FREEDOM!!!

Wow...its been a reeealllll long time since i last posted any blog posts. Hehe...been busy over my studies...and the connection of my internet is as slow as a sloth (slower than tortoise leh -.-') so...not going to spend a whole hour just to blog la =P

Anyway..just finished my trial yesterday. Had 5days continuous of it...torturing..with all those difficult exam papers..but ok la since i've given my best...so...jz accept whatever's the outcome lor. Time REALLY flies through the 5days also. So...after exam ended yesterday..went to the movies with Jason & Zhu Whee as planned....we watched "Knocked Up"...a comedy film but 18PL movie...haha...& it's the 1st for me leh..pity...that's the disadvantage to be born in Dec..haha...so it's a bit of awkward to watch with two guys lor...hehe...but overall nice la...we laughed like mad lor..keke...didn't care much la =P Jason's nice too to fetch me from skul then after movie even fetched me to tuition...thx buddy!! =D Zhu Whee's nice too la...and fortunately..this time maybe this is the 2nd time already gua we go for movies together..so no more weird weird atmosphere already where no one talks...tat equals to COMPLETE silence...hahaha...

Yay!! Gonna get free movie treat next time already..hehe...coz yesterday me & Zhu Whee paid for Jason's movie ticket..shared among both of us since that uncle's broke already wor...but nvm...hehe...at least we all had a great time la =)
Woohoo~~!! Having a relaxing time these few days...away from my test books...so pampering myself a bit by watching movies and reading the new Harry Potter book...my sis bought it long time ago already i keep forbidding her to bring it home from Kajang to control myself from getting addicted to it..hehe...but few days later gonna start up the engine again...cannot afford to stop any more longer coz its 1 month plus to the real STPM already...It'll be starting from 19th of Nov till 4th of Dec...hehe...5days before my bday...lucky it ends before my bday....hehe....so can go celebrate without stress already luu~~!!! =D

Aww...so miss Ern le...hope she comes back early le...gonna wait for her to celebrate my bday with me when she's back...hehe...long time din chat with her also...dunno how's she recently already..i've lost contact with almost everyone already due to lack of onlining...Anyway...speaking of her...really thanks to her i got to know 2 cool buddies ==> Jason & Zhu Whee =) They're cool...too bad we've known each other for such short time only...but looking forward to continue to be frens forever ^^

Current mood: Bored..no one's on9 = (
Current movie: Beautiful Life (Japanese movie)

圣母华乐演奏会

Yesterday was AMC chinese orchestra's concert...Hm...overall not bad la...but still the same problem found in every school--pitching problem...sigh...what to do...guess they're still lacking of practices...but nowadays the juniors jz dun put in their whole heart into 华乐...someday there'll be no one interested in it anymore...saddening huh...chinese don't ever appreciate their own traditional culture...haiz~~~ their performance not up to my expectation anyway....disappointed man....especially the erhu juniors...the lower forms one...meaning that i've said over these few yrs & what i've teached on Wed when i purposely went back to drill them is wasted...but anyway...this'll be the last time i'm contributing...so...do whatever i can lor...then for the next yrs guess its difficult for me to get involved in chinese orchestra already...already missing it these 2yrs....reli missed it like hell...especially the performances & competitions....its tough during the preparations...but its worth it when we get the results that we'll alwiz feel what we've sacrificed is worthwhile =) At least the hall's almost full with people...that's a good sign...fretted that there wont have much people coming...thank goodness there's no downpour by the way...else sure affect somehow.....

2 more weeks...Penang Bridge Marathon coming...training almost everyday now...& my knee pain came back...bad...both knees now -.-' but controlling so that i wont overdo la...Next Sun's Father's Day & Sat's my dad's birthday...double celebration....haha...but all of us still figuring what's the best to buy for my dad...

