p.s Will upload the new look of me later....don't have bluetooth on this laptop I'm using now *sad face*
Saturday, January 30, 2010
SHORT HAIR!!!
VOILA~ I CUT MY HAIR SHORT!!!! Yeahhh....again...hahaha....to those who've seen the umpteenth time of me in short hair and long hair on and off...but this time kind of different style as last time (I guess =p) Guess what...that guy in the saloon took almost 1hour on my hair....after styling it...he spent most of the 1hr on measuring the length between both sides....duh~ My sis got soooo impatient waiting just for me...but...oh well....15bucks well spent I guess ^^ Though sis was saying that he doesn't actually need to use that long time on my hair...he's most probably spending his time flirting with me *dash underscore dash* Anyway...LOVEEEEE my hair!!!!!! Hope it does not look crappy....
Friday, January 29, 2010
Cant sleep...thus all the blogging...
GAH! 4am now. And I'm practically wide awake. Am I not supposed to drink Teh O now instead of coffee? Think coffee starts to wear off me and instead tea is something that will make me have insomnia @_@ And its CRS's class plus AAB's class tomorrow. Hopefully I don't drop off in class. *dieeeee* Thanks to the guys who "dragged" me along to the mamak stall for their supper (dinner for Edmund). Now I know I can't order Teh O next time anymore. *sad face* Its HOT here too!!! Which adds on to more of the reason I couldn't sleep. And no badminton session tomorrow coz everyone's busy with medical museum session, clinical session and CG? That's so sucks. There goes my weekly and ONLY exercise every week. Hopefully though we can play it on Saturday. Though my hopes ain't high. Coz I'm sure everyone will either be going out on weekends or just laze back in their beds. *more sad face* Now I'm practically waiting for the sun to rise from the east which I can see it clearly from my window every morning. Nice scenery yet not so good too with all the heat concentrating in my room early in the day.
p.s I wanna go swimming someday!!! >.< Maybe after next next Tues assessment? ^^
p.s I wanna go swimming someday!!! >.< Maybe after next next Tues assessment? ^^
Blessing In Disguise
Just remembered what Jee Wei said to me before clinicals session today. She was telling me that she suddenly thought of what has happened to me this year. And she thinks that may be a blessing in disguise. How can I put this? I seriously don't mix quite well with the currently 2nd year students...which is supposedly my own batch..and that also includes my own hometown mate...though don't ask me the reason. Probably I'm still in the process of adapting at that moment and somehow no one came up to me when I start to have problems with stress and stuffs. Unlike this new batch now. Mixed a hell lot well with them. Like what Michael also says, I really changed alot ever since the first time he saw me during starting of the year. I hang out alot with the gang now..lunch, badminton, shopping together...unlike last time where I always retreat back into my room the moment the lecturer stops talking in class. And never gets out of my room except to the toilet and the pantry to cook my own meals. Though that could also be what Lin Hui says, "That's the power of love". LOL. Who knows. *winks* And seriously, I'm alot happier this year. With the right people around me, no more fails in my assessments (ugh..seriously don't know what got into me last time), with the right studying method, no stress...I don't quite see the point why I couldn't pass this time's finals and continue on till the end of my 5th year =) I may sound positive, but somehow I'm still afraid of the professional exam. Duh~ Stress starting to pile on me again...with few weeks left only till then...and preparation is still in progress...I wish...LOL =p
And certainly I couldn't miss not mentioning about him. Michael. =) Guess if not for me repeating my year, I wouldn't have the chance of getting so close to him and thus found out the right guy for me at the right time. Like Yew Ming said, I finally crossed the wall I've built in me all these years and got into a relationship. Finally. I'm happy enough to have his blessings. He's just like one big brother to me. Good to know he's one of those who always think only of my happiness. Besides dear Ern which never fails to care about my love life. LOL. That's why I listened to her so much. All the advices never failed to lead me to something that I'll regret. And yeah, like I said before, Ern surpasses all the guys I know in many aspects...hahaha...seems like she's the only one who knows me the most. =) Guess now I found someone who's on par as Ern. *big smiles* And I'm starting to think that the 2years barrier ain't something that difficult to cross over. As long as we're happy together, age doesn't matter much I guess. (Oh well, there goes my so-called principles >.<)
And certainly I couldn't miss not mentioning about him. Michael. =) Guess if not for me repeating my year, I wouldn't have the chance of getting so close to him and thus found out the right guy for me at the right time. Like Yew Ming said, I finally crossed the wall I've built in me all these years and got into a relationship. Finally. I'm happy enough to have his blessings. He's just like one big brother to me. Good to know he's one of those who always think only of my happiness. Besides dear Ern which never fails to care about my love life. LOL. That's why I listened to her so much. All the advices never failed to lead me to something that I'll regret. And yeah, like I said before, Ern surpasses all the guys I know in many aspects...hahaha...seems like she's the only one who knows me the most. =) Guess now I found someone who's on par as Ern. *big smiles* And I'm starting to think that the 2years barrier ain't something that difficult to cross over. As long as we're happy together, age doesn't matter much I guess. (Oh well, there goes my so-called principles >.<)
To Ms Ernie Foo
HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY ERNIE FOO!!!!
