Friday, April 30, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
♥ ..请别爱上这样的女孩,否则请深爱..♥
请别爱这样的女孩。
如果有一个这样的女孩对你说她爱你，那就代表在她的心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊。
你不了解她，不懂她的好，就别爱她。她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装，做个幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什么，不会无理取闹要你陪着她，她有自己的生活，她给你空间因为她也需要空间。
她也会幻想，在遇到真正的他时，会在他累的时候悄悄熬上点营养粥，然后说，看你这么不辞劳累本姑娘心情又不错犒劳犒劳你。
她在你面前永远性感调皮，偶尔撒撒娇，跟你玩陌生人的游戏，在你的朋友面前从来大方得体，微笑的依偎在你身边。
她不让你给她买这买那，她会说，我啊，是大女人，不喜欢男人给我买单。。。但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心，因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。
她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心，能让她感觉得到。
她会经常冒出些新鲜的想法来调剂生活，她的多变有时会让你不安。
终有一天，她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。
得到她，别骄傲，因为没人可以吃定她。
只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。
她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感，因为她在乎。
她有时想，当她遇上生命中的那个人，会爱的多么浓烈，她渴望那种不计后果的极致，然后在强烈的碰撞中享受那种心痛感。
所以，别爱这样的女孩，她太偏激，太虚伪，太粗心，又太神经质，太难伺候，太不温柔。。。
如果你没勇气，没能力可以坚持爱她，就别爱她。
因为如果你会离开，她的心将会永远冰封，再也不会为任何人打开。。。。。。
如果我说，我就是这样的女生，懂我的你，赞同么？
她有点懒，她不擅长做家务。
她独立，也好强，她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。
但其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。但她不会承认。
她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受她的撒娇，她的无理取闹，她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。
只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。如果没有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。
她对爱情没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感。
她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，那个好她心里是有一个标准的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你，但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了，或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。
其实她要的并不多，她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了，虽然在她们口中说出来的却是：我不需要爱情。
当你紧张他的异性朋友，她会一面跟你说，他只是我的谁谁谁，却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。
对她们而言，唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情，感情如果受到挫折，要么毁了她们，要么成就了她们。从此更加漠然，专注于事业。
她分手后完全不会像其他座在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹，变得更加开朗。在听到朋友说有关他的话题时，从不刻意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑，她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅，而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。
她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣，除非她真的崩溃了。
即使在你爱着她的时候，她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。
如果你看到她的眼泪，请相信这绝不是她在博取同情，这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。
她想对你负责，对她负责，对自己的过去和未来负责，但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言。她很难相信。
即使她很难相信，但她还是会选择等待。
她的伤初始浓烈似酒，很快就会变为一杯水，却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴.她选择在其中淡定，在其中沉默和内伤。
她就是这样，强势，霸道，任性。。。
不会讨人欢心，死要面子，她爱朋友多过你。
她最有保护欲，最没有秘密。
最暴躁，最善变，最没耐心，最冲动，最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。
有时候她又充满阳光的气息，爱笑爱说话，活蹦乱跳，可爱迷人。。
她很自私，只愿意与人同甘，不愿意让别人跟她共苦。
她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是习惯了养尊处优。
她喜欢热闹，总会成为聚会的焦点，前提是她想。
她也享受孤独，会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。
她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落，但第二天一早起来，又会轻轻松松的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。
她习惯在人前表现的很坚强，一付大女子主义的模样。
她会想，遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人，她就一定就会很安静，心甘情愿的安静下来，不烦，不闹，按时吃饭按时睡觉，按时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情。
她从不轻言爱，她的爱很沉默，那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气，在她的心里有一道栅栏，那就是自尊。
她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊。
如果有一个这样的女孩对你说她爱你，那就代表在她的心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊。
你不了解她，不懂她的好，就别爱她。她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装，做个幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什么，不会无理取闹要你陪着她，她有自己的生活，她给你空间因为她也需要空间。
她也会幻想，在遇到真正的他时，会在他累的时候悄悄熬上点营养粥，然后说，看你这么不辞劳累本姑娘心情又不错犒劳犒劳你。
她在你面前永远性感调皮，偶尔撒撒娇，跟你玩陌生人的游戏，在你的朋友面前从来大方得体，微笑的依偎在你身边。
她不让你给她买这买那，她会说，我啊，是大女人，不喜欢男人给我买单。。。但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心，因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。
她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心，能让她感觉得到。
她会经常冒出些新鲜的想法来调剂生活，她的多变有时会让你不安。
终有一天，她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。
得到她，别骄傲，因为没人可以吃定她。
只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。
她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感，因为她在乎。
她有时想，当她遇上生命中的那个人，会爱的多么浓烈，她渴望那种不计后果的极致，然后在强烈的碰撞中享受那种心痛感。
所以，别爱这样的女孩，她太偏激，太虚伪，太粗心，又太神经质，太难伺候，太不温柔。。。
如果你没勇气，没能力可以坚持爱她，就别爱她。
因为如果你会离开，她的心将会永远冰封，再也不会为任何人打开。。。。。。
如果我说，我就是这样的女生，懂我的你，赞同么？
谁记得你曾说过的话
每一天，我们都要说话，对别人说，对自己说。有些话，说过就说过，转眼即忘了。如果，你说过的某一句话，很久远了，却依然能被另一个人记着，那么，你是有福的。因为记着你话的人，是离你心灵最近的人。你在这个世界，永不孤单。
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Sabah trip - Day 2
Day 2 - We're to wake up at 6am. Breakfast are being served room-to-room by the UMS committee. We gathered at the lobby by 7am and went to UMS campus. Dress code: formal. Had key-note lectures by a few UMS lecturers, paper presentations and poster presentations by delegates representing their own universities. There goes whole day at UMS. Managed to meet Kay Mint who's studying at UMS and also Wai Eng who's studying at USM, both my AMC school mates. Learnt alot also by the way of presentations and also from the informations they have provided. Have more knowledge and conscience about the mental health status around the world, especially in Malaysia, among medical students in universities around the country.
Dinner is the best. Its opening ceremony + dinner. We had it at Sutera Harbour, which is a 6-star hotel. Food? 8 courses. Nice. Though still not enough to compare with Ipoh's restaurants. Hehe. Satisfied enough though and no complaints. Had photo sessions again too. Both group and photos of our own gang. Again its until 10pm only we leave to go back to our hotel. Last night staying there as the next day we'll be transfering venue to Kudat, which is 2 and a half hours journey by bus from Kota Kinabalu.
