa, Li-Wei & Edward with Bernard as our "teacher" and JeeWei as the pianist) sang together: 最珍贵的角落 & You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban
Songs I played with erhu: As accompanist together with piano for Nadia's 朋友 by 周华健, 梁祝 & 赛马
p.s: He just looked even more gorgeous with a tie!!! *big grins* And I can just melt with his smile. Just please smile next time whenever you can, especially when there's a camera aiming at you. Else Chin Teck would think he owed you money again. =p
Seniors' farewell party's on Wed night. And miraculously, and also thanks to Ying Hui's help, I managed to borrow an erhu from her friend. I seriously miss my "precious" back at home =( Anyway, on Wed morning, again we met up at 8am @_@ Went to McD together with the whole gang, spent one hour on breakfast and chatting, then went back to Block C to start practising and preparing for the decor. Miserable us to keep searching for rooms to practise on the keyboard and erhu and also our singing. And we seriously attracted attention. Lol. People passing by the doors would stick their head to the glass panes and listen to us either singing or the musical instruments. Guess no one had ever seen something such as the erhu huh. Even Bernard and Nadia asked how on earth something with only 2 strings could produce such nice music. Well, that is what I was always asked since 9years ago.
The night was a success! At least this is what I think. Well, at least I contributed. Unlike last time when I was more like an outsider of the class where the only thing I do is to go for classes then run back to my room straight after class without getting myself involved in anything. Guess that big change made my mum accepted what I did without the usual grumbling.
The most incredible thing that even shocked myself is that my singing voice has gone up an octave higher pitch. And thanks to my perfect pitch, I was appointed to be one of the lead singers of the group. And it was a wonderful experience being able to perform on stage together with Michael, especially he's another of the lead singers too. =)
Songs we (me, Michael, Billy, Melissa, Li-Wei & Edward with Bernard as our "teacher" and JeeWei as the pianist) sang together: 最珍贵的角落 & You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban
Songs I played with erhu: As accompanist together with piano for Nadia's 朋友 by 周华健, 梁祝 & 赛马
p.s: He just looked even more gorgeous with a tie!!! *big grins* And I can just melt with his smile. Just please smile next time whenever you can, especially when there's a camera aiming at you. Else Chin Teck would think he owed you money again. =p
Sunday, March 14, 2010
To: Michael
Я люблю тебя и только вы, Майкл достопочтенным вы стали незаменимым в моем сердце, и ничего не изменится, то.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Stupid weather. Hot as hell. Cant even sleep even though my eyelids are both swollen and heavy. *yawn* Guess I'll be waken up by my roommate's early alarm in few hours' time since she's going hiking with her friends and needa wake up early around 6. Bed's too hot. And I'm already sweating profusely even though the table fan's practically blowing into my face. Argh! Doesnt seem there's any changes in the temperature even with that downpour this afternoon. Hopefully there's rain tomorrow le. Looking forward to the badminton playing session. Even if its only me and Mike playing. M.A's on Mon.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Father God heard my prayers. Heavy downpour now right after I posted my blog post. Wind blowing hard now. Even managed to blow my windows wide open after I've pulled it close leaving a gap. Hopefully the weather would be alot colder. I just hate the feeling of sleeping on a hot bed, and waking up with my whole t-shirt drenched with sweat. Urgh.
One more month away...