Love ya lotzzzzz *muacks*...too bad I cant be in Ipoh to celebrate your BIG day...but nvm le...at least there's still Zoo V, VShin & Jason to help me celebrate your bday with you =) Bout your pressie? I've in mind what to get you already..so don't worry...lolz...haven't go and buy it though coz was busy this few weeks with classes till evening almost everyday...and even I've bought it I hate sending it through mail...you know how "reliable" Malaysia mail is..LOL Wanted to ask someone called Jared Chee to pass you the pressie...even planned everything..and suddenly he called me this evening saying he cant go back Ipoh today =( Just be patient for your pressie okay? Hope you'll like it la =)
Gonna call you tomorrow morning...or just in a few hours la since its already 3am now. >.< (Ugh...its just too way hot to sleep...so don't scold me ya =p)
Love ya lotzzzzz *muacks*...too bad I cant be in Ipoh to celebrate your BIG day...but nvm le...at least there's still Zoo V, VShin & Jason to help me celebrate your bday with you =) Bout your pressie? I've in mind what to get you already..so don't worry...lolz...haven't go and buy it though coz was busy this few weeks with classes till evening almost everyday...and even I've bought it I hate sending it through mail...you know how "reliable" Malaysia mail is..LOL Wanted to ask someone called Jared Chee to pass you the pressie...even planned everything..and suddenly he called me this evening saying he cant go back Ipoh today =( Just be patient for your pressie okay? Hope you'll like it la =)
Gonna call you tomorrow morning...or just in a few hours la since its already 3am now. >.< (Ugh...its just too way hot to sleep...so don't scold me ya =p)
古巨基 - 爱与诚
My favourite song =) Still remember I always sing this song...can also remember the lyrics well..LOL..love the melody and the lyrics..
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Good & Bad News
Hehehe....finally managed to eat the cakes at Secret Recipe today!!! Thanks to CRS for finishing the cardiovascular examination demo in just half an hour! =) Though most of the time I was "fishing" there...too sleepy plus its the same old thing he said last time =p Tiramisu + Chocolate Indulgence = DREAM COME TRUE ^^ Lovely....with...what they call it...Flat White Coffee...which is actually coffee + milk (whatever....lol) I'M ALREADY IN LOVE WITH CHOCOLATE CAKESSSSS~!!!! And after Secret Recipe, went off to KFC for dinner. LOL. Together with Dwayne, Jee Hsiung (hope I spelled it right), Jee Wei & Lawrence (JW's housemate). Lovely!! I'm seriously obsessed with chicken meat! =D
p.s: Oooo.....the JEE's...hahahahaha...just noticed it now when I typed out their names...
Bad news is....I just opened my email and saw the email sent by our administrator. This is the email she sent:
Dear All,
Modular Assessment will be held on Tuesday, 9th February 2010 at 11.00 a.m. – 1.00 p.m. in DETSAR Exam Hall, Block C.
Please take note of the changes.
Ng
*SOBZ* Originally, the M.A was supposed to be on next Fri, 5th of Feb, the same day that mum's coming down to KL for her Pacific Mutual conference or something where she'll be staying overnight here. Was already planning to go look for her and probably staying overnight together with her. And now? Think I won't be able to go already la...since mum'll probably gets histerical and will just ask me to stay back in my hostel and study *sad long face* PLUS...was already planning to go on a CNY shopping at Midvalley with Michael after M.A next Fri!!! BOO to M.A!!! BOO to that whoever changed the time!!! AND I hate having exams in the BIG exam hall la...and its on 5th floor!!! GAH~!!!!
p.s: Oooo.....the JEE's...hahahahaha...just noticed it now when I typed out their names...