Dinner is the best. Its opening ceremony + dinner. We had it at Sutera Harbour, which is a 6-star hotel. Food? 8 courses. Nice. Though still not enough to compare with Ipoh's restaurants. Hehe. Satisfied enough though and no complaints. Had photo sessions again too. Both group and photos of our own gang. Again its until 10pm only we leave to go back to our hotel. Last night staying there as the next day we'll be transfering venue to Kudat, which is 2 and a half hours journey by bus from Kota Kinabalu.
Sabah trip - Day 1
On 21st April, 6.50am flight. Went to LCCT airport by taxi together with Li-Wei, Thaalitha and Suriya at 4.30am from hostel. Reached Kota Kinabalu International Airport at 9.20am. Waited for others to arrive and departed to Novotel, a 4-star hotel, the place we're staying for the 1st 2 nights. I was to share room with Lin Hui and another USM gal, and somehow after changing rooms with another girl, Li-Wei instead who are to share room with both of us. ^^ After lunch, starting at 2pm, we had ice-breaking session. We are first divided into 4 groups. I'm in group 4 together with Lin Hui and Bernard. Other group members are: Waraan (our Group Moderator a.k.a GM), Wei Lun (another GM), Sindy (from Indonesia), Navin, Suganthini, Hafizah, YY Liew (USM 4th yr student), Alyaa and Amir.
In the evening, after a brief rest, went into UMS campus. Gorgeous place..and indeed alot better than UCSI. LOL. Anyway, just a brief glimpse of the campus when the bus drove by. We had our BBQ dinner at the beach which is situated inside the campus. Simple, but nice. Nicer coz the UMS ppl barbecued the food for us. Hehe. And we also had cam-whoring session at the beach. Lol. After dinner, went to UMS Medical School's lecture hall where we had what they call "country meeting". Its just as simple as a briefing of the schedule next day where we'll be having key note lectures and presentations, both paper presentation and poster presentation. Oh well, us UCSI people are not involved in any of those coz we're not informed plus guess its becoz we sent in our registration late. These all ended at 10pm where we were then being transported back to our hotel. 3 of us slept at 12am after watching CSI on AXN channel. =p
p.s Sabah is just so different as in West Malaysia. The sky there got dark earlier, as early as 6.30pm and in the morning, around 5am the sky is already blazing hot with the hot sun high in the sky. Like my mum said, coz Sabah's in East Malaysia, so bet they can see the sun earlier than us. Lols.
In the evening, after a brief rest, went into UMS campus. Gorgeous place..and indeed alot better than UCSI. LOL. Anyway, just a brief glimpse of the campus when the bus drove by. We had our BBQ dinner at the beach which is situated inside the campus. Simple, but nice. Nicer coz the UMS ppl barbecued the food for us. Hehe. And we also had cam-whoring session at the beach. Lol. After dinner, went to UMS Medical School's lecture hall where we had what they call "country meeting". Its just as simple as a briefing of the schedule next day where we'll be having key note lectures and presentations, both paper presentation and poster presentation. Oh well, us UCSI people are not involved in any of those coz we're not informed plus guess its becoz we sent in our registration late. These all ended at 10pm where we were then being transported back to our hotel. 3 of us slept at 12am after watching CSI on AXN channel. =p
p.s Sabah is just so different as in West Malaysia. The sky there got dark earlier, as early as 6.30pm and in the morning, around 5am the sky is already blazing hot with the hot sun high in the sky. Like my mum said, coz Sabah's in East Malaysia, so bet they can see the sun earlier than us. Lols.
拥抱
很喜欢拥抱，喜欢与心爱的人深情相拥的感觉，什么也不说，什么也不做，就只是静静地拥抱，久久不要分开，似乎只有这样，才能体会与心爱的人真正溶为一体的真实感。在那一刻，相信时间也会为我们停止的……
好想,累的时候抱抱你！一直以来都觉得，拥抱，较之亲吻更加真实、温馨，那个可以让你依靠的胸膛一定是很温暖的，肩膀也一定很坚实。不然为什么大家在伤心哭泣的时候，总想找个肩膀来依靠呢，我想，其实更多地是想要一个拥抱吧。 拥抱的时候，内心会溢满一种叫甜蜜的情愫，拥抱的感觉是真实和安全的，因为拥抱是有温度的，拥抱是有声音的……
拥抱，是无声的语言，拥抱，是最简单的接受与认可……
拥抱的时候，彼此是被需要的，被别人需要是时候，是一个人最有价值的时候……
曾经在篇文章上看到一段话：
当一个女人从背后抱着你的时候，请一定别再挪动脚步，而请转过身，紧紧抱着自己的女人。
因为，当一个女人愿意从背后深情抱着你的时候，代表着她把自己的身心都交给了你，那拥抱里，有着太多太多的爱……
当一个男人从背后拥抱着自己的女人，两人的感觉是温馨和甜蜜的；当一个女人从背后拥抱着自己的男人，女人是无声的祈求，而男人是心的复归和宁静……
亲爱的，我曾经说过，好想累的时候你能抱着我，其实，我何尝不想累的时候，你能在身边，无需太多言语，只要一个拥抱，再苦再累都值得……
也好想，能够在你累的时候，从身后环住你的腰，把脸轻轻靠在你的后背，静静地，无需语言，用心灵对话，倾听彼此内心的声音……
亲爱的，不能守在你的身边，不能在你伤心难过的时候给你安慰；不能在你累的时候给你拥抱；也不能在你喝醉的时候假装很生气的臭骂一顿，然后再把你带回家；更看不到你面对这么多不可能时的无奈与心酸……
可是，我是可以体会你的心情的，因为，在你倍受思念痛苦的同时，我和你是一样的，可是我们别无选择亲爱的……
可是，亲爱的，你怎么不在我身边，电话再甜美，话语再安慰，也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远。
拥抱，真得这么遥不可及吗？
请相信我，我会用我的双臂，在你看到我的第一眼时拥你入怀。
亲爱的，好想好想你，好想好想累的时候能抱抱你……
好想,累的时候抱抱你！一直以来都觉得，拥抱，较之亲吻更加真实、温馨，那个可以让你依靠的胸膛一定是很温暖的，肩膀也一定很坚实。不然为什么大家在伤心哭泣的时候，总想找个肩膀来依靠呢，我想，其实更多地是想要一个拥抱吧。 拥抱的时候，内心会溢满一种叫甜蜜的情愫，拥抱的感觉是真实和安全的，因为拥抱是有温度的，拥抱是有声音的……
拥抱的含义有很多：
情侣间的拥抱，是幸福甜蜜的；
夫妻间的拥抱，是宽容理解的；
朋友间的拥抱，是贴心信任的；
吵架后的拥抱，代表妥协与原谅；
相逢后的拥抱，代表思念与激动；
离别前的拥抱，代表不舍与期待……
拥抱，是无声的语言，拥抱，是最简单的接受与认可……
拥抱的时候，彼此是被需要的，被别人需要是时候，是一个人最有价值的时候……
曾经在篇文章上看到一段话：
当一个女人从背后抱着你的时候，请一定别再挪动脚步，而请转过身，紧紧抱着自己的女人。
因为，当一个女人愿意从背后深情抱着你的时候，代表着她把自己的身心都交给了你，那拥抱里，有着太多太多的爱……
当一个男人从背后拥抱着自己的女人，两人的感觉是温馨和甜蜜的；当一个女人从背后拥抱着自己的男人，女人是无声的祈求，而男人是心的复归和宁静……
亲爱的，我曾经说过，好想累的时候你能抱着我，其实，我何尝不想累的时候，你能在身边，无需太多言语，只要一个拥抱，再苦再累都值得……
也好想，能够在你累的时候，从身后环住你的腰，把脸轻轻靠在你的后背，静静地，无需语言，用心灵对话，倾听彼此内心的声音……
亲爱的，不能守在你的身边，不能在你伤心难过的时候给你安慰；不能在你累的时候给你拥抱；也不能在你喝醉的时候假装很生气的臭骂一顿，然后再把你带回家；更看不到你面对这么多不可能时的无奈与心酸……
可是，我是可以体会你的心情的，因为，在你倍受思念痛苦的同时，我和你是一样的，可是我们别无选择亲爱的……
可是，亲爱的，你怎么不在我身边，电话再甜美，话语再安慰，也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远。