Oh ya...date for piano exam partially confirmed already...haha...its either 23,24 or 25 th of August...good...during the holidays....at least its nowhere near my trials...choir competition jz days before my trials already made me tensed up...now working hard though...would wanna finish everything IF possible by August...guess i still need more self discipline le ;p

Holidays ^^

Nice...holidays for 2weeks after 1 week of torturing...but later when school reopens more torture le when the exam papers are distributed =S Hope i did well this time...at least better than the previous monthly exam...else my mum sure gonna skin me alive this time~~~

Hm...been training almost everyday now...preparing for the Half Marathon (22.3km) that's gonna be held in Penang on 24th of June...my knees alot better already thank goodness....else my parents wouldn't allow me to go...hehe...cant afford to not go when i'm sure to have the chance to eat & eat & eat until i'm fat again...muahahaha ^^ Thai food, Taiwan food, Italian food...my FAVOURITES~~~!!! =D

Sigh...yesterday choir failed me again...not my fault this time...they're really neglecting me this time...how sad...but i dont care anymore la...getting myself into temper is not the best way for everything anyway...Should be having a performance yesterday at ACS...we're gonna be guest choir in the concert held by Klang Chamber Choir...will be singing one or two songs...i was jz wondering how come no practice so called up a few people but no one answered my call or even my sms...ok...fine...anyway...got the msg from the vice pres yesterday morning FINALLY...& she told me they all thought i'm too bz to go for the performance so they nvr thought of asking me go for practices...now this time they're reli getting our of hands...i've nvr even mentioned anything about me bz cannot go performance...& they jz assumed it without even asking me..?? Then what was i doing before that when i practised hard on the piano accompaniment part then?? Y would i be asking questions about this ACS performance before that IF i'm not going to go?? Crazy no brain people~~!!! Wat the heck!! Ish~~~ So..in the end...i didn't go...told her since they weren't expecting me so i wont be going to perform la...hahaha...so went to my japanese class instead ;p Don't care la...as long as they don't blame me for not turning up...not my fault in the 1st place anyway....they take their own consequences la...hmph!!

Frustrations 2

Ok...i'm not done with my previous post on my frustrations towards choir comms yet...nope....it wont end...coz i've really built a wall around me from them....that's why i'm not going to the Choral Festival with them...outings with them make me sick to see how fake are they...cant they be more sincere as frens or even as members of the SAME club..?? Such fake geeks....make me vomit only to see them...pity me have to see them for few months more...Today happy lor when they got scolded for ALWIZ lepak-ing at Parade every Sat after choir practice....got scolded for bringing along the juniors & now they got complaints from the juniors' parents...good~~!! ^^ But sickening le see them defending for themselves...keep saying they went parade JUST for lunch...yea right...more like gossiping & talk bad things about choir members huh...lame...even said its not their fault the juniors follow them...a bunch of lame idiots....especially that vice secretary!!! Cant even sing well....normally when she talks her voice's deep...so how in the world did she ever get into the soprano..?? Man...my voice has a higher pitch than hers i also got kicked into the alto le even though i'm SUPPOSED to be in the soprano....everyone was surprised i got into the alto le...especially my frens who'd been in the choir with me last time when we were in the primary...even my sis said so that i should be in the soprano le...i can sing higher notes than that idiot la...so...WHY??? ARGH!!! I'm being picked at everything...even those non of my concern ones....crazy teacher advisors....silly bunch of main comms....unorganised team....irresponsible pres & vice presidentS...whatever also last minute decision....this also they want to deny....good...put the blame on the teacher, PK Kokurikulum....great people huh....serves them right for getting complaints from parents on this also...3 calls leh...they only care about themselves...never think of the members & the members' parents...keep thinking how tough is their situation to be the committees...BULLSHIT!!! Tough my foot...if controlling such choir team is tough...then how about controlling a team of Chinese Orchestra members with about 80 people where there're caseS of lesbians...?? Man...they never know that...i was the discipline mistress before & i experienced all these...they never even experienced the hardship of getting sponsorships....they never think ahead....never care about money...only know how to waste....& they think everyone sure support if they need sponsorships coz they think they're good...crazy~~ Don't they ever think that no matter how good you are...everyone has their own finacial business to care about..?? Do u think the society will care whether u get ur sponsorship or not?? Hey guys...get a grip...the world's not as BRIGHT as what u guys think le...there's more to learn out there in the society...goodness...be more mature in your thinking...if the world's that bright...there wont be even wars & bombing happening anywhere...anytime...in this world la....grow up people~~& learn what is the meaning of T-E-A-M!! Obviously u guys only know how to say...but no actions...so what's the use of using this word?? Probably u guys never heard of ACTIONS SPEAK MORE THAN WORDS huh....

Aiyo...