Bad news is....I just opened my email and saw the email sent by our administrator. This is the email she sent:
Dear All,
Modular Assessment will be held on Tuesday, 9th February 2010 at 11.00 a.m. – 1.00 p.m. in DETSAR Exam Hall, Block C.
Please take note of the changes.
Ng
*SOBZ* Originally, the M.A was supposed to be on next Fri, 5th of Feb, the same day that mum's coming down to KL for her Pacific Mutual conference or something where she'll be staying overnight here. Was already planning to go look for her and probably staying overnight together with her. And now? Think I won't be able to go already la...since mum'll probably gets histerical and will just ask me to stay back in my hostel and study *sad long face* PLUS...was already planning to go on a CNY shopping at Midvalley with Michael after M.A next Fri!!! BOO to M.A!!! BOO to that whoever changed the time!!! AND I hate having exams in the BIG exam hall la...and its on 5th floor!!! GAH~!!!!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
SECRET RECIPE!!!
*sad face* Didn't manage to make it to have cakes at Secret Recipe. Coz after Malaysian Studies, which I tagged along to accompany him while I study my own textbooks in class, they need to discuss on their group assignment. Plus, when we finally reached Secret Recipe, there's no more Tiramisu cakes!!! And only one slice of Chocolate Indulgence left... Wanted to postpone it to tomorrow...but I just got the email saying that Medical Museum session which is on tomorrow's afternoon as scheduled is still on!!! *sobz* Then have to wait till Thurs afternoon then? Just wanna have the free coffee/tea that's why keep on insisting on going between 3-6pm. GAH!!!
Sagittarius character...how true~
射手座终极分析乐观与忧愁：
射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。
现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。
拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。
多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。
射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！
人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？ 射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。 在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。
人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。
在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…
射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。
现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。
拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。
多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。
射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！
人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？ 射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。 在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。
人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆，也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福，却常常忽略了自己，全身都是伤也笑着告诉你，我很好不用担心。
在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事，却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害，华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛？你的一点关心，心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好，把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你，射手座是不被了解的，可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为，让我承担吧，别让别人也受到伤害。所以，不要让快乐的射手座痛苦，别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装，认真爱射手座。你会知道射手座的爱，是充满泪水的…
MEDICSA
I AM NOW MEDICSA'S NEW SECRETARY!!! Not what I wanted since I always tend to get away from being in the committee, if not for the vice pres, Mr Surin. DUH~ And.....Michael's the vice secretary!!! This I would have to "thank" the whole class @_@ Now someone's complaining about working with me. Coz I'm sure to hand in the whole job to him...so basically he'll be the chief sec while I'm the assistant. LOL. Nah...don't think I'll do that. Once I get the job, I'll just do it. It'll be my 1st ever experience being a secretary anyway. Never have been one ever since school life. Its always either being a class monitor, or a head librarian, or a deputy head librarian, or a treasurer, or even a head of activities. And so now I've to train myself writing formal letters, proposals and....GAH!!! MEETING REPORTS!!!! I soooo wanna kill that Surin for proposing me as the secretary......
Had a bday celebration today. It's Michelle's bday. =D We had lunch at Richie's but bought 2 cakes from Secret Recipe just 3 shops away. Hehe. And that reminds me. We both are going to Secret Recipe again tomorrow for lunch, or I should say, just for the cakes (plus the free coffee or organice tea)==> Tiramisu for him & Chocolate Indulgence for me. YUMMY~ Looking forward to tomorrow after PBL....(Gah! We're getting CRS tomorrow instead of TT who's on leave *dash underscore dash*)
Had a bday celebration today. It's Michelle's bday. =D We had lunch at Richie's but bought 2 cakes from Secret Recipe just 3 shops away. Hehe. And that reminds me. We both are going to Secret Recipe again tomorrow for lunch, or I should say, just for the cakes (plus the free coffee or organice tea)==> Tiramisu for him & Chocolate Indulgence for me. YUMMY~ Looking forward to tomorrow after PBL....(Gah! We're getting CRS tomorrow instead of TT who's on leave *dash underscore dash*)
Free Online Color Personality Quiz - Find yourself with ColorGenics
Name: Joanne Ho
Date: 1/25/2010
Colorgenics Number: 13247056
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.
Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.
Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.
You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.
Date: 1/25/2010
Colorgenics Number: 13247056
You have always been on the move seeking affectionate, satisfying and harmonious relationships. Your ultimate goal has been the realisation of an intimate union in which there could be love, self-sacrifice and mutual trust. It has often been said that 'True love is just around the corner' and - if you haven't found it as yet - you possibly soon will.
You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.
Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.
Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.
You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Dreamcatcher
The Legend Of the Dream Catcher
The Ojibwa (Chippewa) believe that night is full of both good and bad dreams. When a dream catcher is hung above the place where you sleep it moves freely in the night air and catches the dreams as they drift by. The good dreams, knowing their way, pass through the opening in the center of the webbing while the bad dreams, not knowing the way, are caught in the webbing and destroyed at the first light of the morning sun. There are many variants to the dream catcher legend, some which say both the good and bad dreams are captured and some which say the good dreams slide down the feather to those sleeping below. Although the Ojibwa are credited as the first people to use Dream Catchers many other Tribes and Native peoples have adopted Dream Catchers into their culture. Even though the designs and legends of Dream Catchers differ slightly, the underlying meaning and symbolism is universal and is carried across cultures and language barriers. Everybody dreams.
http://dreamcatcher.com/
p.s I wonder where I can find one. Read about dreamcatchers from books and always wonder what they are. =)
Bad Day
The first cold war. Period. The longest hours of the day we didn't talk nor look at each other. Today is just NOT my day. Flu + hoarseness of the voice + got 5 times hit on the forehead by the shuttlecock + got a cut on my hand (darn that window!) + HIM = 黑色星期五
p.s Maybe I shouldn't have woken up so early today and left my cozy bed. GAH! I'm a sick person here @_@
p.s Maybe I shouldn't have woken up so early today and left my cozy bed. GAH! I'm a sick person here @_@
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Got this from my friend:
当一个男生愿意在任何时间，任何地点弯下腰来为你系松了的鞋带； 当一个男生坏坏地抓着你的手绕着你的校园走了一圈又一圈，只是为了让所有人都知道你是他的女朋友，不要再打你的主意； 当一个男生每天二十四小时开机，只是为了不错过你的每一个电话，不让你在任何一个失落的瞬间感到孤单；男生每天早晨睁开眼就发短信说爱你，每晚睡觉前都不忘和你说晚安； 当一个男生因为你受了苦而像一个小孩子一样号啕大哭； 当一个男生愿意为了你幸福而去拼搏，奋斗，愿意陪你去任何你想去的地方，做你任何想做的事情，那么请你……认真真地去爱他，无论有多少人疼你，你都只有这样一个会傻傻地爱你的他
当一个男生愿意在任何时间，任何地点弯下腰来为你系松了的鞋带； 当一个男生坏坏地抓着你的手绕着你的校园走了一圈又一圈，只是为了让所有人都知道你是他的女朋友，不要再打你的主意； 当一个男生每天二十四小时开机，只是为了不错过你的每一个电话，不让你在任何一个失落的瞬间感到孤单；男生每天早晨睁开眼就发短信说爱你，每晚睡觉前都不忘和你说晚安； 当一个男生因为你受了苦而像一个小孩子一样号啕大哭； 当一个男生愿意为了你幸福而去拼搏，奋斗，愿意陪你去任何你想去的地方，做你任何想做的事情，那么请你……认真真地去爱他，无论有多少人疼你，你都只有这样一个会傻傻地爱你的他
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
RawRRrrrrr~~
I WANNA BE BACK IN IPOH!!!! Why is everyone back in Ipoh when I've started classes? Especially those from oversease? *sad sad face* To Ernie, Zoo V, Uncle Jasz, Vshin, YHan, Wei Loong....I SOoooo wanna hang out with u guys....BOO to UCSI!!! BOO to medicine!!! School really sucks now! =( Ms Ernie Foo!!! I'm sooooo jealous at u now...!!! COME TO KL!!!!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
BIG mistake