拥抱，真得这么遥不可及吗？
请相信我，我会用我的双臂，在你看到我的第一眼时拥你入怀。
亲爱的，好想好想你，好想好想累的时候能抱抱你……
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
To The Other Side of The World
I'm currently back in hostel. Will be leaving hostel again at 4am tonight to LCCT airport together with Li-Wei, Thaalitha and Suriya on the taxi we've reserved to go to Kota Kinabalu for the Mental Health Conference held by Asian Medical Student Association of Malaysia. Will be there for 5days 4nights. Hopefully there're international students where we can get to know more. =) Too bad though that Michael's not going. Mainly coz the participation fee's very expensive. So is the airplane ticket. I can understand it very much. Geographically so near yet we can't meet each other. Not even calling each other. Sigh. I just miss him so much.
Currently am still stuck in the Music Therapy topic of our special study module. BOO to the stupid Dean for suggesting such a thing!! *blerkz*
Currently am still stuck in the Music Therapy topic of our special study module. BOO to the stupid Dean for suggesting such a thing!! *blerkz*
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Can't stand parting with you
The 1st time that no one is waiting up for me to come back to the hostel no matter how late it is.
The 1st time I walked back straight to my room without misscalling anyone.
The 1st time I did not say goodnight to someone before going back to my room.
The 1st time I did not try to come back earlier giving my sis lame reasons so that someone would not wait anxiously.
The 1st time I skipped church, not because he's not around, its just that I feel its incomplete without him around me.
The 1st time I woke up in the morning without getting someone's misscalls.
The 1st time I walked down to the lobby without someone patiently waiting there for me.
The 1st time I had meals without you. So I'd rather had none.
The 1st time my handphone is so silent without misscalls and messages.
I just so miss you, the YOU in Brunei. Lucky there's still something called emails & MSN.
The 1st time I walked back straight to my room without misscalling anyone.
The 1st time I did not say goodnight to someone before going back to my room.
The 1st time I did not try to come back earlier giving my sis lame reasons so that someone would not wait anxiously.
The 1st time I skipped church, not because he's not around, its just that I feel its incomplete without him around me.
The 1st time I woke up in the morning without getting someone's misscalls.
The 1st time I walked down to the lobby without someone patiently waiting there for me.
The 1st time I had meals without you. So I'd rather had none.
The 1st time my handphone is so silent without misscalls and messages.
I just so miss you, the YOU in Brunei. Lucky there's still something called emails & MSN.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Alone.
He has left for Brunei. *sobz* On the 8.45am train to KLIA. Waited there for about 15mins for the train's arrival. But we appreciated those moments. And for the first time, I nearly cried to see someone leaving (except my family). The moment he planted the kiss strongly on my cheeks, I just wanted to cry out and hug him tightly. The upcoming two months seemed so long way away. Sigh. I only slept for 2hours last night but don't feel a bit of tiredness at all.
Anyway, Diana's problem's done too! Also borrowed 3 books from the library to start on our assignment's topic: Music Therapy. My group never sit down together and discussed the topic, not to mention not even dividing the jobs among us. Hopeless group. Guess I just do part of it, give them the whole idea and start doing on it lor. Else Dr Tin Tun could have screwed us badly. @_@
Euw. Stalker no.2. And that's after Chris. This China guy just love to stick to both of us like an irritating leech. But I don't blame him for that since he has such a guy for a roommate. How boring could that be! The moment he asked me whether I'm having lunch yet or not, I just can't stop myself telling him off that I'll be cooking with my..ahem...roommate. LOL. FYI, Ying Hui's back in her house already. I'm alone in my room these few days. Hehe. =p I was right. I should have just stay in my room 24/7 to avoid stalkers. Lol. Michael's gone and there's no one I could yell for help already to save me from stalkers.
Wheee~~ Parents coming over to look for me this Sunday!! Lovely! ^^
Anyway, Diana's problem's done too! Also borrowed 3 books from the library to start on our assignment's topic: Music Therapy. My group never sit down together and discussed the topic, not to mention not even dividing the jobs among us. Hopeless group. Guess I just do part of it, give them the whole idea and start doing on it lor. Else Dr Tin Tun could have screwed us badly. @_@
Euw. Stalker no.2. And that's after Chris. This China guy just love to stick to both of us like an irritating leech. But I don't blame him for that since he has such a guy for a roommate. How boring could that be! The moment he asked me whether I'm having lunch yet or not, I just can't stop myself telling him off that I'll be cooking with my..ahem...roommate. LOL. FYI, Ying Hui's back in her house already. I'm alone in my room these few days. Hehe. =p I was right. I should have just stay in my room 24/7 to avoid stalkers. Lol. Michael's gone and there's no one I could yell for help already to save me from stalkers.
Wheee~~ Parents coming over to look for me this Sunday!! Lovely! ^^
3.30a.m.