Huh....those reporters took my pic for what if i'm not shown in the newspapers..?? =( Disappointed lor...The Star none...NST none...Sin Chew also don't have...aiyo...thought they'll even mention of my existence in the report also don't have....sigh...now i know how unimportant i am la...kelefe saja la...but good experience le to perform in public...memang my 1st time le solo-ing in public excluding those times being piano accompanist for the choir ^^ Hope i'll have more chances like this next time =p

Visit of Raja Muda to SamTet

Phew....my nervousness last night has paid...haha....wasn't the bit nervous when performing both for choir & for the jamuan....lucky didn't fumble...hehe...was a lil disappointed for not getting the opportunity of shaking hands with the Raja Muda...keke...instead i got a bunch of pegawai's flirting with me while we were waiting for the Raja Muda to arrive at the jamuan -.-' *speechless* forced me to give them a big smile though while they were busy flirting...idiots....anyway....good opportunity though to be such short distance with the royalties =D Bad day though for my coughing to worsen....sigh....

Frustrations

Haiz...choir had a meeting today before school dismissal...kononnya general meeting...but its should be said as main-committees-scolding & denying-blames meeting...?? Ok...i'm not anti-ing nor pro-ing the main committees even though i'm one of the comms...but i really cant stand their i'm-always-right attitude...as they've said...everyone has their own faults...but what they did when the juniors said out their dissatisfaction towards the main comms attitude is that they start defending themselves...goodness...kata ada fault sendiri...everyone sure ada kesalahan....in the end they NEVER admit & keep denying & defending...R-U-B-B-I-S-H!!! And whenever that stupid vice pres & secretary scold people...for sure cry...cry babies...trying to get sympathy only...tak malu ke....tu kulit muka memang cukup tebal la tu....ish~~!!! I really cant tahan le that day...so instead of standing with those comms in front of the juniors....i took my homework to the back of the lecture hall & do....dowanna get involved...plus its none of my business also...i'm the last person to noe anything anyway...so y should i get myself into UNNECESSARY troubles?? Yea...i admit...i wasn't happy EVER SINCE i joined choir...in the beginning i joined choir because i cant join chinese orchestra & i was yearning for the same teamwork spirit as i've endured throughout the 5 yrs i had in AMC's chinese orchestra..but in the end...when i've joined choir....i knew i did the wrong decision....but its late for me to regret...so i continued to survive in choir...i was alone in there...alwiz the one who's left behind...last comm to know anything...alwiz the one to get scolded even though there's others having the same faults as me...whenever i didn't attend choir for a few times i'm being said that i wanna quit choir =.=" no one to support me in choir....everyone's so darn fake in there...especially the main comms...& its really surprising if one of them ever approached me & ask me personal questions....that day i really have the urge of blurting everything out in front of everyone when the main comms asked who else has anything to say....but i controlled myself...because i dont wanna make matters worse...plus its only a few months more for me to stay in choir...so dont wanna make a chaos...better to keep quiet...do my part & that's it...whatever dissatisfaction i just keep it....& i promise myself....i'll never return to train Sam Tet choir after i've left it...NEVER....because i know whatever i did it equals to nothing...no one to appreciate as they think it as my job & responsibility to do it as a musical director plus pianist....i don't need to train the bass-es since i'm in the alto....i'm not a sectional leader too...so i was thinking of what an idiot i am to waste my time...my voice...my temper on these ungrateful brats...?? If not for my passion towards music...if not for the teamwork spirit i'm looking for....i wouldn't have done all these...i wouldn't have keep persuading Kevin not to quit choir as he's the one influencing everyone...the only senior left also ever since JiaYi & Kar Kit left...but what did i get in the end?? NOTHING!!! & why am i so stupid to continue staying in choir when i've to suffer so much..?? I don't know....no idea at all...the only thing i can describe myself is PLAIN S-T-U-P-I-D-I-T-Y~~~