I know. Its a BIG mistake for me to even suggest it...not to mention say it out loud...no wonder his expression can change so fast...and I regretted it straight after I blurted it out! GAH!! And I can see the hurt I brought to him in his face. But lucky everything turns out fine. I'm glad that we talked things out. At least it doesnt affect anything and instead we're stepping another step forward. AND he even told his parents!! That really shocked me coz I never expected things to get on sooooo fast. I can never pick up the courage to do so just like him. Not when even my sis has warned me about dating during study life. Duh~ Anyway, you have my words. I'll never say those words again. Coz I just hate to see the hurt expression in your face too. Not to mention the scary expression and atmosphere when you're not talking. Stress from studies just got into me lately. I know its a lame reason but I'm glad you're forgiving. Let's just work on it!! ^^
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Thursday, January 14, 2010
O.M.G
Hallelujah....its 5am now...but I'm not sleepy at all...partly still studying and partly listening to Alvin & The Chipmunks 2's OST...AaNDDDD....I haven't done a bit of my PBL stuffs yet...hopefully its really TT coming in as our facilitator tomorrow...else I'm D.O.O.M.E.D!!! duh~ Oh dear oh dear...is my insomnia's back again? Or I ate too much tonight? Though its really sweet for him to think so much for me. He thought I might be hungry since we had dinner so early. Everyone thought its really a big change for him to suggest going out for supper. LOL. Guess only I know the true reason. =D AND I'm getting bad habits now...haizzzz...supper at the mamak stall, no more studying 24hours per day....though there's good thing too...like not staying in my room 24hours anymore...spent more time in the cafeteria downstairs studying while plugging my ears with my mp3 ^^ Every night when I came back my roommate's almost sleeping already. Bet she's seeing less and less of me. We even talked less already. *sad face* Oh ya...while I'm blogging here...she's fast asleep since few hours ago behind me....hahahaha......
范玮琪 & 张韶涵 - 如果的事
我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思
像风没有理由
轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有
所谓的对与错
不管时间
说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你
J.E.A.L.O.U.S.Y
Jealousy is something that shouldn't have existed between partners. Instead trust should substitute jealousy. Without trust, no relationship can be maintained for long. And jealousy could indeed cause worse damage. This has certainly never appeared in my life before. Not until tonight. GAH! No no no...this will surely never ever happen again. You have my words.
IN YOUR EYES Feat.羅志祥 & 杨丞琳
02 IN YOUR EYES Feat.羅志祥 & 杨丞琳
原詞曲：Jeon,Jun Gyu / 改編詞：崔惟楷
祥：你問我 你眼中 我看到什麼
我回答隱形眼鏡 還有一個帥到翻的我
琳：我問你 你眼中 你愛我什麼
你總是釣我胃口 故作神秘愛說不說
男生都這樣 愛耍壞
行為舉止 挑戰我的忍耐
祥：女生才是 有夠奇怪
心裡永遠那麼多 WHY
合：IN YOUR EYES
發現一種東西叫愛（因為愛所以我存在）
IN YOUR EYES
看見生活多麼精采
祥：看著你 我眼神離不開 早被你打敗
合：其實你（你）悄悄變成 我的最愛
MY LOVE IS FOR YOU
祥：吃醋 撒嬌 生氣 耍賴 是你的專利讓你來
琳：疼我 愛我 讓我 為我 這些小事情讓你來
合：只要讓你（我）愉快
就算耍冷下不了台
我全都願意 都是因為愛
琳：我問你 你眼中 透露些什麼
你笑著 保持沉默
讓我期待你的沉諾
男生都這樣 愛耍壞
行為舉止 挑戰我的忍耐
祥：女生才是 有夠奇怪
心裡永遠那麼多 WHY
合：IN YOUR EYES
發現一種東西叫愛（因為愛所以我存在）
IN YOUR EYES
看見生活多麼精采
祥：看著你 我眼神離不開 早被你打敗
合：其實你（你）悄悄變成 我的最愛
MY LOVE IS FOR YOU
祥：請閉上眼睛
琳：壞蛋 你想做什麼
祥：哪有做什麼
琳：你的小計謀 才不可能騙倒我
合：OH 你的眼睛 也累了 該休息一下
就讓我 趁這個機會
靠近你 吻你一下
IN YOUR EYES
發現一種東西叫愛（因為愛所以我們存在）
IN YOUR EYES
看見生活多麼精采（因為有你才會精采）
祥：看著你 我眼神離不開 早被你打敗
合：其實你（你）悄悄變成 我的最愛
MY LOVE IS FOR YOU
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
A New Life
2nd Semester started. Which also means that I've to work extra hard so that the same thing won't happen again, else I would have to leave everything behind, probably even medicine and go for music instead (euwwwww.....) Yet, I think this is a blessing for me to start everything all over again. At least I get to understand better of medicine, know more friends, have closer relationship with the lecturers, more sociable, AND also to know him! =) Guess I really changed alot this year...oh..I mean last year...hahahaha...ever since July 2009...change in what aspect I cant really say it..but I do sense C.H.A.N.G.E.S...which is good! *grins*
