Joanne Ho

Almost forgotten that I've a nickname given by Liew Min aka Sa Po Min back during the CO period ==> 猪安何....a direct chinese translation from Joanne Ho...which eventually she and my juniors short-formed it to 猪!! *dash underscore dash* So last time you can always hear someone yelling that over the room or even over the field....best-nya.......till even my family knew about it when once I met my junior in a shopping mall *walao ehhh*

冷笑话。。

1. 人在什么时候想喝汽水？
答： 孤单的时候，因为。。。当你孤单你会想“汽水”（起谁）

2. 蜘蛛侠是什么颜色？
答： 白色！因为“是白的man”嘛~

3. 什么动物最色？
答： 无尾熊！因为它整天抱着树干。。

4. 哪个皇帝瞎的？
答： 康熙，因为 cant see~

5. 一个洋人夹在两个印度人中间，你会想到什么？
答： OREO饼干

6. 咸蛋、茶蛋跟臭蛋一起考试，哪个会作弊？
答： 咸蛋！因为“咸蛋超人“ = 咸蛋抄人

7. 蛋糕跌倒了，谁会鼓励他起来？
答： 猪！因为朱古力蛋糕

8. 年轻人和老太婆发生一夜情后，年轻人死了，为什么？
答： 他喝了过期的奶~

9. 哪个历史人物跑得最快？
答： 曹操！因为“说到曹操，曹操就到”~

经典照片

~Dad & Mum~

This was taken UNNOTICED by my couz sis during my piano convocation...lol....where she was sitting beside my parents...they were soooo engrossed in chatting that they never realised that their pic was taken till my couz bro just sent me this picture ^^

An emo post

Am going back to KL for good this Friday...2 more days away although I just came back from KL today afternoon....okay..long story cut short...I bought the return ticket last Fri so still have to come back today...and since most probably will be having 2 classes per week..my as well go back earlier...its almost 2weeks away to the starting of my classes anyway...better still to keep away from home...or should I say my parents...I seriously need freedom and the relieve of stress which I can't find those from home anymore.....sigh~

Darren's back in town....under quarantine at the moment...and Leng told me they'll be going to KL someday...then we can meet up then! =) Too bad though I didn't get the chance to meet up with my ji muis back here in Ipoh...time is just not right...next time I guess....Going back to KL also gives me the chance to meet up with Zern who got back from Hong Kong and is currently working in KL...somewhere...no idea where...but she's free during the weekends...and can meet up with Zoo V too...he still owes me a free playing of Howie Day song with his own guitar....hahahaha....and he still hasn't came to visit me at UCSI..YET!!! I've spent my money and time to get to INTI...but that stingy uncle just wouldn't do so...1st he's lazy and 2nd he's stingy!!! *blerrr*

Currently feeling hopelessly helpless....hope there's someone's shoulder I could lean on and cry...but the only thing I can find for now is my pillow...and it's already drenched with my tears....

Dilemma

Been facing the dilemma since I know I've failed my 1st year's finals and I would need to repeat the whole year again or risk getting kicked out of uni that I'll be repeating my year together with a bunch of juniors sure-to-be younger than me and most probably be meeting my juniors from Form6 coz there's already two juniors sms-ing me on enquiries to study medicine in UCSI *dash underscore dash* but now have finally come to accept the fact la...I just have to ignore that dilemma...the most important thing is to study and pass the finals!! I'm also under the pressure mainly from my parents and also from myself....the money for the school fees (it aint small amount for medicine course)....the one year wasted compared to others who will be able to graduate after 4 more years where I still have 5years to go....and I feel the difference between myself and my own high school buddies...and also my parents pressurising me without themselves knowing....like my dad complaining once that he won't be able to retire earlier as what he had initially planned..and my mum complaining alot that she will have to work double as an insurance agent...haizzzzz..........Okay...I may have to accept the truth...but I seriously need time to pass the barrier and heal the wound...guess it'll take a loonnnggg time.....

Yikes! I haven't been meeting up with any of my high school buddies...only with my tuition mates...and I'm going back to KL sooner before my classes start so that I can concentrate more on my studies...home equals to heaven for sleeping and eating =p Not to mention also to get away from home because of some reasons....which only zoo v and ern know about it.....Being away from home also means I can meet up with friends in KL without my parents knowing...else they'll have a big fuss over it....*oOpS...sHhhhh.......hehehehe*

Hopefully...

Hopefully its mere infatuation....hopefully...

Or am I thinking too much?

Or just because I don't want to accept the truth?

I hope that it's just me having too much thoughts.

I couldn't bear the thought of it anymore....