My recent life

Hm...lots of occasions coming up & some occasions past already. Previous Tuesday i just went out with Jason & ZhuWhee to watch Mr.Bean. At 1st planned to watch Meet The Robinsons, then Jasz called me when i'm in school (lucky i brought my hp =P) saying that because of movie error the showtime at 2pm is cancelled, so we changed to watch Mr Bean. But changing to Mr. Bean meaning i've to FLY after dismissal...coz i dismissed at 1.40..& the show's at 1.50 -.-' Jas also keep on calling me to hurry me...i went to the extent of answering his call when the maths teacher's teaching in front of the class...hehe...lucky she din notice =P Anyway..i really did fly...& miraculously i used almost 3mins onli to fly from skul to the cinema =S But right on time =D Hm...nice show...funny...laughed alot in da cinema..hehe...but quiet le...we 3 err...how to say...1st time come out even though we don't know each other quite well...so...weird weird whole time...hahaha =P Anyway...real thanks to both of them...coz if not for them not minding to go out with me to watch movie...it'll be months that i never watch movies in the cinema....hehe...the last time i went is...err....last yr le....haiyoh~~~ Anyway..surprisingly...i din eat since after school i straight went to the cinema...& Jasz bought me a packet of twisties ^^ but ended up i din eat it in the cinema..haha...coz dun feel like eating since i dun feel hungry....so left till i'm home already & i finished the whole packet...ALL by myself =P

Haiz...the Raja Muda's coming to our school this Sat...nervous le...i'm gonna play for the choir in the hall...after that need to play during the Raja Muda's feast tim...aduh~~ Nervous nervous...nanti kena pancung if i make mistakes...?? @-@ Nanti dijadikan isteri Raja Muda if i played too well till impressed him..?? UH OH~~~ No no NOO!!! Haiz...dont care already...see how le that day..jz hope i wont get public-fright -.-'' The school's in a mess these few days by the way...everyone's busy preparing to impress the Raja Muda.

Choir's district level competition is confirmed next Sat already...going to be held at AMC school hall....haih...the BIG hall...goodness...there's where the prob comes...BIG~~!! Meaning echo...& meaning the voice balance, pitching, diction for the fussy judges...ARGH!!! I'm gonna have a hard time already le training them again now i dont need to play the piano accompaniment...but difficult oso le....jz started having sore throat this morning....haih...flu's coming the way *speechless*

Happy le yesterday got an overseas sms from Ern...hehe...was shocked though at 1st to see the sender....even shocked when she mentioned she was planning to call me at 1st O.o Lucky she din called though...only reached home by 5 sth yesterday....but still happy le =D Thx dearie =)

Okie..no need to ask about my love life yea Ern...i'm still single...EXTREME single...still looking through the deep seas....still many fish swimming around...gonna choose carefully...haha....not going to choose anyway at this time...wait le...i'll have good news for u...someday ;P Jz be patient...hehe...& stop doing matchmaking for me wor....^^

Miss yea Ern~~

Choir comp...

Long time didn't post already. Anyway, we won 1st place in the zone level of the choir comp...so will be going on to district level which will be held on the 20th,21th or 23rd...any of these days & the location of the comp is at AMC primary. Sigh...thinking of AMC primary...reminds me of my younger school days where i joined the school band...really miss the times when we practised together...me, Ern, Fishy, Shan & others...really miss alot...

Wat to do...i still cant find that spirit & feelings i wanted in choir...now choir's too dead...no live...comp's coming already & yet still fooling around...cant blame me for getting into a temper everytime...cant stand their dilly dally attitude...ish~~!!! Yea...i noe...i'm alwiz the most non-caring person in choir....as a AJK yet this dunno that dunno....cant blame me for that also...i wasn't told everything....& i don't ask...how can i ask when i dunno what i should ask..?? So...my junior's right...i'm the last one to noe anything so no point asking me anything...Anyway...as what i've always said...as long as i've done my duty as the pianist + musical director...that's way enough for me already la...

Sigh....the malay song we're singing for the comp....2day the teacher tells me that we really need piano accompaniment part to guide the team...coz any slips of pitching & we'll lose to Tarcisian...they're really strong now under the same tutors as we have...then it'll be the end of our comp journey...so...i gotta figure out the part & try it out on Sat already -.-' Gotta try out soothing, slow songs to be played on the 14th for the Raja Muda who's coming for our school's prize giving ceremony too....argh!! *pulling my hair* I DON'T HAVE SUCH SONGS LA!!! Haiz~~~waste my time only....but as what my mum said...this is also the only chance for me to show my playing talent in public..especially in front of royalties wor....ngek ngek ngek =P

Needa study now anyway...byezzz~~

Choir war

Phew...choir competition's on the 29th of March...2 more weeks coming...this means intensive practice PLUS skipping tuition classes =( Guess the 2nd week i needa follow Kevin to his class le...coz sure i needa miss my Wed maths class di...sigh...sad....needa follow up la...