FYI, I'M IN UNAVAILABLE MODE NOW!!! *Shhhhh....* No telling my family. Not even my sis and my bro. Coz even my sis has warned me about dating during study life...and that includes university life. *sighhhhhh* That's what being born in a extremely strict family. I still remember the times from primary school to form 5 where no guys can ever call me up. Else mum will have a fit over it. Oh well..... My coursemates knew about it now too as we're letting everyone know about it now. Though not too officially. I mean...I'm not those kind of person who'll go around blasting and boasting around about having a bf...duh~ So...I'm just letting everything go naturally. No pressurizing. No burden. I've got enough pressures from the upcoming finals in few weeks' time and also the 3weeks-once-assessments. Its just plain sweet. *BIG smiles* Though I'm adapting myself to this new thing which I haven't been able to pass through the barrier even ever since Big D. Trying trying and trying. I just need time. ALOT of time. Yea yeah....Fishy, Ah Leng, Ah Ong, Shan & Ah Min....guess I owe u guys an explanation now, right? =p Wait till I go back Ipoh next time okay? LOL.
FYI, I'M IN UNAVAILABLE MODE NOW!!! *Shhhhh....* No telling my family. Not even my sis and my bro. Coz even my sis has warned me about dating during study life...and that includes university life. *sighhhhhh* That's what being born in a extremely strict family. I still remember the times from primary school to form 5 where no guys can ever call me up. Else mum will have a fit over it. Oh well..... My coursemates knew about it now too as we're letting everyone know about it now. Though not too officially. I mean...I'm not those kind of person who'll go around blasting and boasting around about having a bf...duh~ So...I'm just letting everything go naturally. No pressurizing. No burden. I've got enough pressures from the upcoming finals in few weeks' time and also the 3weeks-once-assessments. Its just plain sweet. *BIG smiles* Though I'm adapting myself to this new thing which I haven't been able to pass through the barrier even ever since Big D. Trying trying and trying. I just need time. ALOT of time. Yea yeah....Fishy, Ah Leng, Ah Ong, Shan & Ah Min....guess I owe u guys an explanation now, right? =p Wait till I go back Ipoh next time okay? LOL.
Saturday, January 09, 2010
the good old days....
Just found these pictures back in my stack of cds...hehehehe
~Ern & Jo~
Me, HueyLeng & XinYu
Ah Ong & me
The CO gang - 零零家族
The crazy gang of 5s2'2005Friday, January 01, 2010
My 2weeks holiday =D
Just had the most happening holidays ever since I started uni....in only these 2weeks ^^
1. 21st of Dec 2009: Hang out with my CO gang aka "zero zero family". Everyone was there except for ah Eu who's still in Vancouver. Its nice to be out again with everyone...talk crap only while updating each other with recent stuffs...LOL....but the feeling's still there...everyone still appreciates the time when we fight together back in CO. *big smiles*
2. 24th till 26th Dec 2009: Went to celebrate Christmas with family and my uncle's family in Cameron Highlands. Stayed 3days 2nights in a bungalow big enough to stuff everyone of us in and yet enough privacy from outsiders and the forever-traffic-jamming roads up AND down Cameron. Convenient enough where we can just walk a few miles and lo-behold! THE MARKET'S JUST THERE!!! We can just grab some fresh veges and cook up some simple enough meal using the induction cooker that we brought along. Also went up all the way to the top of Gunung Brinchang where there's this Mossy Forest as they called it where its high up enough for the mosses to thrive there. Its almost 10 degrees celcius up there. Even my ears gone numb from the cold stunging wind.