HolidaySSSSssss

Just went to Fraser's Hill last Sat and stayed overnight there. Main purpose is to celebrate dad's birthday which is actually today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! ^^ and also to celebrate Father's Day, which's this coming Sunday. We always celebrate these two events together as they're so near together every year. Anyway, had the MOST memorable time we ever had in Fraser's Hill! *dash underscore dash* (learnt this from zoo v..lolz) Sure...Fraser's Hill has been getting more and more developed since the last time we've been there, which's actually last year's Dad's birthday too...and the number of travelers are increasing as well....and this caused us unable to book the usual hotel that we always go to. We landed up instead in another hotel...quite old one...lack of management too...but famous because its the place where the rare beautiful birds congregate ==> Jelai Gunung Resort Unexpectedly on our way out of our house, my eldest uncle called up to ask whether we're going to KL on Sunday, and when we told him of our plans on going to Fraser's Hill...he said he'll probably be joining us..and he sure did! Arrived not long after we've arrived there..and he and his family stayed two rooms away from ours. And such coincidence my youngest couz bro has the same birthday as my dad..so we had a double bday celebration la...my mum made a homemade Japanese cheese cake while my aunt bought a chocolate cake from a cake shop as they decided in a hurry to come to Fraser's. Had a fabulous time eating in our room the cakes, the biscuits my mum made as well and the kaya puffs we bought. Then pressie time!! Dad was sooooo happy with the champagne me and my sis and bro gave....the shirt mum gave and the encyclopedia on orchids my sis grabbed from a warehouse sale =D HOWEVER......the night was soooooooo long...we were all attacked by mozziesss.....especially my sis...and the room was sooo stuffy and hot without no sign of any air-con or fan or whatsoever...we're forced to open the door to the balcony and the window but that gave chance for the mozzies to feed on us =S We're soooo lack of sleep by spending most of the night beating mozzies....I managed to sleep in the end with the blanket over my head without bothering about the heat anymore....but even though I'm already unconscious...I still automatically slap my whole body whole night through my sleep (my sis told me so) My uncle's family practically sleep while having the lights on the whole night...too much mozzies flying around....And the conclusion? This will be the 1st and the last time we're gonna stay in this hotel...better to stay somewhere where there's air-con in the room then go for natural air...natural cool air = mozzies!!!

So looking forward to the trip to Sungai Kelah's hot spring this coming Sat...will be going back to UCSI by Fri morning's train to attend the Msian Studies replacement class on Sat morning while listening to some groups' presentations...then maybe my uncle will drop by to fetch me and my sis to Sg Kelah...This time the trip is totally sponsored by my uncle...where we'll be staying in a rented bungalow...private one....where we'll be having a private hot spring by ourselves!!! *woohoo* Though the bungalow cost about $800 for 4persons....and additional people will be charged $80 per person *holy cow* My sis's right...I definitely need to go for this trip...as a treatment for my poor skin conditions...my skin problems just not totally recovered...scars everywhere too =( HOT SPRINGGGGG~~~

Steamboat gathering =)

Just had a steamboat gathering with my bunch of tuition friends...almost the whole gang of us appeared...hahaha...me, Jean, Yean, Ah Pao, Vic, Kar Meng, Wei Kit and Chew Kit....ate till about 3hours long...chat til non stop..eat til non stop too...hahaha....actually talk nonsense more le...lolz....everyone didn't change much la...which's good since our relationships remained the same...still as close as usual...I'm just sooo glad that I still have this bunch of friends around =) Waited for about 2hours though for Vic to come all the way from Kampar as he ended his class only at 8pm...He arrived only about 10pm and so we left at about 11.30pm....and its the latest hour ever that I got home!! =p The BEST record ever....lolz...nearly got a scolding from my parents tim....Before the steamboat, me and Jean and Wei Kit and Kar Meng even went to watch Terminator Salvation together before meeting with others for the steamboat...not a bad movie...but too bad 17 Again is not showing in Ipoh cinemas...ish! Will be watching it with sis back in KL on Monday though...hehehe......

Early-morning call =)

Just had a one-hour chat with Ern...so so so so soooo happy when I heard her voice...was wondering who'll be calling at such an early hour...We chatted like old times....and lucky her call is free...else we wouldn't have the chance to do so....I sooooo darn miss her le......A call from USA thousand miles away is just such a surprise for me...especially during this time where I needed support from someone like Ern....thanks ALOT dear!! ^^ I felt alot better talking to you...telling you everything from my studies to my family problems...sooo nice to know that you're always around for me whenever I needed you...and DO please update me more in the emails la....I feel sooo lost knowing nothing much about you...others asked me about you I also don't know much about you...

STUPID MALAYSIAN STUDIES!!!