I'm still wide awake. Not exactly though. Feelings very much different compared to yesterday. Today is more like coz I will be missing someone a lot. Someone that I spent almost every second of the day with him for the past 3, almost 4months. And he'll be going back home tomorrow. That means that I'll be left alone in the hostel till next Wed when I leave to go to Kota Kinabalu for the Mental Health Conference held by the Asian Medical Student Association of Malaysia for 5days. Guess I'll just shut myself up in my room and cook my own food. Oh well, my supplies of food has come to its uses. Lol. Its been so long since the last time I cooked my own food. Alone.
Sigh.
In less than 5hours, we will be parted.
For two and a half months.
Across the sea.
Two different countries.
And for sure, I will miss him a lot.
I mean it, a lot.
Though I look forward to a new start, new sem in the coming June. =)
Sigh.
In less than 5hours, we will be parted.
For two and a half months.
Across the sea.
Two different countries.
And for sure, I will miss him a lot.
I mean it, a lot.
Though I look forward to a new start, new sem in the coming June. =)
Nice song + lyrics by N'Sync =)
"God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You"
Yeah....
Oh yes
Ohhh..yeah..
Can this be true?
Tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this
and you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
there's an angel?
It's a miracle...
Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...
(A little more time, yes he did baby)
In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified
Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...
(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) ohhh...
(on you, on you, on you, you....on you, on you, on you, you..) yeah...
Never thought that love could feel like this
and you changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
There's an angel?
It's a miracle...
Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep (peaceful and deep)
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...
(on you, on you, on you, you..)
God must have spent...
A little more time
on you
(on you, on you..you....you..oooh..yeah)
A little more time
on you...ohhh
Friday, April 16, 2010
The stone in my heart suffocating me for the past few days just got lifted up =)
I P-A-S-S-E-D MY FINALS!!! WHEEEeeeee~~ I'm so glad and happy that I can just shout out to the whole world!! I'm now officially a 2nd year student!!! Finally! After a whole year of hard work. I almost cried of happiness. The more I felt like it when I heard my parents also almost cried of happiness. Even Dr Aishah's happy for both me and Jee Wei. =) Love her! Extremely glad too that Michael also passed! Diana did not make it. But 3 of us would be helping her as much as we can so that she'll pass the supplementary paper and make it to 2nd year together with us.
Now, I'm wondering how am I gonna explain to my parents about Michael. Hm. As I've promised him that I'll get my parents blessing by acknowleding them about Michael as my bf if my results are good.
Now, I'm wondering how am I gonna explain to my parents about Michael. Hm. As I've promised him that I'll get my parents blessing by acknowleding them about Michael as my bf if my results are good.
Tomorrow...
I hope tomorrow never comes. Sigh. Argh~~
Though Michael's right. We should have accepted the results if we were to go for the exams. And we would have expected the results the moment we have the exams.
Argh.
Though Michael's right. We should have accepted the results if we were to go for the exams. And we would have expected the results the moment we have the exams.
Argh.
Post-Finals Plans
Its one day before the day of release of the results. But who cares? Just enjoy first before facing the reality tomorrow. Though its gonna be so cruel. Urgh. I dread tomorrow to come.
On Tuesday right after the last paper, didn't go anywhere except to retreat to my room and slept. Or else just read my chinese novel. Lol. Since someone's still terribly sick. Sigh.
On Wednesday, what I did was waking up late although I had a MedicSA meeting at 10am. Lol. Woke up exactly at 10am when Hafizah woke me up saying she only read the email I sent notifying everyone about the meeting. Lucky its an informal one. Went there to discuss about PHC and that's all. *Boring* What to do...I'm the secretary so I just have to be there. Then afternoon went to play badminton with my gang, which includes Jee Wei. Fun though tiring. At night went with Mike and Ed to Angkasa condo to meet up with the unit owner. Luckily, they signed the contract and is bound to pay the deposit within these few days. So, meaning that they can start moving in starting from June. Lovely!! ^^
Today. Woke up at 8am and met up with Michael, Jee Wei and Diana at 9am something where we went to Midvalley together. Main thing is to have Sushi Zanmai (finally!!!) as promised and also to buy Jee's bday present. Missions accomplised. *BIG smiles* Michael also brought stuffs for his family and also bday pressie for his dad. So we ended up leaving Midvalley with tons of plastic bags in our hands. LOL. Best part is: we don't have to get stuck up among the sardine cans with the tons of bags. Why? Coz Chang Wai joined us for dinner and he fetched us back after dinner. *grins* So had dinner at Kim Gary together where we spent most of the time shouting over the table and talking crap non-stop. LOL. Really enjoyed the day, especially spending time with Michael and as this is also considered as the first time we are actually dating!! ^^ Though left Midvalley after spending almost 12hours there and with sore feet from the walking up and down, even sore purses (mine, Jee's & Diana's) and wallet (Michael's) and sore hands from carrying the shopping bags. Oh! And its seriously the 1st time in my entire 21yrs that I went out and spent almost 12hours in a shopping mall, shopping and eating almost all the time, except for the almost 2hours where we just sat at a long bench and to rest our sore feet while waiting for Chang Wai.
Urgh. In almost 12hours time, results are coming out. I'm kind of confidence that I'll passed. But I know that the higher hopes I have, the more disappointment I can no longer bear. Sigh. Stress lor~
p.s I seriously hate shopping!! And almost everytime its me accompanying others to shop instead of for myself. Oh well, I willingly do so, so no point complaining. And I am NOT complaining. Just hate sore feet. Always wonder how can those girls wearing inches high heels walk for hours non-stop just to shop, shop and shop! C-R-A-Z-E-E~~
p.s.s I'm loving Sushi Zanmai!!! Will go again next time =) Only when we have enough money. LOL. Mine and Jee's principles. =p
On Tuesday right after the last paper, didn't go anywhere except to retreat to my room and slept. Or else just read my chinese novel. Lol. Since someone's still terribly sick. Sigh.