Hmm...choir's the usual la...gals are getting better...the bass-es too...thx to my effort in teaching them =P the tenors..hmm...guess i really need to teach them instead already since the bass-es can get along well without my help already la...Now the bass-es are attached to me already till they've gone crazy in their heads already la...suggested that i join the bass wor -.-' Hey!! I'm a gal leh...okla...i'm fierce & rough in my actions...but i'm still a gal ma...speecless le~~~

Sigh....hope we can pass through this zone level...will be competing with AMC, MGS, Main Convent...these 3 strong competitors also want our life already le...then still got one more Malay technical school...Canning Leboh Cator or something like that la...cant look down at them also la...

Okla...gotta go....1hr already la i'm here at Imax...gotta walk to tuition now.....will blog more news next time la....ciaoz~~ =)


p/s: I've less contact with him already...on the way of succeeding in doing so...1 aim down!! ^^

Pre-exam post

1st news: Monthly exam's jz next Wed. Did preparations before cny, during cny & after cny till now.

2nd news: Jz got the news yesterday that both me & mum passed our Japanese test!! Woohoo!!! No need to retake luu...Tried out at Ice Ice Baby near Ipoh padang there...jz few shops away from Kopitiam....cool place....nice food & nice surroundings too....nice place to introduce to frens....gonna go there more =p Lurve its Banana Sambayon & Baby Sundae!!! Yummy~~!!!

3rd news: Ern's left for Canberra already for studies at the University. I'm gonna miss her allot (Uh...no...shud be i've started missing her already since she'd left for KL =P) Bad gal...wasted my money sending her international sms leh...but no response...dun love u anymore!! HMPH!! Dun care whether i'm addicted anot...i can control myself...bler~~~

New year resolution: 1. Get away from love life. Start avoiding from him. I don't want to make myself suffer. I don't need it at the moment. Give me headaches only. Rather stay single for the time being till the time is right ;p

2. Concentrate on studies & ONLY studies. GAMBATE KUDASAI!!!!

3. Aim to pass my piano exam in June.

4. Start driving to school myself after March's school holidays. Wouldn't wanna walk anymore. My legs cant take it anymore.

That's all for now!! Will blog more when i've finished my exams...ciaoz~~

为什么?!?

"海洋是乌黑的。可是社会比海洋更乌黑...而且还是黑白难分明" 这句话我领教了...因为在我周围就可看见如此现象...实在可悲啊!! 真不明白现代人的想法...为什么要在这社会上找个知心 + 真心朋友都如深海捞针呢??现在身边的朋友并没一个是真心的....全都不是为了要得利益, 二就是为了要接近另一方而找你当个中间人....唉~~~我真是受够了啊!!! 根本就再也找不到能成倾诉心事的对方了....因为后果就是全世界的人都知道的...而且现代的人都没一个是守信用的家伙...许下承诺却已把它没当成一回事....可悲可悲啊~~!!! 所以我个人还是认为嘛==>还是当个"单身贵族"为好...免得心灵受一次又一次的创伤....受不了了啦.....很累....

A feel of loneliness

Now at cybercafe in Parade...alone...sigh...got dumped by Fishy....imagine that..sigh..few days ago when she's in cold war with Leng..she sticks to me like hell coz she's bored no one talked to her especially in class since Leng sits beside her...& on Thurs when they've resume to normal...she dumped me!! Great huh....sigh....i've given up already la long time ago....been lonely ever since...err...last yr...?? Immuned. Haiz. What can i say anyway? I did my responsible as a fren & whatever the outcome is guess i've to accept it no matter what. But it is a REAL sad case.

Okok...enough of complaining around about my sad ownself...no more depressing posts huh....Hmm...what can i say...today choir's as usual...si gong came back...with my si po....hahaha...good choice....kekeke =P I've kinda the feeling that those choir gals...hmm...not too happy about the closeness between me & si gong....but what to do...coz of my sister...i cant do anything le...cant ignore him oso wert...right?? Haih..i dun care already...as long as i do my responsibilities well....tats all i care....& concentrate well on my studies...dowanna dump too much on choir oso la...studies far more important than anything....no matter how others think...

Hehe..have the feeling of success....hehehe...coz i've successfully get hold of the new studying technique i'm having now...fast & effective...at least i get to memorise ALOT more compared to before that. Great. =D Gambate kudasai arr Joanne Ho~~!!! Gotta keep up the spirit in me now the fire has started =) Go. Go. GOoo!!!! ;p

Worried...