3. 27th till 28th Dec 2009: Its gonna be mum and dad's wedding anniversary tomorrow!!! Plus dad has this free stay voucher at Clearwater Sanctuary Golf Resort in Batu Gajah..thanks to MMA (Malaysian Medical Association)....though I've forgotten for what reason he got it...anyway....we used it on their wedding anniversary...and since I'm still here and around...I get to go too!! LOL Played my 1st time golf...oh well..I hit the grass more than the ball...and some balls just gave me a dull "ploop" into the water short distance away...but 1st time freshies...just don't expect too much =p Also managed to ride the tandem （双人脚踏车）where they're renting there...my parents managed to get one....and there we go in turns where my dad's the main person cycling...my mum forgotten how to cycle and I never been able to learn cycling since a kid. Sigh. Went fishing just behind our room where its facing the lake with dad, had fun with it and got the chance to spot some really gigantic monitor lizards swimming around in the lake (euwwww.....)
4. 29th Dec, Tues: Hang out with Ern, Vshin & YHan....the 3 people that I know who have hyphens in their names (oh WOW!!) We had lunch together at the famous "dai shue geok" in Pasir Putih after Vshin picked me up from Parade while waiting for YHan's arrival there. After lunch, head off to Parade. Never planned to do anything special and suddenly these 3 giants just walked into the bowling arcade. Argh! I haven't played bowling for like 3years ever since the very last time I played is during form6. Oh well...the scores not as good as last time but still bearable and I improved during the 2games...though I can never beat the guys' scores. And oh yeahh....ERN GOT ME MY PRESSIES!!! A sexy blouse which I wonder when I will have the chance to wear it and a postcard that she got when she visited the Grand Canyon PLUS a glass cup with the words "I LOST MY ASS IN VEGAS" *giggles* That's NOT all. Went home and a bigger surprise came during dinner. Dad suddenly remembers and tells me that I got a christmas card from a friend from UK. Was wondering who but these shouldnt appear in my mind since I only have one and only friend who's currently in UK. Heing!!! Thanks for the xmas card ya~!! Appreciate it alot! =)
5. 1st of Jan 2010: 3rd time hanging out with friends this holiday...and this time with Jason & Zoo V!!! Someone's free already and so managed to pull him out to get out and yumcha together before I go back. Lucky for that sms I sent this afternoon. Thanks also to the nice planning else I wouldn't have been able to get out of my house. Not to mention also Jason's willing to drive all the way to my place here to pick me up. I know exactly how far is Pasir Putih to First Garden. =p But no choice since my mum's being so strict. Blerrrrrr~ Went to Ipoh Oldtown Kopitiam near Ipoh Padang where we drink and eat while updating each other with stories of our own...especially our own social life. This sounds like old times when we 3 musketeers go for movies together especially right after my school back in form 6. 3 weird combinations yet appreciate each other's companies. Even Ern asked me what we always talk about since uncle Jasz is such a quiet person while me and ZW can talk about everything. ONLY sometimes though. Managed to take pics with them! Thanks to Zoo V to remind me to get my camera out with me =)
6. 3rd of Jan 2010: Going back to KL *sad face* By train by myself since parents wouldn't want to go onto the roads with schools reopening the next day. But...teehheeee....will be meeting up with Michael at Bandar Tasik Selatan station to go back to UCSI together by taxi....can save up the taxi fare too =) That's the main reason why I chose the 10.50am train =p NOW I've something to look forward when going back to KL especially when there's the next assessment coming up on the very next Monday after I go back to KL. Duh~ sleepless nights coming up!
Heard something funny that day on the radio. Someone called in and said something: "My new year resolution for this year is....I resolved to NOT make any new year resolutions!!!" Hahaha...how true =) Coz somehow no matter how many new year resolutions you made..most of the people just cant manage to achieve even one of them. LOL.
1. 21st of Dec 2009: Hang out with my CO gang aka "zero zero family". Everyone was there except for ah Eu who's still in Vancouver. Its nice to be out again with everyone...talk crap only while updating each other with recent stuffs...LOL....but the feeling's still there...everyone still appreciates the time when we fight together back in CO. *big smiles*
2. 24th till 26th Dec 2009: Went to celebrate Christmas with family and my uncle's family in Cameron Highlands. Stayed 3days 2nights in a bungalow big enough to stuff everyone of us in and yet enough privacy from outsiders and the forever-traffic-jamming roads up AND down Cameron. Convenient enough where we can just walk a few miles and lo-behold! THE MARKET'S JUST THERE!!! We can just grab some fresh veges and cook up some simple enough meal using the induction cooker that we brought along. Also went up all the way to the top of Gunung Brinchang where there's this Mossy Forest as they called it where its high up enough for the mosses to thrive there. Its almost 10 degrees celcius up there. Even my ears gone numb from the cold stunging wind.