On Wednesday, what I did was waking up late although I had a MedicSA meeting at 10am. Lol. Woke up exactly at 10am when Hafizah woke me up saying she only read the email I sent notifying everyone about the meeting. Lucky its an informal one. Went there to discuss about PHC and that's all. *Boring* What to do...I'm the secretary so I just have to be there. Then afternoon went to play badminton with my gang, which includes Jee Wei. Fun though tiring. At night went with Mike and Ed to Angkasa condo to meet up with the unit owner. Luckily, they signed the contract and is bound to pay the deposit within these few days. So, meaning that they can start moving in starting from June. Lovely!! ^^
Today. Woke up at 8am and met up with Michael, Jee Wei and Diana at 9am something where we went to Midvalley together. Main thing is to have Sushi Zanmai (finally!!!) as promised and also to buy Jee's bday present. Missions accomplised. *BIG smiles* Michael also brought stuffs for his family and also bday pressie for his dad. So we ended up leaving Midvalley with tons of plastic bags in our hands. LOL. Best part is: we don't have to get stuck up among the sardine cans with the tons of bags. Why? Coz Chang Wai joined us for dinner and he fetched us back after dinner. *grins* So had dinner at Kim Gary together where we spent most of the time shouting over the table and talking crap non-stop. LOL. Really enjoyed the day, especially spending time with Michael and as this is also considered as the first time we are actually dating!! ^^ Though left Midvalley after spending almost 12hours there and with sore feet from the walking up and down, even sore purses (mine, Jee's & Diana's) and wallet (Michael's) and sore hands from carrying the shopping bags. Oh! And its seriously the 1st time in my entire 21yrs that I went out and spent almost 12hours in a shopping mall, shopping and eating almost all the time, except for the almost 2hours where we just sat at a long bench and to rest our sore feet while waiting for Chang Wai.
Urgh. In almost 12hours time, results are coming out. I'm kind of confidence that I'll passed. But I know that the higher hopes I have, the more disappointment I can no longer bear. Sigh. Stress lor~
p.s I seriously hate shopping!! And almost everytime its me accompanying others to shop instead of for myself. Oh well, I willingly do so, so no point complaining. And I am NOT complaining. Just hate sore feet. Always wonder how can those girls wearing inches high heels walk for hours non-stop just to shop, shop and shop! C-R-A-Z-E-E~~
p.s.s I'm loving Sushi Zanmai!!! Will go again next time =) Only when we have enough money. LOL. Mine and Jee's principles. =p
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
一年之中有12个情人节
1月14日：日记情人节/Diary Day
新的一年开始，对自己喜欢的人要有表白的计划，在心中撒下爱情的种子。
2月14日：传统情人节/Valentine’s Day
根据西方的传统，喜欢他就快送他巧克力，要赶快哦！因为他不一定只收到你的那块巧克力，在这一天，韩国的女生都会挑选各式各样的精巧包装的巧克力送给自己心仪男生。
3月14日：白色情人节/White Day
终于等到这一天了！他也喜欢你吗？还是他只喜欢吃巧克力？今天就会知道了！在送出巧克力的后一个月？韩国女生就能收到同样喜欢自己的男生送出的白色糖果？吃在嘴里感觉…甜蜜蜜哦！
4月14日：黑色情人节/Black Day
嘻嘻…这个黑色可不是“黑色星期五”的黑色，而是因为韩国的杂酱面是黑色的。他吃了你送的巧克力，你尝他送的糖，那么一起去吃杂酱面吧！粘糊糊的酱，拉不断的面…在传统的味道里，两人的心也可以在一起了。
5月14日：玫瑰情人节/Rose Day
在一起也有一段时间了，他是真的喜欢你吗？他真的是你要寻找的那一半吗？应该表白一下啦。不好意思？没关系，在韩国你只要在今天买玫瑰花送给对方就OK了！在韩国，玫瑰代表的含义；
白色玫瑰 - 一般朋友
黄色玫瑰 - 知己
红色玫瑰 - 爱人
不用猜,你一定要送红色玫瑰.
6月14号：亲亲情人节/Kiss Day
你也收到了他的红玫瑰？恭喜你了，因为你们马上就要KISS了！好期待吧！这天在韩国的大街看到别人在KISS，不用回避。因为是KISS DAY
7月14日：银色情人节/Silver Day
因为韩国传统习俗是用银戒指订婚，所以今天起买一对银色戒指，戴在手上，作为甜蜜心情的见证吧！
8月14日：绿色情人节/ Green Day
8月夏天是韩国最绿的时候，相爱的人们成双成对地去郊游，爬山涉水感受大自然，就象即将携手走过爱情一样.
9月14日：相片情人节/Music&Photo Day
练了好久的情歌今天终于登场啦!虽然五音不全,但是用心听就有会心的笑容.快!用相机拍下这灿烂、充满甜蜜的微笑,和干果的秋天一样的美丽！
10月14日：葡萄酒情人节/Wine Day
哇~好浪漫！烛光下晃动着深红的葡萄酒,爱情也一样要用心慢慢品味!稍等一下!韩国法律规定19岁以下的青少年不准喝酒…那就改喝果汁吧！
11月14日：电影情人节/ Orang&Movie Day
今天晚上有空吗？最近有一部电影很红哦，一起去看吧！什么电影啊…好啦，手牵手去电影院，记得买橙汁哦！
12月14日：拥抱情人节/Hug Day
一年了，你们仍然相爱，看着天空飘着漫天飞舞的雪花，相爱的人在大街上拥抱在一起，永远也不知道寒冷！
新的一年开始，对自己喜欢的人要有表白的计划，在心中撒下爱情的种子。
2月14日：传统情人节/Valentine’s Day
根据西方的传统，喜欢他就快送他巧克力，要赶快哦！因为他不一定只收到你的那块巧克力，在这一天，韩国的女生都会挑选各式各样的精巧包装的巧克力送给自己心仪男生。
3月14日：白色情人节/White Day
终于等到这一天了！他也喜欢你吗？还是他只喜欢吃巧克力？今天就会知道了！在送出巧克力的后一个月？韩国女生就能收到同样喜欢自己的男生送出的白色糖果？吃在嘴里感觉…甜蜜蜜哦！
4月14日：黑色情人节/Black Day
嘻嘻…这个黑色可不是“黑色星期五”的黑色，而是因为韩国的杂酱面是黑色的。他吃了你送的巧克力，你尝他送的糖，那么一起去吃杂酱面吧！粘糊糊的酱，拉不断的面…在传统的味道里，两人的心也可以在一起了。
5月14日：玫瑰情人节/Rose Day
在一起也有一段时间了，他是真的喜欢你吗？他真的是你要寻找的那一半吗？应该表白一下啦。不好意思？没关系，在韩国你只要在今天买玫瑰花送给对方就OK了！在韩国，玫瑰代表的含义；
白色玫瑰 - 一般朋友
黄色玫瑰 - 知己
红色玫瑰 - 爱人
不用猜,你一定要送红色玫瑰.
6月14号：亲亲情人节/Kiss Day
你也收到了他的红玫瑰？恭喜你了，因为你们马上就要KISS了！好期待吧！这天在韩国的大街看到别人在KISS，不用回避。因为是KISS DAY
7月14日：银色情人节/Silver Day
因为韩国传统习俗是用银戒指订婚，所以今天起买一对银色戒指，戴在手上，作为甜蜜心情的见证吧！
8月14日：绿色情人节/ Green Day
8月夏天是韩国最绿的时候，相爱的人们成双成对地去郊游，爬山涉水感受大自然，就象即将携手走过爱情一样.