Hectic week. Lectures til almost 6pm everyday now. And class starts at 8am. Thanks to Dr Thani and Dr Chua. Though I love their lectures. Great lectures. At least alot better than Dr Anupama in physiology lectures. I still miss Dr Mehboob's lectures though. Cant help it though if I got too tired and fished in class. Lolz. Tomorrow is as usual with the early morning lecture. But suffer for one hour only. Then can go back to dreamland. *big grins*
Seniors' farewell party's on next Wed. And we're having some sort of semi-formal prom. Theme's "Star". Weird theme, though interesting. (troublesome though..where am I gonna get a "star" on my dress?) Plus, now I've to choose between my pink dress with beads in front which I bought many years back, OR the low-cut, V-shaped black dress my mum bought for me from Bali. Gah. Have to think also what to wear to church on Sat night. The night for the Sisters huh. Hm. How I wish I'm a guy though. Then can help Mike and Ed to organise the games. I love organising things but sure not getting involved in it. Lol. Btw, was so happy when Mike asked me in person whether I wanna go to the prom with him or not. *BIG smiles* I could only smile in reply. *blush*
Crazy Thaalitha. Me...dance? You sure must be joking. Especially asking me to dance a Chinese fan dance. Even more ridiculous. The only memory of me dancing ballet was so long time ago and also embarrassing. Wonder how I managed to pass those years dancing ballet, getting involved in ballet concerts and passing ballet exams. Urgh. I wouldn't mind playing erhu though. Miss alot the times when I played erhu. Too bad its not with me now. So gotta borrow from a classical music student that Ying Hui knows. Hopefully I get to borrow it. And the idea of performing Viva La Vida with Michael using keyboard and guitar? Sounds great! =)
Double Urgh. M.A's postponed to next Mon. Though that gives me the more reasons to procrastinate. And that should stop. Coz from tomorrow onwards, it'll only be one month away to finals. And if I fail again this time, there'll be no turning back. No more resit paper for me. And certainly no more staying in this school. Everything would be back to zero. Or even negative. And certainly all the dreams of being with Michael til the end of our medical years would be all gone. Conclusion: I should be more hardworking. Stuff everything in my brain and seal them tight. No more procrastination. And no more wasting time on computers. I still have anatomy, physiology, pathology, microbiology, pharmacology, AND the most-boring-subject biochemistry. Too bad they're taking away the OSCE part for finals. Understaff is the main reason. Though I'm alot better in practicals than theory. Darn! So every hope I've to put in my written papers. *fingers crossed TIGHT!*
p.s Stupid hot weather! Hope I hope there's heavy downpour tonight. I rather stand under the rain than being cooped up in my microwave-like room, even with the ceiling fan + a table fan. Grr.
p.s.s I need to be more firm to myself to stop the procrastination.
Seniors' farewell party's on next Wed. And we're having some sort of semi-formal prom. Theme's "Star". Weird theme, though interesting. (troublesome though..where am I gonna get a "star" on my dress?) Plus, now I've to choose between my pink dress with beads in front which I bought many years back, OR the low-cut, V-shaped black dress my mum bought for me from Bali. Gah. Have to think also what to wear to church on Sat night. The night for the Sisters huh. Hm. How I wish I'm a guy though. Then can help Mike and Ed to organise the games. I love organising things but sure not getting involved in it. Lol. Btw, was so happy when Mike asked me in person whether I wanna go to the prom with him or not. *BIG smiles* I could only smile in reply. *blush*
Crazy Thaalitha. Me...dance? You sure must be joking. Especially asking me to dance a Chinese fan dance. Even more ridiculous. The only memory of me dancing ballet was so long time ago and also embarrassing. Wonder how I managed to pass those years dancing ballet, getting involved in ballet concerts and passing ballet exams. Urgh. I wouldn't mind playing erhu though. Miss alot the times when I played erhu. Too bad its not with me now. So gotta borrow from a classical music student that Ying Hui knows. Hopefully I get to borrow it. And the idea of performing Viva La Vida with Michael using keyboard and guitar? Sounds great! =)
Double Urgh. M.A's postponed to next Mon. Though that gives me the more reasons to procrastinate. And that should stop. Coz from tomorrow onwards, it'll only be one month away to finals. And if I fail again this time, there'll be no turning back. No more resit paper for me. And certainly no more staying in this school. Everything would be back to zero. Or even negative. And certainly all the dreams of being with Michael til the end of our medical years would be all gone. Conclusion: I should be more hardworking. Stuff everything in my brain and seal them tight. No more procrastination. And no more wasting time on computers. I still have anatomy, physiology, pathology, microbiology, pharmacology, AND the most-boring-subject biochemistry. Too bad they're taking away the OSCE part for finals. Understaff is the main reason. Though I'm alot better in practicals than theory. Darn! So every hope I've to put in my written papers. *fingers crossed TIGHT!*
p.s Stupid hot weather! Hope I hope there's heavy downpour tonight. I rather stand under the rain than being cooped up in my microwave-like room, even with the ceiling fan + a table fan. Grr.
p.s.s I need to be more firm to myself to stop the procrastination.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
♥ 这才是男朋友，你合格吗 ?