Stupid lecturer...stupid Malaysian Studies!!! If not for you...I wouldn't have purposely travel to-and-fro from Ipoh to KL although the time needed is not as half as bad as those who came from JB and Penang...but still...it still wastes alot of my time!!! If not for you...Wei Kit wouldn't have to come all the way from Penang just to accompany me to class...he was in Penang celebrating his friend's bday which's on Sunday night..and early Monday morning he took the bus straight to KL...arriving only in the late afternoon...and turned up the class is cancelled!!! That is just sooooo....last minute!!! Now I felt soooo guilty for troubling him so much...even asked him to change the bus ticket yesterday when he accidentally bought the 4pm bus...duh~~ So ended up we spent the whole afternoon in the library with me studying while he sit quietly opposite reading his crime novel...then went off to McD for dinner because he so wanted to eat fastfood...after that went to Pudu together...waited for almost one hour there too because we were there early...haiz....all the time wasted just because of MS.......but Wei Kit's real nice la...unbelievably nice..LOL =p Even Ern was asking me why was so nice out of a sudden since we've known each other since form2...

p.s: This is the 1st ever time I sat in the bus with a guy..err...a close guy friend...caused me to unable to sleep comfortably...lol...and yesterday is one of the nights I slept early if compared to the last 2 nights where I was having insomnia and can only sleep around 5am....

败犬女王

唷。。终于追完了台湾偶像剧《败犬女王》了！！总共21集耶。。也是今天才刚播完。。就被我从Youtube上下载了。。呵呵 =p 结局真不错。。有够感人的。。而且差不多每个主角配角都各有眷属。。算是开心的结局啦。。再说单无双和鲁卡斯真是一对度过了重重困难才能在一起的，差8岁的姐弟恋。。是个不同风格的偶像剧啦。。因为很大的可能性蛮多人不能接受男生比女生小这么多的现实吧！小8岁耶。。。对我而言，要照顾我的男生绝对不能比我小。。要大过我也最多能大我3岁吧！蛮高要求喔。。可是世界上能被封上“好男人”这个代号的男性实在是越来越少了。。开始怀疑好男人全都消失到哪去了。。搞得我现在人已接近21岁了。。却还是孤伶伶一个人的。。嘴里说暂时不想管感情生活。。可是说实在的有时候真希望有个人一直陪在我身边。。有什么事随时都可以找他倾谈。。什么事都可以找他分担。。好想有个人一直呵护着我。。也好知道有个人会无时无刻支持着我。。随着年纪的增长，对很多事的想法都改变很多了。。。

我朋友说得对。。之前我的那段感情其实也真的不能算是男女朋友的关系耶。。九个月里说是拍拖。。可是真不能相信我们连牵手的阶段都还未到耶。。那。。这个就算是我生命里一个小小的、只是在我生活中偶然路过的点缀吧！好想拍拖哦～～ 只可惜我生命中的白马王子似乎还未出现的。。最好就不要等我五年毕业后都还是单身的咯 >.<

Just knew from looking at his Friendster page that he'd broken up with his gf...I don't know how should I feel..relieved..?? Or happy..?? Okay...the latter is quite impossible...being friends aint supposed to be like that...but whatever is it...I'm glad that he had started to keep in contact with me already despite the few months of misunderstandings between us...Oh well...hopefully we can resume the friendship la by the meeting-up next Fri =)

Everything Everyone has changed...

Went out with my tuition gang yesterday night...at first there's about 7 of us...but somehow ended up only with me and 2 other guys, Vic and KM, cuz WK went off to Penang to celebrate his fren's birthday..Pei Pei sick already...Pei Sin and Kar Yan weren't sure but anyway they didn't turn up la...so the initial plan of going for steamboat changed to Yeolde English...

OH well..KM's the same as usual...he keep mentioning that he just broke up with his gf...while keep on hinting...like he so wished I'll go out with him especially for movies when I mentioned I'll be going to the movies with WK in KL later...like he so wished that he can go to my house for once...and like he start touching my hair...and that really gives me the goosebumps! Even Vic noticed that too le....haiz....so I really cant imagine how obvious is his actions and the way he talked...Anyway...what shocked me the most is when Vic arrived...He sat down...dug into his pocket and got out 2 handphones (rich guys are like that...KM too has 2 handphones...more handphones growing moulds at home =p)..PLUS a packet of cigarette and the lighter..my mouth goes..."O-M-G!!! Victor Loke!!! You're smoking?? Ever since when??" That is what i call unbelievable....As you ages...the mindset changes as well...and it all depends on the friends you mix with actually...so like when I told them I never went clubbing ever since I'm in KL...they're the one feeling unbelievable...to them...clubbing is the only activity you HAVE to do once you're in KL...else you can't consider yourself as a KL people...hmm......weird thinking of theirs...

We chatted and chatted from 7.30 right until around 10pm when Vic's friends called him for another round of his own Scout gathering...Glad that I still have such friends...and seriously I do mix better with guys...hahaha...guess they treat me more like a buddy than as a girl...we've known each other for too long...especially Vic...since standard2 wor...Even glad that we'll be meeting up again next Fri with even more people...of our own gang...the twins, CP maybe if he's going and willing to see me again, and WK...too bad Hsi Yu cant attend....and cant contact Sarah and Ah Pao....its nice to meet up with everyone....I soooooo miss the time we met up the year before last where we can chat for hours....