9月14日：相片情人节/Music&Photo Day
练了好久的情歌今天终于登场啦!虽然五音不全,但是用心听就有会心的笑容.快!用相机拍下这灿烂、充满甜蜜的微笑,和干果的秋天一样的美丽！
10月14日：葡萄酒情人节/Wine Day
哇~好浪漫！烛光下晃动着深红的葡萄酒,爱情也一样要用心慢慢品味!稍等一下!韩国法律规定19岁以下的青少年不准喝酒…那就改喝果汁吧！
11月14日：电影情人节/ Orang&Movie Day
今天晚上有空吗？最近有一部电影很红哦，一起去看吧！什么电影啊…好啦，手牵手去电影院，记得买橙汁哦！
12月14日：拥抱情人节/Hug Day
一年了，你们仍然相爱，看着天空飘着漫天飞舞的雪花，相爱的人在大街上拥抱在一起，永远也不知道寒冷！
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
同居 与 婚姻
婚姻不只单靠婚姻证书来维持夫妻之间的感情，
而婚姻证书不止是一张纸，
一张婚姻证书的背后却藏着一对男女之间对彼此一辈子的承诺。
别人可能看不见的承诺，
却永远存在两方的心中。
一旦一方违背了承诺，
也永远不会得到他要的祝福。
同居对一些人来说，
可能与婚姻没什么差别，
但同居的背后所承担的责任
远远不及婚姻所许下的承诺。
同居是推卸责任的烂理由。
婚姻束缚一个人的自由，
但可以与你想终生与他相伴、相爱的人直到永远，
又怎么能说婚姻是枷锁呢？
同居虽说没有法律存在其中，
却让人忘记了对你爱的人所应当付出的责任感与承诺。
若你向往自由，
那就别陷入同居与婚姻之中。
而婚姻证书不止是一张纸，
一张婚姻证书的背后却藏着一对男女之间对彼此一辈子的承诺。
别人可能看不见的承诺，
却永远存在两方的心中。
一旦一方违背了承诺，
也永远不会得到他要的祝福。
同居对一些人来说，
可能与婚姻没什么差别，
但同居的背后所承担的责任
远远不及婚姻所许下的承诺。
同居是推卸责任的烂理由。
婚姻束缚一个人的自由，
但可以与你想终生与他相伴、相爱的人直到永远，
又怎么能说婚姻是枷锁呢？
同居虽说没有法律存在其中，
却让人忘记了对你爱的人所应当付出的责任感与承诺。
若你向往自由，
那就别陷入同居与婚姻之中。
婚姻 = 一辈子的承诺
同居 = 推卸责任
Cravings...
I suddenly crave for Secret Recipe cakes, especially Chocolate Indulgence *smacking my lips with saliva dripping*
Though have to save money for Sushi Zanmai which we've promised on to eat together after exam. *smileys*
But I crave more for freedom and away from the tons of books and piles of notes. Urgh. Who would love to study and study 24hours everyday with deprived sleeps? The life of a medicine student.
Even more I crave to pass my 1st year, go home and have a splendid almost 2months holiday. And of course, the time to spend with him. =)
Though have to save money for Sushi Zanmai which we've promised on to eat together after exam. *smileys*
But I crave more for freedom and away from the tons of books and piles of notes. Urgh. Who would love to study and study 24hours everyday with deprived sleeps? The life of a medicine student.
Even more I crave to pass my 1st year, go home and have a splendid almost 2months holiday. And of course, the time to spend with him. =)
KL at night
Its showing 3.30am on my computer desktop. I was out of my room for the past 1hour, sitting on the stairs connecting 3rd floor and 4th floor while reading the notes on anemia and leukemia (disastrous topic!) while my roommate's snoozing back in the room. I just hate to read under the table lamp (my table lamp is kind of retarded. Duh.) At least its cooling today after that thunderstorm around evening. Plus, I'm still not sleepy. 2more days to go to finals and I'll be free for a few days till the day results are coming out, which is on next Friday. I just dread that day. Oof~!
Just realised that I never get to appreciate KL at night. Especially not at such late hours where the roads are so quiet with no blaring horns, no daily traffic jams and almost all the houses are pitched-black. Though KL is overfilled with glaring lampposts so it will never be dark. So certainly no stars could be seen. That's city life for you! I so miss life back in Ipoh. Sigh. Anyway, its certainly some nice night scenery, especially when I'm looking from 4th floor here. And UCSI is some sort of situated on top of a hill.
Sigh. Even after I finish my finals, I won't be going home yet. 1st is to finish up our study modules on Music Therapy. Haven't even done an inch of it. But the main thing is few days after our finals, I'll be going off to Kota Kinabalu with a few other coursemates to attend the Mental Health Conference organised by AMSA. Surprisingly, my mum allowed me to do despite the expensive airticket plus participation fees. Lol. Too bad Michael's not going. =( And too bad too I'm not exactly rich. Else I would probably have flew to Brunei to visit him. Without my parents knowing. *winks*
Timetable for Finals:
Monday, 12 April 9.00-10.40am - OSPE + OSCE (Group A)
Tuesday, 13 April 9.00-11.30am - Written Paper (SAQ - Short Answer Questions)
1.00-3.00pm - Written Paper (MCQ - Multiple Choice Questions)
Thursday, 15 April 4.30pm - Release of Viva List
Friday, 16 April 9.00am-12.30pm - Viva
5.00pm - Release of Results!!!
p.s Diana found an empty unit!!! Though its $1300 and can only move in starting from July, but at least its fully furnished plus the guys will have a place to stay =) Though for the time being when Michael's back in Brunei for semester break, he would have to put his stuffs into my room temporarily. Lucky Ying Hui's ok with it. As long as I don't bombard the whole room. LOL.
Just realised that I never get to appreciate KL at night. Especially not at such late hours where the roads are so quiet with no blaring horns, no daily traffic jams and almost all the houses are pitched-black. Though KL is overfilled with glaring lampposts so it will never be dark. So certainly no stars could be seen. That's city life for you! I so miss life back in Ipoh. Sigh. Anyway, its certainly some nice night scenery, especially when I'm looking from 4th floor here. And UCSI is some sort of situated on top of a hill.