3. 27th till 28th Dec 2009: Its gonna be mum and dad's wedding anniversary tomorrow!!! Plus dad has this free stay voucher at Clearwater Sanctuary Golf Resort in Batu Gajah..thanks to MMA (Malaysian Medical Association)....though I've forgotten for what reason he got it...anyway....we used it on their wedding anniversary...and since I'm still here and around...I get to go too!! LOL Played my 1st time golf...oh well..I hit the grass more than the ball...and some balls just gave me a dull "ploop" into the water short distance away...but 1st time freshies...just don't expect too much =p Also managed to ride the tandem （双人脚踏车）where they're renting there...my parents managed to get one....and there we go in turns where my dad's the main person cycling...my mum forgotten how to cycle and I never been able to learn cycling since a kid. Sigh. Went fishing just behind our room where its facing the lake with dad, had fun with it and got the chance to spot some really gigantic monitor lizards swimming around in the lake (euwwww.....)
4. 29th Dec, Tues: Hang out with Ern, Vshin & YHan....the 3 people that I know who have hyphens in their names (oh WOW!!) We had lunch together at the famous "dai shue geok" in Pasir Putih after Vshin picked me up from Parade while waiting for YHan's arrival there. After lunch, head off to Parade. Never planned to do anything special and suddenly these 3 giants just walked into the bowling arcade. Argh! I haven't played bowling for like 3years ever since the very last time I played is during form6. Oh well...the scores not as good as last time but still bearable and I improved during the 2games...though I can never beat the guys' scores. And oh yeahh....ERN GOT ME MY PRESSIES!!! A sexy blouse which I wonder when I will have the chance to wear it and a postcard that she got when she visited the Grand Canyon PLUS a glass cup with the words "I LOST MY ASS IN VEGAS" *giggles* That's NOT all. Went home and a bigger surprise came during dinner. Dad suddenly remembers and tells me that I got a christmas card from a friend from UK. Was wondering who but these shouldnt appear in my mind since I only have one and only friend who's currently in UK. Heing!!! Thanks for the xmas card ya~!! Appreciate it alot! =)
5. 1st of Jan 2010: 3rd time hanging out with friends this holiday...and this time with Jason & Zoo V!!! Someone's free already and so managed to pull him out to get out and yumcha together before I go back. Lucky for that sms I sent this afternoon. Thanks also to the nice planning else I wouldn't have been able to get out of my house. Not to mention also Jason's willing to drive all the way to my place here to pick me up. I know exactly how far is Pasir Putih to First Garden. =p But no choice since my mum's being so strict. Blerrrrrr~ Went to Ipoh Oldtown Kopitiam near Ipoh Padang where we drink and eat while updating each other with stories of our own...especially our own social life. This sounds like old times when we 3 musketeers go for movies together especially right after my school back in form 6. 3 weird combinations yet appreciate each other's companies. Even Ern asked me what we always talk about since uncle Jasz is such a quiet person while me and ZW can talk about everything. ONLY sometimes though. Managed to take pics with them! Thanks to Zoo V to remind me to get my camera out with me =)
6. 3rd of Jan 2010: Going back to KL *sad face* By train by myself since parents wouldn't want to go onto the roads with schools reopening the next day. But...teehheeee....will be meeting up with Michael at Bandar Tasik Selatan station to go back to UCSI together by taxi....can save up the taxi fare too =) That's the main reason why I chose the 10.50am train =p NOW I've something to look forward when going back to KL especially when there's the next assessment coming up on the very next Monday after I go back to KL. Duh~ sleepless nights coming up!
Heard something funny that day on the radio. Someone called in and said something: "My new year resolution for this year is....I resolved to NOT make any new year resolutions!!!" Hahaha...how true =) Coz somehow no matter how many new year resolutions you made..most of the people just cant manage to achieve even one of them. LOL.
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