Sigh....my aunt has jz passed away last month on the 21th...now my eldest uncle (mum's side) who had cancer before that & had recovered from the chemotherapy before that....but now the cancer cells have come back again to torture him....haih....i'd rather not hope for a new relationship but sincerely pray that my uncle'll recover fully & fast & please....no more deaths in my family la...its sick to think of it....its sure saddening too....especially when i cant attend the funeral to pay my last respect...like my aunt...haih....too bad skul's more important....else i would have followed my dad down to KL to deal with my aunt's funeral...Guess now what i've to do is to pray hard & have trust in my uncle~~HAV TRUST IN GOD

Topic-less

Oklor...no more depressing posts then....haha...but somehow i may need some counselling...kekeke...even though i'm a PRS myself...but still amateur....guess da onli place i can pour out wat i think is in this blog la...& also to u la my dearie Ern ;p

Hm....starting to get busy with studies...exam's coming on da 5th of March....Sports Day's on da 3rd...too bad my knees jz not ok yet for me to participate in the 4x100m relay that'll be held at the stadium....sigh....I WANNA RUN!!!!! =/ Jz have the intention to go take part without letting my parents noe...but....sigh....forget it~~!!! Even though it'll be da last chance for me to run in a proper running track in da stadium...haiz....Busy anyway on making notes....changing my studying style already as taught by my sis....had been looking for a better way but no one can tell me....lucky i still have my sis =D

Anyway....wont be able to on9 for awhile la...so this blog will be left unused for some time...Currently looking forward to Ern coming back to Ipoh...i still owe her her bday prezzie...hope she'll like wat we're giving her anyway...missed her too =P Hmm...Valentine's on next Wed (14/2)....but another lonely Valentine's luu...dah biasa already anyway....hehe...every yr's Valentine's is jz a normal day for me ==> 单身贵族 ^^


Ciaoz.....

Depressed...

唉...今天心情实在是糟得透底了~~~已经到了难以形容的地步了...我只知道从我一到家后打电话给我的钢琴老师后就猛哭不停了....鼻涕眼泪都掺在一起了(这是无可否认的现实情况=P) 现在更"进展"到双眼红肿了.....该是哭过头了吧....可是怎么也不甘心.....竟然还欠仅仅那两分都不让我及格...臭家伙!!! 我知道我也有错....就是错在临时抱佛脚.....不到最后一个时刻都不紧张.....可是说实在的我真的尽了力耶....haih....无话可说了.....没办法咯....只好在六月再考过咯....不然我都不死心....哼!! 总之这次肯定要发奋图强考好给那个臭家伙看了....!!! 何慧妍万岁~~!!! 过了今天就不会为它再哭了....再哭的话看来我又会死很多细胞了....呵呵 ^^

Saddening news

Haiz...was having lunch...then my eldest uncle from my dad's side called us....then told us the news that my 姑姑 (my dad's eldest sis) had passed away at the University Hospital. We were all shocked coz she's on the way of recovering already....& yet we cant fight God's will to bring her away. But its a good thing la actually...for her to leave is also the best way to get her away from her sufferings...heavy diabetic problem...stroke...sigh....So dad went off to KL alone already to deal with her funeral...they'll be cremating (火葬) her...jz wanna say hope she'll have a better life in heaven & Rest In Peace 姑姑...God bless you~~

Sigh....i smell busy week already....next Sat's Career Day already...so gotta start work on doing the boards this week already.....sigh...hope we'll have it successfully done la even though i'm never supportive towards this function (I'm da medicine course supervisor + one of the comm...but i dun really care much...only care about my own opinion ;p) Then on Thurs we'll be having our dissection day already....bless the white rats....bought yesterday....then today one of the females got pregnant already -.-" 7 CUTE lil rats tim....we've tried to save them out jz now during skul dismissal from being eaten....but cant do much....sigh...jz hope the rats are not as cruel as what we thought....else i dunno wat we'll be seeing tomoro =S

Okla...need to nap already...afterwards going japanese class as usual.....missing Ern...hope she's fine with her work...looking forward to celebrating her bday with her whole bunch of frens =)