Sigh. Even after I finish my finals, I won't be going home yet. 1st is to finish up our study modules on Music Therapy. Haven't even done an inch of it. But the main thing is few days after our finals, I'll be going off to Kota Kinabalu with a few other coursemates to attend the Mental Health Conference organised by AMSA. Surprisingly, my mum allowed me to do despite the expensive airticket plus participation fees. Lol. Too bad Michael's not going. =( And too bad too I'm not exactly rich. Else I would probably have flew to Brunei to visit him. Without my parents knowing. *winks*
Timetable for Finals:
Monday, 12 April 9.00-10.40am - OSPE + OSCE (Group A)
Tuesday, 13 April 9.00-11.30am - Written Paper (SAQ - Short Answer Questions)
1.00-3.00pm - Written Paper (MCQ - Multiple Choice Questions)
Thursday, 15 April 4.30pm - Release of Viva List
Friday, 16 April 9.00am-12.30pm - Viva
5.00pm - Release of Results!!!
p.s Diana found an empty unit!!! Though its $1300 and can only move in starting from July, but at least its fully furnished plus the guys will have a place to stay =) Though for the time being when Michael's back in Brunei for semester break, he would have to put his stuffs into my room temporarily. Lucky Ying Hui's ok with it. As long as I don't bombard the whole room. LOL.
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
Hot spell coming back?
Urgh. Sweaty shirt stuck to my body. Temperature in my room is unbearable, even with a ceiling fan + table fan. How could anyone stand such a weather? Now just hoping that later in the night there would be a thunderstorm to clear the hot waves away. Now I'm getting agitated. Hot weather + unable to finish my behavioral science notes are just not my day. Including together getting stuck in the medical museum room while the lecturers were having meeting outside with the Dean. For almost 2hours. Lucky no one noticed me. Else I would have got a scolding or even thinking that I'm there to eavesdrop on their conversation hoping that they would be discussing on finals paper questions (though I would be glad if they're really talking on the questions =p). Anyway, I just spent my time studying while blocking my ears out with 2 fingers stuck into it from the noise of the construction area AND their loud voice. Michael can't even save me coz' Dr BOO would have chased him out as the same fate of Pravin and Suriya. Sigh.
Tomorrow gonna cover Microbiology + Pharmacology. And maybe Community Medicine. =)
Tomorrow gonna cover Microbiology + Pharmacology. And maybe Community Medicine. =)
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
He's HAPPY!!! ^^
Thanks to dear Ying Hui...MICHAEL GOT HIS WHOLE SET OF ARTEMIS FOWL!!! =) He's been wanting the whole collection for 3yrs already. Imagine that. And now he finally got it. Now just waiting for the 7th book which is due to publish in July 2010. Ying Hui just managed to find this whole boxed set consisting of the 1st 5 books which costs only $69.90 at this book shop called Big Book Shop where at other book stores such as Popular and Borders you'll get these books at the price of $30 something per book (meaning with the boxed set we're getting $14 per book!). So we grabbed that at first chance. And somehow she also managed to find the 6th book - Time Paradox which is a hard cover book at the price of $18! There goes another book into our hands. Lol. Lovely. Where the 6th book is the last year's bday present + this year's Valentine's Day present that I'm giving Michael. *BIG smiles* Just love to see him when he's happy and extremely glad that he is. =)
Thanks again Ying Hui! =D
Thanks again Ying Hui! =D
Monday, April 05, 2010
Good morning..
Great. Its 6am now. And I didn't sleep whole night. Bad sign. Just finished poring over pathology of blood vessels. Try sleeping now. Then wake up few hours later and study again in the PBL rooms. Hm. Probably I'm training to be nocturnal now. Blerkz.
臭考试!
唉。。真想把我头上的那块乌云吹散去～
想睡又不敢睡的感觉真有够痛苦啊。。
又是一个睡不着觉的晚上。。
都是压力的错。。
把我压得快喘不过气来了。。
可怜的却是我那肿得像猪头的双眼。（还有我的室友）
而陪伴我的只有桌上的桌灯，
以及一叠叠的笔记和厚得可以砸死人的医科书。
头疼啊。。。
这一个星期你随可以过慢一点，
只要我可以把这些蝌蚪字一个一个地装进我已满到快溢出来的脑袋瓜。
待到下个星期的考试，
再把蝌蚪字们吐出来在考试纸上。
搞定！
再等个几天的逍遥自在，
又是折腾的一天 - 出成绩日
怎么说？
像是要上绞刑台的感觉吧！
Pass的话，就像是突然被审判无罪了 - 一身轻松
另一方的话，那肯定是 - 必死无疑！！
总而言之，一个字 ==> 惨~
p.s 真想找我老爸替我代考。。呵呵 （肯定被他掐死吧！=p）
想睡又不敢睡的感觉真有够痛苦啊。。
又是一个睡不着觉的晚上。。
都是压力的错。。
把我压得快喘不过气来了。。
可怜的却是我那肿得像猪头的双眼。（还有我的室友）
而陪伴我的只有桌上的桌灯，
以及一叠叠的笔记和厚得可以砸死人的医科书。
头疼啊。。。
这一个星期你随可以过慢一点，
只要我可以把这些蝌蚪字一个一个地装进我已满到快溢出来的脑袋瓜。
待到下个星期的考试，
再把蝌蚪字们吐出来在考试纸上。
搞定！
再等个几天的逍遥自在，
又是折腾的一天 - 出成绩日
怎么说？
像是要上绞刑台的感觉吧！
Pass的话，就像是突然被审判无罪了 - 一身轻松
另一方的话，那肯定是 - 必死无疑！！
总而言之，一个字 ==> 惨~
p.s 真想找我老爸替我代考。。呵呵 （肯定被他掐死吧！=p）
爱情形式
当今社会的爱情与婚姻有四个形式：
1. 浪漫式
2. 游戏式
3. 占有式
4. 伴侣式 / 友谊式
5. 奉献式
6. 现成式
什么是浪漫式？就是把爱情理想化，追求灵与肉的结合。
简而言之，就是有了爱情什么都可以。吃空气也可以。爱情可以当饭票用。
伴侣式 - 就是把友情发展成了爱情
友谊式 - 把朋友发展成情人了
那。。什么样的爱情模式比较好呢？
爱 是没有选择的
只要是爱，什么样的方式都可以。
有的人明明受着爱的痛苦，却还快乐着。
但是有的人明明被爱着，他还作天作地。
1. 浪漫式
2. 游戏式
3. 占有式
4. 伴侣式 / 友谊式
5. 奉献式
6. 现成式
什么是浪漫式？就是把爱情理想化，追求灵与肉的结合。
简而言之，就是有了爱情什么都可以。吃空气也可以。爱情可以当饭票用。
伴侣式 - 就是把友情发展成了爱情
友谊式 - 把朋友发展成情人了
那。。什么样的爱情模式比较好呢？
爱 是没有选择的
只要是爱，什么样的方式都可以。
有的人明明受着爱的痛苦，却还快乐着。
但是有的人明明被爱着，他还作天作地。
《第一次亲密接触》 主题曲
马千珊:与感情无关
编辑人:郝静VSflying
洒满了落叶的青石台前
虫儿在唱秋天
天如洗水如碧悠悠地想起你
心儿也蔚蓝
映出些残红的曲径那端
告别的春天
来不及和你说再见
往事已经那么远
书间滑落的一片红叶
岁月将它风干
不经意想起的从前
与感情无关
我这样的想起你
与感情无关
遥远的你是否每一天
笑得更灿烂
我凝视你的照片
与感情无关
让每份爱都无怨
让美丽永远
《第一次亲密接触》 大陆电视剧是由蔡智恒的原著书改编的，于2004年播出。
编辑人:郝静VSflying
洒满了落叶的青石台前
虫儿在唱秋天
天如洗水如碧悠悠地想起你
心儿也蔚蓝
映出些残红的曲径那端
告别的春天
来不及和你说再见
往事已经那么远
书间滑落的一片红叶
岁月将它风干
不经意想起的从前
与感情无关
我这样的想起你
与感情无关
遥远的你是否每一天
笑得更灿烂
我凝视你的照片
与感情无关
让每份爱都无怨
让美丽永远
《第一次亲密接触》 大陆电视剧是由蔡智恒的原著书改编的，于2004年播出。
Stress...again..??