一。每天睡觉之前一定要给她打一个电话，不管你有多晚，因为她一直在等你，只是她嘴上说不管。
二。就算你再忙，你也不能一连好几天不给她短信或电话，或者对她忽冷忽热，因为这样会让她很恐慌，是不是自己又做错了什么。任何时候不要让她找不到你，因为这样她会一直很不安心。
三。 就算她跟你无理取闹你也要原谅她，因为她那是在测试你在乎她的程度。因为她那是缺乏安全感
四。你要经常去她的个人主页，即使什么也不留下，但是她看到你来过的记录也会很开心。
五。你问她想不想你时，如果她说不想，你一定要很开心，因为她的不想就是想。
六。和她发短信时，字数一定要比她的多，这样她会觉得你是在乎她的。
七。对她对你已经说过一万遍的关心，不要不耐烦的说知道了知道了，要很感动的说谢谢，因为那真的都是她出自内心的关心。
八。当她关心你时，不要说出：原来你也会关心我这样的话。这样会很伤她心，因为这对于她来说是一种很大的否定。
九。当你和她打电话时，你一定要她先挂你的电话，即使她说了一百遍要你先挂。
十。千万要记得她都是害羞的，不要什么都让她主动。
十一。即使最后你们还是不能走到一起，记得，一定要跟她说清楚，分手一定要让她说出，因为她是为你折翅的天使。
十二。分手后，千万不要再对她说出以后还是朋友这样的话，因为这样她会觉得自己很悲哀。
男朋友就是每天不厌其烦的陪你吃饭、送送你上下班的那个人；
男朋友就是虽然身上没什么钱，也会请你吃饭的那个人；
男朋友就是早晨你醒来时第一个想到的那个人；
男朋友就是能跟你打电话聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那个人；
男朋友就是在你最艰难的时候陪伴在你身边的那个人；
男朋友就是为了不让你担心，无论出了什么事都要自己默默承担的那个人；
男朋友就是手机里总是存满你给他发的短信，直到信箱满了都舍不得删掉的那个人;
男朋友就是无论你是不是漂亮都会夸赞你漂亮的那个人；
男朋友就是常察看你的手机纪录，确信跟你常联系的都是你的女性朋友才放心的那个人；
男朋友就是在你任性、耍小脾气时，也会忍住脾气不会冲你发火的那个人；
男朋友就是看到你流泪时，为你擦去泪水给你一个温暖拥抱的那个人；
男朋友就是就算你犯了错误，也舍不得骂你的那个人；
男朋友就是可以在车站等你很久也不会介意的那个人；
男朋友就是明明最不喜欢逛街，还能陪你一家一家的逛到你觉得满意为止的那个人；
男朋友就是有着宽厚的肩膀可以让你随时依靠的那个人；
男朋友就是吃饭时放慢速度等你的那个人；
男朋友就是总是让你走在马路内侧的那个人；
男朋友就是过马路时会紧紧拉住你的手的人；
男朋友就是就算情人节也不会买花给你，让你对他又爱又气的那个人；
男朋友就是深夜为你开着手机的那个人；
男朋友就是当你读到这篇文章时立刻会想到的那个人
二。就算你再忙，你也不能一连好几天不给她短信或电话，或者对她忽冷忽热，因为这样会让她很恐慌，是不是自己又做错了什么。任何时候不要让她找不到你，因为这样她会一直很不安心。
三。 就算她跟你无理取闹你也要原谅她，因为她那是在测试你在乎她的程度。因为她那是缺乏安全感
四。你要经常去她的个人主页，即使什么也不留下，但是她看到你来过的记录也会很开心。
五。你问她想不想你时，如果她说不想，你一定要很开心，因为她的不想就是想。
六。和她发短信时，字数一定要比她的多，这样她会觉得你是在乎她的。
七。对她对你已经说过一万遍的关心，不要不耐烦的说知道了知道了，要很感动的说谢谢，因为那真的都是她出自内心的关心。
八。当她关心你时，不要说出：原来你也会关心我这样的话。这样会很伤她心，因为这对于她来说是一种很大的否定。
九。当你和她打电话时，你一定要她先挂你的电话，即使她说了一百遍要你先挂。
十。千万要记得她都是害羞的，不要什么都让她主动。
十一。即使最后你们还是不能走到一起，记得，一定要跟她说清楚，分手一定要让她说出，因为她是为你折翅的天使。
十二。分手后，千万不要再对她说出以后还是朋友这样的话，因为这样她会觉得自己很悲哀。
男朋友就是每天不厌其烦的陪你吃饭、送送你上下班的那个人；
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男朋友就是手机里总是存满你给他发的短信，直到信箱满了都舍不得删掉的那个人;
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男朋友就是过马路时会紧紧拉住你的手的人；
男朋友就是就算情人节也不会买花给你，让你对他又爱又气的那个人；
男朋友就是深夜为你开着手机的那个人；
男朋友就是当你读到这篇文章时立刻会想到的那个人
我知道
我已找到最适当的人选了
这种人绝种了吗？
并不。
他，
此时此刻就在我身边
所以，
我很幸福 =)
Wednesday, March 03, 2010
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