I got a "bf"...hahahaha ;P

Hahaha...now i got a new "bf"....dun be mistaken....not REAL bf le...jz a FAKE one...hehehehe...thx to chee pek la....if not for him i wont be able to get rid of Elton "Aun" oso...kekeke...lucky i asked cp whether he noes him anot...lucky they're in da same class...then they chatted bout me....& cp so kind to help me that he lied for me....wakekeke....fiuh~~ feels good to get rid of that leech....alwiz kacau onli...busy mode oso asked whether i'm busy -.-" Anyway.....me & cp onli 9-yrs tuition mates la....nvr will be anything far beyond that....we're jz good buddies....trust me....he's not my type anyway....muahahahaha ;p

Uh ohh....jz got to know from my bro....I'M ACTUALLY ON THE SMJK SCHOOL PORTAL'S WEBSITE!!! H-A-H-A @_@ Got the news of me & Yvonne receiving our piano ALCM's certificate wor during our graduation in 2005...long time ago story la...but shocked oso lor~~!!! Go check out anyway...hehehe =P ===> http://smjk.edu.my/main/news_sdetail.php?schid=23&newsid=3385&arch=

Creepy...

Jz got home from house practice....jz bathed...gonna have a nap soon....but jz now's experience really creepy le...its my 1st time having this kinda experience also =S Nearly passed out on da field after running the 100m...really creepy lor...was standing...then suddenly felt a wave of nausea...so i walked towards the bench to sit....after a few steps..my vision starts to get blur....its like there's a heavy fog in front of my eyes...then i start to see the grass in a yellow colour...my ears start to block out...cant hear anything temporarily...then "Poof...!"...its like someone giving me a heavy blow on my nasal cartilage jz dead between my eyes...man....i started to feel dizzy already...including the pain in my right thigh where i've pulled my muscle...it was hard to imagine how painful it is.... then when i tot i'm ok to go for the next event ==> lontar peluru....i really nearly passed out already...lucky my frens were holding on to me....but suddenly felt sleepy....guess my brain lacks of oxygen till i felt drowsy already.....wanted to jz lie down at tat instant...but my frens keep calling me to hold on & dun fall asleep....then they start massaging & stuffs....lucky after a few mins i'm back to normal already...but already weak at the knees....fiuh~~ I'm scared of this kinda feeling already....but too bad...i still love running...hahaha =P No high jumps today though...bad...but its ok too la coz the pole is actually till my chest le....how to jump ehh..?? -.-"

Now praying wont get chosen yet i've a feeling my prayer wont be answered....hehehe....kinda 矛盾 already le...wanna get chosen coz wanna have the experience & the feeling....dowanna get chosen coz i've hurt my knees more already plus monthly exam'll be on 2days after Sports Day le....stupid school to have such schedule lor.....anyway....dun care la...see how le only decide...

Now....i'm not gonna say anything more already...wanna jz lie flat on my bed & get into dreamland.....zzzzzzzzzzz........

Busy + tired day...

Fiuh~~today finally sent in the letter to GH...asked my counselling club junior to fetch me there....he's SOooo sweet =P Actually he's supposed to go tuition at 2.30....but he still fetches me there with his motorbike at 2...hehe...good Ah Loke =D Even though i only rode a motor twice only...but i still can handle it la...haha...thx to his good driving skill also la...lolz...

Choir as usual today la...we had practice till 5.30pm lor...no one fetched me home at 1st...lucky i tot of YewMing yesterday...so asked him to fetch me home lor since he also finishes work at 5.30...but kinda feel guilty also la since i've rejected him AGAIN so he looks kinda down la -.-" But cant blame le...guess the time has said everything...so....its over already la~~~But its very very extremely sweet of him to say will fetch me home...coz between his house & my house also need 10minutes drive la...S-W-E-E-T~~!!

Hmm...tomoro's last house practice already luu...jz got to know today that we'll be having high jumps too....excited about it...but scared too la coz heard that the height will be 1.1metres high...@_@ crazy school!! What do they think us gals are...?? Only know how to bully us la....stupidity....ish!! But dun care...gonna try for it tomoro..who noes...i'll be able to cross it without making the galah fall..?? Hehehe ;p

Current mood: Neutral + tired + missing someone out there...

Current situation: Sleeping (goin to....hehe)

Crumbling under my weak knees...haiz...