Signs of stress coming back to haunt me. One more week to finals. And I'm facing insomnia these few days. Again. Its been some time ever since the last time I had these. Ever since I'm with Michael, I've been practising sleeping early. But not these few days. Sigh. And books..? Wondering how much I've absorbed. Sigh. Stress stress stress knowing how much others have studied. ARGH! I seriously need more time and some slapping to make me grind my nose into the books and stuff everything hard into my brain. Hope time passes slower for this week. Yikes! @_@
Saturday, April 03, 2010
Appreciating life
Why can't some people just appreciate life more? Why do they just have to think of ending life once they faced any obstructions in life? What's wrong with losing the person you love? What's wrong when you face bankruptcy? What's wrong when you failed a simple exam? Losing the person you love doesn't mean your life just ends there. Bankruptcy and failing in studies also doesn't mean that by taking your own life can cure everything. A person just have no right to take their own life without a reason. Not even a person in coma or someone who has chronic sickness. Only God has the privilege to see whether you've reached the end of your life. Can't they look beyond and appreciate what life has for them instead? Challenges always come in every person's path and everyone should face it and take up the challenge as an experience of life. Some people just can't take it when life suddenly becomes imperfect and doesn't go as smoothly as they want and hope it to. Thus, there comes the thought of committing suicide. I've seen too much of these. And I always wonder why. Don't these people know that by taking their own life, they're not only hurting themselves, but also hurting those people around him/her who cared for them? These people who has the thought of committing suicide might think no one cares for them anymore. But who knows, there might be someone out there, though someone unknown to you but still cares for you no matter what. No one is ever alone in this entire world.
For me, I've almost came to the verge of it when I know that I have failed my 1st year and have to repeat the year last April. This had really came to me as a big impact and its like I fell from the top of the cliff to the bottom. *Splat* Just like that. If not for the support from my family and also my best friends, bet I wouldn't have faced the reality and challenge with so much courage. Jee Wei told me before that its because she saw me taking this with so much courage that made her really decide to stay on to repeat the year instead of hesitating anymore whether to change uni or even change course. If I were to be like those people who can't face challenges in life, probably I would have ended on the bottom of UCSI hostel jumping off from 4th floor once I got the results. Well, I sure did take this challenge, proving once more that I can do it just like others can, study the medicine course which has always been my dream since I'm a kid and also not let my family's hopes down.
To tell the truth, I almost break down again this time. Too much stress till the verge of giving up. Lucky this time I have Michael with me, who consoled me while I can just cry on his shoulders. Unlike last year. Else probably things would have been different. Oh well, as I said, maybe this is a blessing in disguise. Or else I wouldn't have met Michael and the great coursemates I have now. And also the friendship between me and Jee Wei and Chang Wai wouldn't have been so good as now. Anyway, as Mike said, just do whatever I can and the very best, things couldn't have been so bad as I thought so. Hopefully. And I sure hope that both of us could be together till the end of 5th year. What happens after that is another story. As long as we graduate together. Tough it might be but worth it once we passed these 5years.
Thanks Michael for everything you have done for me. =)
For me, I've almost came to the verge of it when I know that I have failed my 1st year and have to repeat the year last April. This had really came to me as a big impact and its like I fell from the top of the cliff to the bottom. *Splat* Just like that. If not for the support from my family and also my best friends, bet I wouldn't have faced the reality and challenge with so much courage. Jee Wei told me before that its because she saw me taking this with so much courage that made her really decide to stay on to repeat the year instead of hesitating anymore whether to change uni or even change course. If I were to be like those people who can't face challenges in life, probably I would have ended on the bottom of UCSI hostel jumping off from 4th floor once I got the results. Well, I sure did take this challenge, proving once more that I can do it just like others can, study the medicine course which has always been my dream since I'm a kid and also not let my family's hopes down.
To tell the truth, I almost break down again this time. Too much stress till the verge of giving up. Lucky this time I have Michael with me, who consoled me while I can just cry on his shoulders. Unlike last year. Else probably things would have been different. Oh well, as I said, maybe this is a blessing in disguise. Or else I wouldn't have met Michael and the great coursemates I have now. And also the friendship between me and Jee Wei and Chang Wai wouldn't have been so good as now. Anyway, as Mike said, just do whatever I can and the very best, things couldn't have been so bad as I thought so. Hopefully. And I sure hope that both of us could be together till the end of 5th year. What happens after that is another story. As long as we graduate together. Tough it might be but worth it once we passed these 5years.
Thanks Michael for everything you have done for me. =)
Call from Korea =)
Went to fellowship just now as usual. And towards the end, I got a call. First look at the number caught me wondering who's it. But the next second I know its an international number and I realised it might be my parents. Sure it is! So happy to hear dad's voice when I picked up the phone. Then its mum's. Seemed that their phone really cannot call out in Korea. So they managed to find a public phone and called us, or I should say just me coz the call cost is not exactly cheap, then I'll convey the message to my bro and sis. Hope they're fine there le and will enjoy themselves.
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