Sigh...my knees are getting worse day by day...now cant even stand straight for long...it'll start crumbling below me after some time...& walking up da stairs is worse...the pain is getting more & more obvious...last night also got scolded by Ern already for not consulting the doctor for the operation...but i'm really scared of any operations...give me the creepy feeling of something bad will happen after that =S

Hm....gonna have my 2nd house practice on Wed...kinda looking forward to it...hehe...coz mebe i've full confidence i can get thru the 100m running...to me its nothing already since i've passed the 200m one last week...kekeke...jz gotta pray my knees wont trouble till after i've finished my running & the high jump...love them!! =D I've a feeling though tat me & Ah Ong will get to be chosen to represent our house in running during Sports Day...hmm...guess gotta think about it already IF really got chosen...1st is to see who'll be our competitors 1st...2nd is to consider about my knees....if i hurt it anymore scared it'll worsen...sigh...dunno...i love running...love the feeling of "flying" on the field...love the spirit of competing with others...ohmigosh!!! I'm obsessed already....aiks!! But no matter wat...i still love it~~!! ;p

Never ever got the chance to run in a real competition before also...as in inter-house one...thx to "mama" la our chance got ruined during my F5 yr...we've confidence we can get into the finals & at least have the chance of running in da stadium...then thx to her COURAGE to stand out in da 1st place saying she wanna be one of da representatives of my class...she slowed us down in the start...then no matter the remaining 3 of us wanna catch up also no use already...jz 1 place behind...ish!!!! Remembering about it also still pisses me off~~~ @_@ So....tat's y wanna have a go at competing in a REAL inter-house competition...jz hope my knees wont fail me...


Haiz...piano exam results are not out yet...worry worry...sigh...hope i'll be hearing good news when i'm home these few days...i dowanna go thru it anymore more a less wasting thousands of money for the exam fee again -.-"

黑色星期六

Today really unlucky lor...haiz...walked to General Hospital to send in the letter concerning looking for a doctor as a speaker for our medicine course during Career Day after my choir practice finishes at 12pm....then when i reached there after 30minutes of walking only i realised all my time & energy are wasted...coz the office is closed on Saturdays & Sundays....ARGH~~!!!! Stupid government law to have the 5-workdays law....lazy is what that can be used to describe them....ish!!! Now i've to go AGAIN next week during weekdays to send in the letter....sigh...shouldn't have been such a kind course supervisor to send the letter myself....dun care already....going to send my assistant or any other members in my course to send the letter....i'm enough of this already!!! Coz of walking too much...my knee injury oso came back already...worsen tim....haiz....i dowanna go for any operation le....horrible feeling i have....sure more probs with my legs after operation....sigh....Anyway, after leaving GH with disappointment & GREAT frustration....i'm also got drenched by the rain...lucky its not that heavy but still enough to make me wet...so forced to take a cab to go Parade to spend my time there while waiting for tuition at 2...& unexpectedly the taxi driver flirted with me....ohmigosh...!!! Wat kinda society is this nowadays...?? Why cant i jz have a peaceful ride in a public transport without strangers harassing me?? -.-" Ok...this will be the only & the last time for me to get into a cab ALONE....no more such thing happening...once is enough to end me a grief experience....ish~!!! Really hate getting flirted la...say i'm cute & stuffs yet still charged me so expensive....hahahaha =P Okok...kidding kidding...rather to pay more than getting harassed by some old guy....haiz....now i'm really speechless already.... @_@

Long lost me~~~

Wow...its been MONTHS since i've last posted any blogs...cant blame me...bad internet in my area here....frustrating over it but cant do anything le....haiz....anyway....latest news....Ern's back in Ipoh already....have been out with her for dunno how many times di....met up with him oso dunno how many times di till i mau vomit di....hahaha....& i've started Upper 6 for 2 weeks di...1 more day to go to end this 2nd week....yesterday jz had my house practice by the way....i'm in the yellow house AGAIN....same as wat i'm in during my primary school days...& we had 200m run yesterday.....crazy Sam Tet....memang bullying us gals la...but lucky my running hasn't gone worse di since one whole year never had any sports (except for mountain climbing sometimes which doesn't really count coz i din go regularly....lazy me =P)....so got to get 1 mark for my house...happy happy =D Coz they limited the time to 40seconds...which at 1st i'm kinda worried yet confident i can finish the run in the limited time...& i really did it!!! =D

Okla....cant crap much la....gotta study again...jz got to on9 after such LONG time so was busy awhile searching for my own stuffs....but now....gotta go studying again....Upper6 is no more happy happy time....so u'll oso be seeing less of me anyway...ciaoz~~


Piano exam's result will be out anytime....scared scared =S God bless me~~~